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yesterday I learnt that the horse is dead
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Don't feel bad. Not only are there better things for you just around the corner but your psychic dreaming skills are awesome! :DQuote:
yesterday I learnt that the horse is dead
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Originally Posted by Volgerle
That's sad...
Sometimes what we want is not what we need... Perhaps you'll be thankful later...
If it is truly meaningful to you though, trust life on this : you'll be given a second chance, in some form or another...later! :)
Thanks for all your kind words. Yes, possibly my higher self has other plans.
And it is not the whole story I gave. Prior to the internal change opportunity at my company, I was already planning and starting in direction of a more profound job change for a long time (it's also connected with a preparatory period of a long-winded, sometimes tedious and costly out-of-the-job education).
For example, I did a 2-week-long internship in December during my normal vacation (despite the job opportunity I saw at my workplace), and also did and am doing some distance learning studies and possibly soon I will also do a (very hard!) 4-week self-paid workshop / seminar this year, too.
I train to become a GFL teacher (German as a foreign language), which also coincides much better with my former university degree (actually I had studied foreign languages and linguistics!).
So it is a completely different job from the "white-collar desk job" I do now. And I think I need this. I am tired of this way of working - it is NOT me (hope you understand what I mean by that ...).
And doesn't even the fact of me being a kind of teacher of a group of students in that dream (the one with the horse breaking down) now get a different and an even fresher meaning?
And there is more: I had taken it as notes in my dream journal, but completely overlooked its significance. On January 7th I dreamt this:
I was with a bike on the top of a tower (maybe it was a kind of race). There were strange stripes and bars on the way leading down and I did not know how to use my bike to drive on them to get down again. It all was more obstructing my way rather than helping to get down.
So in short: I was trapped in a TOWER and could not get out. That was factual information, not about what I wished for or wanted. It was a short sequence in a series of dreams, but the image got stuck. However I did not make a connection so far.
Trapped in the tower.. ? Only now it occurred to me ...
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The rook/tower was the other sign! The "no job change / keep your old job" sign. So the factual information that I could not get "out of the old job" was possibly given to me then (again ... the dying-horse-dream had been earlier on Dec 28). At that moment in time, when I was still optimistic and looking forward to getting that new job, I did not pay attention to it.
Yes, Beekeeper. Maybe I really get psychic dreams. :)
My problem seems to be, however, that I misinterpret some of them or (in this case) don't notice and overlookd them. I still need to get better at that.
But what is now to make of the first dream? The teacher that made me change the class. If I still need to see significance in that dream then that course (job) is now an external one and no more the "same school (company)".
I now, of course, asked for new insights in dreams (more generelly asking about my professional path). But so far I only get dreams with me in an office job :cry: - which seemst to be the old one, but different. But there is always a kind of date discussed with my colleagues or given to me. I am not sure what it means, maybe it tells me to wait a while, be patient til that date comes.
But I am not sure. I am very confused at the moment.
You will because you see it now.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerie
I feel you will move towards teaching. It's powerfully evident to someone who is a teacher by profession.
We have something in common then... well almost... I studied translation (from English to French) and I am a FSL (French as a second language) teacher! I'm only beginning tough and still learning the ABC of teaching, which I agree is hard!Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
I sure do... After my studies, I started working as a translator for the government. A lonely and not so fulfilling desk job... Though some of my friends still work there at the moment, and are somewhat okay or even content with it, I wasn't able to find a meaning behind this job. It just did not stick with who I was, with who I am. I felt seriously trapped, perhaps just like you now...Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
It's amazing how your higher self(or whoever/whatever is responsible for the creation of all these dream scenarios) worked with the symbols you picked for this specific purpose... I find this quite à propos : by using these symbols your higher self (or whover/whatever...) is sure to draw your attention on the dream, and because of the symbols used, you have an idea on what these dreams are about.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
If I were you, I would pay special attention to these parts :
What is obstructing your way down the tower (your actual steady job)? Is there a real obstacle (out of your control) and you don't know how to circle it? Or is it that you are not sure if you are willing to take the risk (then the obstacle is only in yourself)? Or...Is it that you don't know how to get down the tower because you are not ready yet and now would not be the time?Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
Did you receive any new insights by the way? After all, it's been a few days since you wrote this message :wink:Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
If it is still not clear, ask again, over and over. It's not always easy to see the answers or interpret them right (More often than not, I tend to undertand.... after! :roll: ) but the more pieces of the puzzele you have, the easiest it will be for you to complete the puzzle.
Well, good luck on this! :)
Yes :D !!!Quote:
Originally Posted by poème
I'm glad for you! :PQuote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
(And here I'm holding my curiosity on a tight leash!)
And...What about that dream of yours that was «worth a thread of its own?» Is it linked to this?
(Not tight enough I guess! :twisted: )
[quote=poème]I'm glad for you! :PQuote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
(And here I'm holding my curiosity on a tight leash!)
And...What about that dream of yours that was «worth a thread of its own?» Is it linked to this?
(Not tight enough I guess! :twisted: )[/quote:ymnbejqv]
Yeah, I will post here, but it takes some time since it is actually a looong story now, I must write a novel now :wink: . It was actually one marvellous night (Su to Mo) with 2 relevant intense dreams and 2 short projections. Plus, developments in physical life, too. Hell of a story, I'm actually still digesting it. :lol:
No, the other dream "worth a thread of its own" is indeed another dream and topic (as indicated in the other thread: with regard to M. Newton's and other researchers work on life-between-lives). It is also very interesting and I got some "soul" insights ... (for me) beyond doubt. I will make one for this in the dreaming forum, too. But again: takes too long now, I am short of time at the moment.
I agree with Istia. Horses as symobolism has always represented the unknown, also freedom, also ancient times as horses were used more prior to the industrial revolution and the invention of cars.
One of the first times I attended a spiritual workshop, I remember staying at a friend of a friends house. My friend and I decided to sleep outside beside the campfire. About 10 feet from where I slept there was pasture with 3-6 horses, can't remember how many. It was a beautiful, meaningful week that I experienced. In the middle of the night the dog on the property got it into his/her head to chase the horses. I woke up to darkness and the overwhelming feeling of the gound shaking. It was the horses hooves pounding the earth around me. I was awed and mystified by the feeling. It reminded me how powerful horses are. The experience was wonderful, it fit in with everything else that I was experiencing at the time. I wish I could explain how it felt better than I have.
It does seem like a wonderful experience, Lightgal. A «once in a lifetime» moment :)
Seems like things turned out quite well for you, Volgerle! :D
I'll wait until you post this «novel» of yours then, and also this other dream linked to Newton's and cie... Both sound very interesting!