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-having faith and surrender during this difficult time
-cold beverages
-my medications
-ibuprofen 800
-ab exercises
-kindness from others
-the breeze that comes in from my balcony window
-fashion
-coffee
-having beautiful hair
-reassurances
-being smart
-doing some reading
-turning to my spiritual roots to see how i can see all of this as a good thing, and the good in it, and the lessons i can garner from it
-good news about the virus and what's going on
-wearing my gucci socks today
-slippers
-having goals
-encouragement
-sleep
-rest
-water
-healthy digestion
-how amazing my skin looked yesterday
-entertainment
-taking some vitamins and having my apple cider vinegar supplement today
-vegan food
-candy
-following up on a refund i've been owed for awhile and getting it,and that they said they are sending me a gift of some cotton candy tubs(my favorite candy)
-doing some spiritual check in writing
-doing some writing for a possible book or article for someone's publication based on my life and making notes about it
-my phone
-the internet
-versace bright crystal perfume
-yoga
-blankets
-pillows
-self forgiveness
-my heart shaped rose quartz crystal
-having some alcohol samples of a new alcohol type i worked for yesterday
-roses
-my femininity
-cuteness
-cats
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-cotton candy
-dancing
-yoga
-physical exercise
-talking to M's husband today on the phone
-coffee
-rest
-getting the living room vaccumed
-having great hair
-relief efforts the U.S is saying there will be
-word search puzzles
-entertainment
-l cat being here and how pretty and cute she is
-trusting life
-my medications
-reflection
-seeing the positive in things
-positive news articles
-water
-aloe vera
-putting my humidifier on for a few hours
-the breeze coming in through the balcony window
-my balcony
-donating money to an animal charity yesterday
-fashion
-comedy
-cat hugs
-cuteness
-my phone
-having beautiful eyes
-staying motivated
-hope
-being smart
-thinking objectively
-colors
-great skincare products
-sending /buying a toy that my feral cats love to the cats at my mom's house
-learning
-blankets
-my lintbrush
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-cotton candy
-taking a nice deep sleep nap for a few hours today
-serendipity
-buying burberry socks online
-more good relief news in the U.S
-apple cider vinegar
-water
-the beautiful sounds L cat makes
-coffee
-buying cat litter and more things needed from store
-my phone
-making a self hypnosis audio
-fashion
-good skincare products
-being beautiful
-kindness
-community
-physical exercise
-dancing
-yoga
-getting my body stronger
-peaceful sounds
-an amazing journaling session
-chemical peels
-leg warmers
-blankets
-pillows
-the internet
-staying positive
-my recurring dream changing and becoming less violent
-great ideas
-inspiration
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-my weight dropping and clothes fitting loose from skipping meals
-light and lighting. nice lighting that can just change a mood so much.
-the breeze in my apartment from the balcony window
-cotton candy
-french toast
-potatoes
-that it was sunny out today
-putting my zygocactus in the sun today
-candy
-wearing spring time shoes(my slides) for the first time this year and season and how nice that felt
-walking to the grocery store
-my new textured face roller
-chemical peels
-how great my face and skin been looking
-wearing my leisure black track pants with leopard print on the sides today
-having great style
-good news
-lorazapam
-an acquaintance selflessly who is doing ok right now with finances with all the things shut down sending me $100. That was so beautiful and unexpected
-my laptop computer
-talking to my ex today on the phone
-blankets
-pillows
-sleep
-rest
-beautiful things
-being beautiful
-connecting more with my old acquaintance V yesterday but then he got weird on me again today
-showers
-cats
-cuteness
-hugs
-my phone and people to text
-newness
-learning
-calmness
-trying to be productive
-innovaton
-being smart
-having amazing hair
-hoodies
-surrendering
-being included in the relief package by my president
-peace
-feeling positive
-having a kind heart
-showering
-slippers
-m's husband being there for me and M
-peaceful sounds
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-community
-that i'm eligible for stimulus check coming and disaster unemployment assistance
-m's husband telling me to find out about an extra step i need to take since i didnt file taxes for the last two years
-cotton candy
-alcoholic beverages
-pills that calm me down and taking them safely
-music
-the breeze that comes in from my balcony window
-newness
-hot soothing tea
-face rollers for relieving tension and making me look youthful
-sleeping masks for face and lips
-apple cider vinegar and all it's benefits
-sleep
-being able to talk to m's husband
-having some trust in my government and in God
-feeling like this is all happening because God wants us to mediate
-new adidas socks
-that we don't have to pay rent and doing my part to help make protections for not having to pay rent during all this possible
-my phone
-my hair looking lighter
-my face looking young
-going for a walk today
-sunshine
-finding a really cool, chic laundry products and home cleaning products line and buying some
-getting another payment i'm supposed to make monthly deferred until june
-art
-inspiration
-staying strong
-motivation
-great lighting
-beautiful things
-blankets
-yoga
-learning
-discovering new things
-laughter and humor
-being kind to others
-cuteness
-fashion
-great deals
-the internet
-nightskies
-relaxation
-remembering nice things
-smiling
-meditation
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-colors
-relaxing
-reassurances
-indication that my unemployment assistance should be coming soon
-m's husband being more there for me lately it seems
-having a nice body
-having a nice young face
-blankets
-getting my almond milk iced latte today
-beautiful weather today
-friendly police officers at a store today
-m's husband buying me my majesty palm plant i love that i've been wanting again for awhile
-m's husband taking me to the bank further from the house so i can get out of the house for longer
-blankets
-ibuprofen 800
-pillows
-showering
-blow-drying my hair
-aloe vera
-water
-seeing toilet paper at the store by my house for the first time in awhile which was nice
-conversation
-pictures
-forgiveness
-my gucci shades
-my rose face face spray
-brushing my hair
-my givenchy slides
-my great taste
-realizing there's a lot i have to work on
-being an adult
-music
-thinking of the positive sides to things
-cuteness
-fashion
-making little efforts to make my life better, cheer myself up
-being able to think for myself
-plants
-beauty
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-plants
-colors
-beautiful weather today
-staying determined to make today an ok day and succeeding
-getting something indicating my unemployment is on the way
-my beautiful majesty palm plant and how much happier it makes my house feel
-meditating and writing affirmations on my balcony today
-reassurances
-calming down
-ice cold water
-nightskies
-naps
-yoga
-entertainment
-beauty
-brushing my hair
-deep cleansing breaths
-inspiration
-reaching out to people on social media
-baby wipes
-m's husband to reach out to
-baby wipes
-beauty products
-femininity
-painting my toenails with my new chanel nail polish since i cant get a pedicure right now
-smiling
-peace
-nice lighting
-looking on the bright side of things
-being able to think for myself
-imagining myself as beautiful
-nightskies
-the breeze by my balcony window
-cleaning out my promo closet
-the internet
-entertainment
-the hair lightening process i've been doing working
-art
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-plants
-my majesty palm plant
-flowers
-sleep
-going to the bank again today and getting my new account usable, somewhat
-heart-warming stories
-cuteness
-ice cold water
-getting some progress done on cleaning my promo closet
-ideas
-good tasting food
-talking to people online
-brushing my hair
-yoga
-surrender
-positive news stories
-iced almond milk lattes
-entertainment
-aloe vera
-feeling relaxed
-candy
-toning my body
-the breeze that comes through my balcony window
-donating money to an animal charity the other day
-colors
-the internet
-making effort
-thinking positive
-staying strong
-positive things to daydream about
-pictures
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-candy
-peaceful sounds
-taking my workouts more seriously and feeling a result from it and seeing the beginnings of a result
-bad things turning into good things
-sweating from working out
-that i have funds now from my overdraft protection to pay my rent
-that the president briefings sound optimistic about re-opening the country
-doing the turbo tax thing to try and get my stimulus check quicker
-being productive and staying informed.
-fashion
-sunshine
-hyaluronic acid
-surrendering and turning to God
-prayer
-meditation
-cats
-pictures
-after finding out one of my accounts was closed unexpectedly and through no fault of my own, getting a new one open and now with more funds without having to keep effort on that one at the moment but just having more funds now when i need them
-the breeze that comes through my balcony window
-good music to dance to
-m's husband helping me today and being nice to me
-supporting friends
-ordering my mom two cat litter boxes and sending them to her
-my rose face mist
-iced almond milk lattes
-getting the new toilet seat installed. had to exchange the pink as it was too long, but now have a classy looking wood one that makes my bathroom look much nicer then it did before
-hand wash
-optimism and seeing the silver lining
-being resourceful and creative
-animals
-my femininity
-my rose quartz heart
-getting another payment deferred today
-nice lighting
-sleep
-having a young looking face
-water
-plants
-flowers
-community
-learning
-reading
-new experiences
-smiling
-laughing
-kindness
-my balcony
-remembering pleasant memories
-nightskies
-the air getting cleaner from the lockdowns
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-h cat now being in my posession, found, and has been to vet and doing all i can to heal him. he looks better then this morning and i am so grateful to God for bring H cat to us, and able to get him to the vet
-learning
-tapering off my anxiety meds. finally making the decision and doing it. going back on a simpler antidepressant
-physical exercise
-the taste of sweets
-the power of love
-my voice on audio recordings seeming to help H cat
-people who are being there for me through the hardships i've had lately
-taking things a little at a time
-taking risks
-finding a loose little dog, and bringing it to my house after not being able to find where it lives, and having it reunited with it's owners within a few hours
-deciding to buy a rainbow bridge pop up card after finding out the woman across the street from me's dog had passed on after an incident i was somewhat witness to. I thought her dog was fine but her husband or boyfriend told me and M the dog ended up dying. I felt so bad and inclined to get her the card which should arrive soon.
-blankets
-clean clothes
-showering
-brushing my hair
-compliments
-being smart
-caring people
-deleting all my phone numbers except for very few such as essential numbers
-beautiful weather
-music
-relief
-saying how i feel sometimes
-having a caring heart
-nightskies
-finding a stain remover finally that works on mustard.
-getting some refunds on things i never got or that didn't work out well
-calmness
-colors
-being there for others
-cuddling
-my pink heart shaped rose quartz
-taking breaks
-naps
-prayer
-my rose face spray
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-h cat's teeth looking less yellow now
-h cat curling up in a ball and letting me hold in my arms while we lay down and rest, and he has his arm around me
-h cat drinking water(that i dosed with lysine) for almost a full minute today. The first time i seen him do that on his own since i've been nursing him
-h cat letting out a nice relaxed looking yawn when i went to go check on him last
-getting my stimulus check
-music
-entertainment
-my rose face mist
-tapering off my anxiety med dose and being on a simpler antidepressant now
-self forgiveness
-doing a little workout
-the new vet we took h cat to
-h cat's eyes clearing up from the mucus for the most part and being able to see his beautiful eyes
-my conviction
-taking risks
-sweet beverages
-natural healing
-beautiful weather
-M's husband being there for H cat and helping him
-stretches
-coffee
-the internet
-research
-socks
-blankets
-seeing some little signs of normalcy and the country reopening
-being an independent thinker
-looking young
-being smart
-the power of love
-feeling my feelings
-working on organizing my bed and closet
-my femininity
-touch
-hope
-kindness
-finding a little dog loose the other day and bringing it home with me and being able to find it's owners within a few hours
-getting a beautiful rainbow bridge card for a neighbor who's dog had passed on a few weeks ago that i found out about
-comedy
-laughing at life
-fashion
-getting an appt for lip injections for next month
-getting another credit card payment deferred
-trying to live a heart-centered existence
-my taste in things and cleverness
-cleaning products
-my pink prada sunglasses
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-looking younger lately
-hearing things about the country possibly re-opening
-my new givenchy pink slides
-banana twinkies
-smiling
-being youthful
-being able to think for myself
-heart-warming animal stories
-having great style
-H cat eating and drinking again and having more energy and his eyes looking less red
-cuteness
-love
-how friendly the neighborhood seemed when i went for a walk yesterday and the neighbor i gave a card to who's dog had passed on thanking me and introducing me to her new dog
-art
-music
-fashion
-focusing more on fitness and self-care
-feeling my feelings
-great design
-showering
-my banana scented leave in conditioner spray
-apple cider vinegar
-being smart
-beauty
-being productive
-beautiful weather yesterday
-walking
-kindness
-entertainment
-cleaning
-having a sense of humor
-having great hair
-having goals
-inspiration
-trees
-colors
-blankets
-buying some great deals from the maker of botox that was on sale
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-entertainment
-inspiration
-keeping my mind strong
-H cat feeling less bony and having more energy and playing a little
-my time freeze peptide water sleeping mask
-my lips being more moisturized today
-my burberry sweats
-ab exercises
-naps
-detoxing
-being smart
-being mature
-my skin looking glowy and young lately
-art
-physical exercise
-doing laundry
-how healthy my hair is
-going with m's husband for drive and to pick up some stuff
-being happy for others
-blankets
-beauty
-my internet
-hot guys
-compassion
-sir kensington chipotle fabanaise
-coffee
-banana twinkies
-brushing my hair
-my sense of style
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-having a nice chest
-having new hair
-my femininity
-having a caring heart
-flattery
-coffee
-H cat jumping better
-learning
-H cat's eyes looking a lot better
-cuteness
-H's cat's cuteness and personality
-ativan
-water
-rest
-breaks
-news about my unemployment
-getting more deferral on one of my credit cards
-my new daybed
-having great taste
-H cat having more energy
-prayer
-my creativity
-my intelligence
-my sense of style
-my beauty
-cbd oil
-trying vitamin c supplementation for H cat
-beauty
-inspiration
-cuddling with H cat
-love
-pillows
-lip balm
-hyaluronic acid
-clean clothes
-showering
-doing laundry
-sweeping the dining room floor
-having goals and desires
-pleasant memories
-ideas
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-H cat gaining weight and eating and drinking.
-H cat having more energy
-being strong
-H cat having a vet appt tomorrow
-cbd oil
-being able to take care of and heal H cat
-showering
-mopping the dining room floor
-having great style
-weight going down slightly
-doing well on a smaller dose of my anxiety medication now
-walking
-that i can apply for my unemployment assistance tomorrow
-coffee
-doing a journaling session on my balcony last evening that was very helpful
-stretching
-being smart
-fashion
-music
-being an inspiration to others
-being helpful
-disinfectants
-looking like a model
-beauty
-goals
-hard seltzer
-detoxing
-my conviction
-clean clothes
-getting another financial thing deferred until july
-my creativity
-being resourceful
-looking young
-blankets
-towels
-sleep
-sweets
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-entertainment
-H cat's fever being gone
-vet saying H cat looks a lot better
-naps
-stretching
-weight dropping
-successfully tapering off to a lower dose of my anxiety medicine
-hyaluronic acid
-the internet
-being nice
-having great style
-applying for states' unemployment finally for self employed people
-felines
-coffee
-showering
-clean clothes
-ordering a cute eyeshadow palette i wanted
-getting some art statement totebags i wanted
-blankets
-pillows
-rest
-calmness
-feeling like everything will be ok
-my phone
-my maturity and growing as a person
-sunshine
-healing
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-redecorating and putting things in new places
-cleaning
-ideas
-newness
-having nice hair
-getting vegan burger king meal for lunch/dinner today
-water
-doing laundry
-surrendering
-cuteness
-laughing
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-tissues
-wash scrubs
-towels
-disinfectants
-cleaning products
-water
-blankets
-the fresh breeze coming in
-cold beverages
-sunshine
-walking nightskies
-resting
-H cat's sneezing and leaking nose cutting down dramatically
-H cat's eyes looking so much better
-looking so young
-hair ties
-showering
-peaceful sounds
-music
-deciding to add botox to my upcoming appt and taking selfies to study what i want to get done at my next appt
-having beautiful eyes
-entertainment
-colors
-beauty
-trees
-buying more hair bleach and a hair mask for my hair
-succeeding in the semi detox of my anxiety medication
-chivalry
-retinol serum
-that the world is becoming kinder to animals
-cuteness
-optimism
-my beauty
-laughing
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-washing my face
-having great hair
-gaining more confidence
-new styles
-doing a great job with my semi-detox
-colors
-water
-coloring
-self-care
-yoga
-my black with leopard print stripe track pants
-looking so young
-having great style
-H cat and how much better he is doing
-my governor banning filing of evictions right now
-certifying for my unemployment assistance
-walking
-healing
-pleasant memories
-hugging H cat
-cuteness
-cleaning products
-that i might be able to go get my eyebrows threaded in 2 weeks
-music
-my balcony
-sunshine
-beautiful weather
-night skies
-newness
-peace
-feeling my feelings
-rest
-smiling
-coffee
-innovation
-the internet
-being strong
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-H cat doing about 93% better and thriving
-taking back my confidence after the harassement that triggered my ptsd.
-going for a 2 mile walk
-clear blue skies
-seeing cats, bunnies, and other animals
-coffee
-getting my hair lighter
-having beautiful eyes
-that more things are opening in less then 2 weeks and restrictions have been loosened
-that i should be able to get my eyebrows threaded in less then 2 weeks
-that i can get my botox, lips, and filler in june
-having great style
-beauty products
-the internet
-that i should have my unemployment anyday now
-smiling
-having amazing cheekbones
-having amazing lips
-my venus dimples
-rest
-self-care
-H cat being so cuddly
-groceries in the house
-M's husband being nice
-doing good with semi-detoxing
-coloring
-blankets
-sleep
-cuteness
-humor and comedy
-trees
-water
-newness
-still trying to file the police report
-relaxation
-getting black garbage bags to deter the tenant who harassed me from going through my garbage
-being smart
-being able to think independently
-inspiration
-yoga and stretching
-pictures
-innovation
-having thick healthy hair
-my fabric refresh spray
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-sleeping face masks
-rest
-water
-drinking more water
-apple cider vinegar
-H cat's eyes looking so much more relaxed
-H cat playing more
-the breeze by my balcony window
-going for a 2 mile round trip walk
-succeeding in my semi detox
-sunshine
-clear blue skies
-trees
-colors
-entertainment
-face rolling
-my beauty
-yoga
-enjoying the feeling of getting stronger, more flexible, and more aesthetic looking
-H cat getting his cbd cat treats in the mail and liking them
-my unemployment looking to come in anyday now
-doing laundry
-taking out the trash
-saying a prayer for the little dead bird i seen today and putting a gold rose from my house by the bird
-meditating
-relaxation
-night skies
-showering
-cuteness
-cuddles with H cat
-embracing newness
-my daybed
-sleep
-optimism
-being creative
-being smart
-looking young
-moisturizers
-sending out emails
-doing "activism" by emailing senators, alderman and such about issues
-having great lips
-blankets
-vibrancy
-slippers
-smiling
-being a nice person
-healing
-the internet
-my phone
-having great hair
-being strong
-fashion
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-H cat looking and feeling so much better
-being creative
-going for a nice 2 mile walk
-feeling more energetic and more upbeat from increasing my movement
-my digestion improving
-drinking more water
-aloe vera
-apple cider vinegar
-H cat liking the cbd treats i got him
-ice cold water
-coffee
-getting my power back
-my unemployment coming in any day now
-sweating and releasing endoprhins
-colors
-pictures
-cuteness
-bonding with H cat
-trees
-sunshine
-vacuuming the living room floor
-shedding away old layers of me and becoming new
-my sense of style
-discovering new things
-my beauty
-my stomach getting flatter
-vegan cherry garcia ben and jerrys ice cream
-tangerine flavored mikes hard lemonade
-sleep
-sleeping masks
-having great hair
-adidas socks
-my butt getting more toned and rounded
-looking so young
-blankets
-my daybed
-beauty
-being a nice person
-relaxing
-setting positive intentions
-my feral cats
-my femininity
-fun
-my moms cat and brothers cat and moms dog
-phone calls from m's husband
-being unique
-hip stretches
-being smart
-my rose water face mist
-humor and laughing
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-freedom
-cuddles with H cat
-how cute H cat is
-how healthy H cat's eyes look
-having my unemployment now
-getting a response from my alderman today
-taking my vitamins
-sleep
-going for a walk
-after being called a "------- -----" and having "mental issues" the tenant who harassed me sent the cops over to apologize and said he said things he shouldn't have and will leave me alone and that he knows my family friend politely asked him to leave me alone and the police reassured saying no he didn't file a report he just wanted to apologize and doesn't want any trouble. it was weird, but at least it had him admitting he was wrong.
-having a vet appt for H cat tommorow
-drinking more water
-coffee
-going for my walk that's aiming for miles now
-feeling my lower body getting more toned
-cleaning products
-having healthy hair
-my retinol serum with argan oil. it feels so luxe using it.
-a rainbow appearing on my wall over my decal that says dreams do come true from the sun shining in my house
-lighting
-being nice
-transforming into a new person
-all the funds i have available for fillers and botox
-my rose water face mist
-being smart
-cleaning the walls some
-colors
-design
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-being consistent with doing things for weight loss
-the internet
-being realistic with myself
-being strong
-yoga
-getting my power back
-hope
-detoxing
-newness
-passion
-looking like a baby doll
-being unique
-being open minded
-having done some cool things in my life
-feeling my feelings
-my balcony
-baby wipes
-finding enjoyment in the little things
-being productive
-ideas
-my sense of style
-love
-smiling
-my creativity
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-vegan food
-beauty products
-pillows
-getting a lot done today
-having my unemployment money now
-H cat gaining 4 lbs. Made my day
-a rainbow showing up on my wall over one of my inspirational wall decals from the sun and taking a photo of it
-being creative
-appreciating the little things
-sleeping masks
-inspirational videos
-walking
-getting laundry done
-H cat looking more relaxed today
-iced lattes
-going to whole foods today
-getting more flexible
-a new way to take my detoxing a step further
-drinking more water
-air conditioning
-laughing
-amusement
-being able to think independently
-fashion and style
-feeling more energized and positive
-sleep
-sunshine
-trees
-vibrancy
-self nourishment
-m's husbands help
-my endurance increasing
-cuddles with H cat
-colors
-my face seeming like it looked slightly thinner today
-having great bone structure
-looking so young
-being a nonconformist
-meditative thoughts
-rest
-taking my vitamins
-being a nice person
-heartwarming animal stories
-cuteness
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-feeling good
-the weather cooling down
-my walks making my mindset feeling better
-buying a neon heart light
-H cat looking better and his fur regrowing and knowing we will heal his skin
-drinking more water
-coffee
-washing my hair
-showering
-my track pants with the leopard print side panel
-cuteness
-love
-losing the slightest bit of weight and feeling my clothes fit just the slightest bit better
-sleep
-vegan food
-mike's hard lemonade tangerine flavor
-moisturizers
-cleaning products
-stretches
-rest
-paying off a bill i had deferred the last few months
-mailing my rent check today
-being smart
-being able to think independently
-going down now to no more then 3/4 of my normal dose of my ativan compared to the full dose every third day which i feel really good about
-the internet
-being friendly
-fashion and style
-finding an adorable cat family pop-up card and including H cat's picture to send to the vet as a thank you
-my beauty
-pulling my hair back in a ponytail
-the breeze from the balcony
-relaxation
-buying a cooling cat bowl for the feral cats
-blankets
-light and lighting
-beauty
-inspiration
-my holographic galaxy rose
-the country opening up little by little
-my unemployment funds
-optimism
-being creative
-utilizing my resources
-newness
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-going for my walk by miles even though i felt a little anxiety this time. my walk by miles has so far made my clothes fit very slightly better, brought me more endurance, more energy, and increased mood, and a little increase in flexibility.
-being kind
-being smart
-tissue salts. wow. i had bad allergies yesterday and a little bit today, and that helped the most with making them go away. impressed.
-blankets
-sunshine
-trees
-enjoying the blonding process of my hair and how much younger it makes me look
-kindness
-all the cute and funny things H cat does
-fashion and style
-my unemployment funds
-how great my hair looks and feels
-gift boxes
-getting my burberry hoodie i ordered in the mail
-vegan food
-reflection
-feeling my feelings
-my moschino so fresh perfume
-setting intentions
-hydrocodone
-cleanliness
-rest
-love
-hope
-
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-the guy who moved in below me and i finally having a moment, two actually that brought us together and had us exchange numbers and hang out, get drunk and hook up. He also revealed he was watching me before he came in the 2nd time yesterday and seen me get my vegan burgers by asking how are they and then telling me he was watching me and was actually going to stop at the gas station before he came home, but seen me and changed his mind because he wanted to try and run into me in the hallway. it was perfect how we ended up running into each other that 2nd time. Definitely seemed the universe brought it together! And, we have been getting along really well since.
-rest
-water
-being able to think for myself
-rational-minded people speaking up about the craziness going on
-ibuprofen
-the neighbor across the street being so sweet and coming to my door in tears saying she heard about what my neighbor who harassed me did to me, calling me a little girl and telling me she misjudged me in the past,and wants to be my friend and will be there for me. I hung out with her last night, and she revealed that the neighbor harassing me did it because he wants to sleep with me which once i've told people that she said that, everyone has told me well that's obvious.
-having beautiful hair
-D the guy below me making me feel attractive yesterday and sharing kisses
-kindness of others
-H cat looking great and thriving
-coffee
-showering
-makeup
-sleep
-my new burberry hoodie and how beautiful it is
-that my city is moving into the next phase of reopening
-air conditioning
-having a caring heart
-deciding to buy a fitbit to motivate myself more for losing weight and moving more
-skinny pictures of me
-cuddles with H cat
-being smart
-being confident my looks can only get better now from here with the way i'm doing fitness, getting a fitbit, the blondifying process looking better and going to the next stage of it in a week or two, being able to go get my eyebrows threaded this week, having my lips, filler, and botox appt next week, detoxing from my anxiety meds, etc, etc
-being easy on myself
-my phone
-paying off bills and catching up on rent
-smiling
-being considered cute
-clean clothes
-
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-being sweet
-having someone to talk to that i have things in common with
-sleeping masks
-my sense of fashion
-going on an empowered walk today
-iced almond milk lattes
-my burberry hoodie
-things chilling out
-finding out the nail salon i like by my house is open tomorrow
-rest
-showers
-the vet saying H cat can now have visitors
-getting my eyebrows threaded the other day
-talking to my most recent ex J tonight
-sunshine
-drinking more water
-M's husband taking me to get out of the house yesterday and see how things are and having some normality after tense times of very unnormality
-blankets
-reassurances
-how my hair looks
-people being kind
-trying to save a kitten yesterday with M's husband yesterday
-bath salt bombs to detox
-beauty
-unique beauty
-compliments
-being asked out by a guy who is chivalrous and will send a lyft to get me and said we could go to the ♥♥♥♥♥ tower balcony for dinner and watch the sunset at his place and he can show me his artwork and he also offered to hire me for something
-having beautiful eyes
-colors
-self nourishment
-beautiful things
-my femininiy
-my child-like side
-laughing at life
-tissue salts
-indian food
-chivalry
-peaceful sounds
-peace
-being smart
-being of help
-
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-rest
-trying out my fitbit
-sour patch chips ahoy cookies
-doing an intention setting exercise
-buying myself a gucci purse last night
-losing weight
-sunshine
-the weather cooling down
-smiling
-having beautiful hair
-compliments
-being treated like a woman
-my femininity
-expressing my feelings
-protein rich foods
-nourishment
-my sense of style
-cuteness
-humor
-trying to make a positive difference
-drinking more water
-eating smaller portions
-colors
-my clothes starting to fit better
-great design
-donating to charity
-talking on the phone to a friend
-being considered beautiful
-my retinol hand serum
-love
-compassion
-fun
-working on being more empowered
-flowers
-plants
-being empathetic
-being able to think for myself
-yoga
-squats
-looking very young
-working on loving and accepting myself
-my unemployment funds
-beauty products
-cleaning
-clean clothes
-
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-seeing my stomach start to flatten out
-my clothes fitting better
-L cat and H cat nose kissing twice so far that i've seen now
-H cat not being scared of L cat
-my fitbit
-going for longer walks now
-finding an amount of ativan i can lower down to that isn't uncomfortable
-catching up on sleep
-water
-drinking more water
-eating a lot less
-my femininity
-masculinity
-having beautiful hair
-having beautiful eyes
-having more energy lately and endurance
-my moschino so fresh pink couture perfume
-having a new gucci purse coming to me this week
-my retinol hand serum
-new cleaning products i've tried that work great
-being a nice person
-being smart
-being able to to think for myself
-talking to my therapist today
-considering taking a strong anxiety medication on an as needed basis to help with the stress from the riots and being harassed by my neighbor
-my hydrating lip peel
-my spray sunblock with hyaluronic acid
-cuteness
-having a ride to my appointment tomorrow
-my gucci socks
-showering
-my phone
-having a great eye for aesthetics
-the lights off and blinds shut for relaxing
-taking my power back
-plants
-colors
-nightskies
-things calming down
-smiling
-squats
-yoga
-cleaning my yoga mat
-face mists
-art
-hope
-sleeping masks
-deciding to buy a new litter box since H cat keeps kicking his litter out of the box
-my unemployment funds
-pillows
-blankets
-air conditioning
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-defending myself after the attacks my most recent ex
-going to a fun shop today which was a new experience
-the vegan breakast sandwich i had today
-cuteness
-M's husband taking me to get out of the house today when i was upset
-new guy D seeming to want to work things out with me when i was upset today
-squats
-paying my mom's phone bill today
-my new gucci purse
-sunshine
-coffee
-hydrocodone
-reassurances and support
-being kind
-neighbors helping me when my mom accidentally locked me out of my apartment and it took me over 20 minutes to figure out which key to use to get the lock she locked on me open
-my new lips, botox,and filler
-being beautiful
-my hair
-my eyes
-showering
-starting to sleep better again
-self forgiveness
-shopping
-my confidence growing
-blankets
-weather cooling down a bit
-hairties
-being able to relax
-face mists
-my unemployment funds
-beauty products
-
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-letting go
-going for my fitbit walk today
-my hair bleaching process going very well last night
-my new gucci purse
-killing all the flies
-nice weather today
-water
-sleep
-my insomnia going away
-having more energy and endurance now
-ideas
-squats
-tissue salts
-Horus being playful and having a lot of energy
-blankets
-nightskies
-cat cuddles
-my retinol hand cream
-the olive oil hair mask i use for my hair especially after bleaching it
-ideas
-a girl in my industry offering to brainstorm together with me career ideas
-newness
-fashion
-music
-tangerine mike's hard lemonades
-protein rich foods
-nourhshment
-cleaning
-taking all the garbage out last night and today
-diffusing lavender in my humidifier
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-aloe vera
-upping my walks to 5 miles
-H cat cuddling with me and waking up to him behind my head
-finding marbles for H cat to play with
-how pretty my cats are
-my new blonde hair color
-my insomnia going away
-protein rich foods
-water
-fitting into my clothes better and into clothes i couldn't a week ago
-talking things out with D and him saying he has feelings for me and not seeming to want me to go away
-being nice
-ordering some fendi joggers
-marbles
-hope
-kindness
-the internet
-tapering off my ativan so successfully
-great beauty products
-being productive
-creativity
-getting caught up on beauty and wellness appointments
-
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-talking to my older neighbor D who i havent seen in awhile
-doing good with taking space from neighbor D i started a thing with after we had an argument and talked things out last night
-naps
-compromise
-surrender
-night skies
-meditation
-clarity
-ideas
-baby wipes
-naps
-calmness
-squats
-blankets
-makeup
-my fit
-my unemployment
-H cat being sweet and making me laugh
-my balcony
-H cat laying on L cat
-how cute L and H cat are
-aloe vera
-water
-people speaking up against the mob mentality
-kindness
-art
-ideas
-sleeping masks
-water
-
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-people who do good things
-being a kind person
-doing my 5 mile walk today
-my lower body getting more toned
-my new fendi joggers
-H cat doing well back home
-getting pictures of H cat at home
-sleeping more
-feeling my feelings
-colors
-ice cold water
-being strong
-being motivated
-air conditioning
-cleaning
-being a thoughtful person
-my beauty products
-squats
-booking a life coaching session
-starting a new animal advocacy project
-that D, the guy below me i like is thoughtful and sweet
-aloe vera
-more people speaking out against mob mentality
-my new adidas socks
-smiling
-more things coming back to normal
-having goals
-sending stuff to my dad for father's day
-finally buying some frames i needed
-fashion
-pillows
-
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-being smart
-being patient
-being kind
-aloe vera
-hydrocodone
-face rolling
-certifying for unemployment
-updating and job searching on linkedin
-cold water
-startbucks almond milk chilled espresso beverage from the grocery store
-music
-having amazing fashion sense
-taking some new pics for social media
-opening myself up to aliveness
-finishing reading a book i've been working on since last year
-doing a yin yoga session from youtube i like
-wearing my pink givenchy slides for the first time
-doing laundry
-self acceptance
-sleep
-H cat doing very well back with the other cats
-having beautiful eyes
-being considered beautiful
-
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-relaxation
-meditation
-ordering a iced latte and beyond sausage breakfast sandwich to my place
-getting a ride to the grocery store today
-having great hair
-that i think D downstairs cares about me. And to just surrender and let go with my confusion
-nightskies
-air conditioning
-being beautiful
-having great fashion sense
-buying some luxurious pink roses for my birthday coming up
-fashion
-prayer
-yoga
-being smart
-sleep
-rest
-deciding the next step for my weight loss is a soda pop detox
-my femininity
-the internet
-my neon heart lamp
-getting my H cat print framed
-massage
-
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-that D seems to care, and tries and doesnt want me gone
-my abs being sore
-yoga
-walking 5 miles today
-my fitbit
-a shirt i bought earlier in the year that didn't fit me nicely, fitting me better today. More weight loss progress. :)
-love
-apple cider vinegar
-cutting down on soda and succeeding so far
-drinking a quart of water when i woke up
-having beautiful hair
-sleep
-naps
-applying to jobs
-emailing a contact about something business related
-my fabric refresh spray
-fashion
-nice weather today
-quality skincare products
-being beautiful
-my heart shaped neon light
-people seeming to wake up about the riots and things going on
-indian food
-cleaning products
-relaxation
-ibuprofen
-showers
-makeup
-self care
-being a nice person
-appreciation
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-starbucks almond milk refrigerated cafe latte from the grocery store
-a new song coming out from one of my favorite music artists that i love
-the smell of sandalwood
-
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-more people waking up to what's going on with the terrorist attacks in the U.S
-prayer
-indian food
-sleep
-cutting down on soda
-my clothes starting to fit better
-my breasts and arms slimming out
-my stomach slimming out
-drinking more water
-coffee
-having beautiful hair
-D downstairs and i having a normal conversation and telling him one of my apprehensions and him seeming to care what i think and wanting to fix the issue
-yin yoga
-doing some toning workout for the lower body
-doing laundry
-looking younger and refreshed
-sleeping masks
-deodorant
-comedy
-applying to some more jobs today
-having nice lips
-the breeze and beautiful color of the sky and the rainbow i seen on my balcony after a storm
-laughing
-nourishment
-self care
-being kind
-intelligence
-my neon heart lamp
-
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-sleep
-naps
-water
-drinking more water and less soda
-aloe vera
-looking younger
-M's husband coming by to take me to get out of the house for awhile
-H cat doing well
-air conditioning
-prayer
-meditating
-M's husband saying i look a little slimmer
-yoga
-massage
-good skincare products
-fitness
-entertainment
-comedy
-night skies
-doing a writing exercise to clarify what i want
-fashion
-my antidepressant
-having great taste
-vegan protein foods
-self nourishment
-justice
-empathy
-laughing at life
-
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-staying strong despite everything having gone wrong today
-my face being unique
-embracing my slight crazy
-having m's husband in my life
-hope
-my neon heart lamp
-walking for 6 miles today
-my hair color
-drinking a lot of water
-air conditioning
-sleep
-deleting all my phone numbers except a few essential ones again
-my lip mask
-new opportunities for first career coming up
-making a new hypnosis audio for myself yesterday
-yoga
-my face slimming out
-being considered attractive
-my arms slimming out
-good prices
-cleaning products
-being smart
-
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-seeing people being creative and positive
-innovation
-my new blonde hair
-how healthy and thick my hair is
-a new selfie to post on social media for the first time in awhile
-having a baby face
-filler and botox
-having great lips
-great skincare products
-getting a hydro to calm me down today
-visiting my feral cats today
-my new edgy gap teeth and stars sunglasses edgy t-shirt handmade in los angeles
-fashion
-my sense of style
-m's husband taking me to get out of the house for awhile
-water
-sleep
-being strong after what D downstairs did to me and giving him a piece of my mind after what he said
-giving D downstairs the stuff i was planning to give him anyways by leaving it in a bag by his door before i went to bed
-pillows
-blankets
-water
-getting more opportunities with first career thing i do
-starting my own creative venture with my stickers for animal advocacy i designed arriving and putting them on a few poles today
-feeling excitement for life
-growing as a person
-cleaning and doing laundry today
-cleaning products
-yoga
-physical exercise
-my arms slimming out
-surrendering
-my muscles being nice and sore from working out
-finding a new book to buy
-smiling
-getting my baby pink venus et fleur roses in the mail
-being a caring person
-deleting all my phone numbers to start fresh
-leaving a voice mail about the air conditioner
-self-care
-seeing l cat so at bliss outside living her life today
-cuteness
-how nice it is for my clothes to fit a little better
-my creativity
-my talent
-
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-my beauty
-having a new look
-positive people supporting others
-the day having a positive feel in the air
-my neighbor across the street calling me to come down and including me today
-cuteness
-having a caring heart
-pills to calm down
-nightskies
-air conditioning
-sleep
-good skincare products
-my dad cash-apping me some money
-fireworks
-water
-fun
-self forgiveness
-my new gucci purse
-physical exercise
-the weather feeling nicer outside
-my lip beauty products
-blankets
-pillows
-cleaning
-my new birthday baby pink roses
-kindness
-my neon heart lamp
-my balcony
-surrendering
-becoming more creative again little by little
-my intelligence
-my style
-figuring out how to make the apartment cooler with the a.c
-my arms slimming out
-having a unique model look
-being a creative
-
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-hope
-m's husband being back from the hospital and being ok
-H cat looking not too bad at all last time i seen him
-cuteness
-love
-hyaluronic acid
-being blonde now and how good it's been looking
-fashion
-my sense of style
-m being there for me once her husband got sick the last days and being nice and reasonable
-m giving me money the other day and taking me with her to class
-the decision i made to get undereye filler earlier in the month
-water
-xanax
-how vibrant colors and visually everything looks on xanax
-getting back to my fitbit walks
-air conditioning
-doing all my dishes tonight
-vegan sausage breakfast sandwiches
-that it seems like the disaster unemployment will be extended
-the starbucks frappucino drink i like made vegan with vanilla flavoring and a touch of raspberry and espresso shots
-nightskies
-my balcony
-humor
-friendly people
-makeup
-looking good without makeup
-yoga
-humor
-things that make smile
-appreciating the little things
-lip sleeping masks
-my beauty
-having a nice body
-feeling confident enough to wear a tank top outside the house today
-face rollers and eye massage
-my face looking very youthful today
-ibuprofen
-being proactive and taking activism causes for things i care about
-my burberry hoodie
-hairties
-inspiration
-art
-flowers
-beauty
-trees
-the sky
-holistic wellness and treatments
-getting some bills deferred
-
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-fashion
-body acceptance
-chargers
-water
-doing a fitbit walk today
-talking to M's husband today on the phone
-prayer
-reading a few pages of my new book
-xanax
-people finding me attractive
-working on forgiveness
-nightskies
-shorts
-the undereye filler i got earlier this month
-speaking up for myself in heated voicemails and email to building manager after getting a shady notice on my door
-being smart
-my hair color
-my abs starting to look more sculpted
-bug repellant spray
-air conditioning working better
-getting the chair i didnt want refunded
-my wit
-smiling
-flowers
-botox and filler
-being smart
-
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-making somewhat amends with D, the guy i was hooking up with last month
-water
-handwashing clothes
-getting that time of the month
-M's husband doing better and talking to him on the phone today
-standing up for myself
-H cat doing better
-yin yoga
-great deals
-listening to some solar plexus and theta beats music
-clothes being slightly looser today
-inspiration
-air conditioning
-peace
-being smart
-thinking for myself
-fillers and botox
-doing a smidge of dance cardio today
-my large rose quartz heart crystal
-entertainment
-
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-self-awareness
-trying to be objective
-coffee at home
-the weather being cooler
-having my a.c off
-injections, fillers, and cosmetic procedures
-stretching
-my new joggers
-weight going down and fasting getting easier
-vitamin c and zinc
-my balcony
-knowing i have resources to better myself, and my healing
-my retinol hand serum
-talking to M's husband on the phone
-deciding to turn to God and surrender
-cleaning
-getting groceries last night
-my endurance picking up and getting back on track with fitness again
-going for a walk with M last night and her friend
-focusing on my self-nourishment
-trying to trust God and let go
-deciding after some last reflection later tonight i'm going no contact with D, because he plays too many games and is trying to do things to make me feel jealous
-the sale i made on poshmark recently
-the last hookup i had with D last week when i turned to him. I told i wanted to be alliances and was ready to be friends. I was stressed about drama from neighbor across the street and he invited me over and i said as friends and we ended up hooking up and it was mostly really good.
-D's kisses. He's one of the best kissers.
-feeling a little better today
-having nice curves
-my confidence going up little by little and empowerment
-fashion
-eyeliner
-clean clothes
-water
-cleaning products
-self compassion
-thinking for myself
-compliments
-having nice hair
-being smart
-yoga
-cuteness
-being a giving person
-being kind
-
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-being strong
-prayer
-getting up to 5 miles again in walking
-clothes starting to fit a little better again
-seeing D downstairs seemed to be home all day today
-meditation
-clarity
-M's husband being done with his quarantine today
-doing laundry today
-getting my eyebrows threaded today
-getting pink balloons today
-fashion
-letting my confidence come back and sense of empowerment
-taking things one day at a time
-colors
-my gucci purse i bought this summer
-my balcony
-being able to leave my a.c off and the weather cooling off some
-nightskies
-my fabric refresh spray
-makeup
-sleep
-friendliness
-music
-cuteness
-water
-
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-my strength
-hope
-ativan
-naps
-walking 5 miles today
-things working out for my mom today
-the weather cooling off a bit
-fashion
-sleeping masks
-under-eye filler
-my fitbit
-clothes fitting better on me and looser
-getting enough funds in my account to write a rent check tomorrow
-water
-coffee
-colors
-having a great eye
-my rose face primer
-my retinol hand serum
-meditation
-prayer
-being kind
-being smart
-being forgiving
-my neon heart lamp
-blankets
-doing some reading in my book on forgiveness and trying to apply the principles in my mind
-buying some lip balms today
-sweeping the kitchen floor and cleaning the walls
-lysol spray
-self-compassion
-motivation
-taking things one day at a time
-massage
-mantras
-
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-healing
-air conditioning
-walking 5 miles
-my hair
-being peace
-mopping my kitchen floor
-fashion
-losing weight
-mailing a rent check today
-fashion
-being productive
-prayer
-meditation
-affirmations
-being smart
-showers
-water
-coffee
-progress on next relief bill finally starting to happen
-having a ride for tomorrow
-nice weather today
-music
-laughter
-charcoal toothpaste
-sportsbras
-colors
-how vivid colors are on xanax
-having nice curves
-self compassion
-getting better about taking my vitamins
-my fitbit
-support from others
-being a nice person
-hyaluronic acid
-my retinol hand serum
-art
-inspiration
-
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-staying strong
-staying logical
-being able to think for myself
-M's husband taking me out to lunch today
-my hair color
-my face looking slimmer
-hair ties
-my fashion sense
-having a kind heart
-my neon heart lamp
-sleep
-meditation
-reflection
-my new shirt from asos
-my gucci purse i wore today
-getting groceries and quarters today
-water
-coffee
-my pills
-buying myself some sunflowers
-air conditioning
-m getting me the lavender epsom bath salts
-ibuprofen
-having a great face
-the breeze at night
-physical exercise
-taking my vitamins
-prayer
-hearing how well H cat is doing
-taking advice i agree with
-mantras
-self compassion
-being productive
-laughter
-my beauty
-having a kind heart
-striving for peace
-having enough to pay off the rest of my rent for this month tomorrow
-smiling
-humor