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In last night dream I was observing a man going into houses and collecting bottles...from one house he got small flat bottles ...green in colore...when he got a bit from the house he took one of the bottles and I could see there was like one centimeter of liqued/alcohol...I could see his hand shaking when he drank from the bottle...Is he sick or just dependent to alcohol?
I was abused very seriously in 1980-81..There is a period of 6 months that I can not remember...I have bean begging for years to know what happened and I believe that last night dream did revele it to me last night...the dream went like this....I was in a bank...I said to the lady that I have a bank loan I want to know how much...the lady said ....I have no time for that....Oh I said...then I take out 900 kr,( I was thinking to pay back 381 kr to a friend )..sorry I have not filled any application...she said it is okay...when she was ready she put the money in a box and I wondered why she did look like she did on her face...I opened the box and now I was in shock...I see pictures/photos of me in life support...I just look like horrendes....total black in bruises and if I did not know who she was I would think ...she will not make it...so now I know why I do not remember the 6 months...and I am happy not remembering...and now I know....Thank you my higher self....
In last night dream I was looking down to a sea with many colored fishes...I saw a huge green fish among the small colored fishes...the water was so clear ...but I can not say if the big green fish was protected of the small colored fishes?? but it was in midst of the fish shoal....
In last night dream it was to measure things/experiences??...The first scale was like a left side and a right side...on the left side I had 4 point on the scale...and when I got one on the right side...I awoke myself here because I did not understand what the point was...
I went back to sleep and now I dream there was several bowels and again someting to put in them...here I awoke again myself I did not understand...and after this I did not go back to sleep....
In last night dream I was looking into a room ...beautifully painted the sealing like sixtenth chapell....they put a small girl on a tricycle ..she cycled and soon she was cycling on the sealing and her hair also hunging down like she was upside down on the sealing cycling....and optical illusion...but how have they done the room...was it the window glass cut specially or how??or was there mirrors?...
In this episode I was getting a injection...I ask the nurse where will you give it...on my stomach or on my thie...on the thie she said..I pinched the flesh and she shot the injection through the muscel...it felt strange...I said to her...I have never bean injected with that long needel....
In last night dream I wake up in the dream of a noice what waked me up..
I went to see what is going on...I hear my waschingmaschin and dryier is on...it is dark I did not put lights on...now I see a flaschlight ...the person who is in my appartament is using my waschingmashing and dryer...I go nearer and I see my mother...what...what are you doing here...she said...can you help me with the carpet it is so heavy now when it is wet...here I awoke myself for real...
I have bean training waked state to succeed to extend my awareness to
feel outside of my body with the invisible hands...no success yet...
but...in last night dream I did succeed....now I know how it feels...so maybe
I succeed in awaked state too 😊
In last night dream 2 women bullied me by wispering to each other and looking at me and laughing...I was doing disches and crying...a young man come and asked what I was crying for...I told about those 2 women bulling me...he tryied to feel compassion for me but did not succeed ...I confronted one of them ..but she did not take me seriously...she was splaching water from a water-bottle at my face and smurking....here I awoke myself...
In last night dream I was listening to a dialog....one asked...what did you do at the church...the other one answered...I was reading confessions....