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-nourishment
-feeling sane
-soup
-sending my mom flowers for mothers day
-getting a pic of my brother in a text from my mom after telling my mom and dad to wish him happy birthday
-getting more recaps done
-odd compliments that strike a chord. someone who has an intense crush on me said he worships a god of chaos and that that's what i remind him of.
-my classy gray jacket
-going for walks
-space
-my weight loss medication i'm on
-having beautiful eyes
-staying calm and confident all will work out
-my body starting to look slimmer
-my gucci t-shirt
-my jaguar t-shirt
-shopping
-buying a red string of fate couples bracelet off etsy after having an intuition this morning to give to D sometime this month before he leaves for his tour
-my sense of style
-makeup
-blankets
-face massage
-water
-my new succulent face mist
-being talented
-being friendly
-peaceful sounds
-having nice hair
-compliments
-choosing to be in control of my reality
-feeling strong
-joining a new app that gives you cash back on purchases you make
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-hope
-inspiration
-going towards what feels good
-positive thoughts
-my moods being more stable
-squats
-getting my new incense and doing 2 energy meditations with it so far
-trying to stay away from drama
-staying calm about life
-sleep
-good food
-samples
-friendly people
-my hair color being touched up
-my eyebrows being threaded
-being considered smart
-flattery
-having beautiful eyes
-my sense of style
-getting my new bikini in the mail
-getting my candy package from my favorite candy boutique in the mail
-getting lingerie i ordered in the mail
-getting a teddy bear i wanted in the mail
-flowers
-cuteness
-new experiences
-opportunities
-the new retinol i've been using
-iced lattes
-my medications
-my hulu subscription
-makeup and beauty products
-plants and greenery
-my beauty
-sweaters
-blankets
-savoring
-water
-hard seltzers
-getting my mom flowers for mothers day
-having giving up diet soda
-art
-design
-my talent and skills
-safety
-being productive
-getting another recap in
-decluttering
-being kind and helpful
-entering some cat pictures in a cat calendar contest
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-how clean my slides looked when i washed them
-getting J to do my dishes the other night, which was very sweet and saved me a lot of time to do my other cleaning
-giving D his bday gift i didnt give him yet and the gift my intuition told me to get him and getting really creative with it and seeing him yesterday finally. it was really hard. he was sweet in some ways. not sweet at all in others. but i did what i felt like i wanted to do. and again at least he's staying in my city, and we did have something. even if he acts like i'm nothing to him now and incredibly mean to me now.
-my uber driver being very nice to me yesterday and handing me tissues and reassuring me i'm very beautiful and will find someone on the way home.
-J venmo-ing me $20 so i could get starbucks postmate-d to me when m's husband had no time to get it for me and had no non dairy creamer at his house yesterday
-my succulent face mist
-finding vanilla ghee at the grocery store near me
-sleep
-entering some of my feral cats in a cat calendar contest
-buying some lingerie from a high end label i like
-lounging in the sun yesterday
-my medications
-shopping
-deciding to schedule my dates for nyfw and that being the best deal for airfare
-compliments
-makeup
-the new retinol i've been using and how gentle it is and inexpensive
-beauty
-cuteness
-cats
-getting a draft done for the book i'm going to be in
-having goals
-yoga
-my hulu subscription
-my pink prada sunglasses
-my beauty
-vegan food
-pleasant memories
-my heart's desires
-taking positive actions
-trees
-greenery
-sky-gazing
-having beautiful eyes
-art
-feeling calmer about the buyers looking at the apartment
-my intellect
-staying motivated
-getting an even better dealing after my internet provider tried to hike up my internet price by twice as much
-music
-venmo
-cashapp
-strawberry waffles
-coffee
-colors
-walking
-my thoughtfulness
-letting myself feel my feelings
-my ambition
-spirituality
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-being flirted with
-compliments
-things working out for me
-indian food
-ghee butter
-sweaters
-my dignity
-my orchid coming today
-seeing my feral cats today
-fasting the other day and all of day time today
-having nice curves
-stretches
-having nice hair
-people who help me
-being kind to others
-pictures
-going to sculpture park the other day
-buying more of the hyaluronic lip plumper im almost out of
-the heater in my living room
-chocolate cake
-making an appointment for cellupulse at the end of the month
-quitting one of the agencies i'm with, or at least taking a break from them and getting an interview tommorow with a new one
-cuteness
-goals
-feeling ambitious
-laughing at life
-the book i'm reading and how good it is already
-my succulent skin mist
-my beauty
-my youth
-looking like a celebrity
-people who help me to understand myself and who seem to get me
-having healthy teeth
-my medications
-sleep
-touch
-being nice
-serendipity
-working on myself
-how much i've grown as a person in the last 3 years
-fashion and shopping
-venmo and cashapp
-hard seltzers
-water
-trying new things
-greenery and the color green
-inspiring people
-positive people
-working hard on healing, letting go, and becoming a new me
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-working today
-compliments
-people who build you up
-my ex l who has resurfaced
-my friend G who has been funny lately
-staying a little longer at my job today and making a little more effort
-my medications
-my orchid
-self reassurances
-shopping
-venmo and cashapp
-forgiveness
-nice weather today
-having money in my account
-getting my uber refunded
-apple cider vinegar detox drink
-fasting
-aloe vera detox drink
-getting my jaguar necklace cleaned
-my chalices
-healing
-art
-opportunities
-having great hair
-my hulu subscription
-feeling a little more directed lately
-having money
-going for a bike ride yesterday
-going sun lounging yesterday
-yoga
-goals
-support from others
-meeting new people and making new friends
-moving forward
-bettering myself
-my phone
-makeup
-becoming more self sufficient
-great design
-touch
-showers
-sleep
-delivery services
-water
-felines
-being kind
-being helpful
-inspiration
-good books
-cleaning and decluttering
-learning more about myself
-my taste in things
-evolving as a person
-plants
-colors
-m's husband and m being nice to me
-being able to wear slides today
-buying some certificates for airbrush tans today
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-getting my late fees removed
-finishing recaps for one agency
-pulling it together and staying strong
-music
-water
-feeling my feelings
-cleaning and decluttering
-fasting
-losing weight
-my phone
-compliments
-my femininity
-flowers
-plants
-colors
-vibrancy
-my medications
-coffee
-chocolate
-kindness
-the hypnosis recording i listened to other day and today
-my energy mediation i did last night
-yoga
-techno music
-strengthening my body
-laughing
-silliness
-cat cuddless
-connections with other souls
-having great taste
-cuteness
-getting my baby aspirin medication figured out at the pharmacy
-colors
-ambition
-my life experiences that shaped me to be someone who has culture and is interesting and accomplished
-venmo and cashapp
-sunshine
-my intelligence
-mobile apps
-social media
-my gucci purse
-the avant garde
-warm showers
-evolving as a person
-my eyesight and vision
-comfort
-hope
-wanting positivity
-peaceful sounds
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-the air conditioner
-J giving me money to buy new shoes
-my beautiful orchid
-flowers and plants
-compliments
-beautiful photos of me
-my authenticity
-my intelligence
-having a dream i was thin
-booking my first hotel for my nyc trip
-m being nice to me
-getting a massage today
-beautiful weather today
-beautiful landscapes
-venmo
-fashion
-working on fixing things lately-with white special markers, mr.clean magic erasers, special glues, shoe goos and more
-being in a disinfecting, cleaning phase as well lately
-decluttering and re-organizing
-shopping
-getting my dad a cool fathers day card
-shopping
-physical exercise
-makeup
-sleep
-help
-cuteness
-my medications
-aloe vera
-my hulu subscription
-recovering
-my phone
-working a lot
-building up my savings
-getting a cellupulse treatment done the other day
-smiling
-my medications
-learning
-inspiration
-kindness
-positive changes
-my femininity
-my child-like side
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-hummus
-spices
-vegan food
-deciding to no longer be afraid of my bully
-not taking a nap today
-going for a nice healthy walk today
-cleaning my bathtub today
-the new tangerine flavor of mike's hard lemonade
-seeing one of my clients is working with an animal welfare organization and how awesome that is
-help
-compliments
-having nice bone structure
-finding out one of the bigger local grocery chains took a line of products off the shelves after a factory farming abuse video became exposed
-self reassurances and putting pieces together
-lip gloss
-makeup
-physical exercise
-beautiful weather
-flowers
-coloring my hair today
-my medications
-buying new bath towels
-my hulu subscription
-learning
-the friendly interaction i had with the cute little dog on my walk today
-having glowy skin
-my femininity
-my child-like side
-having beautiful eyes
-having nice curves
-meditating
-my kindness
-setting intentions
-prayer
-relaxation
-self nourishment
-great deals
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-kindness in others
-being productive and motivated
-sleeping in my bed
-getting my two new pairs of shoes
-compliments
-posting a new flattering photo of myself on social media
-support from others
-being considered attractive by others
-having a nice curve to my backside
-my beautiful new soft, mint green towels
-the color green
-cats
-sun lounging
-getting hired for a special event
-drinking my aloe vera drink today
-booking my hotel for 2nd day in nyc and what a nice one it is
-physical exercise
-my creativity
-my unique personality
-more confirmation today and pieces put together and wink from the universe that D is still in my city living here like he said he would be
-shopping
-fashion
-my intelligence
-the fashion industry
-being considered for a fashion casting
-my taste in things and sense of style
-feeling like i am hearing more from my higher self and feeling a little more directed
-vibrancy
-my beautiful purple orchid
-sportsbras
-the internet
-laughing
-feeling my feelings
-M's wife saying she will put $50 in my account today
-my medications
-having beautiful eyes
-reflection
-bike riding
-going for walks
-my heart's desires
-topamax because i think it's stabilizing my mood's a little
-great deals
-beauty
-makeup
-recovering
-beautiful things
-how gorgeous and healthy my hair is
-smiling
-peaceful music
-ideas
-surrender
-peace
-vegan food
-potatoes
-buying spinach the other day to try and add more greens to my diet
-art
-positive news stories
-animal lovers and the world slowly evolving to become kinder to animals
-plants
-my phone
-trying to take more actions
-my ambitions and being a dreamy type
-going swimming the other day
-having plans to go swimming this week
-my hulu subscription
-beautiful weather
-night skies
-friendly people and being friendly to others
-setting intentions
-evolving as a person
-liking my new hair color
-working on my healing and self-improvement
-seeing really cool fashion ads that are innovative and inspiring and break barriers and make me smile and even shock me
-the avant-garde
-pronoia
-calmness
-self reassurances
-prayer
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-my laptop
-adding healthy things to my diet such as spinach to my sandwiches and buying bananas
-spicy food
-knowing myself and not letting silly petty comeback insults get to me
-my new gucci and moschino shoes
-my gucci t-shirt
-lattes
-crullers
-getting my eyebrows threaded for free because of my punch card
-pronoia
-yoga
-trusting life to take care of me
-going to the store and picking up some things i need
-hanging out with a friend i hadn't seen in a awhile and seeing his beautiful house and being social and drinking wine and smoking weed and catching up and how nice that was
-art
-cleaning my bathroom sink
-throwing out my yoga mat and buying a new one online
-learning
-my hulu subscription
-seeing my feral cats today
-mom cat walking on my back today
-beauty
-support from others
-excitement about upcoming business trip
-my strength
-my sense of style
-shopping
-my savings getting built up a little bit again
-my renewed interest in cleaning/fixing and decluttering lately
-beautiful nature scenes
-inspiration
-fun
-plants
-flowers
-getting confirmed for a special event this week
-having beautiful hair
-reaching enough to cash out of the cashback app i've been using
-smiling
-blankets
-trying to sleep in my bed more often
-my child-like side
-kindness and remembering that's what i want to be
-physical exercise
-evolving as a person
-dental floss
-sweaters
-having nice curves
-colors
-my beauty
-yoga pants
-being helpful
-being kind
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-getting all my lodging for my upcoming business trip booked
-buying a new shower curtain with an new boho vibe with after pay
-being productive today and getting some good work pics
-approval from others
-working my first special event of the year yesterday and being told by my co-worker it's been a slow start for special events this year and that this is the first one in my city
-my hulu subscription
-seeing how soda pop consumption makes my clothes tighter quicker when i have more then about a can or 12 ounces a day
-my beauty
-water
-physical exercise
-being called baby
-help from others
-fashion
-shopping
-almond milk lattes
-crullers
-how pouty my lips look sometimes from my lip injections
-makeup
-my hair
-support from others
-starting to look for new places to live
-my medications
-my strength
-my foot healing
-my pink and black nike shoes
-the internet
-my phone
-serendipity
-pleasant memories
-being kind
-colors
-sunshine
-the smell of rain
-sleeping in my bed
-laughing
-flowers
-plants
-sculptures
-art
-animals
-animal lovers
-blankets
-self-nourishment
-recovery
-having a little more clarity
-being more patient with myself
-working on letting go of time
-my gucci purse
-self improvement
-feeling my feelings
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-the psychiatrist going well today
-air conditioning
-finishing the bathroom sink
-having all my lodging booked for my upcoming business trip
-scalp massages
-sun lounging today
-telling the receptionist today i didn't run out of my anxiety meds this time and how happy he was for me
-nice weather today
-having beautiful hair
-my beautiful orchid
-vegan food
-almond milk lattes
-sleep
-catching up on some reading today
-pictures
-art
-greenery
-trees
-going for walks
-unplugging from my phone and just enjoying silence and nature
-cats
-getting my birthday cake ordered
-ideas
-great music
-having beautiful lips
-blankets
-decluttering and reorganizing
-picking up some stuff from the store today
-looking at the outside of an apartment i might go to a viewing for
-serendipity
-self nourishment
-being friendly
-loving myself
-being smart
-my hulu subscription
-building up my savings and actually having a little bit in there again
-having nice cheekbones
-peace
-fun
-a hot guy asking me out while out on my walk yesterday
-water
-feeling motivated
-doing laundry
-getting that time of the month
-shapes
-my child-like side
-looking young
-physical exercise
-spiritual nourishment
-the internet
-my phone
-connection
-pleasant memories
-my gucci floral slides
-the love in my heart
-mr. clean magic eraser
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-flowers
-getting my security deposit back in full and finding out now i may not be moving after all right now
-getting more on-premise and special events again
-moving forward more again and recovering more
-having all my lodging covered for my trip in september
-flowers
-plants
-watching my tv show i like on hulu
-blankets
-air conditioning
-cleaning and decluttering
-m giving me $50 today
-getting booked for some last minute events for tommorow
-having a lot of money coming in for july
-my irish beauty
-my youthful looks
-getting some of my favorite chocolates in the mail
-cleaning and decluttering the bathroom
-ordering an adorable dkny marble and gold wastebasket since it seemed time for a new one
-sleeping in my bed more often lately
-almond milk lattes
-going for a nice walk today
-beautiful weather today
-J eating the healthy food i gave him and him saying he put me as his phone background
-newness
-mopping
-food
-compliments
-support
-having those who help me out
-venmo
-my favorite neighborhoods in my city
-bike riding
-style
-slides footwear
-doing some reading today
-pictures
-ice cold water
-my femininity
-motivation
-my medications
-cuteness
-being productive
-trying things different
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-popsicles
-water
-coffee
-going for walks
-my lower body looking more toned
-the tv show i'v been watching on huly
-getting my meds early from the pharmacy
-practicing on the pole
-caring souls
-staying focused
-doing the work i wanted to do today
-colors
-plants
-sunshine
-greenery
-my beauty
-having nice lips
-having nice eyebrows
-stylish fashions
-cleaning and decluttering my home
-love
-cats
-buying some champagne i wanted to try for my upcoming birthday
-buying a new bathmat from a kawaii website
-mr. clean magic eraser
-my appetite shrinking
-romance
-pleasant memories
-hope
-connection
-inspiration
-help
-having beautiful hair
-doing an energy meditation yesterday
-blankets
-sleeping in my bed more often
-birds chirping
-great deals
-healing
-pictures
-goals
-physical exercise
-growing as a person
-self forgiveness
-appreciating my unique beauty
-things to look forward to
-my phone
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-getting makeup in the mail i ordered for my bday
-J finally letting me go after finally hurling some last insults at me
-getting my recaps in
-trusting all will work out
-getting booked for more special events and on premise work
-hydration
-water
-my beauty
-my weight going down
-my lower body getting tighter
-cats
-cuteness
-rest
-getting a pedicure and manicure and how much that made me feel better about myself
-my birthday candies i have
-how vibrant everything is in summer
-remembering the positives of J from last year, not the J i went to school with
-my tv show i've been watching on hulu
-enjoying my coffee by the nice fake waterfall stream area they have in the plaza and how relaxing it was
-scrubbing the feral cat water bowl clean today
-my majesty palm plant
-ativan
-yoga
-inspiration
-newness
-my kindness
-my thoughtfulness
-my babyface
-my unique look
-the new experiences i get to have as part of my job
-spending time in nice neighborhoods
-learning new things about people and that things aren't always as they seem
-having great cheekbones
-prayer
-setting intentions
-spirituality
-seeing through people's b.s
-not having to work tomorrow
-checking myself and deciding i will better myself
-hyaluronic acid
-things to look forward to
-seeing how creative people are
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-finally starting to get this house really clean
-M's wife's friend D taking me out for my b-day last night and giving me a really nice birthday card that was an animal advocate card of chimps that had used art therapy to heal and him saying he had bought his last hallmark card and how much that had moved my heart.
-M's friend getting me a little gift and having a vintage bike that would actually be perfect for me that i decided to accept that's he had in the garage for years that's his wife's that she no longer uses
-new experences
-people getting to know you
-the birthday cards m and her husband got me
-reassurances
-my beauty
-the weather cooling off a bit
-getting more on premise and special event work
-my green happy alien looking birthday balloon i got
-ordering a tropical balloon bouquet i wanted
-people who are kind to me and take my side
-ativan
-great music
-new experiences
-healing
-learning
-my esthethician saying i am so beautiful and special and that everyone at the office sees it and says so, too. little things like that make me feel good.
-being able to work some cool events and do some cool things and have unique experiences
-the birthday candy i bought myself recently and eating some the night i came home from getting fired from the event and was upset
-my goals
-being unique
-things to look forward to
-fashion
-shopping
-setting intentions
-being beautiful
-trees
-plants
-coffee
-my medications
-cats
-entertainment
-working hard and smart to improve things that are bothering me
-my beautiful palm tree shower curtain
-that i'll be finished with the bathroom by tonight and can start the hallways
-my appreciation for beauty
-drinking apple cider vinegar with water today
-having beautiful eyes
-having great curves
-having amazing hair
-photo editing apps
-my toe nails and the beautiful blue/green turquoise color they are
-water
-ceramides and how much they've seemed to change my skin
-prayer
-being a nice person
-being intelligent
-beauty
-newness
-taking deep cleansing breaths
-air conditioning
-blankets
-adding extra money to my saks bill
-lipgloss
-taking things one step at a time
-pronoia
-having faith
-having great cheekbones
-being able to wake up tommorow on my birthday in a clean apartment
-self forgiveness
-ideas
-compliments
-beautiful things
-models
-my stress levels going down
-colors
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-calming down a bit from all the hell i've been through the last days
-people who have been there for me
-healthy digestion
-B being there for me
-getting a police report filed
-trusting God that the bad is taking me to a better place
-my flowers still looking nice
-police officers
-my plan to possibly move out of my city and to nyc
-water
-ceramides
-crying and grieving
-the bathroom being cleaning and working on the hallway leading to the kitchen
-going through which shoes to keep today
-maintaining keeping apartment clean today
-cancelling work because i was too sad
-buying a card for one of those people who believing in me since my early days
-coffee
-buying magnets for my animal advoacy project i started using T cat's image
-buying cute silver western boots. hopefully they fit,i had to buy a half size smaller.
-donating to my favorite animal charity
-knowing i have to become a new me now after all this pain that's gone on
-ordering new business cards
-M's husband calling me after work to wish me happy birthday and listening to me talk about my horrible day
-my cute alien balloon. not sure if it's actually an alien but it's a round smiley face that's green and it makes me happy.
-the air conditioner
-my creativity
-veuve clicquot champagne
-my creativity
-the little things that make me happy
-being a kind person
-manifesting my heart's desires
-having great cheekbones
-updating my resume
-adding a signature to my gmail
-compliments
-my beautiful mint green dkny towels
-my phone
-photo editing apps
-my medications
-entertainment
-sleep
-inspiration
-that i'm getting lip injections soon and putting just about almost all the money i need on the card for it so i can make the appt in a day or so
-great deals
-laughter
-trying to be productive
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-pulling it together little by little
-doing some mad shopping yesterday, way more then i probably should have
-realizing i had some more money, cash from my birthday i can deposit to make my bank account healthier
-the nerd makeup compact i've been wanting coming back in stock yesterday
-my tropical bouquet
-warning my neighbors about the bully who's been stalking me and showing him his picture and finding out more creepy info because him and other neighbors have seen him and his car before in front of the house
-water
-aloe vera supplement
-youtube entertainment i've been watching
-cats
-ceramides
-compliments
-reassurances
-the agency that fired me from my favorite clients putting me in their newsletter giving me a shoutout recognition from the same event that got me fired thus proving i wasn't in the wrong and it's all a money game
-getting better at keeping my apartment clean
-no longer taking my amlodopine
-my candies
-my medications
-coffee
-M saying her husband can bring me to work tonight
-sunshine
-intermittent fasting
-evolving and faster then certain lower vibe people who can't get over me
-spirituality
-having nice curves
-yoga
-having beautiful curves
-having a young face
-prayer
-pronoia
-my prada socks
-allowing myself to transform into a new me
-buying and designing new animal advocacy magnets with T cat's photo on them.
-donating to one of my favorite animal charitie's
-ordering new business cards with a new design
-plants
-newness
-losing weight
-my pedicure
-self forgiveness
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-feeling like you and your shy friend B are starting to reconnect
-handling the third kick to the stomach that happened tonight with grace and seeing it as possibly a good thing and feeling even slightly prepared for it and buying a cat trap right away with my credit right away and asking to be reimbursed for it and seeing that now m's husband probably has to be cancel his agreement he had of cutting back on giving me rides with this kick to the stomach i was served and this might all just make my life more efficient
-finishing cleaning the first hallway closet
-working today
-working yesterday with that one girl who i thought was cool and inspiring months ago
-getting the magnet draft approved
-finally being off amlodopine
-my cute sheer pink heart socks
-rest and sleep
-my appetite having shrunk quite a bit this last week
-my phone
-iced lattes
-compliments
-yoga
-clorox wipes
-spending time with mom cat today
-being a warrior and not letting others bring me down
-my strength
-having beautiful, shiny, thick hair
-water
-ideas on what to do with my life and starting to pull it together
-listening to others
-updating my resume
-having my appt for my lip injections
-remembering how talented i am
-my creativity
-my style
-my intelligence
-taking out the window fans so i can use them more and the a.c less
-apple cider vinegar
-blankets
-the internet
-hyaluronic acid
-ceramides
-watching youtube and hulu
-entertainment
-inspiration
-looking young
-moisturizers
-my power
-my beauty
-having nice eyes
-having nice cheekbones
-flowers
-my femininity
-prayer
-being a nice person
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-going through hell and coming out of it feeling more free
-losing a friend but then realizing he wasn't really that great of a friend
-a new unexpected potential romantic love interest "M" who i never ever would've expected but after he fixed my last piece of jewelry we texted a few times, then i stopped, then i did again, then it seemed like he had missed it and it started to get heated and flirty
-another loss, which may actually benefit me anyways and was something i was prepared could happen one day. a transition in how we co-care take for the feral cats.
-my beauty
-getting my lip injections
-having beautiful eyes
-rest
-losing weight
-having beautiful hair
-getting some amazing new shopping purchases
-entertainment
-water
-vegan burritos
-physical exercise
-surrendering to life and coming out of the craziness stronger now
-learning new things
-evolving as a person
-having l cat over the other day
-people who support me
-the weather being cooler the other day
-feeling ready to evolve and for new things
-appetite shrinking quite a bit since stopping one of my meds
-face massage
-processing things
-my face tan water
-new opportunities
-ceramides vitamins
my hyaluronic acid lip gloss
-setting intentions
-compliments
-making changes
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-music
-creativity
-people who help me and support me
-finally getting a budlight shirt for my job yesterday
-doing a bar job yesterday
-always finding the best shopping finds
-my beauty
-my eyes
-my lips
-having great curves
-compliments
-M having taken an interest in me
-my comeback that's soon to come
-having a babydoll face
-my mario collection candy that came in the mail today
-having great taste
-having a super easy time fasting and eating much more minimally since stopping one of my meds i had suspected that i never gave a fair shot of stopping since i went right back on it after stopping in the fall and my weight starting to drop a little
-my medications
-coffee
-being considered sexy
-my bully starting to be nicer
-getting through hell and starting to feel free
-the cute strawberry kitchen sponges i bought
-mopping and sweeping my kitchen floor and cleaning the stove
-having l cat over and being ready for h cat to be over
-my dad helping me get bully's real address by driving his house and giving me $40
-having the mattress in my living room now which is comfortable and makes me feel nice since it's coolest in this room
-the weather cooling off some
-people being nice to me
-pronoia and having faith
-free drinks
-kind people
-great deals
-meeting new people
-inspiration
-being talented
-my authenticity
-being smart
-being offered more jobs by another one of my agencies
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-my lip injections
-support from others
-how my skin looks with my airbrush tan
-deciding i want to become more eco-conscious
-interesting environmental articles
-cleaning and organizing my fridge
-going for walks
-trolling others and how funny it is and laughing
-my beauty
-being sexy
-getting a check in my account yesterday that covers my rent for the month
-having nice hair
-getting a good amount of jobs from one of my regular agencies these days which will help for next month's finances
-wearing my new cat bracelet i bought recently today
-hanging out with m's husband today after he helped me run an errand and going with him to run an errand then we went to lunch
-my bed
-ice cold water
-sunshine
-my fashion sense
-my strawberry kitchen sponges
-iced almond milk lattes
-being easy on myself
-my medications
-my gucci slides
-sleep
-rest
-having cool companies to work for
-having things to look forward to
-letting myself recover even if it's just slightly
-reflection
-my creativity
-entertainment to watch on youtube and hulu
-unique tastes
-remembering fun
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-making headway with the cat breaking through the cat issue barrier. i may just have done it.
-fasting today
-being productive today
-coffee
-meditation
-sushine
-starting to heal
-my balcony
-ice cold water
-nyc trip being around the corner
-having an enjoyable conversation on the phone with J tonight
-sportsbras
-my bed
-cats
-releasing my anger
-burning my incense on the balcony this morning
-M saying he will fix my bathroom this fall
-having nice big chest
-having a nice curvy bottom
-being beautiful
-having a very young look and voice and mannerisms
-lip injections
-having a nice body
-having lived my dreams
-being smart
-handling some of the blows i've been dealt with well
-doing some spiritual writing check-ins
-physical exercise
-going for walks
-ceramides
-high current facials
-being female
-my femininity
-having work
-going to the pool
-buying a concert ticket to one of my favorite music artist's
-my authenticity
-being happy for other people
-my great taste in things
-buying a new microwave
-buying chic new ice cube trays
-organizing and decluttering and cleaning the kitchen
-pronoia
-my discover card
-adding more purple to my hair color tonight
-learning
-reflection
-healing
-having great hair
-candy
-fashion
-my medications
-clorox wipes
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-money working out for me
-my ny contact being like my fairy godfather
-yoga
-slowly healing
-finally going on a date
-getting an ipl facial and the lady doing a really good job
-cats
-trees
-nature
-coffee
-my medications
-my creativity
-having opportunities open up for me
-ice cold water
-slowly moving forward with life
-breaking barriers
-seeing my mom's cats today
-having nice curves
-my beauty
-cleaning up my living room
-my goals
-m taking me to get my shoes repaired after the front got loose after my mom's dog was jumping on me a lot at her house
-my kindness
-yoga
-physical exercise
-naps
-my new microwave coming today
-new clothes i ordered coming today
-having beautiful healthy hair
-entertainment
-lip injections
-the internet
-ibuprofen
-donating $10 to a planting trees organization
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-physical exercise
-getting things done
-getting a check and realizing i have more then enough to cover my rent so can relax about finances
-my neon green nails manicure i got at the spur of the moment the other day at the local salon
-making progress with my apartment
-my nyc contact who makes my life easier
-meditation
-buying some new plates in a black color to change aesthetics and merge with old aesthetic and throwing out some old things
-sleep and rest
-coffee
-cats
-happy news in the animal welfare/animal activism world
-animal lovers
-trees
-water
-fashion
-lip moisturizer
-my balcony and the beautiful view from the window in the living room
-fashion
-doing a spiritual check in writing after meditating
-lighting
-starting to feel better about myself again
-shopping
-mr.clean magic erasers
-learning
-connection
-colors
-being able to see
-being able to hear
-being able to feel
-having the new supplement client i enjoy working for
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-nourishment
-having a lot of work booked with my healthy food agency for this month
-getting my chic new black plates in the mail
-encouragement
-sunshine
-vegan food
-water
-coffee
-my medications
-getting my chemical peel
-getting my manicure and pedicure
-getting my eyebrows threaded
-getting my ipl photofacial
-the amazing nyc opportunities have
-my nyc contact M and how helpful and supportive he has been
-my bully being gone
-doing some spiritual reflective check in writing on the past year and how much that lifted my mood
-laughing at life
-making progress with packing and cleaning
-pronoia
-newness
-trying new things
-manifesting my heart's desires
-my balcony and balcony view
-trees
-my appetite shrinking
-my accomplishments
-my laptop
-my apartment
-my cats
-my phone
-my healing and recovery
-beautiful things
-goals
-beautiful moments
-being kind-hearted
-my authenticity
-fashion and style
-being smart
-compliments on my personality
-cute life moments
-that my weight has slenderized compared to winter
-touching up my hair color yesterday
-having a young looking baby face
-transforming who i am
-mr.clean magic erasers
-my creativity
-having nice curves
-the smell of rain
-having a perfume that very closely resembles the smell of rain
-blankets
-relaxation
-ceramides
-my new kitchen stuff such as the black ice cube trays, strawberry sponges, mint green microwave, etc
-makeup
-smiling
-compliments
-learning
-my goals
-believing in myself
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-not being sick anymore
-having fun and letting my impulsive side out at times
-being home now
-taking my vitamins and immunity shots
-sleeping a lot and taking a nice warm shower
-lentil soup
-looking so much younger then i am
-mimosas
-my louis vito keychain
-getting out of town for awhile and getting the nyc experience
-being physically beautiful
-attending some nyfw fashion shows
-my gucci handbag
-going to the beach
-getting some paparazzi pics taken of me
-having my own personal retoucher
-inspiration
-getting a lot of looks and great service at the gucci store in new york
-having great lips
-having beautiful white roses bought for me
-getting a michael kors shirt bought for me
-all the money put into my bank account by my manager
-being smart
-buying myself gucci sunglasses to cheer myself up today
-my rilakkuma teddy bear
-being smart
-being offered a trip to costa rica
-getting good work done on my kitchen
-seeing M and M care about me and were checking up on me while i was out of town
-seeing how good i can be with direction in new york
-trying new cocktails
-delicious food
-my sense of style
-my friend picking me up from the airport
-being talented
-stayed at a talented fashion photographer's place the last few days of my stay
-discovering new things
-healing
-reading and learning
-buying a certificate for a microneedling session and a haircut
-goals
-yoga
-my phone
-my eyeglasses
-self improvement
-pronoia
-prayer
-coffee
-ibuprofen for working when i felt awful and under the weather
-transforming into a new person and how exciting it is
-seeing my feral cats yesterday
-having beautiful hair
-having model beauty
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-cutting ties with my manager after the final straw today with his b.s and feeling sad about it, but free
-having a great 2nd date with the sheriff the other date, and our trip to costa rica being booked
-having faith that my money crisis will work itself out
-being productive
-the purple antioxidant drinks by vive with red algae and stuff great for circulation and antiaging
-cayenne pepper
-m and her husband being helpful and nice
-seeing my feral cats
-knowing i always win
-cayenne pepper
-ice cold water
-my intense bike ride yesterday
-challenging myself and learning something new yesterday
-makeup
-relaxation
-feeling better
-goals
-my ambition
-my sense of style
-my medications
-having just a little bit of a wild side
-coffee
-candy
-having a baby face
-blankets
-warm showers
-the weather still being nice
-positive news stories
-inspiration
-my phone
-smiling
-cleaning, reorganizing, and decluttering
-spiritual nourishment
-my strength
-forgiveness
-laughing
-meeting interesting people
-making efforts
-things to look forward to
-having beautiful hair
-physical exercise
-reading
-getting positive treatment because of my looks and positive energy
-my eyeglasses
-my creativity
-being smart, logical, and empathetic
-my instagram following having increased
-healing
-socks
-being back home
-entertainment
-compliments
-romance
-being silly and having fun
-nightskies
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-bar promos
-getting my recaps done
-my new benzos and xanax pillows
-pulling it together
-accepting myself
-vegan food
-mobile photo apps
-finally finding an editing app i like on my phone
-the guy i'm seeing taking me to costa rica and deciding to after only one date!
-fashion
-makeup
-having a baby face
-watching a great fashion show online from milan fashion week i enjoyed
-my talents
-perspective
-nightskies
-switching back to the antidepressnt i was on before
-self forgiveness
-cleaning,organizing, and decluttering
-the great date i had last week
-being a nice person
-my new gucci sunglasses i bought last week
-my great taste in things
-being in a better place then i was two months ago
-vegetables
-herbs
-spices
-art
-my eyeglasses
-healing
-moisturizers
-setting intentions and prayer
-getting a sweet little gift for the guy im seeing from work
-nice weather
-my style
-being unique
-trusting life and going with the flow
-ice cold water
-having photos for a new article for my publication
-having a photo i love of myself from my last trip
-my dreams that have come true so far
-new experiences
-abundance in my life
-cats
-smiling
-rest
-having a day off tomorrow
-all the cool things i've done in my life
-my strength
-my creativity
-those that support me
-living on my own for over a year now and how amazing that is and easy it's been
-transformation
-laughing at life
-allowing myself to recover
-yoga
-learning
-masculine energy
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-vegan food
-spices
-being over DM
-seeing JM and that it's been going well
-going to costa rica next week
-recovering and healing
-aloe vera
-losing weight
-going for a bike ride today
-losing weight
-bar promos
-my sense of style
-finding a mobile app finally that smooths skin again the way i like
-an idea coming to me that i think is going to work and help me with the money problems i've been having
-trying on my new gucci sunglasses and how amazing they looked
-compliments
-having a little more money in my account today and faith that i will get through this financial hurdle
-all my pretty things
-my medications
-listening to some tibetan singing bowls
-updating my resume
-my beauty
-physical exercise
-entertainment
-having baby face
-sending out emails for jobs
-getting my . so now i wont have it while im in costa rica
-my accomplishments and things i've achieved
-greenery
-sunshine
-appreciation
-the funny halloween decorations that are out
-moving forward
-all that i have going for me
-rest
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-having someone new i'm seeing
-going to costa rica this week
-manifesting my dreams come true
-my money increasing
-the guy im seeing being very nice
-no longer being sick
-the water flush working to get the toxins out
-aloe vera
-vegan food
-sunshine and warm weather today
-M saying she willl put money in my account before costa rica
-seeing my feral cats today
-getting all my recaps done
-vegetables
-spices
-sleep
-my manager putting money in my account
-that i got to go to nyc and up my status a little more in september
-trees
-entertainment
-positive animal articles for the animal world
-yoga
-shopping
-new experiences
-my adidas pink duffel bag
-getting a lot of money from the coinstar machine today
-contentment
-my living room being clean
-getting a new article up on my magazine for the first time in a few years
-having beautiful hair
-losing weight
-inspiration
-having goals
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-talking to M after my panic of not hearing from him all day
-things being sweet with me and J the guy I'm seeing
-enough money coming into my account to pay my rent check tomorrow and what a relief that is
-prayer
-miracles
-setting intentions
-candy
-going for a walk to get a couple things i needed from the store
-finding out i still had a checkbook of checks still
-warm weather today
-my sense of style
-trees
-showers
-being almost done with the kitchen
-buying a new bedroom dresser
-how sweet J the guy I'm dating's dog is
-getting the perfect card/gift for J
-getting a birthday gift for my dad
-buying a hyaluronic acid serum from my favorite skin care brand that costs more because i want to start seeing my skin look better
-water
-fashion
-entertainment
-inspiration
-kindness from others
-newness
-forgiveness
-empathy
-doing spiritual work
-shopping
-my bed
-being an animal advocate
-art
-my creativity
-learning
-reflection
-hats
-socks
-being smart
-ideas
-perfumes
-having beautiful hair
-chivalry
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-starting back on drinking protein drinks again today
-that the guy im seeing J and I are doing well
-my new gucci sunglasses
-blankets
-that E cat is ok
-buying some almond milk creamer and M giving me $20 and bringing me a latte
-ice cold water
-getting compliments all the time on how young i look and people being shocked by my age(which i actually lie about and am a little older then that even).
-being finished with the kitchen
-getting complimentary tickets to the whiskey event and seeing it from the other side(often i work those events) and getting the tickets for free because an editor of a magazine wants to use me for some ads in his magazine
-having a little fun again
-fitting into my dress and how nice it was to dress up again
-my sense of style
-my beauty
-getting my hair cut and my eyebrows threaded
-believing in myself
-inspiration
-my love of beauty and beautifying
-being smart
-playing with the jade roller on my face today and seeing a difference
-my sugar lip polish exfoliator and seeing it makes a difference in my lips getting fuller and getting rid of annoyances i dont like
-finding a mobile app i like for editing
-learning
-trees
-art
-going for walks
-being a woman
-nightskies
-colors
-entertainment
-my medications
-the internet
-being a caring person
-setting positive intentions
-my phone
-taking steps to be healthier and take my power back
-how sweet the guy i'm seeing's dog is
-having an appointment for microneedling set up
-being a thoughtful person
-sweet tasting things
-sleep
-thinking about the sweet possibilities
-updating my resume and linkedin
-improving myself
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-my strength after J just ignoring me after me telling him i dont think things will work out and me texting him things and crying all night and him calling but him not getting it so i hung up and he could've came to my house, he could've tried harder. i texted him in the morning, afternoon, and he's ignored me since the 2nd time i hung up on him last night. he hasn't ghosted me/ignored me like this since shortly after our first date when we had an argument but this was a very big fight and he made very little effort and i'm very hurt. sweetest day weekend starts tommorow and now it might be ruined. he can't admit his wrongs or seem to have common sense on how or why i'm upset and instead just drops me after everything. he knew i was and am hurting and this is how he reacts. i thought we had a future. i chose him. but he's been lying. so i'm grateful so my strength.
-thankful that i opened my checking account and had a lot more money then i expected and treated myself to my own sweetest day gift. the saint lauret wallet i was planning on buying myself for christmas.
-making the credit card payment i needed to make
-putting money aside for an upcoming procedure i'm getting
-fasting yesterday
-fasting today
-M taking me out today when i told him i was really upset and needed to get out and did he need any company for any errands he was running
-fashion
-beauty
-sportsbras
-getting one of the doctor appointments i need made done
-M bringing me my resume again the other day for me my 2nd interview with company that liked me and wanted to see me for a 2nd interview
-my retinol serum
-my hyaluronic acid serum
-listening to some solar plexus spiritual music to strengthen my center right now
-yoga pants
-my new gucci sunglasses that are a smaller shape which is a newer thing for me
-blankets
-having beautiful hair
-healthy digestion
-working on rearranging the dining room and decluttering and cleaning it
-feeling my feelings
-good quotes
-booking a last minute charity event to work this weekend
-trees
-sunshine
-ideas
-having nice lips
-talking to my manager/fashion friend in nyc today for a little while
-appreciation
-buying my mom 2 humidifiers and holistic cat medicine that should take care of the issue her cat is having
-having a new set of pics for a new article for my magazine
-unique beauty
-creativity
-yoga
-learning
-reflection
-goals
-self improvement
-entertainment
-inspiration
-innocence
-traveling
-healing
-art
-creativity
-taking care of the credit card fraud with my credit card
-my credit score going up a point
-water
-smiling
-my new jade roller and how great it's been working for my skin
-peaceful sounds
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-m telling me that he sent me something that's on the way for me
-people making me feel attractive
-doing good with fasting 3 out of 4 days no dinner and barely eating all those days
-getting my microneedling session done today
-fun moments
-rest
-entertainment
-having l cat over the other day
-nice weather
-being smart
-appreciation
-newness
-sportsbras
-my sense of style
-ordering the ysl wallet coming tommorow
-my jade mini face roller
-water
-my balcony and balcony window
-nightskies
-my mood feeling stable
-yoga
-getting my recaps in
-setting positive intentions
-trees and seeing the them turn fall colors
-entertainment
-
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-J making things up to me and not letting me go. going out of his way to prove he doesnt know the girl and try and have me meet another girl that i thought it was by taking me to where she works so i could see it's not the same person and he has no idea who that girl was. apologiziing, getting me flowers, a card, talking things out with me and giving me money since i really needed it and believing that it really was a mix up thinking he was cheating on me and that the other thing i was insecure about is nothing too. he was trying to kill two birds with one stone. prove he isnt cheating on me with anyone and that i dont need to be insecure of this girl at the restaurant and that he barely even talked to her before we started dating and not at all while we did so he made us go get a drink on our last date as a "surprise" at that place which i wasnt happy about but finally shut me up about things.
-seeing J finally got his gift i sent him
-booking a lot of last minute jobs this weekend
-my bank account getting fixed after it getting totally wrecked after even my own bank saying it was their fault.i still lost a lot of money.
-having the money for my fillers that i'm getting tommorow. nervous. it's a big deal but it's time.
-mi sending me a gift today- a michael kors coat
-compliments
-feeling happier this month then i did this month last year
-listening to heart chakra music
-yoga
-using a body scrub in the shower and face mask. been getting into face masks after seeing how one made my skin look really vibrant recently.
-my creativity
-entertainment
-meditating on the balcony today
-feeling special
-new experiences
-sweeping my dining room floor
-the saiint laurent boxes that saint laurent purchases come in. so chic
-fashion and style
-being fashionable and stylish
-my appetite being so small
-having a baby face
-having great hair
-water
-soda pop
-J's dog and how sweet she is. whenever i want J to cuddle with me and he doesnt listen, she does, she even got on top of me the other night.
-having a kind heart
-trees
-my chic pink hangers i bought recently
-prayer
-setting intentions
-that i went to nyc this fall
-that J said we are a couple and boyfriend and girlfriend this weekend
-having beautiful eyes
-having unique life experiences
-photography
-my accomplishments
-my lip exfoliating scrub
-blankets
-acceptance
-rest
-the heat being turned on in my apartment
-the beauty of the leaves changing colors on the trees
-optimism
-colors
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-getting my fillers for my smile lines
-my aesthtician being nice and saying i havent aged at all and look 16 and saying i model, right?( i guess she's looked me up, before)
-long nap to help my allergies go away
-the coat mi sent me
-vegan based protein meals
-entertainment
-my dresser being all put together
-ordering some winter boots with afterpay today
-having my apple cider vinegar supplement
-learning
-inspiration
-beauty
-yoga pants
-my checking account being ok
-having a lot of jobs for november
-blankets
-compliments
-making a new self hypnosis audio
-socks
-all my beautiful luxury shopping packages
-shapes
-cityscapes
-doing some reading today
-stretching
-tissues
-showers
-having great cheekbones
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-staying strong through it all
-crying it all out
-having l cat over
-good sleep
-hope
-hoodies and coats
-cuteness
-listening to chakra solfeggio music
-vegan food
-my face looking nicer since i got filler
-getting the trip to nyc booked
-getting offered to have my lip injections paid for
-sunshine
-deciding to dedicate myself to exercise for the next phase of my healing
-the collagen water i tried, and that it was good that i picked up on a whim
-trees
-getting paint off a table that's been there for like 2 years now
-support and kindness from others
-my beauty
-my style
my ysl wallet
-the pep talk from mi about following my dreams
-shopping
-learning more as an adult
-warm showers
-sweet candy
-mobile photo editing apps
-goals
-face rolling my face with the jade face roller and doing a face mask and using more of the purple conditioner. doing little things to love myself and keep my motivation going
-my sense of style
-my talent
-doing well with no contact
-remembering perspective, to keep things in perspective
-afterpay the new service that lets you pay in installments
-working on all the things i need to work on and staying focused on that
-headphones
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-my strength
-hope
-crying release
-meditation
-the power of love
-listening to third eye and crown chakra solfeggios
-l cat being here
-new content for my ig
-ativan
-vegan food
-fashion
-shopping
-having a deep sleep the last two days
-physical exercise
-cute packaging and design
-my femininity
-my child-like side
-mobile editing apps
-my face looking slimmer
-getting an interesting package in the mail from a native american school looking for donations
-the cute noises l cat makes
-new ideas
-reflection
-affirmations
-setting intentions
-appreciation
-prayer
-colors
-trees
-redecorating/cleaning/decluttering
-headphones
-blankets
-reflecting on the good i have
-finding a large rose quartz heart and buying it. i really want to attract a husband into my life!
-deciding to taper of my topamax since it's done nothing for weight loss anymore and it was only staying on those two meds for my mental health that had that side effect
-mr.clean magic erasers
-trying i am skinny supplement yesterday
-pleasant memories
-inspiring quotes
-water
-the humidifier
-learning
-
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-l cat staying here for the week, helping me get through the breakup with J. it's been really tough. it's been almost a week a since i heard from him and almost a week since i broke up with him.
-ibuprofen
-vegan food
-crying & release
-getting it together and realizing i'm in trouble and need to make changes in my life and get a kind of drive i had before when i was in survival mode that i've lost, right before i moved here.
-seeing my ferals yesterdays and today
-my beautiful huge rose quartz heart coming in the mail today
-head phones
-listening to root chakra solfeggio music right now
-drinking more collagen protein water
-sunshine
-my gray michael kors coat
-trying to put joy into my work again
-noticing randomly D unblocked me from ig and made his profile unhidden
-deciding i'm going to go a week without buying anything shopping wise
-having a lot of money on my food card
-trying to do the right thing
-the new way i have my iced latte, with one shot of mocha and one shot of vanilla
-beyond sausage being available in my city now where i get my coffee
-pillows
-beautiful things
-compliments
-being considered beautiful
-style
-appreciation
-innovation
-sleep
-hope
-prayer
-being able to feel love
-inspiration
-physical exercise
-reflection
-self awareness
-pleasant memories
-setting intentions
-trying new things
-entertainment
-that i'm in a better place then i was over the summer
-that i'm making efforts
-smiling
-believing in myself
-the help i get from m
-deep cleansing breaths
-seeing the good in things
-being authentic
-having nice hair
-good advice and/ or things to make you think
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-headphones
-crying and releasing
-my rose quartz heart
-self forgiveness
-trying filler for myself
-entertainment
-J texting me out of the blue, right before i left for nyc, just like i somehow predicted and because of circumstances not related, i ended up not going which showed the true colors of M in nyc, a very negative side to him, and showed i was really not meant to go, as building management came to my place today and it was urgent and not so fun, but could've been bad had i not been there and then after M picking on me all day, J saying he wants to see me this week and loves me. i just felt sort of insane. and today i feel emotional.
-getting a new phone and tablet
-M(fam) saying don't worry about the money, if i can't get it, they will have it.
-solar plexus chakra healing music
-collagen water
-cleaning and organizing
-sleeping
-yoga pants
-buying new luxury roses for my table
-new ways of doing things
-physical exercise
-hoodies
-my new hair color
-confirming a special event to work this weekend
-surrender
-cuteness
-that i can get my lips done this friday
-ativan
-barely eating yesterday and skipping dinner
-fashion
-photography
-pictures
-being someone men fall in love for
-knowing to just breathe and take things one day at a time
-the internet
-pillows
-blankets
-nice weather yesterday
-nice warm cleansing showers
-having beautiful eyes
-appreciation
-my eyesight
-losing weight
-prayer
-my winter boots
-my heart's desires
-my taste in things
-snowflake brownies i bought
-my exfoliating lip scrub
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-water
-cleaning and reorganizing
-crying and releasing
-telling J how i feel finally and him calling me and leaving me a voicemail from work
-m surprising me by paying my rent for december when she came with me to sign my lease which will finally give me the reset i need to start paying my rent on time and build my savings
-getting approved for a loan, though i'm not sure it's what i really wanted and i havent told anyone i got it, i think it'll help too
-sleep
-m from new york calming down and chatting on the phone today
-that i get to get my lips reinjected tomorrow
-buying myself the givenchy teddy bear i wanted for a gift for myself
-ativan
-music
-having a new phone
-calmness
-nicer weather yesterday and today
-yoga
-my work references
-physical exercise
-pillows
-my rose quartz heart
-compliments
-not eating dinner for about 3 days in a row
-appreciation
-pictures
-learning
-cleansing and renewing
-newness
-prayer
-having nice hair
-setting intentions
-having support
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-accepting the holiday spirit
-being back together with my boyfriend
-my black givenchy teddy bear
-getting a manicure and pedicure yesterday spontaneously and going for edgy black finger nails
-my fila milano hoodie
-the nederland patch J got me from europe
-lip injections
-new ideas
-my sense of style
-J accepting my beauty as it is, flaws and all
-M taking me for breakfast today
-my andalou organics orange flavored lip balm. it's so super moisturizing.
-getting more of those beautiful chic rose velvet hangers in the mail so i can finish my closet
-getting a partial refund on the dresser that was having problems
-peace
-orange juice
-having beautiful hair
-my weight going down
-my chic grey coat my friend from nyc sent me
-cuteness
-my money being good
-paying a big chunk to my saks balance
-putting aside half my rent so far for january in my savings
-all my pretty and beautiful things in my apartment
-cats
-being smart
-my phone
-the heart shaped spoons i got in the mail
-confirming more jobs for december
-roses
-my little rosemary tree
-blankets
-my rose quartz heart
-J leaving a lot of leftovers at my house the other night
-nightskies
-my living room being clean
-sleep
-prayer
-music
-entertainment
-calmness
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-vegan food
-sunshine
-trees
-creativity
-my medications
-fillers
-lip injections
-coffee
-my retinol serum
-my new stella mccartney sneakers that arrived yesterday
-taking things one day at a time
-being back together with J
-strawberry fruit chews
-blankets
-slippers
-sleep
-getting packages in the mail
-cats
-hope
-kindness
-knowing i can change my reality
-stretches
-my black givenchy bear
-my pink rose gold velvet hangers
-yoga
-my lip scrub
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-sleep
-being given money
-losing weight
-lip injections
-going for a nice walk today and appreciating how stylish and high end my style was
-having l cat here
-sir kensington's chipotle mayo
-M(m's husband) picking me up and taking me to see the cats and pick up l, and stop at grocery store
-my money being ok
-technology
-soda pop
-stretching
-cleaning and organizing and decluttering
-my new stella mcartney adidas shoes
-clorox wipes
-getting some beauty products in the mail i'm excited about
-flowers
-sunshine
-trees
-being told by m he got me presents for christmas
-making more money in november then i did in october
-being told there will be a lot of work in january
-appreciation
-water
-ativan
-my antidepressant
-smiling
-pictures
-sweets
-vegan food
-prayer
-journaling the other night
-compliments
-having a huge chunk of my saks bill paid off recently
-fashion and style
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-soda pop
-getting a ride to work today and getting a lot done
-slippers
-the feeling of a breeze/fresh air hitting my body
-candy
-me and J being back together
-J getting getting rid of the rest of the likes today
-blankets
-hoodies
-sleep
-cuteness
-all my cats
-going for walks
-techology
-ice cold water
-makeup
-having great style
-my new black leggings with the vertical line that goes down them
-technology
-my phone
-appreciation
-thinking positive
-great pictures of me
-my mocha/vanilla almond milk latte i get on some days
-my thoughtfulness
-my large heart rose quartz
-today being a day of ease
-taking life one day at a time
-reflection
-my retinol in squalane serum i use
-being smart
-meeting friendly people
-peace
-having nice eyes
-manifesting my heart's desires
-being a considerate person
-shopping
-creativity
-beauty
-colors
-nightskies
-seeing my feral cats
-my coat that my from new york sent me
-being beautiful
-my lip scrub
-my talents
-nice packaging
-going for walks
-finishing cleaning the balcony blinds
-fillers
-mobile editing apps
-the cool things i've done in life
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-art
-creativity
-that i'm going to be ok
-drinking my aloe vera mixed with water supplement
-using my jade face roller today
-ativan
-coffee
-showers
-that me and J are still together
-acceptance
-black leggings
-fashion
-beauty
-sleep
-innovation
-slippers
-that J is giving me $100 tommorow
-M helping me with my errands today
-M in nyc's gift has shipped
-having a baby face
-my lip scrub
-my sense of style
-working on cleaning and organizing my living room storage closet
-my eyes
-being friendly
-hot guys
-my ysl wallet
-nice packaging
-softness
-feeling more momentum towards some goals
-being productive
-feeling optimistic today
-soda pop
-cuteness
-flowers
-my popsocket
-my michael kors coat m from nyc sent me
-edginess and having fun playing with that in terms of style and things i like
-learning
-expanding as a person
-prayer
-setting intentions
-nightskies
-seeing my saks balance get lower and lower with more speed
-being able to pay another bill today
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-M's husband getting me a cactus flowering christmas plant
-M's husband caulking the grout in my bathroom and how nice it looks and fixing a drawer in my old dresser,and a tile on bathroom floor
-waking up feeling cozy and peaceful
-the litter heater in my room
-nice weather today
-remembering all my accomplishments and the cool things i've done and my talents
-water
-showers
-my pillows
-shopping
-having money
-having a boyfriend
-getting some presents for the animals in my life
-the lip peel i bought and how amazing it is
-reassurances
-thinking positive
-my michael kors coat
-fashion
-entertainment
-my pillows
-inspiration
-black leggings
-physical exercise
-my medications
-cozy socks and slippers
-my givenchy bear
-beauty
-kindness
-learning
-new experience
-my black fingernail polished manicured hands
-getting things cleaned and organized and decluttered
-trees
-having a place to live
-art
-brushing and styling my hair
-touch
-pictures
-colors
-setting intentions
-prayer
-affirmations
-deep cleansing breaths
-compliments
-healing
-progressing as a person
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-my boyfriend
-feeling peaceful
-moving & heartfelt moments
-happiness
-vegan food
-that i've been challenging myself to walk to the store when it's dark out and it's become consistent
-feeling high end and accomplished
-shopping
-fashion
-awesome lip products that make my lips look and feel good
-warmth
-having work with a new agency tommorow
-compliments
-my beauty
-clarity
-cuteness
-water
-showers
-black leggings
-hoodies
-pillows
-motivation
-glamour
-newness
-blankets
-cozy feelings
-kindness
-happy news stories
-animal lovers and heroes to animals
-humor
-laughter
-getting a gift for my dad
-getting a gift for my boyfriend
-my medications
-the key lime cream rum i have in my fridge
-fun
-my saint laurent wallet
-prayer
-setting intentions
-affirmations
-love
-my large heart rose quartz
-taste
-ideas
-creation
-finding old writings of mine the other day and getting inspired
-being unique
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-confirming a lot of jobs for january
-my boyfriend
-being smart
-feeling inspired and confident
-having an easy day at work and finding out stuff about my ex-including that he really is no longer living in my city, which at least now i know
-being social and conversing with others
-being good a my job
-having model looks
-being cute
-ice cold water
-considerate people
-cuteness
-my grey coat
-buying some gifts for my boyfriend for the holiday
-getting some gifts for the cats in my life for the holiday
-colors
-entertainment
-my beauty
-how much i've grown as a person and will grow as a person
-being strong
-yoga
-becoming more flexible
-making and having goals
-setting intentions
-the breeze from leaving the balcony door open a bit
-shopping
-reflection
-connectedness
-smiling
-my child-like side
-buying some chic new yoga pants i wanted
-being productive
-my prada socks
-having great hair
-working on figuring out my problems
-decorations
-appreciation
-makeup
-art
-creativity
-blankets
-my phone
-my laptop
-the opportunities i've been given