GRATITUDE LIST

-clean socks
-putting makeup on
-tampons
-bra feeling looser
-adding running intervals to my walk last night
-botox
-getting my ice cream sculpture in the mail
-my sculpture table that came in the mail
-the break with m's husband about to end
-being proactive
-being kind
-doing writing exercises tonight
-B cat feeling like a sleeping pill when he climbs on me
-working today
-being considered beautiful
-reflection
-motivation
-determination
-inspiration
-fashion
-showering
-moisturizers
-retinol
-the love my cats have for each other
-compassion
-knowing my place
-drinking water
-white vinegar
-having nice lips
-unity
-gloves

-music
-clean socks
-beauty
-having plump lips
-face wash
-how pretty my ice cream sculpture is
-rest
-fasting
-break between me and m's husband ended
-laughing at life
-how beautiful b cat's eyes are
-b cat cuddling on me today
-how receptive p cat is
-garment bags
-clorox wipes
-burberry sweats fitting well today
-white vinegar
-being offered to go to yoga class tommorow
-trying to make a difference
-finishing recap today
-confirming a job today
-test results confirming no sti
-feeling determined
-romantic,spiritual, poetic reflections i've had
-having beautiful lips
-ice cold coke
-fashion
-having beautiful eyes
-compassion
-unity
-clothes fitting looser
-beautiful things
-my purple blonde hair toning spray and how effective is it at keeping my color looking nice
-newness
-art
-good news

-having a cute voice
-botox
-colors
-my ice cream sculpture
-beautiful things
-fighting for my rights
-M's husband bringing me to work the last 2 days
-fighting for my rights
-my pink sculptural table
-moisturizers
-retinol
-running
-going to yoga class again lately
-people defending me with work the other day
-hearing other people's stories about the job i did and learning the truth and it's accuracy
-getting my antibiotic today
-ibuprofen
-being considered beautiful
-having beautiful eyes
-jumpsuits
-getting my afterpay account reinstated
-my starbucks drink i like
-ice cold soda
-drinking water
-how cute my cats are
-M's husband buying my cats a new cat toy and cat treats and visiting them the other day
-art
-seeing someone i hadn't seen in a few years that i didn't want to see because of my weight gain and him still flirting with me which boosted my confidence a little
-working more
-surrender
-romance
-social interactions

-s actually seeming to care about me today
-s actually saying something really sweet,maybe one of the sweetest things he's ever said
-being strong
-botox
-getting an update on payment from agency
-sweeping
-lysol wipes
-going to yoga class and the gym lately
-pretty pictures of me
-female privilege
-how excited my cats get for cat treats
-taking iniatitive
-art
-sunshine
-flowers
-having great taste
-doing some reading
-music
-moisturizer
-baby wipes
-white vinegar
-having my doctor appt all set for friday
-working more
-laughing
-finding my hyaluronic acid lip filler gloss
-inspiration
-cuteness
-my femininity
-healthy digestion
-fasting
-those helping ukraine and russia
-masculine energy

-drinking more water
-being smart
-being passionate
-making more effort
-reflecting on my feelings and processing things
-going to yoga class tonight
-how cute my cats are
-mobile editing apps
-that i can look beautiful
-ordering new lingerie
-that S said a few things unlike him that were beautiful and not like anything anything he's ever said to me shortly before he stopped speaking to me
-clean clothes
-sweeping
-finding a new TV show to watch that's been very entertaining
-healthy digestion
-makeup
-beauty
-baby wipes
-botox
-white vinegar
-music
-art
-discovering cool new things
-writing positive messages on sidewalk with chalk
-blankets
-sunshine
-meditating yesterday
-moisturizers
-colors
-my pretty pink shoes
-compassion
-compassion for self
-my humidifier

-people making a positive difference in the world
-people trying to help ukraine
-my love for my cats
-trying to stay strong
-confirming a lot of jobs for next month
-S to talk to
-sleep
-healing
-surrender
-feeling better physically
-showering
-changing the litter box
-cleaning some garbage
-blankets
-the breeze from the window
-unique beauty
-clorox wipes
-baby wipes
-colors
-connection
-hope
-inspiration
-unity
-having goals and dreams
-the goals and dreams i've accomplished
-having beautiful eyes
-mobile editing apps
-having beautiful photos of myself
-fashion
-passion
-drinking water
-clean clothes
-having beautiful features
-being productive

-drinking water
-drinking less soda
-my lease being extended
-getting my first month of rent after it all being pre-paid with rental assistance paid
-utility assistance company finally calling me and leaving a voicemail
-face wash
-hand wash
-showering
-joggers
-having great style
-putting some extra effort in my appearance the other day with makeup and styling
-my new ukraine support bracelet
-being in the know on trends
-makeup
-skincare face masks
-face rolling
-getting a bar cart
-getting cat grass which has a lot of benefits for cats and them liking it
-being productive
-confirming a lot of jobs
-journaling the other night
-my new journal
-new goals
-processing and healing things
-reflection
-inspiration
-beauty
-unique beauty
-feeling a surge of new energy like it's time to move forward
-kind people
-having female privilege
-having a compassionate heart
-being loving
-b cat when he cuddles with me
-clothes fitting looser on me
-ideas
-reminding myself anything is possible
-reading
-blankets
-unity
-moisturizers
-retinol
-botox
-my beauty
-yoga
-my body getting more flexible again
-fashion
-great cinematography
-art
-having great taste
-the breeze when the window is open
-compliments

-rags
-sweets
-drinking water
-vegan food
-having a nourishing meal today
-iced almond milk lattes
-laughing
-walking
-how cute my cats are
-sunshine
-springtime
-trying new things
-good skincare
-moisturizers
-blankets
-fashion
-great cinematography
-great personalities
-hot guys
-compassion
-fashionable guys
-having desires
-inspiration
-my beauty
-my beautiful new bar cart being put together
-walking past my former apartment and how healing and needed it felt
-healing
-being passionate
-my face slimming out
-having beautiful eyes
-lighting and lights
-fashion photography
-getting a new phone charger

-entertainment
-my new favorite tv show
-moisturizers
-good skincare ingredients
-having beautiful eyes
-botox
-yoga
-feeling better
-happy moments
-art
-food
-vegan food
-buying a certificate for an ipl facial
-rebuilding my life
-my lease getting renewed
-accessorizing my bar cart
-sleep
-drinking water
-drinking less soda
-clothes fitting more loosely
-pleasurable sensations
-blankets
-socks
-fashion
-drinking energy drinks the last week
-rags
-saying thank you
-me and m's husband getting along better
-colors
-ideas
-creativity
-newness
-evolving as a person
-cleaning the place some
-my delicious cake i have for breakfast
-iced almond milk lattes
-sunshine
-lighting

-memories
-cleaning and rearranging things
-lights and lighting
-b cat laying my arms sleeping for awhile
-having more energy, motivation, and wellness to do things today
-moisturizers
-compassion
-journaling
-someone wanting to hire me for first job thing i do
-cuteness
-reflection
-entertainment
-a lot of jobs coming up
-my gold sharpie markers
-having beautiful eyes
-having a kind heart
-learning
-blankets
-joggers
-night skies
-cat grass
-inspiration
-beauty
-animal activists and animal advocates and those who are kind to animals