IA´s dream diary....

In last night dream I was sitting in an auditorium and listening to 3 women whom I know having speech...I was making 3 buckeas of flowers for the ladies...I had white. yellow and blue colored flowers...but when it was finnished the speech we all had to go to another building for the party...and I forgot the flowers and remembered when I was walking to the another building..It was winter...and when we arrived to the other building...I put my coat at the cloak room..I noticed I had a pink long sleaved T-chirt on me...I was a bit worried I was too casual clothed...but then I noticed that the women who have had the speach had blue jumper on her and I felt okay.....I was walking with one of the ladies husband and he said that I should not mind...it is okay not to give them any flowers...and he was right...there was no time to do that so I was okay with it...

In last night dream I was again in a area where I have bean many many times before...and I have the same problem to find my way home ....this time I had my grandchild with me and he asked for a map...and he started to make marks on the map...and he asked me to go and ask if we can take the map with us...or to make a copy of it....here the dream shifted to where I had something like in a smoothie glas....I know it is healthy and I give my grandchild to drink it...I poor it into his smoothie glas....now I noticed it was like a brown muschroom...the licquid is clear...now I am unsure if it is okay to drink it....and here I woke up....with a head acke....

In last night dream was a white horse...it looked a bit different then the other horses I have had in my dreams...this horse did protect me...the other horses have shown affection but have also bean easely frightened...but not this horse...it did protect me very fiersly....and showed total higher care and love towards me then I am used to.....

In last night dream the dream started when I felt that a cat jumped into my bed and sat down becides my head...I jumped of fear and was awake in the dream...a thought come to me...my son had a cat when he was a child....but I never bonded with that cat....Now I was in the dream going into my house and the cat tried to follow me into the house...but I closed the coor infront of the cat...now the cat had come inside and I was yelling...how did the cat get into the house...and I turnded my back to the cat...and the cat patted me on my back...I turned around and now there where 3 more cats....one very little and tried to make it smaller for me not to be afraid....and a white/brown fluffy cat...I said...gently and it patted me with gently paw...and then there was a old cat with only one eye and dying....so this helped me to come over my fear.....thank you!

I have bean pondering how to decribe last nights happenings....I was attacked in a way like blowing somekind of smoke/air what was not healthy and forsing me to inhale it...I was verbally telling this man to stop it...and to let me be...but he was so precistent that I felt overwhelmed and nearly to give in...but then there appeared one more person who he have done the same thing too...and this person asked me if we will report him to the polis...but before I answered I felt that I was back in my body and that there was 2 who did protect me...they did surround me in my bed so I did not get harmed....so it was a strange feeling...I was still in the dream but at the same time I was aware of my body what needed protection....still digesting the night...

In last night dream I was with a crowd of people like me and others not at all like me....I was sitting around a long table with people both sides of the table and me sitting in the end of the table.
I was smoking...and a very powerful women was walking like circling around the table....I was in a humorous mood...the crowd was like holding theires breath...when I was finnished with the cigarett
the women come to me and put my hands together and bended my head down and she said with a firm voice.....pray for the mothers forgiveness....I wanted to joke away this...and looked behind me and there was sitting the different people and when I saw them I said...they do not belong....(meaning they are not like me) ...so after this I did understand the seriousness of the situation...
(This is the happening what helped me to stop smoking in 2003...then back in 2003 I only remember the voice saying...what good is it to heal you when you do not help your self)..so I was sitting and got help from those beings what come in this night dream to now show me the whole happening for me to understand deeper...

In last night dream I only remember I got a birthday card and it was a bit different and when I opened the lid I was so surprised and happy...I do not remember more what was inside the card...

In last night dream I was in a forest glade...I was invited to a party...a huge cake with coffee and other trities....I said...I have to have 2 hair....there was a women with red hair...I asked if she can give me 2 hair...No she said...okay I said...I take my own...and I tried to take 2 hairs but did not succeed....I really worked hard...but was not able to divide to only 2 hairs???

In last night dream I had a man whom I know from the beginning of the 2000...he is still in debt ...in the dream he wanted to give me healing...(only that I give him money) ...I did not feel a thing...and I told him that I do not have any money to give him....here I awoke...

In last night dream I was meeting up with an ex boyfriend...he appologized to me for not bean able to control himself in our relationship...so appologized accepted.