IA´s dream diary....

I have had many dreamless nights but last night I dremt or I was shown a bunch of looking like puzzle bits hunging in a chaing like key chain?..
This made me to wake up abruptly?

Last night dreams was like me putting my life togeter...I was preagnent...I went to a bank to discuss about a new flat...I went to school to talk about what level I should start to study...a man very good looking man...dark skin...he took my hand and asked...where shall we begin...

It has taken me this long to understand what is going on.
I have bean expoused to "dangers" because I am so afraid of everything..
Every night I have awoken me from the dream and missed the point everytime...but this night I was able to keep me more compoused and could see what all was for...every danger I was expoused to I closed my eyes and missed the point...but not this night and I could see through...I loosed my focus everytime I was scared and closed my eyes and awoke myself from the dream...last night I could keep me focused and not loose my consiousness and did understand that all was just a training for me comming out of my schell...Thank you who ever it was training me for my own best and for my higher good.

In last night dream I was walking around and suddenly I felt arousal...
a man in red raincoat approched me...I was suspicious that he felt my arousal and maybe wanted to take advantage of me...so I said to him...move...where he said...forward I said...
Now when I am awake I still wonder ...who was he...what did he want...I was to afraid to ask ...again..

I had this dream some days ago...it has taken me time to understand it...the dream went like this..I was in a very near embrace with one guy the other one was sitting around my kitchen table and eating of a cake I have made...I for some reason looked at him and asked...mayby you like a sandwich ...oh no he said...I love this cake...
It felt for the first time that I had something to offer...and that I was in a good communication with these guys...