In last night dream someone had break my rosary, I was crying and asking who can do things like this?? I felt molested.
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In last night dream someone had break my rosary, I was crying and asking who can do things like this?? I felt molested.
Few nights ago I had this dream....I was looking into a mirror and noticing I had facial hair...I looked at my son and I said....I have more beard then you....I had facial hair under my eyes and to my nose so practically all my face was coverd by hair....I did ponder on how to remove it in the best way...I did not like it to look like I did with all this hair on my face... I was not in shame or afraid only surprised to look like I did....and I did not either think I was turning to an animal....so this has not to do with fear nor shame....it must have some symbolic message what I do not get, anyone, thoughts??
I immediately thought 'devolving'? Perhaps you're afraid you're 'going back in your development' (which you're not, by the way) or feel you're worrying too much about physical things?
Just an idea.
Thank you dear CFT for your support, you gave me more strength to see deeper and this is what came up.
My beast is bigger than my sons beast, I have dared to confront his beast and get it on line so to speak....so off course I have more beard than him...lol...:-)
The night before this I only remember one thing..I opened a double door into a big room where I saw the pomegranate..I did cut it up ...it was so luscious, fresh and wonderful...I eat it...yum....
Last night I dreamt a lot of stress episodes....like drow a car and the breaks was outside the car and I was not able to understand how to use them...so I had to grab with my arm out of the window and hold on like fences to not drive over people and other cars??...and I was with my sister to bank, and she was short of money and I did not find my creditcard, I went out to sersh and then remember I had it in my back pocket of my jeans...and when I did hand it over to the cashier it was broken but she said I have to use it in one year still??...then found a bag on the street and my sister went into a post office to call the bag owner and I had the most important things to the person ..like id and bankcards...I tried to tell my sister but she did not want to listen, so I nearly pored over her and she did become angry, so I went to our car and windows was open and it had snowed in...our children was small and crancy and tired, I had to brush the snow out before I let the children in....like this it went on and on....until I had to wake me up I was not able to let it go on....had to wake me up to put an end to the stress dreams...
Last night dreams where very revealing....I tried to help homeless people but they did deceive me totally....
In this episode I was visiting my grandchildrens mothers relatives, they only did serve like porridge to show they are poor, I left without saying good buy so I went back and to my surprise the table was overflooding with goodies, they where imbarressed but I did say....I did forget to give you hugs and kisses, so I did that and went away. I was so sad and cried, I went to see my mother, I need a hug myself and comfort...she was lying down on her sofa, I said...good that you are resting...she answered with hostile voice...of course I am resting....I lie me down becides her and started to cry...she did not even look at me and did not comfort me or even ask why I am crying.....
In this episode I did talk with a young boy...I did discover that he was not able to read or write...I started to talk about Romani people that I know in theres group is many who can not read or write still...I looked at him and asked if he was a Romani....He denied....I started to teell that my mothers grandma was a Romani she did fell in love with my mothers grandpa and he was white and that was total forbidden so they did evict her from the "clan"....he started to cry and I felt that he was in shame not to be able to be proud of his roots...
There was more episodes If I remember I will fill in them here later.....
Love
ia
Last night I again had very intence dreams...the only one I remember is when something brown (light brown) went into my body from the left side of my neck??..the spontaneous thought was....I hope it is for my protection.....I was like in my body and outside of it like an observer...so I wonder whom of my bodies did it go into??...I hope I can understand that soon....
My Dreams have bean very good for me to see that my skills to protect myself has improvet....but I do not go into specifics on them now....but what was very interesting seequenze what I did understand as fire element....maybe I am wrong but it felt that way.....it Went like this.....the Dream ;.)
I was in this room and I know there were several creatures but I couldn´t find them so I turned the light off....and then they did come out of the darkness, in the room was in a Cage a guinea pig...it started to dry loudly so I could locate where it was in the room, and now I did see a salamander with Bright colores and in nearness of his Bright colores I could see better ...they Went after the guinea pig...so I was thinking what to put so Heavy on top of the Cage so they could not kill the guinea pig....someone said...put a chair on top of the Cage....here I awoke myself because it was that intense and I wanted to remember this seequenze....
This Dream tells me also that my fear has lessened, I am happy.
Last night Dreams I can not say anything about, it was intence...but this morning in awaked state I did see symbols in White ...and other shapes coming towards me in high speed, I opened my Eyes and I continued to see them, I closed my Eyes and now I see them more clearly...it did come from all directions....it did be so high speed so I have not one I can Picture out....??
Thoughts, anyone??
Last night I was reminded of what I have already achieved for 7 yrs ago....now I just wait it to manifest.....I will tell you if it does...and if this Dream was only a reminder how it goes....or how our effords does come to Life so to speak....or more deeply understanding ....cause and effect....
Last night I had a very happy Dream....It started with that they announced on TV that if you have a bit of string hooked up on your curtain rod....call us...and fasten a long rope to it....I did call the TV and did fasten a long rope to the string on the curtain rod...and I was thinking....I hope this is true...so I was called up and was told I won a air-baloon trip....so I was picked up and up in the air we Went, in this big air baloon and we did float into a cyclone whirlwind....all Went well but it was Little bit disturbing that we where not in Control so much in the baloon, we Went Little bit as the wind did take us...
In this episode I was sucked up by a tube up into a room??
In last night Dream it did start with trying to intimitate me,it was on my left side.... it looked horrible and when I did not react to it horric looking black creature..could sure call it demon...it did get symbols on it´s face, and I was thinking...oh ..is there someone who are making this by magic...and it turned into anger for it not bean able to scare me....and I was not a bit affected by it...so it Went...poof......
Then had Leyla in my Dream....she had a big snake in her hands....and I told her that I can see Another snake...she asked how it looked...I say....it is shiny green...and Leyla said...oh...it is very kind snake...pick it up....and I did...I looked at it´s face...and it was so shiny green...like emerald...it did not open it´s mouth at all...so I felt more secure...and it did glide from my hand and over my upper right arm...and it was huge...I started to be unsecure so I asked Leyla to come Quick, but the snake did turn quickly and it did touch my heart with it´s head...and I was thinking...did it heal it...was there a hole in my heart??....I am not sure.....here I woke up....
From last nights Dreams I remember only small snippets....The first Dream is when I am standing on a very small and thin crossbar with 2 men and the man on my right hand was the one who was in charge, he had for a moment ago thrown a girl in a big bin across the room, she landed alive, I was afraid she will hurt herself bad, but it Went well...the man on my left side has a good grip of me, and I feel that if I will fall over I will also land in the big bin as the girl Before me....so I have my hair on my face and I am sweatting alot, I feel the man holding me in a tight grip, and I feel he is helping me...after a while I feel that I am in Control and that the man to my left will give me the false belief that I am surviving because of him...so I tell him to let me go, and he has to, and I notice that I am okay by myself....
In this part I am in England and I am in a café and I tell her that I am here for the first time and what will she recomend me to taste, she takes a big bit of a cake but it is damaged, and when I try to carry the plate with the cake to the cassier it falls over on the floor, I am so dissapointed, I start to cry and say, why would you ever serve a damaged cake to someone, you ought to have seen and taken the other one....she tries to Comfort me to give me free gifts, but I feel bad that she did not want to give me the best in the first Place....
In this episode I feel that one bigger than a guinea pig...Went into my right elbow....I was wondering why?? and what good will it do for me??
In this episode I saw a couple holding eachothers arms but they where full of Worms??
Last night Dream was very odd, because it came out this way....My father had 3 dogs, the mother dog was put down early like she was only 5 yrs old, she had cancer...the pups of her, 2 Girls, was put down like they where 13 and 15 yrs old, cancer....now last night Dream, the mother dog did hug me and put her paws under my arms and hugged tight, I was surprised and a slight fear did rose in me...because it was a dog, I am afraid of dogs, I was not with my fathers dogs but this "nearness" what is not common for a dog to give you, like hugging, she never did this whilst she was alive....
I have felt a Deep longing for my mothers love all my Life, and I had to accept that will never happen, we are like friends only....so I am sure the mother dog wanted to give me nearness, but I am afraid of the spiecis of dogs, so I was not able to embrace with joy, sorry.
Then I Went to a bedroom to fetch something and the one of the girl dogs did be angry with me, she bite my hand, but I did not go into fear so she did let me be, but she had showed her anger against me.....I am sure she was not ready to leave eath Life so I was there with all the 3 dogs when they where put down....she did also carry a message from my father....
In last night Dream I had an owl sleeping besides me?? What can this symbol be about?? Anyone any thoughts??
well IA,
considering the comments you wrote in 'Experience With Circle Of Protection In Action'
...."that I can not feel anger or hate against anyone, not even them who have harmed me very badly....It has taken so long for me to learn to avoide people not to be used for theires
purpose for to protect me, I thought I had to listen and talk and help everyone, even they only used me for theires own purpose, many have said...they will help me, but havë
taken advantadge on me and make more depts to me to pay, or asked for loan Money but never pay back...the list is long....it is why I do not dare anymore to bonde with many,
it takes long time to build up a trust ....but not many have that time now Days."
I googled and the first and only site I looked at was a pagan forum describing the symbolism of the owl.
It says....
THE OWL IS OFTEN A GUIDE TO AND THROUGH THE UNDERWORLD. A CREATURE OF KEEN SIGHT IN DARKNESS.
IT CAN UNMASK THOSE WHO WOULD DECEIVE YOU OR TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU?
I hope this owl brings you the wisdom to see through these people.
Thank you Dearest Susan,
Yes I hope so too. It is a paradox because I have seen where it will lead or end in every case, but I have not bean able to end it Before it had to come to one specific
Point, and I am not able even to tell more, but I have got a hung or hunch about it, and today I am released from near relationships, and I feel so happy,because
now I know I do not have to be humiliated anymore, or cheated on....I feel blessed that it is over so to speak...
I feel when I read what you wrote about the owl about to see in darkness, I have had few Dreams where I have bean able to see in darkness too, so this might be
confirmation to on deeper level, I hope so.
Love
ia
I have an strong urge to continue this conversation about the paradox.
I start what happened 1981-82...when I have get the beater out of my Life...I did go back to the doctor who did also meet him P...I wanted to hear his oppinion about this...the doctor started to aske me...how could you go into this relationsship with open Eyes??...I first said...I did see the injured Little boy inside of him, I wanted to help him. (but also he said he will help me without asking anything back, and my whole family had turned theires back on me)..The doctor said...How could you Think you can help him, I am an expert and I can´t help him.....this stayed with me....and today I would say to the doctor, of course you can´t help when you already have decided you can not do anything to help, with this kind of attitude you certainly can´t do anything....As I am very afraid Little being, I have bean "forced" into many dangerous situations ...and I have bean thinking why me...but today when I feel the worst is over, I feel that we each and everyone have our own path to walk, and today I can say I am so greatful for I have not walked alone not one step...I am so greatful for the existence that Life is as it is...it is sure easier today when I know what I know...it is not much but I know that if we open our heart to LOVE we are not alone, and LOVE walkes with us in both bad and good.
Today I feel so greatful and full of LOVE.
Last night I had so funny Dream that I awakened me from my laughing out loud :-)....I did sing in English ...happy birth day to you....and ended with....hallo, hallo, hallo....instead of Hurra, hurra, hurra..
Last night when I put out the light to go to sleep, it has never, never happened that behind my eyelids the senario to be total black, but last night it was so black that I have never seen so black colore Before??!! I was so surprised but curious so I was still and focused and observed. Soon started to come silversch light shapes. It did be like this for sure 3 minutes, then it Went to the normal as it usually are behind my eyelids.....thoughts?? anyone know what this is??
Last night I had such a strange Dream, it Went like this:
I was dragging a Young girl from her feets over the doorsteps and treacholds, she said now and then....ouch...I asked if she could take it, yes she said, I started to tell her the story of Greta and Hans....when we come to our destination I did lift her up and she was like total limb, so I handed her over to her parents, and now I saw her back...it was coming blood from the injuries the ground had caused her when I dragged her from her feet`??? What it this....has this happen to me?? during the big beating?? if...then I was very injured....
In this episod I was ,making food with a women, we did make vegetarina food, I was so surprised I had so much different specis and flaworings...It looked and smelled so good, but I awoke Before it was ready to eat...
Last night Dreams was again very very Deep and for me hard to understand, it Went like this:
I had 2 small undefined animals, very small, they could be birds, yes I felt they to be birds...I did put them in a box with a lid or cover, the box was round. I did put the box ourside. After long time I did understand that they can never live, I did not put any water or food into the box, and for second they where so tiny, they might not even know how to eat??...I did awake from my sleep and did understand what I have done, so I did put my dressing gown on me, it was Winter now so they have bean out like 6 months, the most surprising was that someone was lightening up my way to the box, the light did come behind me, so someone was helping me by showing via the light beam for me to understand, I was not alone....I did not find the box so one man did come to me and told me it was on the next house lawn, oh now I remembered..the boxes was still there but the birds was dead, I thought, but when I did take them in my hand, I felt the heart beat...so I did put them on the ground and there was many Worms, so I felt they are too big for the birds, when I did look closer on the ground I did see small incekts and I did understand that I do not know what is good for the birds to eat and what can harm them, I did deeply understand things via this Dream, even I am not in Power to tell you what I did understand, because it is knowledge without Words.
It did though have with survival to do.....
Last night Dream was confusing....I did enter a high building, rental appartaments, there was 2 women holding the elevator door open for me to enter the elevator, I did get amnesia and did not remember what floor I was living on...so they said...we go to the top floor and then one of us will follow you to see where you live....and I did not live in this building, when we hit the bottom floor I said...No I was wrong, I do not live here....so I Went out and continued to serce for the right building...but I did woke up Before I found my home.....
I have had so busy night rescuing souls from the dark dungenions, to my help I had this huge snake who could carry thousands of souls when I only could take few, we did take them out to the fresh air, it was nice to see blue sky after being into the dark dungenions whole night....the dungenions did implode so we could never go back to where we have bean Before, so for every new round the dungenions did implode and now I am not sure if we did get out everyone...it was for me a new expereince...today I feel light and happy, feel like I have accomplished something of value. Thank you who did help me.
After thinking if we did get all out, I have bean given more clearer Picture how it Went....the snake did carry the souls in his skin, and when we did come into the Daylight he did erupte his skin with all the souls in it, and when we did go back for more the snake did again carry them in his skin and erupted them into the Daylight and so on...and the dungeon did implode after all was out, so we did not have to go to where was no one left, therefore it did implode so the bottom did come further up so to speak....wow...that plan is genius....Only God could come up with this genius plan....wow.
Last night Dream was like the night Before but with one difference, I did not have my rescue-snake with me...and when I did see how many needed help I flee from the Dream and felt totally overwhelmed....I do not trust my strength yet....:(
OMG so frustrating night....I was asked to help with book-keeping, the one who asked me to help was a person who have bean so abusive against me, and I did not have guts to say NO...I did not even get paied, she only said, I am sure they will consult you again...and I was harrassed by a person who did want to know for information from that Company about a cost (it was falsly used this Companys Money to travel wrongly with) so I did notice that they have used me to get this information, and I felt so bad, that I can not defend me against anything, in one way they say they need help only to use my skills to get something wrongly for them selves....How can I learn to see through this and stop the wrong using of my skills so to speak?? I have made rules for myself about this kind of people I do not want to have anything to do with...but when it comes to the Point they say need help, I can´t resist myself but to help...WHY??!! Why can I not say NO and keept it that way?? Do anyone have some clues to give me to work towards with to solve this issue??, Please!!
Last night Dreams it started with me looking at a Picture of one occation it was like party/christmas event....in the Picture in front was me and my sister sitting on the floor we had west-coats on us and leather band around our heads, like it was in the -70-ies....I had pink west-coat and my sister had a blue one...there where many of my cousins...and one cousin girl who was like 4-5 yrs old at this time...had an kerchief on her what did stick out and I was thinking about that....then I sweeped my Eyes and found that my mothers brother with wife and their youngest Child was infant....that too did Catch my Eye....
In this seequenze I was invited to my doctors home, she said I can take some friends with me...I took my cousin and when we arrived to her home she like looked dissapointed whom I have with me...so I hurried me to say...I can call my sister and and if she will come...the doctor said ..NO I would never invite her to my home...(this she said as support to me, to be on my side) I felt happy to hear her say this, it did strengthen me, even I did know Deep down she do not have any bad thoughts about her, but knew this was importent to me to feel....Thank you for truly understanding how a good support is done.
Last night Dream have left me so humbled and make me cry...I give Little of background info so it may be more easier to understand what I feel......My mothers grandmother was Romani born and outcast because she fell in love with my mothersgrandfather who was "White" or forbidden.When someone are cast out from the Romani clan they do not exist anymore and they are forbidden to talk about their background to anyone....so my mother did be raised without any relatives from her mothers side...The mothers grandmother was very gifted and enourmously respected because of her gifts and she helped many during her Life....I have bean getting messages from her when I was a Child...but that is Another story....
Now my Dream....I was living in a big house with upstairs and downstairs.....I was sleeping upstairs and I hear that someone did come downstairs ...he was drunk and singing loudly...he had a good voice...but it did make me angry...who dares to come and visit me in middle of the night...so I Went downstairs very angry and was in mood to cast out the "intruder" as I thought it to be....to my surprise it was a long forgotten relative....he looked much like my mothers brother, so I at once dropped my anger and I was cuorious and humbled to meet an old relative to my mother....I did talk very respectfully to him and I asked if he will stay for the night, he got tears in his eyes and said.,...I did not think you let me stay...I said..of course you stay...and I did make a very nice bed for him but I told him not to sing but on the morning and I am very glad to be listening to his songs.....
I cry today of happiness....and I am not ashamed of my background as many others are....
OMG!! Another strong Dream night:
My son has friends who have a sauna, I asked if I am alowed also to use it, I have not bath sauna in many years, and he said...Yes.
I asked my son if he want to also bath sauna, he said NO...so I Went to the sauna, but I have not yet reached there when my son totally naked, drunk, and being very loud. I am so emaressed, I say to him to be quiet, and put some clothes on him, I tell him that he is not allowed to run out naked, police will take him and arrest him for bad behaving, so he listens to me and hurries into the sauna...we sit on the seats on top in the sauna, and I put water on the stones, and to my surprise I see a man sitting on the hot stones?? I look at my son if he does see him too, but no....the man is grinning at me and I remember not to panic so I will loose the message of the Dream....(He is letting me meet my own prejucided, condemned, fear and wrong beliefs)...so I am taking it easy....now the man is sitting besides my son and looking at him, he does not see or notice him,....The man is grinning at me....and I feel such a relief....Thank you!!
I am now thinking that maybe my son need fire element into his Life to get better?? any thoughts....and also me too of course....
Still strong Dreams:
The first Dream took me back to my old appartament, I have bean on a holiday trip and returned home, to my surprise all lamps are lit and the neighbours girlfrind is on the loft (the appartaments are in line so mine is last and I have to pass all other appartaments to come to mine, via this loft)..I ask why she is weapeing and so sad, she said that M has bean so strange and she tries to get him to a rehab....I see that my door is open and when I open it more I see M sitting in my kitchen...I asked if someone has let him in...No he said...I asked did you break you in....njyes...and he said..I feel so safe and secure here....when I looked in to the room he have re-arranged all my furnitures and stuff....now I feel angry....I tell him that I will report this to police...now he get Little bit scarred and started to fix like the light armature on the sealing...he have done that it will fall down any minute....so I see that he try to get me to pity him, but he is just harming me...I told him that is he crazy by loosing the screwes from that lamp to fall on me and kill me....he is just not right in his head....here the Dream ends....
This Dream is wierd:
I am visiting one of my co-worker and her husband falls in love with me....my working friend just seamed so down silenced and trampled so she did not even dare to react, just looking at her husbands wierd behavings when he did flirt with me, I did feel so acward and I tried to say I must go now....but he said that no not yet....we will make a dinner and we do not take a no for an answer right and looking at his wife or girlfriend...she turned around and started to Cook.....now he have given me gifts and also White high healed shoes ...very pretty and wonderful...I put them on me and admire them....after I try to put my shoes on they are gone....I had already take off the one White shoe...when I noticed my shoes is gone...I ask him where they are...and when I turn to put the White shoe on, it also is gone...there I stand with one shoe on me...and now the atmosphere is getting tensed...and I am taking all out of me to keep calm....I now tell him I want to go....and I see one stick what you use to test if potatoes are cooked enough...I take it like a wapon for me (very strange because I never dare to defend myself or use weapons)...he off course sees it and takes it away from me....I calm down....and Think ...I let happen what is going to happen and just be calm....Now time has passed and I have got some kind of Connection to the wife....and she have told me that she suspects him to be a serial killer....I instruct her so we both can get out from there alive....so I have started to like be near him to fool him I like him...so now he is secure more and does let me be more free, he trusts me ...so time has passed and I and his wife are now allowed to be more free...from some how my sister has got the Telephone number to where I am.....and now me and his wife are allowed to go out ...but the Telephone rangs and he sais....wait a minute......I hear my sister shouting and call him names and the man sais it is for you...I am so angry that she is going to ruin all for me,....now maybe both his wife and me are going to be killed.....I tell my sister...be quiet...I am just leaving and comming home.....now I notice that my handbag is gone...I aks him where it is....he do not want to listen what I asked...so I tell him that I am on very severe medication and there is an alarm what goes off to police and ambulance if I am not taking them in right time and there is an device telling where my location is...so give my bag or do you want police here...he gives my handbag and we got out .....here the Dream ends.....
Very strange Dream:
I was visiting my fathers mothers sister, I Went there with my fathers sister. She was living Deep into a swamp in a very Little hut with only one room. I noticed this when I looked down to my aunts legs, the water was up to half of her caf, she had rubber boot on her, but I was bare footed??...I asked if she ever felt afraid to live alone, she said that ske felt sometime but not often....she wanted us to see the salt-sulphate heap like a mountain what she had on her yard....we Went out to look at it...and it was huge...so White and Beautiful....I here noticed I was barefooted so I asked if it will sting if I have small injuries on my feet´s, but it did not...I did find very Beautiful angel figurines White as the salt-sulphate was, so Beautiful, I asked I could have them, and she said yes, everyone take something from the heap so go ahead.....
In this episode I was with people who gave me a pipe like indians have, and a drum....I do not recal more of this but when I visited my father I was showing him what I have bean doing ...and I sound like an indian when they sing....and did drum also, my father turned his back on me...here the Dream ends.or I awoke myself....
.I got this image out of this Dreams....God has 2 poles....+ and -...North and South....up and down.....If I can use this image...then it would be....Angels up and Indians down....Angels are more only energies without shape or form....and Indians who worship or care for nature...these energies are more solid and come to form ....then the Angel energies...so to speak.....
Last night Dreams was so stressful...I had 3 kittens....they where in 3 different stateges, one was allert and showed good surviving skills, the second was showing Little less surviving skills...and the 3:th did not show at all surviving skills....so I gave the second to my mother to help me to keep it alive, but to my surprice it turned to a dog pup??...I had not time in the Dream to go into trying to understand....I hurried to take care of the 3:d kitten it did not show any awakeness at all...it was total limb and so Little...like only 5 cm big....I felt it was dying, I took my finger and put it into the running water tap, and put a drop into his mouth but it did turn to be a bubble and I tried to blow it away but it did not go away, now I feel it will suffercate...so I took my finger and wipe it away, now the kitten did take a Deep breath and was totally awake, looking at me and laughing....??...I did laugh so loud that I awake myself...:-)
Very strange Dreams....
I was in Africa...and I had offended someone...I had someone with me, not sure who....but I told the person that we have to leave...we Went like a rest room...when I closed the door it was those where the door is like half meter from the ground....I hold the door not to let anyone in...the one who I had offended (not my oppinion, but others) had changed to a bull....and I hear the bull pushing the door with his horns...and soon there came Another bigger bull but they did not be able to force the door open...I was able to defend myself....
Here in this episode I was with women who told me that their sacred cow wanted to bless me...and to my surprice the cow was very old and was not able to walk..they like dragged her infront of me....I had also bean stolen clothes and now I saw a women having my blause on her...I told the one I was withl....and I told whom I was with...that I will tell when I see others who have taken my belongings so it will know .....
Still pondering this Dreams....hm....
Last night Dreams was so strong that I have huge head acke and I feel like I am real sick??
The Dream was that I was somewhere like a brothel, I was in chock to see what was going on there...so I started to bless and this did make men angry, that I was there to release the women...so the men did turn against me and it was so many that the energy from me did be so heated so the cars did melt....I was fighting men from all countries...the most horrible fighters was from Kina ....so I had to awoke myself....
I did also Dream that I was involved in some kind of cult....we had to dress in long cloacks when we did go to meetings...I do not remember what we where doing on the meetings or what the cult was for....The last thing I remember was when I was going again to some meeting, I did awake when seeing the other persons back...and I backed out so to speak....
I feel sick...yack!!!
2 nights ago I dreamt that a Child an infant was dropped from the shy and it was coming in such a high speed that I was not sure I could Catch it Before it hit the ground.....I was able to slow it down so the hit was not that hard to injure the Child.....When I looked at the ground around the Child, it looked like millions of Eye laches??...I did at once awake me from the Dream, it was too wierd to stay in the Dream, because of the strange objects what I was not able to understand and it awakened fear in me??
In last night Dream I was in hospital...I had so many tube´s and cord´s hooked into me...so I did get help to wash my hand´s...I have never bean washed so clean before and that stuck with me and I was in such an awe.......when I told this to a male friend...he did go...hrmph....in anger??!!
In last night Dream I was to a kindergarden....there was 2 Children with same name...the only difference was that one had dark hair and the other was blonde.....The kindergarden staff was going to send the blond girl to wrong parents....she ..the Child....did look at me and said: Please do not let them send me away to a home what is not mine....My mother is at school and will later come and get me...please help me...so I hade very hard to convince the kindergarden staff to let this girl go with me...I said I know her mother...(I did not, but I believed the Child)....here I awoke myself, it was so intense and hard to be in this Dream for some reasons I am not aware of.....
In last night Dream I dreamt that I was observing from above and looked down, I saw me and 3 wolfs running, first I was surprised that I was accepted by the wolfs and did not have to shape-shift at all, and then I felt...I am not that kind of energy....I am formless or in human form...
In last night Dream I was on a doctors appointment, he showed me a name of a medicin (it was someting with A...do not remember now) he had written it on a piece of paper and showe me...asked...have you have this medicin Before...No I said...he wanted me to start with it....but my body did react with making me faint...I fall on the floor...I did awoke me here from the Dream...
In real Life I can´t eat a nervpain med....it is like an chemical castration of me...the Dream is showing how Little still doctors know about med´s...I am still so afraid to say NO..so still my body is helping me through fainting or make me fall to the floor, trying to tell doctors...what I am not able to say by Words....my body can´t eat all Chemicals and survive...
Last nights Dreams is an result of many and several Dreams what I was not able to understand...but it is a sum up so to speak...not that I have any solution but that I am made aware of this issue...The Dream Went like this....
I had an dialog with someone...He/she asked...How are you....I answered I am fine....oh yeah the voice said...and showed me a snapshot..me among others....you are fine the voice continued....I looked at the snapshot and not an smiling face to see....fine the voice said...
This made me aware of how we communicate ...when asked...how are you...you supposed to answere ....I am fine...and you??
I have tested this to really say how I feel in the asked moment...and made people uncomfortable...and next time I meet them they avoide me to all COSTs...so much for telling the truth :-)
But what I was made aware in the drem was to solve the inner issues ....and now it escaped what I was trying to say...:-(
Last night happened something else what I yet do not understand...Usually when I put the lights off, I can still see the inner view or stage..
now this time the energies was different, usually I can let energies go through me or maybe it is radiation, but it is very similar, and usually
it is okay and I can let it happen and I do not feel anything but Peace...so this "energies" copied the radiations pattern and I felt them invasive,
I did not panic, but I did put up my hand to mark where the line goes how near they are allowed to come, they Went more intensive...so i tried to make an triangle this does push away unwanted energies....but this time I lost my memory and awoke several hours later, and was nearly not to remember this first happening...so strange...I do not know what to make of it at all...but...that...someone are trying to come near me
using wrong methods....
I Went back to sleep and had this Dream....First it was pitch black, I had 2 Little dogs with me, I tried to see where I was, I only saw water,
I looked down to see where I was standing...it was a bridge, now I started to see more clearly...I was living in a bus, it was water where
ever I looked, I walked on the bridge to see if I see land, but it was water only....when I looked back to the bus, it was water around it now
and when I looked at the horison no land to see at all, only water....this make me panic...and I awoke myself.
I just want to write this down to see if or what is coming on thursday.....
I hear a voice telling me....We are coming early thursday morning??
Last night in my dream I was handed a sheet of paper, it was very dim light in the room, I had a lamp on the wall besides a big plant,
that light you could dim up or down, so I took the sheet of paper to turn the light up to be able to read the paper. When I stood besider
the plant I felt someone hugging me...it was felt like a heap of dry twigs hugging me....I was feeling panic...and awoke myself....what was that??
Can anyone tell me what was hugging me??...
Is my Life-force dryed up??
Is it some kind of elemental entity/energy ??
In last night dreams I was looking at 2 women with children, it was one white women and one African American women, I am not sure if I was with them or I only was an observer?...The white women was baby sitting for the AW, she had one girl might have bean 7-8 yrs old and one baby. The girl tried to get her mothers attention, she was going out partying, I was looking at the white women if she did see the need of the girl, yes she did see but did nothing about it, I was just going to say something when an false alarm went off and I awoke.....so I was maybe only to observe and not to interfere??
In last night Dreams I asked a women when I felt that she has stopped praying, I wanted to check how true my feeling about her was...so I asked....may I ask you a personal question...and she said NO..(I still do not trust what I feel or know)..felt that she will not go there with me, but that I must start to trust myself.
I was in this episode with a family and the grandmother was so old...I felt that her time was near, and she wanted like get more strength from me, so I did hugg her...and now I felt that her relatives and the energies where she was going in afterlife has come and let her feel the energy...I told her...your relatives is here, coming through me...do you feel...it was so strong that her son did say...wow....
Last night I had a strange Dream...I was having tea with my friend a female friend, in entered a huge man, I felt it was a man in our standards so to speak, yet he did not have
any genitals at all?? He looked like you might imagen one Indian deity...The color is hard to say, if it was blue/green or dark emerald, it was like crystal and did not have skin
as we have....yet I did feel his touch like our hands, he did sit besides me in the sofa, and layed his hand on my right sholder, he was sitting on my left side...I asked him, what
can I get you...I was sure he would say tea...but he said he want coffee...I asked my friend in which kitchen shall I make the tea...and ske pointed where to go...I took my
tea-mugg and to my surprise someone have put a big knife with the handle down in my tea-mugg...I did put the knife on the counter in the kitchen...and made the coffee, but
here the Dream ended.....
Hi everyone,
I´d like to have some feedback on this Dream.
Can this one be my HS??
Many have mistaken me to be a man, when they do not know anything about me, and over the internet or if I have send an email to someone and not telling me to be a women,
they respond back like...Sir or he...and I have to correct them that I am a she, but if this dream is now telling or letting me to know that my energy is felt like a male energy
here on our dimention, and I did feel that so clear in this dream....as I wrote ...our standards...I felt him being a man...yet he did not have any genitals at all, so ...
and the knife as it was put into my mug, and I did look at it but no reaction because I do not use weapons ever.....I have bean offered from a man over the internet for some years
ago he gave a sword to me, and I asked him, what shall I do with it...I do not use weapons ever, he said, you can have it infront of you it is enough to protect you??
I did also for many years ago get a bullet profed west...yet I did not feelt it was to protect against bullets, but to protect my heart for strong energies, our heart do not cope with
strong energies, it will collaps.
So what are your thoughs, can it be my HS I did meet for the first time, and was given a test what I do with a knife if it was given me, that if it is true that I do not use weapons??
That I was having tea in this dream was becuse I have stomac problems and I have always said I only drink tea when I am sick, and that the deity or what to call it, did want to have
coffee, did feel as me so to speak...I am a huge coffee lover.
Please give me some feedback, I urgently need it.
Love
ia
Last night Dream I was seeing the famous Swedish singer Mari Fredriksson, she was standing on a brigdge, I was walking towards her, I stroke her back and said,
I am happy your troubles are over ( she had brain tumor) , she turned around and walked besides me on the bridge and I said, mine are just starting.
Some nights ago I had a dream that I eat meat?? I was discusted to eat it but I did?? Then I did look out of the window and outside was a graveyard, I was so surprised and I was thinking if I was to a parsonage, for no other houses is built so near a graveyard...I did not understand where I was in the dream....I noticed the big window it was so clean..
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