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In last night dream I was sleeping in my bed....my father tickled me on my neck (when I was teen and very hard to get up on the morning my father waked me this way)...I wake up and I say to my father...okay...okay...I will get up....(my father went over 2016)
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In last night dream I was buying ear rings online...it was blue dragonfly charm...when I got them one was broaken....I contacted the sales man...and he promised me my money back..but he wanted the ear rings back.....he was very arrogant....It felt that when he did understand it was me who have bought them...he did not want me to have them and he did damage one of them so he could have them back??...strange feeling....?
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Last nights dreams has bean about death ....when I am falling to sleep ...I can not breath and has to awake me from falling to sleep....this happened several times last night...so 2 times I had to get up and be awake like an houre...and when get back to sleep it happened again....I first thought that this was really happening for real...but it showed to be only this kind of dreams...and I suspect that this has to do with the 6 months what I can not remember when I was beatened up in the 1981....I do not even remember to bean in hospital....my son have asked me why I was in the hospital hooked into some maschine and tubs all over me....he was 3 yrs old when this happened...my sister will not tell me..or talk about this...just starts to cry...and saying...I do not want to talk about this.....I know that my sister had my son at this time....
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In Last night dream my aunt took help from me to talk to her husband (her husband did abuse me as a child, I was 15 when I exposed him..my aunt wanted to divorse him and her lawer did talk to me and my sister and my aunts daughter because he have abused all of us..her husband nearly killed my aunt to take back the divorse and she did..my aunt said I am sorry to me but did not say or help her daughter...the abuse did continue towards her daughter)...so in the dream we are sitting me becides my aunt and her husband on the other side the table...she looks at me and in her eyes she is hesitant...I say to her...you do not have to do this for me...she looks at me and asks...for whom then....for your daughter and for yourself....Both are on the other side....we had her funaral at 16/2-24 she was 94 yrs old.
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In last night dream I was scolding a mother of 2 small children...I have bean helping her to take care of the children. I gave her a bake machine but she did sell it...I said...what ever I give you to make your life easier you sell...do you even care about the children....so I asked the children if they wanted to live with me...and they become so happy and said...yes....she did not mind ...so I took the children with me...
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In last night dream I dyed my hair to pale brown...I was asked why...I said...because I was so gray....
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In last night dream I was with a mother of 4 children...we where driving in a big car...suddenly the mother stop the car and took the youngest child of 2 months age and went out...the 3 children left with me they all run into my lap...I told them that I will not leave them alone...we will find your mother and she will tell what happened....I drow the car at there home...and here I awoke....
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In last night dream was a bit strange...I was waiting for a couple to meet me...but 2 men come...and I thought I knew one of them...so I asked ...were is your wife...both men looked at each others ...and then looked forward...and few persons where walking a bit away from us...so I thought in my mind that the wife was walking with that other croud....we walked nearly in silence...then I turned and looked at the men and I saw that I did not at all know them...and I said it to them....I do not know you...No they said...and now I noticed that they where criminals/conmen....they did appreaciate that I after I got to know who they are I still respected them....
In this episode I was partisipating in a strange seremoni...I had stuck in between teeths looked like a floss thread....in the seremoni the head master was the one to remove it...he started to try to get it out pulling downwards...I was sure he will pull out my teeths...so I asked if he could try to pull upwards maybe there is more room so to say and can be drawn out...but here I awoke...
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In last night dream I was called to a home with a baby crying and the mother was passed out of exhautedness...I took the baby out of the appartament and calmed her down...went back to give the baby to the mother who was still sleeping....I started to say...do not be afraid....do not be afraid....and she woke up and I gave the baby to her and she put her on the bed....and I left....
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In last night dream me and my sister was onbord a train....the train stopped on a platform and we went out...on the platform was a huge bear so we jumped back into the train....
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In last night dream I met an animal whom I knew....I said to the animal ..wow how big you have become...It was a white cat like animal more like a Lynx than a cat....It did come to me but it did also behave like an wild animal?
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In last night dream was so strange...I had to find curage to meet a horse...I could climb up for a high ladder to see the horse...I talk to the horse and I said...I will kiss you when we meet...so the day is here when I must meet the horse...I am so afraid so I tremble....and when I enter infront of the horse it changes to a man....and the last thing I see is he holding my hand...and here I awoke....
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In last night dream I was traveling with a man...in the dream I did know who he was....we where to visit where I was born in Finland...but we did visit a lady who did know everyone in the villiage....the man asked the lady if he could have a sandwich...I did see that the lady was very poor so I said to him...no we go out and eat...and I invited her too....when we come to the food place I had to visit the bathroom...noticed that the toilet did not work...so I relieved myself into the floor drain...a young man come and I just let me go...he asked what cast we are from...I said..we are not from any cast...just passing by....and here I awoke...
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Lately I again have misstaken dreams to be awaken state...like last night...I move my legs in bed and I feel a sting...I moove my legs back and forth and I noticed that it is a needle sticking up from my bed where my legs are....so I feel this several time...but when I wake up and I investigate the bed...there is no needle??....My thought was when I felt the needle that I will look at it when I get up...in the dream I thought I was awake...but too tired to investigate the bed at once...
I have had several other happenings what I have not recorded...as I thought I was awake...and that things happened me thinking about happenings...so the dream state is becomming so similar to awake state so I think that I might not be able to keep them appart...I hope not...I want to be clear about what is dream and what is not....
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In last night dream I was looking out of a window or a glass wall into a room...feeling was that it was a classroom...2 men where sitting in the room...like detention...I opened the door and went in....one of them whispers to me....Ed go back to the room....but I pull out the chair and sit down....and here I awoke....
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In last night dream I was getting married...the wedding was going to happen abroad...We where in line to go omboard the airoplain....we landed and I wanted to go to the beach...suddenly a man approached me and said he is my cousin...I did not know him...he invited me to go to a club with him...I said...I need to take a shower and change clothings...he said ...you look okay...so we went out....soon I noticed that he was not whom he claimed to be...and here I awoke...
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In last night dream I was watching 2 women ..dressed up in some kind of tribal costymes...gesticulating...like sighn language...she become frustrated because it took so long time for me to understand that she was trying to speak to me....the only thing I did get was...speak up...
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In last night dream I was getting a thorough health check-up...It was on going whole night...and before I woke up they told me that I have to sit on a bicycle to check on my heart....and here I awoke...
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In last night dream I was seeing a man treating a women...like a physiotherapist....so I approached him and said...sorry if I am intruding...but I want to ask if you can look at my lower back...he put his hands into my pants and nearly to my privat parts and he sat down and he said...now you sit down on my hands....and I did...I was imbarresed but I did it....I did not feel anything special....but this morning when I get up my lower back pain is better??
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In last night dream I was with someone...in the dream I did not first know who it was...but suddenly a bright light hit my face and I was totally blinded by the light...someone grabbed my right hand and started to pull me away...I shouted...my first husband name and father to my son...do not let them take me....when I looked at the right hand sight it was total pitch black and i could not see who was trying to pull me away from where I was....here I awoke....
I started to think what could this mean....my first husband is on the other side....are we not allowed to communicate with the dead??...Why was the one who was trying to dragg me away total black?? ...why could I not see who it was??
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In last night dream my sons ex girlfriend hugged me and did not want to let go...I do not have any contact with her at all in real life...interesting to see if she will contact me....
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In last night dream I was in a team....we all hade very strange vehiles...and all of us had our own way to manuevre the vehile we had....I had a very stiff one...we did travel on water...it took long time for me to put my hands in the water and help the vechile to move forward little faster....My destination was a library....I walked very slowly because the vechile was heavy....2 girls was standing on my path...so I kindly asked them to let me pass them....it was very narrow...so I asked them....you do not belive I get through this passage...so I did pass and I had like a station where I parked...and called out to the team members that I am on my location....and here I awoke...
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In last night dream I was back in my second marriage...in the dream my husband had let a women rent a room ...so she was living under our roof....I come from work and my husband is sleeping....I shut the bedroom door ...but it went only a sek when my husband come out and asked why I did not come to bed...I said...you where sleeping...I will not attack you during your sleep...soon the room mate come out...and the feeling was...she would have come to bed if he had bean her husband....we had dinner and the women joined us without we asking her...like it was the most normal thing to do....I got furious...and I asked her if she was inwited...I an not sure the rent a room will include her to invade our live...she was looking at my husband and like begging him to come to her aid...I said...most surely you do not even pay rent...right....In the morning the room mate and my husband waited for me...they stood outside the front door...I was angry and I said...for pete sake....I have own key to lock the door....I went to the train station....but it had changed.....one track was the end track...so the train would turn and go back so to say...I looked at the bord where it is announced where it will go....It stood....Orlog....I do not know what place that is...I looked at the other track...and it stood...Norge....here I awoke myself...
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In last night dream I bougt a new house ...huge...with very big land...my neighbour was a very nice women...we did get along very well...my sister come to visit me...we where out looking what was growing on the land...my sister did trample down where she went...so I stop her and said...you are like a elephant in a kina chop....look down where you put your feets....behind my house was a mountain....I looked up at the mountain and I spotted one ex boyfriend of mine....sun bathing ...I said to my sister...look up there...do you recognize who it is...she smiled...I said...will I ever get rid of him....
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In last night dream a man with a bitbull come towards me...the pitbull was clearly fond of me...I cuddled with the pitbull...the man said to the putbull...show your scratch to her....the pitbull lift his face near me face...it had a schratch on the upper lip on the left side....I took his head between my hands and I looked closely at the scratch...the pitbull did look at me with love in his eyes...I looked in his eyes and said...you have to be more careful...
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In last night dream I was in a town and I see a handcraft shop...I love handcrafts...to my surprice the owner talks Finnish with a customer...I am on my way to the centralstation and need help for direction...I saw on the right hand a path what I have taken before and know it will not lead to the centralstaion....so I wait for the shop owner to be done with the customer so I can ask her for direction....but soon comes 2 women in and they seamed to be friends to the owner...so they ask her if she is ready to go....and it was here I stepped towards the owner and politely asked for direction to the centralstation....she said...we are heading at that direction....so you come along with us....but after a while I she met some friends and they started to talk...and I felt that I can no longer stay...I looked at all directions but I lost my awareness here....
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In last night dream I was at a bar with a man....we sat down at a table with 2 women...The man did go after a pen and paper...I saw that he was very interested in one of the women...so I just left and went home...felt that I was no more needed...
In this episode I was in a pasture...I saw that the fench had left open so I schut it and I had someone with me...I said...in this pasture is a horse...soon we saw the horse but it was not the one I was thinking of...this horse did look like ailien...and I was so surprised....
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In last night dream I was telling someone about spots in my body what hurt or what I am a bit worried about....in my left leg I am worried to get a leg ulcers...the one I was with...did not be alarmed....then about my variose veins..in my left leg....and now when I looked down it was much better...so I said...am I on my way to heal.....then it come to and this person said...I will make you a supper....I asked what....white fish and rise....first I said...I am for now only keeping down loose made out meal....then I tooned in...so I said...I will try....
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In last night dream I lost a filling from a teeth...
in one dream I was with a gang of people...we where in a building where we was not allowed to be...I hear police sirens...I said...we have to hurry to the side of the building we are allowed to be before police take us....we did manage in time...
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Last night dream was a bit too much...It went like this....Swedish prinsess Madelaine come for a reading....She had dropped out of school and she wanted to know the reaction to that...I felt so tremendend sorrow...the whole country was morning and feeling sad...I nearly could not hold me collected to delivere the reading....
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In last night dream has to do during the abuse time of me 1981...I was so thin and lifeless...the dream went like this....I saw this thin lady and I knew her...I was sure she also recognize me...but did not....I stood infront of her and said sarkastic matter but teasing too...By no means do not stand up for me....we hugged and she was so weak...I told her that I will carry her on my back...but she nearly fell off...so I asked...shall I take you to the doctor...she mummbled something ...but I could not make anything out of it...here I awoke..
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In last night dream I was helping a farmer...he cut the oats and I binded the oats sheafs....
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In last night dream a man come to my home (lika a visitation) he appeared in front of me and started to talk how much better I am then a few years ago...that I am on the mend...then he told me that he have a 19 year old boy who he have lost to drugs...I said to him that we can save him...our combined energy is strong...but he was not convinced so I did not push more on that..
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In last night dreams I was watering plants and checking the self watering jars to have enough water...
In this episode I found a old kines dragon made in wood...and handbags contained all kind of waluable items but the price was very low...I wondered if they knew that the handbags was not empty?
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Last night I have not bean able to sleep...so I fell to sleep this morning...and a man approached me and gave me 4 candels??...I do not understand this symbol....
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In last night dream my first husband (I was married to him when I was 19-22 yrs old) ..had his arms wrapped around me as I am now...over weighted...I said to him..when I have lost my over weight we are going to go out to dance...he said..yes and we go as often as you want....
When we where married he never wanted to go out with me....to dance or anything els....he took his life 2004.
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In last night dream my sister took my white dress and when I tried to take it back...she did not let go....I looked in my closet and I found exactly same dress so I was so happy...I told my sister friend what my sister did...she had difficulty to say anything...I saw on the window shelf small like flower flyes or banan flyes...I opened the window and with my breath I blow them out from the window...and closed the window seeing them buzzing outside and trying to get in....
In this episode me first boyfriend (15-17 yrs age) some women come and asked me if it was true...yes I said...we have 3 years appart...him being exactly on the day 3 yrs older then me..Him and I was going out to dance...I saw in the mirror that I had no make up and told him that I want to look nice...it was when I was putting make up that those women appeared asking.....(.his parent did think I was too young so they mooved back to Finland and he never come back after the military...but he kept contact with me..and christmas 1999 he called me ....he had canser and wanted to see me...we met and now his parents said...now we can see what he missed in his life all this time...they where buffeled that it was only 3 yrs what diffed between us...he died 2001)...Strange that I am having dreams about my past so much??...
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In last night I was out sun bathing...my new bf come with a friend...I had my keys in my hand...he said ...I love you...and he kissed me and did not want to stop...so I stopped and said...we can not imbarres your friend...we had not seen each others for a week...I said...I do not have anything home not even a bisque...We entered my appartament...it is open planned...huge...my bf is very happy to show it to his friend....I asked how it went with his ex gf...he started to tell me...but here I awoke??
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In last night dream I saw my little brother standing with 2 persons...when my brother saw me he looked very imbarresed...when I come nearer the 2 persons dissapeared...left was only theires water bottles...I bend down and took the first water bottle and felt it is my aunts...and the other was her son...I said...you can come out now...you are revieled...the went visible...she asked me ...how long is it when we met....I said 25 yrs....she asked me if I can go with her and reserv a table for our familys re-union...we went into a restaurant for making the reservation...but she ordered a meal and sat down to eat...after she was finnished I asked her...are you really able to eat more when we will have the re-union with our family....oh yes she said I am....
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In last night dream a huge gorilla was going wild ...attacking a wan ...soon the gorilla come behind my window/wall...it was like a sliding door...soon I see a huge bear attacking the wan...I can not now see the gorilla...the bear have now come behind this sliding door wall/window.....I told my sister to look because she did not believe me...I told her to only open the sliding door very little...but she opens it wide open...the bear starts to rise upp...and the gorilla comes from the right and try to grip my hand....I awoke here in distress..
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I woke up in the middle of the night when I felt a hand on my left shoulder...the man was standing on my left side and put his right hand on my shoulder...and the message was....I got your back....
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Last night dream was wierd....I saw a huge parkingplace and a store...I knew that the parkingplace was owned by someone else...I put a symbol in front of my car...it looked like a round circle within a circle and a crystal in the middle like a dot....I went into the store and asked who owns the parkingplace...they did not know...here I woke up...
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In last night dream I was invited to a wedding...The man who come to talk to me was very gourgeous man...but when he talked the fokus was on his mouth...first I thought he has false teeths...but when he laughed with his mouth wide open I could see he had his own teeths...so I consentrated to look closer...he had his front teeths was false teeths and they where a bit loose...Cant make any sense why the fokus was on his teeths??
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In this dream I was a spectator...watching a film crue travelling in a war zone and filming....they found a free zone and the actor said...I am capable to do this...from the free zone....No clue what that means??
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In last night dream I was going to visit a person in a hospital. I saw a friend of mine and I drow my car and parked besides hers....To my surprise I noticed that she was on the breakdown truck and now the truck drowe away me also on it...I was frustrated..why did you not tell me this...I want you to stop the truck and let me off...to my surprise she was also off the truck and now I saw that she did not have any car only a trailer...on the trailer was 2 items...I asked her...are you moving away?...Now I see that I am in Poland and do not understand the language...I told her to write down so I find back to the hospital ...I was going to visit a person on the hospital...here I awoke...
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In last night dream a brown bear had come to my appartament...I climbed up to a cupboard had a ukulele as a weapon to hit on his nose if he opened the door to the cupboard...was lucky to escape to the stairwell...run up the staires to the topfloor and planning to take the elevator down if he comes after me....here I awoke..
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In last night dream I was taken to a hopital...I had to sit in a wheelchair...a women and a man come to take me to the x-ray...they had ..looked like...tinfoiled clothings...I asked what are they going to x-ray on me...they said...your heart...the women said...and the man said something I could not understand because of his accent...I asked if he could write it on a paper what he is saying...I could not understand..but the women said..it is not that important...Then the man asked where do I have pain...I pointed on my chest and then I pointed on his chest to be more clear....and here I awoke..
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In last night dream I am a spectator...I see a women in bikini...she is communicationg with a man who is far away on the shore..she is on a ponton out on the see....I can see she has bean swiming but now is showing the man her right arm...She has tatooed a name on her arm...Cleare Olofson...she show her back where she has tatooed a big rose....
I can not understand why I am seeing this dream??
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In last night I was in a town and I was bicysling and to mysurprise I did recognize where I was...and I now did see where I have gonewrong prior when trying to find my way to the centralstation...I now seeclearly and this makes me so happy....
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In last night dream I awoke in the dream...feeling someone sleeping on my foot end...he was fondoling my feet and a strong energy wawe went through me so I gasped after air....I asked him to come up from the feet end and show himself for me...I recogized him to be a ex boyfriend...when I looked at his hair I noticed a spot withhout hair...like hair just started to grow...looking like baby hair??...I awoke here....