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In last night dream I was sleeping high up indoors, I am not sure what place it was...I woke in the dream up when I horse did put his head against my head and I felt deep love from the horse...I opened my eyes and I said...my darling...and we hugged and let the love flow towards each orhters....then I did a quick move and I starteled the horse...I said ...I am so sorry...and the horse went away....and I hear him sending telephaticly....I am sorry .....
In this episode there was a man who was so abusive...he tried to put me down...but I did stand my ground....he asked if he succeeded to broke me...I said...NO...I told him that I know who I am...and therefore he did not succeed....I told him that I know I am a good person...that I have good morals....and good values...and I am always saying truth...I do not have to lie.....He said...that he knew this....
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In last night dream I was in a fort...it had several levels of happening....I helped on one level to with a lown mower mowder the snow?? and higher up on a level I climbed outside and looked into a inner yard on the below level...I could see a women walking 2 big dogs...a man driving his car with a carriage behind his car....I saw a women getting his husband from a place where she did not want him to be and like pushing him infront of her....I was lying down on a platform...a bit frighetned of the hights....it was little snow and I suddenly smelled pee....what the heck....has someone peed here trying to pee over the edge but not succeeded....here I woke up.....
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In last night dream I have bean eating rice in all kind of dishes.....
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In last night dream I was sitting on a bus stop and there was an older women and a child...a girl...the girl was like a mediator between this women and me...the girl said...you have to speak up...and stand your ground...I said...I have the knowledge about that...but I do not know how to do it in practis....after a while I remembered something and started to go up to the house a rental coumpound...I met my aunt and I said hallo to her...she said back hallo but did not look at me...she was with 3 of her lady friends...I went into the building and this older women was with me...we entered the elevator and I see that the button at 2th floor was pushed...the women said...my bad...but she did not go out but said she lives at the 6th floor as my mother...so she pushed the 6th floor button and we went out of the elevator together...here I woke up...
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In last night dream I was on a working place...the boss come to me and said...you have bean here for 300 days....I asked if he is aking me where my creativy is...so I told him when I had asked the workers who helped me to learn the work when I asked how creativ can I be...they told me ...no we do not do that here....so this I told the boss to him wondering about me being there for 300 days....here I woke up....
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Last night dream I was going to work in a hospis...but the clothings did not fit...the trousors was too short in legs...and the top was too narrow that I hardly could move my arms...so I was searching other clothings to have on me ....I did find some T-chirt and shorts....I was not sure in what level i was going to work...I met a few people in the elevator and I tried to ask what kind of patients are on the different floors....in some point I get out of the elevator and it was the right place...the boss was not so pleased that I am late...I tried to tell about the clothings what was a miss fit...but a patient asked for help so I turned from the boss and started to work....
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In last night dream I was visiting a women who was baking bread...it looked so good and I was waiting for her to offer the bread to me to eat...but she did not...soon I felt something tickling on my left arm...I had a shirt what had 3/4 sleves...I tried to feel what was tickeling me...so I asked for help from the women...and she helped me to take out the buggs ...it was one scarabe and one smaller one with long tentacles I did not recognize for being someone known one.....after this the women offered me a slice of bread...it was with fruits and other good stuff in it...when I took the butter can there was nearly no butter left...here I awoke..
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In last night dream I was living in a very high building...I had a big balchony and a wolf was jumping up and into my balchony...I pushed him down and I feared that I injured him...so I asked my sister to look if he is alive and she said yes he is totally okay...Now I started to fear that he will find other wolfs and coming after me to harm me...
In this episod I was washing dishes in a church when my sister come to me and said she is leaving...she had earlier asked me to come to a party...and now she is leaving me behind...I asked her to wait for me...no she said...you do the dishes and do not dare to leave them undone...you can walk...so I was pondering after I am done with the dishes to go home...but here I woke up...
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My drems has bean so strange lateley at least few weeks now...I am like abowe a inviroment and below it will be destroyed or sickness of some sort and I put like light hooks where I am standing and where I put the light hooks it will be saved....so I am very busy saving the inviroment??!! This theam has bean in the latest dreams in varioned shapes....
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I think that you are seeing the actual events - the environment is more and more devastated on the Earth. So raw materials' prices go up - and the more they go up, the more lucrative it is to devastate the Earth even more by the governments.
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In last night dream I was sitting in an auditorium and listening to 3 women whom I know having speech...I was making 3 buckeas of flowers for the ladies...I had white. yellow and blue colored flowers...but when it was finnished the speech we all had to go to another building for the party...and I forgot the flowers and remembered when I was walking to the another building..It was winter...and when we arrived to the other building...I put my coat at the cloak room..I noticed I had a pink long sleaved T-chirt on me...I was a bit worried I was too casual clothed...but then I noticed that the women who have had the speach had blue jumper on her and I felt okay.....I was walking with one of the ladies husband and he said that I should not mind...it is okay not to give them any flowers...and he was right...there was no time to do that so I was okay with it...
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In last night dream I was again in a area where I have bean many many times before...and I have the same problem to find my way home ....this time I had my grandchild with me and he asked for a map...and he started to make marks on the map...and he asked me to go and ask if we can take the map with us...or to make a copy of it....here the dream shifted to where I had something like in a smoothie glas....I know it is healthy and I give my grandchild to drink it...I poor it into his smoothie glas....now I noticed it was like a brown muschroom...the licquid is clear...now I am unsure if it is okay to drink it....and here I woke up....with a head acke....
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In last night dream was a white horse...it looked a bit different then the other horses I have had in my dreams...this horse did protect me...the other horses have shown affection but have also bean easely frightened...but not this horse...it did protect me very fiersly....and showed total higher care and love towards me then I am used to.....
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In last night dream the dream started when I felt that a cat jumped into my bed and sat down becides my head...I jumped of fear and was awake in the dream...a thought come to me...my son had a cat when he was a child....but I never bonded with that cat....Now I was in the dream going into my house and the cat tried to follow me into the house...but I closed the coor infront of the cat...now the cat had come inside and I was yelling...how did the cat get into the house...and I turnded my back to the cat...and the cat patted me on my back...I turned around and now there where 3 more cats....one very little and tried to make it smaller for me not to be afraid....and a white/brown fluffy cat...I said...gently and it patted me with gently paw...and then there was a old cat with only one eye and dying....so this helped me to come over my fear.....thank you!
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I have bean pondering how to decribe last nights happenings....I was attacked in a way like blowing somekind of smoke/air what was not healthy and forsing me to inhale it...I was verbally telling this man to stop it...and to let me be...but he was so precistent that I felt overwhelmed and nearly to give in...but then there appeared one more person who he have done the same thing too...and this person asked me if we will report him to the polis...but before I answered I felt that I was back in my body and that there was 2 who did protect me...they did surround me in my bed so I did not get harmed....so it was a strange feeling...I was still in the dream but at the same time I was aware of my body what needed protection....still digesting the night...
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In last night dream I was with a crowd of people like me and others not at all like me....I was sitting around a long table with people both sides of the table and me sitting in the end of the table.
I was smoking...and a very powerful women was walking like circling around the table....I was in a humorous mood...the crowd was like holding theires breath...when I was finnished with the cigarett
the women come to me and put my hands together and bended my head down and she said with a firm voice.....pray for the mothers forgiveness....I wanted to joke away this...and looked behind me and there was sitting the different people and when I saw them I said...they do not belong....(meaning they are not like me) ...so after this I did understand the seriousness of the situation...
(This is the happening what helped me to stop smoking in 2003...then back in 2003 I only remember the voice saying...what good is it to heal you when you do not help your self)..so I was sitting and got help from those beings what come in this night dream to now show me the whole happening for me to understand deeper...
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In last night dream I only remember I got a birthday card and it was a bit different and when I opened the lid I was so surprised and happy...I do not remember more what was inside the card...
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In last night dream I was in a forest glade...I was invited to a party...a huge cake with coffee and other trities....I said...I have to have 2 hair....there was a women with red hair...I asked if she can give me 2 hair...No she said...okay I said...I take my own...and I tried to take 2 hairs but did not succeed....I really worked hard...but was not able to divide to only 2 hairs???
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In last night dream I had a man whom I know from the beginning of the 2000...he is still in debt ...in the dream he wanted to give me healing...(only that I give him money) ...I did not feel a thing...and I told him that I do not have any money to give him....here I awoke...
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In last night dream I was meeting up with an ex boyfriend...he appologized to me for not bean able to control himself in our relationship...so appologized accepted.
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In last night dream I was going into a house...but before I reached the house I met a huge black dog...it was pitch black outside so first I had difficulty to see the dog...I felt it first...and my body reacted with fear but my mind was at ease and this did surprise me...first time I feel mind being separated from my body awearness....I sat on the porch and was wondering what the dog will react to...to my body or mind...and I was surprised that it was not the body...if it had bean it had attaced me....so I let the dog smell me and it was calm and all was good...I was able to in peace to enter my house....
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In last night dream I was with a man...and we where to a pond...with very dark and murky water...down in the depths was some kind of creature...he wanted me to look at it...but I did not dare...he put his face under the water and looked...but he did not want to tell me what it was...so I never looked down into the water....
In this episode I was with people and they wanted me to see something...instantly I felt so high fear that I closed my eyes and never opened them...I had seen a glimse of a creature ...and I knew that it will spin very high speed but I was afraid something bad happens to me....so like a child I held my eyes closed and nothing bad happened...but I do not know what the creature was and for what it´s spinning was creating....
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In last nights dream I was in my appartament and I felt something from the door into my appartament....I felt the door was not locked...so I put one hand on the handle and the other hand to the lock and I felt very strong energy blocking me from locking my door...the energy was so strong that I felt instantly huge fear...so deep fear that I woke up and was not able to go to sleep again...the fear gave me such an energy ruch so I am totally awake ....more awake then I have felt in months....
In this episode I was whipped on my behind I said ...Now my behind cracked...when I looked on the floor it was covered in blood.....
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In last night dream I got a envelope given to me by a man...he had police with him and they make notes....I asked what is it about...and when I read the note...it was a crime done by people I do not even know...but they tried to force this on me...and the man tried me to take another note...he forced it in my hand...but I did not close my hand to take it...I said...I do not take this...I have nothing to do with it...and the police make notes...and they left me....??
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In last night dream I had 3 cat´s and a ram....???They where abondenet in a old barn...it was a grey cat, black and ginger cat....the ram was white....
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In last night dream I was in a math class...we had to calculate first plane and then - 0,2 and + 0,2....I am bad in math so I was concerned how to do this...then I noticed that the caldulater I had had this -0,2 and +0,2 in the calculator so then I felt ...I can do this...and felt better and my angziety vanisched....
Had a feeling that this class was to increase my selfconfidence....
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The last days dreams has bean totally impossible to put in words....so I have bean pondering when the opening will come for me to get a hunch about the content of the dreams...so this night I got some understanding....the dream was like this...I was waiting for some help...and the help come by a boat...huge...I was so happy to be invited into this big boat...I felt saved...but what happened was that this big boat did not care what happened to the other small boats...they did squeezing and drowning the small boats and did not care what happened to them...I felt that I had made a wrong choice...and I did not want to be on this big boat even if it did save my life...but what kind of life will I have to have so many others lives on my mind and knowing what happened to them...so this did show me that we never can be sure the outcome of our choices...even if we think we make a good choice...it may show to be the most wrong choice of them all....I feel awful today. and feel so unsecure and fear to make any choices at all in my life....first I was luored into feel good about myself and now this...to take me down totally...how to built stabillity and better secure about making choices...because that is what the life is about...making choices and taking responsicillity of them.
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In last night dream I was back to a magazin I was working when I was young....I have own office...and 2 co-workers come to visit me...and they ask if we will soon have a meeting....my first thought was...in what position do I have here today...I try to understand from the co-workers but they do not say anything so I would understand what kind of office I have....I joke to the female co-worker that we maby would have a meeting about charks...aka...male.....I look at the male co-worker if he understands the joke...he looks little bit sad...so I say...aw....no everyone will work together....
In this episode I am with me childhood friend...she is on the other side...she have a flower garland on her head...and she is asking me what she should work with...I say...you should start again to take photograps...you where so good on that....and you may then put some slogans on the photograps with some deep meaning in....and sell.....she looks at me and asks...you think I was good photographer....yes you where....
I am good to givr advise to others...but can not work out what I am good at...??
In this episode I was totally missunderstood by a female...she did make a move towards me...and I had to tell her...no...I said...I am sorry if I have given you mixed feelings....Itold this to my friend and I was cincerely sorry and aske her if I am so indistinct??
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Last night dream was again those dreams you do not know how to wordy .....I was looking at a image of something...it was in dawn light so I had to focus to really understand what I am looking at...when I got the image that it was an alien...then I panict...and wanted to awaken me from the dream....but before I got awaken I saw like bright light power lines.....a thought come up...are they wiring the image by the nerv threads direct to my eyes....or is there power lines outside of my body what I am linked too???
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In last night dream me with others where looking for to find what raimin means...we went to a place to look into old telephone direktory but nothing....I asked if we should look into a dictionary instead to find what the word means......
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Last night when I went to bed and was waiting to fall to sleep...I was drifting into sleep when....BOOOM....very bright light and a huge jolt like I was hit by someting....I was clear awake at once...and my adrenalin went sky hight....so I had to stay up for few hours before I again went to bed and sleep....then I dreamt about I was on somekind of train....and I was watching at a young couple when they where operating in somekind of "thing" I tried to understand...I somehow knew they where payed off so I wanted to know how much they get payed to do this thing....they did not want to answere me...they like talked around...so I said...is it so hard to tell me how much you get payed......and here I awoke....
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In last night dream I was looking at a bear mother and her cub...I loved to look at them...and when I turned around I saw a elephant baby...it looked like it was somekind of elephant gadering place...and I was thinking that this baby have lost the heard...and was still here waiting for the heard to come back....I told someone who was with me that this elephant baby has bean here whole day...then I turned back to the bear mother and her cub....and now I noticed that it was just outside of my aunts house where I was going...and I hurried indoors and the cub was by the door but I was able to close the door just in time.....here I awoke....
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In last night dream I was with my first husband (he is on the other side) and he wanted us to take on a project together....we did sighn the papers and when this was done he said...I have no time so you have to do this by yourself....I said...why did you not tell me this before, this project is so big so alone it is impossible ...He is still as he always has bean...huh!
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In last night dream I was riding a horse...it was winter and I was afraid that the horse will slipp and tumble over....so I dared not to steer the horse when sitting on it so I jump down and walk infront of the horse...the horse did look at me...like ...are you kidding me :)
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In last night dream I saw a white kitten with lower back injury....I held her in my hands and the kitten did express her grattitude to me....but I had to put her down I had to do something...but the kitten did rush up by my back and did not want to let go...so I had to take her with me....and when she did "know" that she can stay she did calm down and let me put her down so I can do something with my hands ....
In this episode I was with horses...I did open the gate and one horse did run out...and a person did be angry with me...so I had potatoes in my hands and I said to the horse ...come ...and I showed the potatoes and the horse did follow me into the barn....
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Last night dream I got my period...I was very surprised..I asked my sister if she can give me a bandage..she did not believe me so I had to show her my knickers....she looked at me in desbelive...but showing her the evidence ....she had to belive....and gave me what I needed....
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I have again had that kind of dreams what I can not put in words...as last night too but the difference last night was that I should not take things so seriously as I do...even I can not express the funny content of last night dream I only remember one word what made me laugh like mad....mömöck....in mids of the seriousness there was so much laughter and hilariousness as I think life should content...so I just have to wait again to comprehend more what my dreams is telling me....:)....I woke up this morning and I still feel the laughter in me and I feel so light and happy :)
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In last night dream I was again chased by a big bear....
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In last night dream I was in a flat....I hear someone shouting from the outside....oy what are you doing in IA´s flat....I opened the window and I was very high up and looking down ...there whas a man looking at a house much lower then where I was in a high building....I felt weard...I felt that this flat I was in was mine...I asked myself...do I have another flat too...is that flat mine too in the lower building??
In this episode I was carrying an infant...I put her on a table what was placed infront of a window...she did not want me to let go of her...when I looked down the floor was up to my knees filled with water....where was I....I do not know...I took the infant and started to look out of the window....I did not know where I was....
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The night before this I had a dream and I was shown how I was harassed to submission in my childhood...and I now as adult could stop that and took back my life....it was not popular so I was excommunicated and I today understand why no-one keep any contact to me...
I have to correct this...no-one keeping any contact...my sisters daughter rang me and talked in 2 hours and telling me how important I am to her...so sorry for saying or feeling wrong.
And tonight I had a dream where I was shown several of my handcrafts....and I was asked what I am most proud of....I said...the crocheted tablecloth what is so skirt as lace....
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The night before this I had a dream about a famous music producer from Sweden...Anders Bagge....he had a puppy so huge that I could´t believe my eyes ....I wondered how big will that dog become when it is grown up??
This night I had a dream about Oprah and her friend...I went out to eat with them...they ordered a dish what looked so good...so I said...I take the same...and I watched when the chef prepared the dish...so much maple surup that I started to think if I will like it at all....but I woke up before I was able to taste it....??
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I have again has so strange dreams so I will summoraise them here....in the dreams I have bean in center...like ...I am on a boat...and I sit down on a sofa...and fall to sleep...I am leaning towards a person and when I wake up in the dream I have to apologize for my behaving...and I say... I am so tired so I can not keep me awake....sorry....or ...that I am taking care of someone...I put my hand on the persons forhead...and my hand is ice cold....I apologize for this and when I really wake up from the dream my hand is ice cold...so I must have bean sleeping strangely to the blood stream in my arm must have bean cut of??
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In last nighr dream a man gave me a Finnish passprt...I looked at the picture in the passport...I did not recognize it to be me...so I asked....Do look like that....He did not answere me...instead he said...It is your passport....In a way I was happy...because I did not apply for the Finnish sitizen ship when it was awailable to do so...and I regret it ....
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I had a wonderful dream last night...my son was a baby and I had the pleasure to have the feeling how it felt when I held him when he was a baby..I did carry him in my arms from the basement up to the top floor and into the sun...it was a struggle so many steps...but I made it....I feel wonderful today.
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In last night dream I noticed that I had forgotten to leave the keys to my workplace so I take my car to drive to the workplace and give back the keys...but when I sit into my car I notice that someone has bean driving my car because the seat is puched far back so someone who is taller then me have bean driving my car?? I put the seat in place and drive to the workplace...when I come to the workplace one of the co-workers say that I have forgotten my christmas present what we all get from the company....it is a hospital....it is a huge box of chockolades....
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In last night dream I had a wolf who tried to come into my house....I shouted ...NO...NO...and tried to shut the door...the wolf had his nose inbetween and was very strong and I was afraid to hurt his nose when closing the door....I was in fear to hurt the wolf...
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In last night dream I was squizing a pimple not on me...someone else...it was big and inflamed and hard...white puzz come out...I woke up before I was finnished....I was worried and therefore woke up....
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In last night dream was a huge snake....we luored it into a room and closed the door...soon the snake started to sound like it was crying...to let it out...we where thinking if we ought to give it food like a chiken...but we did not...and here I woke up....
In this episode I was back in an old appartament ...I had visitation...I complained that I had pain...I felt the energy strong so I shouted....out...out ...and soon it stopped..
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In last night dream I had a small house on the contryside in a small village...Somehow everyone knew that the doctor will come and visit me to do a health chek-up...and they all where so curious
to know why...I said to just a chek-up...I did not want to tell my plan was to see if all is well for me to be preagnant....
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Several nights I have had these materialzesations...people materialazez into my appartament....but last night took the prize...a naked man into my bed...I had to touch him and he was as real as me...and then other people both men and women come down too so I started to shout...out...out...and they went out on my balcony...but this naked man stayed and we had a conversation...after a while I woke up...??