IA´s dream diary....

Last night dream I was with a man who was naked (reminded of an aboriginer) he was very kind to me...we hold hands when we where walking in Stockholm ...he told me that he knows about a world famous gallery..I was thrilled...in we went and I was in awe what I saw...soon he was summoned upstaires and I continued to look around me in awe...soon a women come for me and took me upstairs too...she did give me lots and lots of purle neclesses..I was speachless and too much of emotions so I awoke myself here....

In last night dream I was sitting in a car but I was not the driver. The man who was the driver was in charge. He had his window down and a boy child come and asked if he can use the phone and I gave mine to him...the boy said his dog was missing and he wanted to call someone for help...the man driver did not like so he cut shot the phone using before the boy did get any answer the phone...I was very nervous all the time to irritate the man and cause his anger...I got out of the car and had the feeling...I had enough of this...and started to walk up a steep hill with snow...I had to work hard to get on top of the hill/mountain....awoke before I could see what was on top of the hill/mountain...the man had followed me he did not want to leave me alone ...maybe not to loose the control of me....

In last night dream I was in middle of an ocean on an isle with only huge rocks...the isle is huge mountain...I am climbing up and down..and suddenly I see 2 bear cubs...I am sure the mama bear is near...I hide...and I panic...the water is rising...all goes pitch black...and I feel alone and abondened....suddenly I see a road a bit away and 3 cars driving on the road...I start wawing my hands....here...help...I am here..one of the cars have a spotlight for using when they search for people...soon I hear a man saying...here take my hand...and when I take his hand all the light comes on in my eyes and I can see and to my surprise I am on the shore standing on a stone and the "ocean" is behind my back so to say...what?? did I go blind for a minut?? what happened?




In this episode I am going to visit my nice and visit her horse B...outside the stable a man is standing...I ask him what kind of plants I can give the horse...he give me a branch from a birch...he tells me that when the horse have grabbed the branch for me to pull back the branch...I am halloring to B hallo B I am coming to visit you...and the horse nighs back to me...but when I am going where the B is I meet a white horse and a man who is angry...and when they go a bit further out of sight a scuffle starts...my sister is running to stabilizize the stable doors...I am paralyzed as I always go when fights go off...when something big like this happens if I cant run and hide I go paralyze...very good picture why I can not defend my self.

In last night dream I was on a holliday resort....I came in small group..my shildhood friend was also in the group....everyone did get there rooms quickly and no one gave me my room...so I asked and I approached the desk and I saw a writing pad with only numbers..person had a number and the number of the room...when I tried to look into the writing pad they took it from me...and one said...follow me...and I took my suitcase and followed...she took me to a room with 8 beds...I at once felt claustofobic and in panic...I said..No I can not be in so crouded room....and the started at once to talk me over...No I said...I need a room with fewer persons...and I stand my ground...soon 2 women came and gave some sort of present to 2 of the women standing there...I felt they are testing me if I get yellous...but those things I am just happy for those who got the present....and after a long argument and me standing my ground...I gave up...and I entered the room and I shut the door harsly and when I turned around I was in room with one bed....I was so happy and I at once open the door to thank them for giving me own room...thank you thank you thank you....
I remembered what happened when I came out of my room and found a group of women so I went to sit with them....I have no problems to share about my life ...so when the group like waited for me to say something...so I started to say....I have always bean a spectator...when I grew up on the countryside...women had very good community and they had so much fun...they also drank alkochol when it was not allowed for women to do so...so they shered this secret..the women did look surprised but amused...

In last night dream I was in a appartament (not mine in reality) in the dream it was mine....some people come to visit me....I said...If some of you have horror of contagion will find it very hard to be here because I have not cleaned for 2 weeks...

In last night dream I was sleeping on my left side...I abruptlu awke in the dream when a man is trying to forsing his hand into my privatpart but I manage to stop his hand and I say...please do not hurt me and I am appealing to him...he is so angry...but to my surprise he takes his hand away and start comversating like nothing happened....

In last night dream I had a girl visiting me...she was 8-9 yrs old...she had taken my Bible and started to look into it...when she opened the covers she pointed on my nots...Yes I said...I have written down passages what I want to find easy...she continued page by page...and when she come to the middle of the Bible there was a another book...(I do not remember now what book it was)...she pointed at the book...Yes I said...I know that the book is there....she continued to turn over the pages...here I awoke...

I went back to bed for a small nap and I had this dream...
In the dream I did not want to fall to sleep so I sat up...my grandchild A put her head on my lap and I bend down to kiss her cheak...she wakes up a bit and sayd..ooh I thought it was a cat...and was a bit dissapointed...I?m sorry I will let you sleep...after a while I realize it was a dream...I ask my son...was A here...he said...A is to Africa...oh I said...then all was only a dream...


I wonder if this is somekind of try for me to get lucid dreams...I am trying daytime to find a trigger for me to know the difference...but I have not had any luck so far.

In last night drem I saw several different cars??..but when I saw the rear of a dark gray car I like made a jump or jolt and awoke abruptly...did not get any connection what this is about??

In last night dream I was teaching about how to cook....this is so compelling because I hate to cook...and in real life make very easy dishes...so maybe the dream is about something els??

In last night dream I was shown an image... it looked like a coffin...the upper and bottom lines where made more prominent so that I would understand what to look at...inbetween the lines so to say...and another image was like a wooden plank....??