IA´s dream diary....

Last night dream was a bit strange....A ladder with an platform on top of the ladder....I had to climb up to the platform....and sit there and meditate....suddenly fear invaded me...and I felt how the ladder swayed....I wanted to go down but when I turned to climb down I did not feel my arms nor my legs...so I shouted...do I have my feet on the step...no answere...and the ladder swayed so hard...so I had to trust my instincts....and when I did that I got back the feel my arms and legs....huh....it was so nervy...

In last night dream I was called to a house complex to come and collect a abondened animal....they where not sure what kind of animal it was but they thought it was somekind of snake...I arrived to the house complex and I see a tail...I said to it...come out ...and the snake like animal come out...I told it that I am taking it home...we went to my car but outside the car was a cat...big ginger collored cat...before I even get to react the snake like animal attacked the cat and went inside it from cats behind and turned the cat inside out....I at once started to run back to the house complex to call for help...I can´t handle this animal....it must be taken into custody.

In this episode I was talking to someone about how much my body awarness have inproved....

My dreams lately is that kind of dreams I have difficulty to dress in words....if I try to do somekind of effort to explain it would be to use pictures from history....to see a army of somkind of dynasty from Kina of Japan....

this episode was to have telephatic connection to my son...even if the dream was that I did call him on my cellphone...but the charateristic was thelephatical....

In this episode I had my mother visiting me...and I was making a bed for her to sleep in...

In last night dream I was visiting a man who lived in town in a very lovely appartament....we where sitting on his balcony..huge...he started to talk about that he would have another flat...I asked why...he said no one wants these appartaments ...they are very cheep....oh I said...I have 3 months notice on my flat...but then I started to feel....how noicy it was to live so in middle of the center of a town....I would go crazy here with this all noice around me....here I awoke...

In last night dreams was a toilet blocked....someone had put all kind of things in it...clothings etc....I started to unblock it...soon it turned to a well...huge stones blocked the flow....I tried to unblock it but I felt it was like a boll deep deep down what I was not reaching...so I was not able to unblock the blockagage.....

In this episode...I was in total chock...a man was saying to me...I am all yours...but I was unable to respond because of my total chock....??

In last night dream I was invited to visit my ex father in law...I had my red highheals on me...ex father in law had bean sick and away for a long time...I hardly recognized him he had lost weight and looked so much younger...(he died 1994 ...so if I was visiting him in the afterlife then I understand the change in his appearances)....ex husband did understand something deep...he told me that we are going to buy clotings and new shoes to me...(he was very economical during the marriage)...

Last night was strange again....I was bicycling...and when I parked the bicycle...it turned to a shy horse???

In last night dream I was given a crown...not sure what it was made of....it was pale yellow....or nearly white....??

In last night dream I was visiting a young women with a child who had birthday party....it was his 9:th year birthday....He had his friend visiting him and I heard the friend say to this boy...we will give you a trip to Tunisia as birthday present to come with me and my family....I told the boys mother if she was aware of this...No she said and went into his sons room and told the friend that no-one have asked her about this...she was in a bit of shock....I told the friend to tell his parents that this do not work this way that they just make this decission over the mothers head....here I awoke....and was so dizzy that I could not walk straight when I was going into the bathroom and I was crosseyed and had to close one eye to be able to walk....??...odd....

In last night dream I was living in a cave and I was preagnant...