Sirius Adventures In Consciousness

7. Visual Patterns (2012-12-10 )

I was semi-conscious tonight as I woke up and saw some vivid patterns on the beack of my eyelids/in the dark. I also heard/felt some static noises/vibrations. I saw some patterns that vibrated/pulsated in a certain way. They were white on a black screen. I thought to myself what it was and if I somehow could affect them, but it didn't seem so and both the vibrations/sound and the visuals ended and I fell asleep.

Thoughts:
I think this was effects that emerged when I was comming into my body, having been out unconscioussly. What these patterns represent I don't know but I suspect they were visuals of some vibration I was in. Perhaps that, else I don't know.

7. Dream + Vibrations (2012-12-16 )

I had a dream where I met a person who had knowledge about mysterious stuff (aka. witch or something like that). In this dream I sat with my hand against hers. She pressed her fingers against mine as to induce or do something. I didn't know why I was there, at least thats what I remember. She tried to press my thumb and said something like: "The trick is to not be afraid" or "The trick is to relaxe/let go". I can't quite remember if thats what she said. So I remember thinking: "Alright, I'm going to do this" or "I'm have decided to go through with it". Either way, I made up my mind about something. So I pressed back at her thumb and the whole hand began to shake, and before I knew it I woke up in the vibrational state with very loud noise in my ears but no vision. I tried to deepen it and the sound increased but after a while it settled again. I then again tried to increase thenoice and it did somewhat, but settled again. As I finally came out of the vibrations my legs swayed like waves, like when in deep trance. I then moved my physical legs and went to the bathroom.

Thoughts:
Interesting night, since this is the second time I wake up in the vibrational state from a dream. I regret not taking CFT's advice though, about trying to get up instantly from my body. I guess I either was a few seconds late, or I was in my body from the start, because I remember thinking about moving away from my body and I didn't get any movement response. The swaying of my legs after teh vibrational state was probably a trance effect. The next time I will try and rise from my body instantly, and if that fails I will try to induce the vibrational state again. I feel that there is to much thought going on when waking up in the vibrations.

I had a similar experience where I initiated something similar myself. I was talking to others and said "In my school of energy work, we do it like this." and snipped my fingers. I was back in my body, half-awake, and the vibrations started like never before - really roaring like the rush of water coming my way.

Interesting :) This time I had no dream symptoms at all, it just shifted.

8. Dream + Vibrations (2012-12-19 )

I dreamt about beeing near my sisters new flat in my birthtown. This flat is fictional as she hasn't gotten a new one in physical life. I was up on level 4 or something as her apartment was nog on ground level.
I looked behind myself and saw two cats that were black and white standing there. I don't remember anything about them in particular. I then turned around again and looked at the sky. It was a clear blue sky.
I remember thinking something, perhaps that I recognized the situation, and then I woke up in the vibrational state.
The vibrations were not so rough, more like an electrical feeling all over my body with a loud static noise in my ears. I recognize this now. I immidiately know I'm in this state.
I tried to stay with the vibrations but they faded. I then tried to deepen it again, getting it stronger. The noise increased but then I lost the focus and it faded once more. After that I fell alseep.

Thoughts:
I wonder about if I'm in the vibrational state or if its a deep trance. Its the same feelings and sound every time. Its like electricity all over and through my body with a loud noise in my ears, like the static on TV. I don't know if I should try and walk up immidiatelly or if I should try and deepen it by laying still and focus. I'v tried the focus several times, but never succeeded. The next time I will shoot straight up and see what happens. If I'm still in my physical body I will try and aim for the vibrational state by inducing trance after 5 minutes of beeing awake.

By the way, these situations are increasing it seems.

9. Vibrations + Dream + Memories (2013-01-10 )

I was semi consciouss when I woke up in the middle of the night in the vibrational state. It feels as a dream although many elements feel very real and not dream like at all. From the vibrational state I remember thinking that perhaps I can get somewhere this time and not just fall asleep again. I then felt the vibrations increase and got finer but much more intense, the sound of it also increased and I felt what seemed to be an incredible speed forward. It then cooled and I thought it was lost but then I felt my astral hands reaching out and touching eachother and I sat up and imidiately tried to get away from the bed.
The next part felt a bit confusing because there were many elements that didn't fit with the physical, hence why I think it was either a lucid dream or a dream. I had to move away from my physical body as I couldn't se at all. It appeared that I had a beuty mask on my head and it cleared away from my vision as I got a little angry and firmly shouted "VISION NOW". When it cleared I was eager to get further away from my physical body as I knew that had to be done to gain clarity. I looked for a window and thought that it finally would be amazing to try and walk through it, and before that I touched a bookshelf (which we don't have) and thought that it was amazing how real it all felt. I got to the veranda door and touched the glas. It was firm and solid as real glas, but I thought that I just gotta know I'm able to step through it. And so I did and felt the structure and texture of the glas. I was so happy to finally do this.
I jumped on to a lawn with frost on it. I felt the crisp feel of frosty gras undermy bare feet. I think I was naked to but that didn't seem to bother me. I knew I had to return soon as I would have no memory of the experience afterwards otherwize so I just wanted to try to fly first. Just a tiny bit.
At first I didn't move but after putting real thought into it I took of. First slowly and then with insanelly fast speed, lightspeed and faster. I went very very far into space in almost no time at all. There was dustclouds and other blueish cloud like substanses where I was. I was very happy to have been able to do this. The space I was watching seemed to be morphing in different shapes and thats where I think I ended it, waking up in my physical a bit confused.

Thoughts:
Many elements in this experience makes it hard to know if it was a dream or a lucid dream or something else. For one we don't have a bookshelf, we don't have a lawn outside, and the apartment and the surrounding environment outside looked nothing of what it does in real life. Totally different layout. It could be a memory from an astral travel, but I'm more in tune with the idea of that it was a lucid dream memory. The vibrations felt very real though. Its as if certain parts of this memory feels more real than others. Perhaps thats a side effect of me not having experienced this kind of adventure before. Also the dream is very streamlined and goes from point to point when in my normal dreams its very random and events can unfold in and between eachother. This really felt like I was conscious at some point and experienced something from A - Z so to speak.
The coolest thing about this experience is that the shift from the experience to opening my eyes were so smooth its unbelieveable. I mean it was smooth as in a unoticeable shift.

10. Lucid Dream (2013-05-13 )

During the day I had meditated with a not so good result. I had a hard time focus and silencing my mind this time. I felt that I drifted of to sleep to easy. Also before going to bed I red some of William Buhlmans target technique in his book "Journeys Out Of the Body". I did this technique before going to bed, not expecting anything out of the ordinary. It had been a long time since I had any special experiences happening..

I had been dreaming for some time (I think), when everything suddently became clearer. It was a follow up dream, where I found myself in a familiar kitchen. I believe it resembled my mothers old flat where I lived when I was little. I think I was semi-conscious at the time, believing that I had just got up from bed and was going to eat breakfast. When I sat there I was aware that someone familiar was lying in the sofa in the livingroom. I thought that it was a family friend named Agneta (which appeared in a dream I had before this event). I also noticed that I had a white tennis-shirt on me and brown/beige pants. Everything seemed normal except for the fact that I don't own a white tennis-shirt and brown pants, but that didn't strike me as odd at the time.
I had a knife in my hand with which I took some butter and spread it on my bread before me. Then I had this notion that something was off, something wasn't as it usually is. What was off here?
I looked at the knife, and bread, and I sat still.. thinking. I thought that everything is super real, this can't be a dream or an OBE. But what if?
Then I tried to levitate myself from the chair.. and it worked! I was instantly filled with happiness and joy, and this sensation was so strong that at the same moment I woke up with static/buzzing sounds all around me. I had just reentered my body.

Thoughts:
It can be so decieving, the dreams.
All in all I think this was a lucid dream or something like it. Yet it felt so extremelly real when I sat there. My mind was telling me that this can't be a dream, and yet it was. A very fun thing to happen after all this time of nothing.

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