Ah yes, here t'is:
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Originally Posted by Kurt Leland
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Ah yes, here t'is:
(http://www.kurtleland.com/astral-pro...r-mental-plane)Quote:
Originally Posted by Kurt Leland
"Platolmec" Head Monument In "Busaki (?)" [one translation: "The Original Wisdom is to be found whole in the source (mother temple) of Hindu Music, AUM (C#)"]
I seem to have developed a combination of techniques where I get more often lucid in dreams than to have vibrational / phasing exits out of 'the state'. Well, I don't want to complain as far as I have lucidventures at all despite them being my 2nd choice only.
This one started from dream-state where I was in a small class [dreamer is intensely focused on his own learning as his psyche takes the form of a classroom, concentrated on a small number of students, implying a quality education. The dreamer is focusing intensely on his own development.] of 3-4 [3 and 4 are the numbers that indicate a movement toward balance and achievement of balance, where three represents incompleteness and four represents completeness as there are four seasons, points of a compass, quarters in a whole, canonical gospels, fingers on a single hand, limbs on the human body, functions of consciousness (Active, Passive, Leader, Follower) etc. This is the meaning of the squaring of the circle in Alchemy, wherein Pi, 3.14 (not 3 or 4 but "3-4"), a number strictly associated with a circle, becomes 4, a number denoting a square, denoting wholeness, well-roundedness.] students only. I noticed I had forgotten my stuff [dreamer realizes he has lost his ancient core, his true beginning, his true substance, or stuffing] and asked my neighbour student for a pencil and sth ["something" rendered as "sth" in other words, it's not OMing. See Busaki] to write [right, aright, rite] on. [The dreamer seeks a true ritual] Then I am directed to a desk behind me with some material. [Behind the dreamer, in a place he does not see because he looks only forward, thus in the unconscious, there is material, materia, "stuff," or substance] I take one ["one" what? one-ness] but when sitting down again at my desk I notice I got a screwdriver (or a similar tool) instead of a pen. [the true writing, the true Rite-ing, the true ritual is manifested in the form of a spiral, "drive"-ing along a circumambulatory screw-shaped pathway around a mysterious center, like the stairs in a ziggurat which lead heavenward] (The teacher resembled the "healing angel" woman I did the singing with lately, but I cannot be sure of that.) [Prelude: The song will reveal itself to be singing teacher's lesson]
Then I somehow got out of the room and in the hall I try to fly up asking a guide to lift me [the dreamer's psyche attempts to put the ritual into practice, immediately ascending] (a usual strategy of mine). Only after a few seconds a hand comes. [guidance] I asked for Tom Campbell to be the guide Before, I once subconsiously used him before as a "vessel" to be guided by another helper to the "Human Contact Zone". I saw (like then) a video of him before going to sleep. This might be an influence. He also put out a promise to help people in NPMR as much as he can. So that's why I remembered to 'call him up'. I only see the hand that reaches from the ceiling. I am then being drawn up and it gets dark. [The top of the mountain is gloomy, obscured by the clouds, and only darkness to the conscious mind of the dreamer, a false beginning through "The dark night of the soul," leading ultimately to the Truth that awaits on the other side of the darkness, the true knowledge of the dark Center, as the top of a perfect mountain, viewed from above, is actually the very center of its circular foothills]
Somehow there seems to be no movement. [There is no change, no death, no time to flow, it is an eternal realm] Then it occurs to me to give a direction of where to go and shout the first that comes to my mind: "Back to the Library!". Then there is some movement and I notice I can see again and am in a kind of different lobby of a building. It looks like an kind of office building (maybe of public authorities), resembling the one I was in when I went to the "Nine-O'clock-Heaven", but this is not certain either.
I take a look at the hand that had drawn me til this moment. I notice that I hold a hand only and the arm is already a kind of stump and there is no person (guide). It looks like an arm-prothesis. I throw it away then without giving it more thoughts. [The dreamer becomes dissatisfied with his previous mode of self-exploration, realizing its automacy. The dreamer is defiantly rejecting his programming, the next step of which is to become the programmer.]
After a while of searching for an exit to get outside I succeed [the dreamer has become his own guide, his internal compass, his squaring of the circle, his movement from 3 to 4 is complete] and am in a kind of forecourt [Pun: forecourt = fourcourt = 4-court the dreamer is in the presence of a King, which he will soon meet, as all courts imply their king, as they are 'the king's court'] on a sunny day [True Light shines, as it is written, "But unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings; and ye shall go forth and grow up as calves of the stall." - Malachi 4:2] in an unknown city. [The Home of True Mystery, which will always be unknown to the masses] There is a monument. [A great symbol] It is a huge colossal head carving. [The head represents the ruler, the King] A bearded man that mostly resembles the Greek philosopher Plato. [Plato represents the four university subjects, the Whole essence of the universe, without which a university becomes simply a college, namely Mathematics, Music, Rhetoric and Philosophy.] It is a little greenish and with some leaves or blots on it. [the color green and green leaves are symbols of life. The dreamer is becoming truly interested in the four highest subjects in western culture] However the wide, bulky, angular and colossal nature of this head reminds me also of the mysterious Olmec stone head carvings. So it's Plato's bearded face but in Olmec-style. It's in the size of a person but of course also very wide and might still be placed on top of a kind of socket-wall (not sure though). Mix these two together and you get the 'picture': [The Olmecs are the first civilization in Mexico, the ancient beginning of a mysterious people, representing the hidden mystery of existence. The Olmecs practiced the mysterious ball-game, which reminds one of the other circular symbols so far encountered, which was a most serious game of life and death, as only the winner survived. The ball game points to the Self, conceptualized as a sphere in the work of Carl Jung, of which the ego was merely a "blot" on its surface, whereas its true nature of the Self is to be found only at its dark core. This is highlighted by the fact that the Olmecs were the first inhabitants of Mexico, which means "heart land" or "central place." The Olmecs were the beginning of "the center," fitting representatives for the Mystery of mysteries. Thus the statue represents the union of conscious knowledge and unconscious mystery]
I wonder where to go and then have the idea to ask the monument where the library is. I am aware of the astral and think that I might 'bring it to life'. But that does not work. ["I" is the ego, the "blot" on the statue, a surface feature of the Self, from which the "I" or ego gets its life, the reversal of which "does not work," as rain does not fall upward.] Then a tall guy passes by and I ask him where the huge 'akashic' library is. [A True Guide appears, as the dreamer has outgrown the nanny-hand]
He looks 'down' at me (he's tall) [Tall = high = one with the tip of the mountain, the Center of the circle, enlightened] with a friendly smile and asks why I would want to go there. He asks me if I 'messed it up' somehow because I wanted to go there. [The akashic record only records what has passed, of which there is no reason to review, if one knows they are going in the right/rite direction. In other words, the Guide is saying, why go back when you're making good progress now?] I do not understand what he means by that. Probably he tells me that there are other libraries around here. I insist that I've been to the 'akashic' library before (not yet aware of my mistake that it necessarily wasn't the 'akashic' library at all). He then looks again at me smiling. His eyes seem very agile, stangely moving from left to right, [What's left is what's 'left behind,' while what's right is what's 'rite', ahead] they also have a strange colour. Something like a brownish-red or so. [Red is the first color in the visible spectrum, the 'beginning' of the visible light spectrum. 'Brownish-red' is also the most accurate translation of the word "Adam," the primordial man, the First, the mysterious beginning, as "Adam," strictly speaking, means "red," though it also means "earth" because the clay appeared to have a reddish hue to our ancestors, so they called the soil, which is earthy or 'brown' to us, "Adam." Edom, whose name is another form of "Adam," was so named because he appeared reddish at birth, thus he had two names, Esau and Edom. The guide looks to the primordial beginning, and the dreamer sees the color of the primordial beginning reflected in his eyes.]
Then I ask him the name of this place. First he kind of whispers it. I understand the word "Busaki" (pronounce boozarkee in English, wordstress on -ar-). [Pun: Stress on the -ar- = stress on the "are" = stress on the "being." What is being offered is the key to relieving stress on the being, of which the western world is in serious need.] But ask again and he repeats it louder. At his third (and loudest) repetition I start to fade out of the scene. ["Busaki" is an amalgam of the words Besakih, and Busuki. Busuki means simply "music" in Finnish, the word "Finnish" also being a pun on the word 'finish,' denoting a completion of the movement, the end is the beginning, to which the 'music' leads. The three repetitions of "Busaki," which increase in loudness each time, indicate the musical technique known as "crescendo," which is an increase in volume over the course of notes or measures, the symbol for which looks like this: "<" Besakih is location of the greatest Hindu temple complex in Bali. Bali is a pun on the word 'Bally,' or 'Spherically,' or 'centrally,' repeating the central theme of the vision. Taken together, the word Busaki logically would mean The central music of Hinduism leads to the center of our sphere, the Mystery of mysteries. All great Hindu music is played in the key of C#, also known as OM/AUM/AMEN. "I" fades out of the scene because the dreamer realizes that he is not his ego, but the Self, and finally achieves Individuation, Self-consciousness, Christ-consciousness, Brahman, and oneness with all that is, transcending the ego, and most likely has this realization while listening to some sacred Hindu religious music, probably performed on a sitar.]
Yes, this was my idea too. The smaller the class the more specialised and 'advanced' it seems to be.Quote:
Originally Posted by Pneumismatic
Actually, I thought is is more simple, just showing that I was 'not prepared' for the lesson(s) of this course. (Forgetting instead of not having the school material means, on a positive note, that I already have it back at home and just need to bring it along next time.)Quote:
Originally Posted by Pneumismatic
That's a good question. Problem is (well, if it's a problem) I am fascinated with the past. This however, does not apply to this life I am leading now. Just past lives and past humankind / (pre)history. Hinduism might be the offspring of one of the oldest religions on Earth (Sanscrit writings are one of the oldest religious texts in existence today, iirc) and this might be one of the reasons that brought me to this 'astral Bali temple'. Combining my '(pre-)history obsession' with my personal spiritual advancement maybe.Quote:
Originally Posted by Pneumismatic
As the topic is advancement (dream-state or lucid) here's two relevant dreams from tonight that might fit in again:
Drawing Of A Smiling Buddha In Class
I am in class again. We do a test or exercise that includes drawing. I use a template or some pre-drawn lines to fill in the entire rest with my pencil. It is an ancient eastern man, maybe a monk, maybe even a buddha figure. I draw the head (iirc there was maybe only the upper body part to be drawn) and I recognise that I need not draw the mouth as it is already there. It is smiling. So I draw a (rather huge) nose above it.
On a second page (another paper) there is another similar eastern monk or a sage figure who is moving or dancing, one sees the whole body this time. I look at one of the other students next to me and am worried that I won't make the test in time as the other students seem faster than me and almost ready.
There are also questions to be answered. (It looks like a multiple choice test). Somehow the answers for these text questions 'come to me' in a flow and are spoken in my mind. I do not however remember what it was about, neither if they were the right answers or if it was just a discussion of the questions.
Interpretation: Maybe the smile just shows me to lighten up from time to time, also during my spiritual progress (maybe it is even a necessary part of it as the smiling 'buddha' shows). Me being the slowest student (apperently) shows that I might still be the 'newbie'. But hey, at least I am part of that class.
Doula
I am at my old university in a corridor next to some of the elevators and am speaking to a fellow student. Maybe she is also a tutor herself, not sure. We had a course together jsut before this chat. She is a very good and eager student. I think she even gave a talk in that class. I know her from my very early school days. She was an eager student then, too. We somehow agree on a 'date'. It might be for a workshop or to be studying together. Maybe (since she is an over-achiever) she also wants to help me (private tutoring, don't know exactly).
Interpretation: It might be another chosen form of the "Healing Angel". I haven't seen this lady in physical life for far over 20 years. Don't know if I ever dreamt of her before, rather not. So it is interesting why she as a figure was chosen for me to be a kind of mentor in the dream. Her first/last name combination is rare and so I used google for research. The finding is indeed interesting with regard to my healer path. I really did not know anything about her (since leaving that school in the 80ies) at all, so this is new for me:
I found out she then went to a high school and there achieved a student's award with a project in biology. She might nowadays be working for a specialised publisher of medical (!!!) books. And moreover, she also seems to work self-employed as a 'doula'. I admit I had to look it up as I never heard this (Greek!) word before at all. Hm, so maybe she offered to help me in giving birth to ... well, what? My spiritual awakening? Becoming a healer? :idea:
Most of your inclinations seem to be heading in the right direction and logical to me. Drawing a big nose on the guru symbolizes choosing him for a leader, as leaders often have big noses, which is simply one of those peculiar quirks of humanity. The Dreamweaver can appropriate some dreams for the express purpose of spurring us on, 'lighting a fire' under us so to speak, of which kind the first seems to be. I'm sure you're progressing just fine, though, in certain situations, it pays to invest a little more than normal, especially when the return is astronomically disproportionate to the investment. You could be in one of those rare places now, which would explain the urgency you felt in the dream. There are stories of an common, everyday lamp that appears worthless, but whoever possesses it may have whatever they wish for. Did you know that humans, on average, burn most of their daily intake of calories with their brain alone? Might I recommend burning a marginally larger percentage for a while? :thumbsup:
Doula is such a beautiful word isn't it. :angelic: Your doula may be helping you give birth to both. They say, "God is in the details," for a reason, and you said you have this woman's first and last name, which are no doubt pregnant with meaning. I can only give you my full interpretation if I have all of the information. If you wish not to reveal it on this thread, just send me a pm.
You know, some of the dreams we have are for other people, which their higher selves lend to ours, knowing their incarnation will read it after we post it publicly, causing some priceless lucid moments in their lives, for which we are rewarded. I say this because some of the information in some of your dreams, may be purely for the benefit of others, in which cases, there is truly no need to worry. Oliver would probably call this phenomenon "permeation," right Oliver? It pays to have faith in the Dreamweaver's deep, intricate and far-reaching understanding of Karma.
Another progress dream in a 'dream' place where I am so often.
University, New Semester, First Day
I'm in one of the buildings of my uni (I went to in the 90ies) of the Hispanic faculty at the first day in the morning. I notice I still need to get a course catalog book for this sememster (I'm not a fresher, it's just a new term, maybe 2nd or 3rd). I want to take lots of seminars this time, also to get to know many fellow students and make friends (well, maybe also to get some 'dates' with some of the girls :mrgreen:).
In order to get the course book I get to another campus and am inside the huge building where there is a university book store (it's all in a real place I know from my uni). The shop is familiar, only counter looks actually like a bank counter and not as I know it.
The woman behind the counter (in her 30ies) jokes with me and says that she is married and another customer girl next to me says the same. I laugh but also wonders since I cannot remember asking her out for a date actually, :oops:, since I just wanted to buy the schedule of courses for this semester.
She says it's 3.50 (or 3.80, don't remember exactly) euros. I open my wallet and (as always) it is filled with banknotes. I take out a 5-euro-bill (there are several). But then it does at first not look like one. It's rater greenish like a dollar. It also has inscribed "Avatar" on one side. I give it to her then.
Then I am surprised because next to the course catalog she hands out an identity card. It looks like a German Id card but in upright portrait instead of landscape format. I see what could be my passport pic at the top right. Then I also see a star somehow in the middle. Without any further comment I take it. I then almost forget to take the course book and am called back by the saleswoman.
I take a seat in the nearby cafeteria then. Strangely I am at a table which is not there in the physical at an unusual place near the coffee machine. I got a coffee from the coffee dispensing machine and am about to leaf through the course book in order to draw up my schedule for this semester and also to know which first course to go to later on that day. I then sip at the coffee mug but it tastes awful, too sour, stale or even completely rotten somehow. I spit out the mouthful I took before into the mug again. I am not a complainer so I just leave it standing there on the table. Don't remember more.
Interpretation
Dreams about Spanish courses at the university is (as well as my being back in the student's hall of my semester abroad in Oxford) related metaphorically to the study of Healing in general. But, as Korpo pointed out, the language courses (English, Spanish, and recently even French) I dream of also mean learning to communicate in NPMR. For me both concepts are not mutually exclusive at all.
What is it with the 'avatar' and the 'id card' in exchange? For me, the 'avatar' is the incarnated ego. So is the ID my higher self maybe? I know that 'avatar' has the spiritual meaning of a kind of descended deity. But why would I hand this in as a tender for an ID (= the 'real' me?)? Surely it is full of symbolism.
And do I have access to sth now (card = permit for some areas) where I could not go before? Hopefully it is also a university library card in order to access the Akashic and/or my Soul Records? The night before I really asked God / my HS to help me even better in retrieving detailed information about past lives I've seen so far (especially about supposedly 18-19th century 'Lady Sinera' or the 15th century Ecuadorian indigenous 'indio' man). Maybe this is the help granted now?
But what about the spoilt coffee? Maybe it is simply telling me not to ingest (too much) caffeine anymore?
Some dream symbol meanings provided by Dreammoods:
ID card - To see your I.D. in your dream signifies your own self-confidence.
Beverages - To drink a beverage in your dream represents your ability to understand and take in a new idea or concept. The dream may be analogous to your thirst for knowledge. Consider the type of beverage for additional meaning.
Coffee - To dream that you are drinking or need your coffee suggests that you need to gain some insight and knowledge before making a decision or tackling some project/relationship. You may be acting too hasty and need to slow down. Alternatively, it may imply a need for you to change your routine.
Hmm, interesting again. Maybe I 'bought' self-confidence with the I.D.? Confidence = trust in or knowledge of my '(higher) self'?
Drinking as expression of 'thirst for knowledge' hits it perfectly. But the bad coffee might indicate that the ingestion of the new knowledge (about my"self") might not at all be good then? Maybe it relates to knowledge about the other avatars (egos)? Or I am just to hasty with this? Maybe I wanted to take too many seminars? To learn too much? (In another recent projection I met a waitress that might indicate I have to "wait" and be patient for certain things to arrive).
Waitress - To see a waiter in your dream indicates that you need to be nurtured and to feel special. The dream may also be a pun to be patient. Learn to wait.
Food for thought.
An ID card in a dream represents your identity. You note that both values (money) and identity (ID card) are different in nonphysical reality than you experience them in physical reality. In this case the ID card might indeed be about getting access - what you can access in nonphysical reality is encoded in your energy field. You're in a sense getting a read-out of that. This is different from a Gatekeeper, which would normally check your ID instead. An avatar means embodiment, so maybe this refers to you as the incarnate, giving energy (current-cy ;) :lol: ) / attention to gaining access to information (as laid out in the catalogue).
01/Aug/2012
Whispery Being
Already 2 days ago, I was told I have a decision to make til or before "the 9th". The month was not given but I assume that it might be this one. (Btw, I also had a dream 4 months ago where I had a ticket to a nice concert and went there. On the ticket I saw the 19. August as a date. I'm now curious what will happen on or from th 9. to 19. of this month - or if anything happens at all.)
I was also told the name of two of my guides, but only remembered one completely. As I asked for Sinera's year of birth I was told I would not have more birth dates. I asked if that meant I wasn't here before at all but received no clear answer.
Comments / Afterthoughts
All were "answers" to questions of mine except for the "decision til the 9th" thing. I don't know however if I can believe the being that told me this. It was in exit blindness and I did not gain clarity/vision, moreover I do not have the impression that it was a guide (althouth another helper of mine, a girl, uses indeed a 'whispery' voice too, yet it wasn't the same one I suppose).
So it might even have been a subcon-aspect of myself or any little astral wildlife thingy talking any kind of senseless BS to me. I also had the impression it was smaller than me when I held its hand while it was talking to me. Also first it only whispered and only spoke up a little when I asked it to do so, as if it was a little shy first (reminding me of the fairy-like helpers from my 30. June lucidventure).
Exit blindness in my book is a hint at being in a higher body than usual. This would be for you the mental body. This would explain again the lack of sight and the lack of clear communication - not yet developed inner senses and chakras of that vehicle of consciousness. The quality of your access to the mental body will vary, and only improve over time.
In the mental body it's unlikely to "get conned." Even the undeveloped mental body does not have the same limitations as an undeveloped astral body. Both shyness and small size need not mean anything - a higher being would try to shield its true magnitude from you, both in terms of appearance and speech, so that you can adapt. The presence of higher beings can be overwhelming. Kurt once quoted Rilke with "Every angel is terrifying" to express this - a higher being needs to carefully regulate how much of itself it will expose to you to not overload the sensibilities of your present stage of development. You're still adapting to being in that body, after all.
Given the frequency of my exits into blindness (I'd estimate it to 30% or more of all exits) I'd say that I am in this body quite often. ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
Sometimes I gain vision then by certain techniques (affirmation "clarity now", grabbing things around me, the temples technique) but sometimes not even this works. Actually I'm a bit clueless and also unnerved by it. Recently, I get more and more impatient when it happens (also I quickly get into a kind of :roll:-like mood). It's becasue I always lose too much of my precious time since my lucidventures are already too short anyway. :|
So you think that always when I gained sight I am in the mental body? Does that mean that my 'environment' is the mental plane (e.g. the 'astral portal' I often jump into would then also rather be a 'mental portal' instead)? At least this could maybe motivate me again when 'blind' next time (and hopefully remember your words then ;)).
When you're blind on exit, see what you can do, what you can feel, and pay attention to what is coming to you. The mental body will develop at a certain rate and you cannot force it. Kurt once told me that there's basically no recipes for developing it "out there" (meaning books etc.) so people try to make do with astral body recipes, not even realising they're in the wrong context for them to work.
So, if you spot exit blindness, roll with it. If there's something to accomplish, it will become apparent. Take in what comes to you and work with that. If nothing much happens, try to move, try asking for help or inspiration, or simply feel that body. If there are guides or contact/touch, roll with that.
It's almost cosmic irony - ideas like "this should work like this", "I should be able to do that" and "It would be best if I do this" are all typical mental body constructs. They can prevent going with the flow of what is really happening. While you cannot force the process, you can help it along by paying attention to any hints, going with what the experience presents to you, and so on.
I wanted to make a timeline comparison how long it took myself to activate chakras 1-4 of the mental body. I haven't had blindness in an experience since the heart chakra seems to have become functional. But I must have recorded my dream journal till then in the old forums, and so it seems like I've lost access to it. All I can say it took quite some time.
Amen to that. :DQuote:
It's almost cosmic irony - ideas like "this should work like this", "I should be able to do that" and "It would be best if I do this" are all typical mental body constructs.
I will later post my latest mind-boggling lucadventure from tonight. But let me anticipate that I can chime in with the two of you stating that one does not always get what one expects as a result from a certain action (in this case to overcome exit blindness). Still, I now believe that despite unexpected outcomes it can be a very 'interesting' (to say the least) learning experience. For me it might have been one tonight. More to come later on.Quote:
Originally Posted by CFTravelerAmen to that. :DQuote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
06/Aug/2012
To Boldly Go ...
I'm a Startrek and science-fiction fan, therefore I chose this title instead of my first draft's heading labelled "Unexpected Encounter (In Focus 34?)" - which nevertheless would be very fitting, too.
In line with my healer path, I wanted to go to the "Temple Of Healing", especially the "Chamber Of Colours And Light", which I read about recently again. (M. Newton also wrote about it but I read this in another book). It is where souls can go to for recuperation after incarnations. However, it was said by a guide that this can also be used for incarnated humans if they happen to find their way to this place. Intent is everything, so I wanted to give this a try. I've been to the nearby library, so why not give it a shot. I assume it is located as well in the "human afterlife zone" on upper astral levels, and according to R. Monroe in Focus 27.
I had planned in advance to take Galantamine during sleep break, which I had not done for a long time. I decided against it again and instead did some exercises (slight meditation, affirmations, energy chakra work and tactile imaging of objects in my room) during half an hour of WB2B after 3-4 hours of sleep. This combination seems to have made the difference. It did not take me long to get into the lucid state and try to do exits. Altogether it were 3 or 4, almost all into my astral portal, but most of them again into blindness. I tried and even shouted this time the affirmations I had planned (e.g. "clarity now", "vision now"). I tried grabbing things, I tried to reach out for hands and ask guides. But it did not work too well.
At one time I managed to exit into a lighted portal or gained sight (don't remember). I remember I was not sure if I could fly out of the window and decided to do a test flight in the room. I lifted of the ground and even flew once through the wood-frame glass door of the room. It worked well and so I decided to fly out of the window into the city. I saw people from above and I almost thought it was the 'RTZ' (but it wasn't of course).
Then I saw a funny young woman who was also flying but by operating a kind of old-fashioned looking tricycle as a flying machine, pedalling along through the air, relaxed and reclined, smiling and in good mood. I found that funny so I decided to fly after her for a short chat. When I reached her she had turned into a very old lady with a wrinkled face. I do not remember any detailed conversation, maybe she also just gave me a "rote". She also touched me gently once. I learnt that she was born in the year 16-something (17th century). So I thought she was doing this for quite 'a while', it explained her 'age' to me and also the old-fashioned looking carriage-like tricycle.
During another exit, I was 'blind' again but felt that I was hovering 'outside' of the window of my portal already. I grabbed sth that felt like wooden posts, poles, planks or beams. Then I had the idea to use another Buhlman command but with a variation. I shouted while directing my 'eyes' down at my still not visible hands holding them before me.
"Higher Vibration Now! Increase Vibration Now! Higher Vibration Now! "
Then I even added:
"Much Higher!!!"
Then felt myself (my "body") becoming somehow warmer and more 'diffused'. Then I could see my hands shimmering orange-red through the darkness. It was still dark and murky around me, but when I 'looked up' from my hands I saw some white beings a few 'metres' off, mabye 3-5 or so. They were all white, still with 'form' but also a little shiny. The background and everything else was still in deep and murky darkness. They looked at me, observing. Not more. I recognised them by their contours and also 'faces'.
Greys.
I decided this was not where I initially had wanted to go (see above) or what I ever expected to encounter in the astral at all. I was not afraid or scared or anything. It wasn't a scary or threatening encounter at all. There even seemed a peaceful air about them. At least, it was neutral. All in all, it lasted not long enough for me to make a complete assessment. After about 3 seconds I decided to fade out again as it just wasn't what I was heading for.
Comments / Afterthoughts
Well, maybe I should have done without the "much higher" instead? ;)
Taking the TMI levels literally and considering the fact that I was neither 'being visited' nor 'being abducted' but rather went there by increasing my frequency, it could mean that I was on Focus Level 34 indeed.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Focus_level
As said, I was and am not scared at all. I am even a little optimistic as it shows that I might now be able to make it 'anywhere' in the non-physical with this technique. I just need to 'calibrate' (so leaving out the 'much higher' addition next time isn't just a joke). If I make it to F34 I certainly can make it to F27 by 'adjusting'. That's the positve insight. It would be like hopping off the bus a station or two earlier or like leaving the upward moving elevator on a lower floor, just to put it metaphorically.
It is fascinating how I experienced the vibrational shift. It felt warm, more spread out and maybe even 'light(er)' (in a double sense?). Still I was disappointed not to have reached the "Healing Temple" or any kind of lighted, sunny Park-like area hoped for. I wasn't focussing on a location when I did this. I was just focussed on my 'body' then. So this might be a thing to improve for next time I try it. And I will!
Actually I am also a little amused, too. Maybe I should have tried to communicate with them. The whole thing strikes me as funnny even. It was like s.o. opening a door in an office building in search of a team meeting, noticing it is the wrong group and conference room, saying 'oops, I'm sorry, wrong party' and closing the door again. Maybe I should have asked them "Ok, guys, how ye doin'? And where's Spock, by the way?" :mrgreen:
To give you a 'picture', I used google's pic search again. I want to still say that these examples do not really do it justice, but it is the closest I could find to show how they looked like. They were standing just more in a distance from me, not near me. I do not remember the (sterotypical) huge black eyes though.
http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...4Xy6mCkVptesuc http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...23yArmf_b3B7N8
I also chose these two faces not just for the black background to reflect better what I perceived, but also to show that it all looked not too threatening at all. Many pictures of 'alien greys' are based on fearfully remembered (abduction) experiences, maybe even cultural horror-movie memes and projections. This is not what I saw or what it felt like. It was rather neutral.
Of course, there's yet another possibilty: Maybe I mistook these beings of light (and that's what they seemed to be after all: white light in black surroundings) for ETs/aliens? Maybe it was a visual translation error based on preformed cultural biases?
Be that as it may have been. I am on the 'path of the warrior' for 2-3 years now and I will stay on it, so nothing will divert me. Let the Larger Consciousness System throw at me what it wants to. If it is for my overall growth, fine, I 'm ready to accept it. No backing down. Whatever else may come now ... Bring it on!
I laud your progress, Volgerle, and thanks so much for posting this! The place you seek holds the very big rote of 'why' to love everyone unconditionally, it's an infinitely priceless attainment.
"If disciplined in the discipline of practice
Be one's mind, straying to no other object,
To the supreme divine Spirit,
He goes, son of Prtha, meditating thereon.
The ancient seer, the governor,
Finer than an atom - who meditates on Him,
The establisher of all, of unthinkable form,
Sun-colored, beyond darkness"
-Bhagavad Gita Ch VIII, Verses 8-9
Probably the case. "Alien" just means "alien organisation of consciousness." So, basically either non-human or beyond your understanding what humans can become. This could again mean either devas (who are not human) or high-level human beings (whose consciousness might seem alien to you). Your default for translation for "alien" (which just means "extremely different from what I know") is - the grey.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
Remember how indistinct Monroe's initial descriptions of INSPEC were...
07/Sep/2012
Raphaelian Green Energy
Recently, I asked Robert this here for a reason. Since Raphael is said to be the Archangel of Healing I did affirmations and requests for his support. He is said to be there for healing yourself but also to support healers on their path to heal others. So I thought it couldn't do any damage to ask this guy for help. I asked to be filled with his green light energy, for 2-3 nights. Tonight sth happened.
Well it is not that a similar thing happened before to my because it did actually. Actually it did so two times, once with a green and once with a red spiral / energy vortex / chakra energy visualisation.
This time, I was in the cellar or my parent's house where my former drumset had been when I was a teenager. In the dream I am putting up the drums again to play and practice. Then somehow I get lucid and ask to be taken to my Higher Self ("Higher Self Now"). However, since I had also done affirmations for the green light energy before sleep, this happened:
I saw a green swirl of energy again in my whole visual field. I was amazed and knew immediately that this time it was the requested healing (Raphaelian) energy. It looked similar to my first spiral galaxy vision (see link or entry in this log), but again different. The green was different this time. I also saw maybe little yellow symbols swirling around in this green energy vortex. I only remember sth that looked maybe like a Y.
I did some exclamations such as "wow" or "yipieh" or just "uh" and "ah" and then it ended.
Comments / Afterthoughts
Very unusual for me to "exit" into lucidity from a dream scene (leaving that scene for another one, normally I stay there when I get lucid). For normal 'exits' I am in bed (astral or physical).
The energy was nice. Regarding the symbol, sigil or letter "Y" I found some references to Raphael, but they do not resemble too much a Y. Some examples:
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedi...aphael.svg.pnghttp://image.spreadshirt.com/image-s...130/height/130http://www.symbols.com/pics/big/41b/41b15.gif
I also checked the Sanskrit chakra letters, but they do not really seem to fit, still the Heart chakra (which is green also) seems to fit best, just looks like a U with a little tail on the left.
http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...vOmGzicNOhggyZ
However, considering the colours it might have looked a little like an angel from afar with spread out and lifted wings. I found one referring to Raphael which also looks this way, even the colours almost seem to fit! Here it is, just imagine many small ones of these signs swirling around, then you have the picture:
http://www.mindbodyspiritonline.co.u...0%5Bekm%5D.jpg
Maybe that's what I saw? I do not believe that I really "met" this Angel, as Robert says we cannot even know if they really exist. But maybe some kinds of energies exist and are accessible for us if we only ASK for them (which I did) and/or maybe my Higher Self showed me that it is already 'in me' all the time, anyway.
Anything like this?
http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...EQHbzfD-FP4gXq
No, not quite. Cannot remember such a huge circle. The lower part was rather slimmer. (If round then it would have been more oval shaped and longer). Anyway what would this sign mean?
Taurus. I'd check the other astrological signs.
'kay, well, what most resembles a Y is Aries for me, but it would not be my sign (I'm Aquarius):
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedi...-Aries.svg.png
found this site, but Raphael is linked to Virgo and Gemini
http://bodysoulmind.net/spirit/angels-of-the-zodiac
As I only saw the symbols 'from far away' (small) and moving, swirling around. So some might look like Y from afar but they might have been different. So if you do not make out enough, Gemini could be a possibilty because there's also a 'stem' and a bow form laid on top of it but not Virgo. (Pisces could be another candidate then, Taurus - as said above - would still have a too huge circle for me, I would have seen that).
http://www.etiketogidas.lt/wp-conten...-horoskopa.jpg
I'd look for an 'angel' correspondence with Aries- I agree it's the one that most resembles your description.
Here you go.
http://www.archangels-and-angels.com...el_samael.html
Samael- or Horus or Set. Very different aspects, if you ask me.
This is so interesting! :D
Need to bring this up again (or bring it on ;)). In a dream tonight this happened: I'm walking along a road leading out of my home town. I am almost at the level of the place-name sign. Then I seemingly get a partial lucidity as it seems because I start to react to a picture I am shown not in the dream scene itself but in my mind and seem to remember this projection well. The picture is similar to the ones above. I then ask questions and get answers in my mind as I still walk along that path out of town. Here's the dialogue (IV = inner voice):Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
Me: "Oh no, not one of them again!"
IV: "It's a woman."
Me: "A woman? Oh. I thought they were sex-less."
IV: "No."
Me: "What else? What does 'she' do?"
IV: "She logs on to the net sometimes."
Me: "Does she also incarnate as a human being (woman) here? Or is she even right now also in human form?"
I don't know why I exactly asked this last question then. Maybe I thought of D. Cannon's books and all of that starseed stuff of ETs getting incarnated on a voluntary basis here, too.
I didn't get an answer or at least not one from the "IV" again. Instead a woman came towards me on the street (or catching up from behind, don't remember exactly). She then went with me on my way out of town and we talked. I know her as she is a famous singer here in my country. I've dreamt about her before although I am definitely NOT a fan. Strange.
She is not unattractive so I might have tried to 'date' her. I even remember that we walked hand in hand for a short moment. Nothing of the conversation is remembered, just the fact that she told me of 'another woman' she was to meet. (Then she was off again and I met some other friends farther out who were waiting at a bus station. One was an old buddy and he gave me his business card. I did not join them on the bus but instead I went to a kind of university (again..) for a physics lecture.)
Some thoughts:
Was the "other woman" the ET woman? Or was it even that singer? Or was it an unrelated event, just happening? I don't know. My "way out of town" might also indicate some kind of border crossing and maybe that explains the ET factor (symbolism?) again. But why does the ET-"she" get logged on (and out?) from time to time? I had the impression it really referred to a computer network (internet) or so. It's like s.o. logs in and you see the avatar (like in a chat?). Observation? Communcation attempt (chat?)? Food for thought again.
but also confusing :|, thanks for the link, lots of info there, well, maybe I should try to re-do this visualisation and ask to be shown the sign again to verify how it looks exactly, or train myself to look harder next time ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by CFTraveler
10/Sep/2012
Maya Hara
In dreamstate, I am in a mountain lift going uphill and discuss some rather petty issues with some people. Then I am actually deplaning into a kind of vacation location. It is a sunny (almost carribbean) area with a beach and palm trees, maybe an island. While still deboarding I also see a very happy old friend who died last year due to severe chronic sickness and probably a bunch of other private problems. I always see him when it's about my healer path and I know this in the dream. Maybe that's why I also get lucid then.
There is a beautiful woman in a (tourist?) guiding capacity and I ask her what this place is. She says:"It's Maya Hara." I might have asked again because later she also says it's the "Hara Islands". I ask her the name of the country or nation it belongs to. She gives a much more strange answer then: „It's Hallo-hallo“. (engl: hello, hello). :shock:
I (lucid!) then tell her that I know that "this is a dream" and want to test her reaction. She answers that everything is a dream around us (possibly also meaning it in a positive way to be dreamy, dream-like, sth always dreamt of, "a dream come true" etc.).
She then tells me to "smell the air around us" now. I try then making use of the smelling sense (never before done in dream or lucid state!) and it might be that I smelled the salty sea air which is to be expected of a beautyful island by the sea. Maybe I also smelt nothing and just "created" or even "hallucinated / imagined" the smell, cannot tell or remember exactly.
Comments / Afterthoughts
Maybe she was a guide and the smelling challenge was to let me experience (open, train) another (new) inner sense in the Astral?
I am certain that the mountain lift and the plane deboarding and arriving at a beautiful sunny beach island represents the trip to and arrival at a higher plane. I also imagined a sunny beach to be one of the places where to meet my HS (next to a mountain hut in the Alpes). So who knows?
The sick dead friend possibly indicates it was maybe another step upwards in my path as a healer (I also just finished another weekend seminar this weekend so I really did a little step forwards in the physical).
„Hallo-hallo“ was used by me as a quickly made-up password years ago and only once in a music group forum. So either it indicates that the country (name) is still secret (encrypted) and is not (yet) revealed for me or that I just used a password to get on a higher level now which was closed to me before. Maybe I arrived at an otherwise „protected area“ (more on this below!). As I „knew“ or was told the password I might „have access“ now. This is also the first time I was on a sunny island! I hardly can remember it from any dream or projection before.
How about the „Maya Hara Islands“?
Maya is the concept of „illusion“ and the nature of (god)mind's reality projection in Hinduism (and Buddhism). Most here will know it. Does this concept of holographically dreamt up reality then also tie in with the guide's description of everything being a dream, or everything being dreamy/dream-like?
Hara is also one of the names for „Shiva“, the greatest Hindu god, and also the female godess Shakti. So do I have another bunch of Hindu connections (see the visit to "Busaki" above). Wow. Did I live as an Indian / Hindu in a previous life?
Regarding a physical plane location for "Hara Islands" (excluding Maya now for simplicity's sake) I found several clues, the last one a really frightening actually. But one at a time:
There is a "Hara Island" near Estonia but it does not yield enough clues. It's small. People were removed from there for a Russian submarine base. Well, but maybe that is a clue indeed, see further below.
In the Bible Hara is a place in Assyria for „exile“ but not an island although islands were often used for exiled people (e.g. Napoleon). It is however farther north from another place in Iran which yields a more sobering interpretation. But I don't want to spare anything, so here we go:
Hara Islands is part of an ecological zone in Iran. Google even names it „Protected Area“, because it's an offical UNESCO Geopark. Here are some pics of "Hara Islands", which is also a place near the bigger island Queshm where besides on the mainland lots of the "Hara Forests" are (being the reason for the ecological protection).
So on a more positive interpretation it is interesting to see how the notion of „protected area“ comes as a full circle now with the above password = country name clue.
There's of course a more negative outlook: This is exactly where Iran is active at the Straight of Hormuz which is also where the impending war between Iran and US/Israel could break loose, as Iran would close the Straight of Hormuz. It's a world hot spot indeed. Near Quemsh there is also a military submarine base.
Is it a hint to the possibility of that coming war in the Middle East? And what is it about healing then? The many dead people - maybe it's about retrievals too? Was "mine" a higher level Haras Islands? Will it even be nuclear after all - with RB being right with his prediction? Of course, healing of people, countries, society and the world on a long-term basis is needed if there's war. It is not the first time my healer path is connected to catastrophy and war in dreams. Once I dreamt to be a healer on an island surrounded by flooded cities. Maybe it's still metaphorical, anyway, it is also frightening. I don't like this aspect. :?
22/Sep/2012
Card Validation Test 2: Close But No Cigar, Again!
Another close miss in a card validation test, though a little different than last time (see entry 16 Dec 2011).
I have a Doppelkopf card stack. It looks exactly like this example from Wikipedia. This deck of cards has 25 types = possibilties, including the Joker which is the only single card. Thus a success with only one trial could be rated with almost (but not quite due to the Joker being less likely) 4% probability of coincidence.
My method, which I will stick to with further attempts in the near future: I do affirmations and put with closed eyes one card on top of the deck and let it in the (transparent!) box and put it upright on a shelf to the wall with the face of the top card before a little red lamp at night for vision (this detailed description bears relevance to the analysis below!). However, RTZ projection or remote viewing is just one method. I also asked my HS/helpers to either be given info in dream-state or be told (or shown) this by the guide helping me out. So any method of info gathering would be acceptable.
Here's what happened. In dream-state, I'm with a woman (unknown) and she tells me sth about 'red love'. Then I get lucid and get out of this scene asking for a helper's hand first. Only after a while it comes and then I remember to ask to be shown the card. The card then comes into my view and it fluctuates. First I only see that it should be a black colour because I see little crosses or spades fluctuating. Then from the top right corner I clearly see a 9 Of Hearts. I ask to be shown again due to the fluctuations and I am again shown (partially) a 9 Of Hearts.
http://www.doskv.de/forum/wcf/images/cards/21.gif
Then I seem to phase back into the dream scene and have lost lucidity as I am then trying to check in that room on the card stack. Only to be disappointed: I see a stack on the table but it is a black colour card (either spades or clubs) and a male person card (either king or jack/knave), could have been an Ace (clubs, spade) too, however. I am disappointed (in the dream) that it's not a red 9 and then the woman (still present) also confirms to me that it is not the right card - presumably referring to my spotted (hoped for) 9 of hearts.
Then I wake up in the physical and do a check: Indeed it was not the right card: On top of the deck was a King of Clubs. However, and this is intriguing: The second card below the visible first card was indeed a Nine Of Hearts. Below that as a third card was another with Clubs: Ace of Clubs.
Comments / Afterthoughts
So when in the "dream" I first was shown the card with fluctuations, I saw little 'crosses' first which are clubs (in German card games we even call this card "Cross"). So in the physical, the second card was indeed the right one! The third another one with 'crosses' / clubs. Of course in the ensuing dream scene (false awakening) I came even closer to the 'right' top card. However, unfortunately I do not remember the exact card(s) I saw, just sth given by the description above.
It's a little intriguing despite the failure. Like the first time, it was just a little off the mark, a near miss. Maybe the larger consciousness system wants to tease me or tell me 'hey, you're close but not (yet) there'?
Or is there another reason I first mistook the 2nd for the 1st card? The woman told me of 'red love' before. Red is the suit colour of the Hearts cards in Germany and the heart is related to love and red anyway. Did the 'love' card shine through too strongly? :heart: Maybe it 'transpired' through the top card? Maybe also the red light I let shine on it from that red lamp helped to let it come through more than the others (resonance?)? Maybe the woman referred to the red lamp/light too?
This 2nd near miss really spurs me on. Being so close is frustrating. I will try again, maybe tonight.
On a meditation now I noticed what a beautiful and useful A-based Mantra this name yields. (Each A pronounced dark, like in the English word "heart" of course!):Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
MAYAHARA
One can even go chanting just the A (like you do it with O or Om or Aum) and intersperse the corresponding consonants in the succession occasionally. Very relaxing.
When meditating I now visualise and "put" myself lying there on a beautiful beach of this island. Maybe with my guide "Gálaca" by my side. And a late dog of ours to my right. Relaxing, sunbathing with a drink and some music, smelling (as recommended by the guide above) the salty air. I almost cured a headache alone with this. I remember that most chants that activate chakras or are used for manifestation(-meditation) use the A-sound, too.
Btw, Gálaca also has the recurring A as every other letter and only vowel. Coincidence?
GALACA
And maybe in physical life I should book my next vacation in PANAMA ? :)
and it occurred to me only later, the late dog (a collie) I chose was a female one who we called "Anja"(=Anya)Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
ANYA
:wacky1:
05/Oct/2012
Throath Chakra Activation Method For Sight?
Need to quote and add sth to this one from last December since it seems I learnt something new again from a helper. Exit bindness troubleshouting 2.0 if you will. :wink:Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
First time out: I was lifted by one helper who held me from behind (!) which was new. I was blind again. I did not like the helper holding me this way and so I went away from him/her stating that I will try it alone now. I had forgotten about my goal though by that time. As often, none of the affirmations to gain sight helped. So I stayed blind until I faded back into my bed, waking up. But shortly before that sth very decisive happened: The helper seemed to use his fingers to tap a few times on the back of my neck. I still felt the last knock when I was already opening my eyes in the physical bed. It was like a signal or a hint given.
Second time out: I was blind again, this time had just got out of bed but in an unknown room which I only 'mind-sensed'. Affirmations again seemed futile. Then I remembered the helper's tapping on the back of my neck. I swung my right arm up and around and put the hand of my astral body onto that spot and asked for vision. Immediately the light turned on and I could see everything VERY clearly !!
:idea: :cool:
Comments / Afterthoughts
So I was definitely given another technique this way. No doubt for me. It worked. It seems I am more of the somatic/tactile-type regarding astral interaction rather than purley relying on verbal affirmations. I am certain it was about activating the throath chakra (from behind). It was exactly the spot (see pic). The last time (see quote) I was given sth to activate the one above it (third eye) also to gain vision.
It is also striking that both times hands were not to be put the direct energy exit (the offical spot) but rather either from the side (temples) or from behind (nape). I will try to use chakra activation in the astral now more often to gain sight and maybe other capabilities (in case I hopefully manage to think of it and not forget).
The only question remaining: why is the 5th chakra now used for gaining sight instead of the 6th? I thought the 5th was for communication. Well, maybe my command got amplified and 'heard' now by the larger reality system and that caused the effect?
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--2d0-yZ9QF.../s1600/cks.jpg
15/Oct/2012
Hello, I'm The Doctor, How Can I Help You?
After a dry period another exit. First I had exit blindness but felt ("mind-sensed") I was with my helper (female, hand in hand) standing before a familiar shop window in my city. Then I used my new chakra sight-gaining method and let go off the helper('s hand) and when sight came on I saw a wide tv (plasma) screen. I flew into the monitor and had several incoherent lucadventures not worth mentioning here but one.
I arrived at a hospital room with one patient, a man lying in bed and a lady (his wife?) at his side. They looked strange with e.g. bushy eyebrows and huge noses, but otherwise humanoid. As it was a hospital I acted impulsively, which is in hindsight very very funny for me: I shook his hand and said. "Hi, I'm Dr MyLastName, what can I do for you?". He told me he is suffering from tiredness. I got like naturally into amnesis mode (it's my healer training in the physical that has an effect now) and asked for other symptoms, such as headache. He told me that he only had the tiredness and no headache. I don't remember more.
Comments / Afterthoughts
I think I am prepared to become not only a physical but also an astral healer. This is consistent with my development. I need to remember next time that the astral is different and start with my 'hands on' healing procedure right away trying to channel Raphaelean or Reconnective healing energy, instead of trying anamnesis or diagnosis. I'm also very confident that I will reach the higher planes soon again for the Temple Of Healing / Healing Centre (in F27 or whereever), which is imminent and intended.
As regards the techniques for validations it looks promising. I'd been training myself before to remember the chakra method for visuals and I also had trained myself to then instantly produce a screen or window which I called the "RTZ validation window / screen" in order to access RTZ info. Moreover, I had also trained myself to use as an alterantive the hearing method (by listening to my guide's 'voice') while in blindness before that, also for RTZ card validation purpose. So here I had the opportunity for both strategies but in either case forgotten my original goal. :? I did only notice afterwards that I actually had my window (shopping window when blind) and screen (TV set), as pre-conditioned by me. Anyway, next time!
I also am using a promising timer method (3-1-1-1-1-1) now which helps me to phase more often (mostly in the 2nd or 3rd alarm break) and I might again add more lucidventures here again, but I'll try to be more concise in future.
31/Oct/2012
The Cathedral
First I was in a dream with a buddy of mine as we were in a wild car chase where he is the driver. In one scene (the first I remember actually) he drives very very fast backwards through a street and I tell him it scares me as it is too fast. We somehow try to escape from a police car as it seems. Then we are somehow up above, jumping from roof to roof in a bigger city. We reach a more suburban area as it seems which then later turns into a lawn and garden area, but also with trash bins and fences or so. At one instance my buddy was riding a bike only and I was seated in a basket hanging from the handlebars in the front of him, with him smiling at me. When we finally arrive at the grassy suburban area I am almost alone but see from the corner of my eye, just for a short moment, a girl that looks very much like Gálaca (= my guide, supposedly). It's a sunny day, btw.
I then don't remember if there was a break or change of scene, but I am then on my own on this sunny day in a kind of castle garden area walking around in this park-like setting. I seem to be almost lucid, as I want to know where I 'landed' here. It does not take me long to find my way to a huge cathedral or temple. It resembles e.g. the Cologne Cathedral (see pic) a little, but with the two towers further apart. I look up to it and it is gigantic. There is a promenade before it (in this park-like area) leading towards it with fountains and flowerbeds by its side, and many people walking there, seemingly coming out of or going into this cathedral. I ask a man who walks there on the path towards me (out of the cathedral.) what this place is. But he does not give a direct answer and only looks at me and says: "It's all good." I try to ask another woman then but fade out of this lucidventure before being able to do so.
http://www.sacred-destinations.com/g...d/IMG_6445.jpg http://www.gadotour.com/xe/files/att...21269faadd.jpg
Comments / Afterthoughts
I believe I was helped out of the astral or the dark(er) areas of my subconscious by a helper who first appeared to me as an old buddy. This old buddy was also very athletic and sportive, much more than me, so he fits well the requirements for the task of the "escape". The police chasing us might have been my own subconscious guard that wants to keep me 'on the ground' for other (lower?) matters (or any astral negative elements or guards?).
I had indeed done the affirmation to finally reach the "Temple Of Healing" (see my post above) this night before going to bed. I also had asked Archangel Raphael whose energy I believe to have 'encountered' recently to assist me (yeah, folks, I've lost my marbles, so what?:mrgreen:).
Annotation: The Healing Centre is the 'institution' in the afterlife area for the healing/cleansing of the soul's energy. It's been described by many authors on astral projection or life-between-lives-regression, such as Moen, Leland, Monroe for the first and D. Cannon or M. Newton for the latter. Here's, for example, a fascinating account about the/a Healing Centre / Healing Temple in D. Cannon's book to be read online. It also says that projectors/incarnated persons can reach it too (quote: "The guardian says not many people afford themselves of this opportunity while in the astral traveling state. "But they should," he says. "We are here to also be of service to the souls that are still incarnated as well..."). That's why I want to get there! Here's another account from M. Newton about the/a Healing Centre.
Maybe this place was the / a kind of temple for this? Maybe I just was brought there (by the helper, when still in dream-state) shortly to 'get a glimpse' or a taste of it, also in order to find it again on my own later? As told above, I did not find out what this place was exactly. Hope I get there again soon.
Still wonder what the guy meant by not answering directly but just stating the 'all good' sentence. Maybe he was healed (coming out of the temple) and therefore it was all good? Also I wonder what the fast backwards-speeding might mean in the beginning of the car chase.
Hello, Volgerle.
Any time you saw your friend he was in the driver seat. This would mean he sustained your consciousness and directed you in your attempt to reach the desired state of consciousness. It would seem then that the purpose of this lucidventure was to expose you to this state of being to get you accustomed to it and also to activate the chakras of your energy body further.
The man saying "It's all good" seems to be a very rough description of a higher plane. It could have been the highest subplane of the astral plane, which is indeed "all good." The description is roughly matching, but strongly lacking in detail and therefore not telling you much. This again is quite probably due to the fact that you're still developing your non-verbal communication. Given how absurd some of your previous exchanges in other ACs were, this is clear progress. A usual progression is like this: Completely absurd, absurd but hitting a similar rough topic in terms of associations, not absurd but short, expansion into larger sentences and exchanges. As I said - I'd say progress is recognisable.
The purpose of the highest subplane of the astral plane is healing in many ways. For example for shades arriving at this level it is a place of wish-fulfillment, freeing them from the residues of desire that they still carried from their recent lives. The whole place radiates a closeness to Source and is often described as sunny, often referred to as Summerland. It also contains the astral ashram. See also here: http://www.kurtleland.com/astral-pro...am-orientation
05/Nov/2012
Chakra-Column Of Light Leading To Past Life Data?
This one has actually three parts (yeah, sorry, it's a long one, go get a cup of tea and make yourselves comfortable...): The first was a lucidventure of its own. The second and third is one lucidventure, both are referred to in the header, but the first is 'connected' somehow, too. It's bizarre, friends, very bizarre.
1. Dancing Charleston in the 1930ies
I get vibrations and phase into the street outside where I live now. To my surprise it is not in the present but there are olden 'vintage' 1920/30ies cars parked outside. I then fly through a window into the living room which is rather a little dancehall or a private party.
There is a nice girl also with 'vintage' clothing, she's dancing in the middle of the room a kind of Charleston or swing style dance and I land there (seemingly half-lucid by then) and dance with her for having fun. Not more remembered but it is notable that the 20/30ies will play a role in the following lucidventure, too.
2. Chakra Column Of Light
I am lying again in my astral portal bed and am asking myself the very strange question (don't know why) if I will see again this moment now / projection also in my (after)life review for this incarnation. This idea produces the vibrations.
This time I am in darkness again. I forget my actual goal for that night (Temple Of Healing again) and only think of my chakra technique to gain sight. I put the arm behind my back on the 5. chakra and shout "chakra!" a few times. What happens then is fascinating.
I see rings of light in the darkness and my flying upwards (don't remember if through them or above them). I pass several of them. Then I stop before one light which is not necessarily a ring but a star of light. Then suddenly the top of my head (crown chakra area) feels warm, I feel it 'physically', and at the same time I start to hear a female voice talking to me.
First I do not understand what she says. Then she also laughs (but not at me, just a friendly social laugh). As usual I grab her hand as I do with my helpers. She seemed farther off first and rather reticent, as if waiting for me to grant her permission to approach me.
I then try to remember one of my goals and the past life research occurs to me. I wanted to test out getting information via voice (clairaudience) in the state, so I decide to give it a try and ask for "Sinera / Lady in Red" (see 3.).
3. Past Life In Denmark?
I still don't see her. It is not completely black but it seems I am kind of under a veil or so. I ask of her (assuming she has the data) my prepaired questions, the very basic details for a past life dataset: year of birth, place of birth and full name. She mentions "Denmark" and then says "in 33". I ask 1933 and she says "yes, 1933" as though it was a given and I should have kown naturally.
Then the name: she mentions sth I remember like "Do(r)sch(e)witz". Then she says the first name "Samantha". I ask again some of the data but she more or less confirms. Then I start to fade out and my last question is: "so this is 'Lady In Red then?". The last thing I hear is a rather higher pitched and hectic "No!!!" before I fade back into this reality waking up.
Comments / Afterthoughts
About past life and 1933:
Of course, my question for Lady In Red became unlogical when another first name was mentioned. Sinera was linked to "Lady In Red" for me here. So she was telling me about another past life (if at all), a third one next to Sinera (probably 1800s) and the "indio / indigenous" man in Punin/Ecuador around 1650.
If it is really 1933 then this indeed might be my 'previous' life. I assume she died young and it is not a parallel existence since I was born in '68 (or she's an old lady now). I once had a strange dream being very different from others that was indeed taking place in the 50ies or so, never before and never after. It's notable that this happened in a night where I also did pre-sleep affirmations for past life info in dreams. Make of it what you will. :?
It is also interesting that the highly meaningful number 33 again features here, as I come across it quite often. Unfortunately, no one else here seems to have since I did not receive any answer. Of course, here it still might be coincidental, but who knows? Maybe I 'chose' the 33 to be born in if it is imporatant for me?
The first lucidventure strangely seemed to herald what was coming my way then. Charleston dancing (still en vogue in the 30ies), the 30ies or 20ies cars. Very bizarre indeed.
I have no clue about Denmark. I do not have any connection to this country whatsoever in this life. Doesn't ring a bell. Even worse for the name, it's pretty disappointing: Samantha Do(r)sch(e)witz. Internet research does not yield me anything for this name and Denmark. It does not even sound Danish (rather German) at all, maybe she was immigrant, Dortewitz is a common German name and also a town, not more. I also tried lots of variants and combinations. Inconclusive, to say the least. Seems I need more data (again ...) :roll::?.
Denmark 1933 yields a ship, but that does not lead to anywhere either.
About the chakra rings / the column of light:
I've seen chakra energy two times before. But this one was different again. I believe I was flying through my chakras somehow, from bottom to top. Reaching the top, my head warmed and I then had 'contact' to the helper (or whoever she was).
But it gets even more amazing! I need to mention one special thing: I used a special stone which was that night dangling from my headside, not far away from my crown chakra indeed (inches). Normally when I do this I use an Amethyst but this time I used the Astrophyllite for this. Well, maybe it has done its job as promised by some experts. I am really amazed and do not think it to be an accident. Before I bought the Astrophyllite I read this about it in the Book Of Stones which mentions its high capability to activate the "chakra column of light", which I might have experienced visually indeed. The quote is from another website (citing it from the same book) with some obmissions and bolds (relevant for the topic / lucidventure above) mine:
A true 'miracle stone' for the astral projection student it seems. That's why I had bought it. I now can recommend it. Give this amazing stone a try if you like to experiment. Might give you a chakra or AP boost. Mine looks a little like this one:Quote:
Astrophyllite is a gemstone ally for navigating the twists and turns of travels beyond the body - in the astral realm and the next several levels above it. It can help one achieve the state of lucidity wherein one can make choices and take purposeful actions, even in the often-chaotic domain of dreams. It is both a spur to expanding consciousness into the higher realms and an anchor which can assist one in returning to home base, no matter the extent of ones wanderings.(...)
Astrophyllite is a powerful storm element stone that activates the chakra column to become a channel for high-frequency light energy. It activates and connects the soul star chakra above the head with the earthstar chakra below the feet. In connection of these two powerful etheric energy centers, all other chakras in the body are activated charged and aligned. Astrophyllite enables one to resonate with and radiate the full spectrum of electromagnetic energy that is the Light. From the highest-frequency energy to the lowest, Astrophyllite reminds us that the entire spectrum of light is necessary to our health and spiritual growth.
Astrophyllite carries an energy that helps walk-ins and ETs feel more at home on Earth. It stimulates the higher chakras and encourages intergalactic and interdimensional communication and telepathy with beings from these realms. It can enhance telepathic communications on the earth planes as well, allowing more exact interpretation of psychic information. It is an excellent ally to employ when one wishes to receive specific scientific or technical information from these other realms or from other times such as ones past lives in Atlantis or ancient Egypt. It can assist in psychic time travel or intergalactic travel.
- R. Simmons / N. Ashian (Book Of Stones)
http://www.steinreich-gmbh.at/img/le...ophylit_kl.jpg
I also remembered Korpo writing about this same (or similar) experience and maybe it was really the same. I found it, it's from my journal, too. I quote the relevant passage:
So the question is what (reality?) did I arrive at when I reached the top (crown chakra)? It was still "veiled" from me but I saw specks of colours through this grey or black veil (not literally, just an artistic or metaphoric description). I did not want to gain sight then because I was concentrating on my clairaudient technique. So I don't know what would have happened if I had tried to gain my full vision again.Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
One thing is certain: my 'chakra' commands which I did before were understood and executed a little different this time. :) And I am certain I was (by help of the Astrophyllite?) driving a fast lane up towards my crown chakra this time, also proven to me by the short (physical) warming of my crown in the end, beyond a doubt. Update: I just noticed that the article mentions the "star chakra" as being out of the body above the head. The last I saw when I stopped (meeting the lady voice) wasn't a ring (or wheel) but rather a point of light which I even called a 'star' (not consciously thinking of this chakra/description) when I wrote it down above. Wow. I'm amazed even more now. Something was going on with this stone. Wow.
I like it that you grabbed the hand of your helper, that probably stabilised the connection.
In the past I often identified going beyond my ability to see something and only have mental contact with someone with going beyond my usual capabilities. In my case I would go to a "non-space" where all that existed was me and the connection to the other, no dimension, no space, no vision, just a nothing. Don't imagine a void, because that's not what I mean. You cannot imagine it. There was nothing to be seen and no observer, but a form of undefined separation. Funnily enough I'd say it would have a color resembling an afterimage red/orange. ;)
In hindsight this could have been entering a body with not even the 1st chakra fully active - not feeling of having a body of your own - or the 2nd chakra - perceiving space. In my experience more activity in the 3rd and 4th chakras is required (in combination with the 6th) to even render a picture in any body. When I had the 1st, 2nd and 3rd chakras of that body online, I would feel a body, movement and space, and have a vision of electrical/interference patterns, but not a picture of my surroundings. As the 4th chakra came online I would suddenly have car dreams all... the... time. And with full vision. As the 4th chakra came fully online I would also be able to read signposts (or just know what they mean) or know what lay in what direction when I wondered about it.
This scheme Kurt presented for the development of energy body inner senses really helped me to gauge the progress of my own experiences and the development of that energy body. Your inner projection contains elements that may be similar pointers for yourself. If you didn't have more vision it was probably because the information you had, inner-sense-wise, was not clear enough to render a more detailed coherent picture from it, not because you didn't will it to happen. Details will come as more of your chakras come online and develop more.
An interesting experience, and that's really quite something with the star and your account of the stone. :)
I'm usually doing this. This time the hand felt 'weak', not fully rendered, so the tactile connection wasn't so strong. But the voice was clear. It is interesting that first I did not understand what she said (maybe also due to confusion when the crown chakra was felt warming up). However, when I asked for the data I understood what she said loud and clear, her voice wasn't familiar though, it wasn't 'whisper'lady, but another one.Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
Still, I am skeptical as to the data retrieved. I will soon try a card test with the voice(s) in order to check if they tell my verifiable data. Til then I cannot take the past life data as real past life data. It also would be a cool way to do validation(s).
It occurred to me that maybe because I commanded "chakra!" several times that the response was to experience more (than one) chakras of mine, since this was the way the system / energy interpreted my repeated command. :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
28/Nov/2012
Astrophyllite Continued: The "Worm" Neg (Or Kundalini Again?)
Not a clearly lucid experience, just an interesting follow-up on the Astrophyllite used on my chakra(s) and how it shows it is a double-edged sword somehow. Happened a few days ago actually when I had the Astrophyllite again dangling above my top chakra during sleep:Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
In a dream, I first seem to be in a brawl with a muscular guy who somehow provoked me on a kind of club or bar. I first seemed to wisely ignore him but then I somehow reacted also violently. Don't know if it relates to the following scene:
Later I am in the bathroom and I seem to 'feel' - just like in the best alien-horror movie - sth moving up my torso. I also felt this already a few times when lying in bed (mind split while dreaming). Before the mirror, I then try to remove it through my mouth and the right jaw somehow.
The creature is a mix of a VERY long tapeworm/caterpillar/millipede. It's really long, as I draw it out I still feel it moving down in my torso too, so it takes a while. It then somehow snaps off (or did I bite it off?). I throw it on the bathroom floor then and try to smash it with a nearby bucket. Then, to my dismay, I realise my fear came true and there is still some of it inside, it seems to grow back somehow.
Instead of trying to draw out more I run panicking into the living room (strangely now a foreign unfamiliar appartment while before I'd been in a familiar bathroom). I grab the phone and try to make an emergency call for paramedics. I immediately hear s.o. saying "hello, hello?" while I still try to remember / dial the emergency number (hence taking up the receiver would have been enough). I then somehow 'sense' a good buddy of mine on the outside of the building and seconds later I also see my parents materialised in this (still foreign) flat. I run to my father to tell him this is very serious and I need help. They seem not to grasp the seriousness of the situation.
To my great surprise, my "father" does not seem to be concerned about me at all. Instead he smiles and puts out a warm, loving and reassuring expression on his face. He's maybe not my father anymore then but rather resembles the Blue Monk. All he says is this while he's smiling:
"You've been playing around again, have you?"
Dream/projection ends.
Comments / Afterthoughts
In short, two hypotheses:
1.) I do not believe it was a 'real' neg experience. The Astrophyllite combined with my affirmations (column of light activation) caused the energy movements in my body at night. This is of course not the first time I feel energy in my sleep. The negative interpretation of an 'alien worm' might (or might not) have been caused by the aggression dream I had before. (The guy might have been an aspect of myself though). However, it could have been an unrelated dream, too.
2.) I met my guide, the Blue Monk, again. I see him sometimes now in dreams too and as it seems in different forms (skin colour as well as age) during projections. I assume he could be my main guide. I would not have seen him as my 'father' first. Or he's a close second to Gálaca? Or they are both one, just two different aspects (male-father /female-girlfriend) shown to me according to the situation?
Anyway, he seems to have some fun with me now, too. But he also warned me not to play/fool/mess around (with that stone or energy work in general) too much? Or maybe it all wasn't as threatening as I thought it was? At least it's good to know there's always help nearby (buddy, phone, father-guide), And yes, I "played around" a lot with crystals and energy already. I need to take more care maybe.
Negativity exists inside the human being. Don't be too surprised to see it as a low-level consciousness. The "regrowing" might just mean you're not done cleaning it out.
That's probably very true. I had also some emotional issues recently. Moreover, and amazingly so, the Book Of Stones (quoting again from an above link (a quote of a quote), just another section) says this, bolds mine:Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
Also:Quote:
Astrophyllite has the ability to direct light into the darkest recesses of ones being and experience. It can help one perceive and understand ones most buried and unacknowledged thoughts and feelings. By bringing these shadow aspects of the self to conscious awareness, wholeness, self-acceptance and self-forgiveness can be achieved. Astrophyllite is excellent for those who believe they are beyond redemption or salvation due to their ego investment in the shadow self. It can help these individuals to perceive their inherent divinity, fully accepting and loving themselves, deciding to live their full potential. For this reason, Astrophyllite can offer excellent support for counseling those who have been institutionalized in our criminal justice system or mental health system. It is also useful in exorcism and entity removal work.
(...)
Spiritual : Astrophyllite enhances the ability to communicate with ET's, interdimensional beings and other civilizations from past or future. It activates the entire chakra column and assists the body in resonating with full spectrum of Light energy. It can assist exorcisms and entity removal and in turning dark entities towards the light.
Emotional : Astrophyllite can help one accept ones shadow self and feel more whole and accepting of oneself. It can give hope to those who fear judgment of others or the Divine. It assists one in finding light in the darkest corners and in deciding to express ones full light in the world. Astrophyllite allows one to face ones darkest fears and reclaim ones full power.
So maybe it is a kind of inner cleansing, even "inner neg removal", and I should do more? Bring it to light with light, so to speak? I'll definitely use the Astrophyllite (on my spiritual chakra) again. But not every night. It's a real hardcore stone and one needs some time-off from working (hard) with and through it.Quote:
Astrophyllite and Moldavite work together exceptionally well, especially in regards to activating ones higher purpose in life and in assisting one in following that path. The acceleration they provide sometimes necessitates a rather intense burning of old karma, but for those who are ready, this is an immense blessing.
I also recognised already that it is hardly possible to wear it for a longer duration around your neck on your breast during the day. It starts to somehow 'burn' after a while, and exactly this was written somewhere else on the internet too (don't find it right now but I remember I read it somewhere).
My goodness, yeah, what a powerful stone!
15/Dec/2012
UFO Sighting And The Dreamers Class
Still in dream state, I am in a school class and we see UFOs outside, looking outside the window still seated in our chairs at the desks in class. Then some of them come down and they don't look like UFOs anymore. I however spot another point at the sky that is shimmering with some light blue dots in it and say this is a 'real' UFO. Then it comes down and I immediately get lucid and know I'm dreaming! Strangely, I do no longer care for the "UFO" and turn to the class to explore it.
I see some students sitting at their tables and I assume they are other dreamers (people). I address one girl and ask her if she knows she's dreaming or what she thinks of dreaming. She shortly closes her eyes then as if she was reflecting deeply on my question, then after a few seconds opens them again and answers "I would rather be sleeping alone".
This kind of rebuff doesn't offend me (as she was also beautiful maybe she thought it was sexual?) and I just give here a friendly tap on the shoulder and leave by saying "It wasn't about sleeping but dreaming, my dear."
Then I go outside into the hall/corridor and there's a woman that looks at me as if she's a kind of guard. I ignore her and instead walk into the opposite room, and there is a normal office with some ladies sitting at desks working on computers.
I walk up to one office clerk girl at her desk and ask here what she's doing or what her job is or what 'this company' does. I also look at her screen but it seems to be compartmentalised into several windows and shows different calculations, logarythms, data entries and some pics or icons too. I do not understand anything of it, neither much of the communication. She just tells me sth about 'photons' and mentions some numbers, that's all I remember before I wake up or lose lucidity and memory again.
Comments / Afterthoughts
Maybe it was indeed a dreamers' class and I am a student in it that got lucid? Maybe the office was the maintenance clerks of this educational institution in the astral or mental area of NPMR?
The UFO seems to work to make me lucid now. I have seen other UFOs (also as beings of light / angels) in the sky lately in dreams and said to myself that whenever I see one again I get lucid. Maybe it works and is a new method for me to be cultivated now! It is also interesting to note how my attention seemed to switch to the surroundings and situation I was in instead of the „UFO“ , as if I subconsciously understood that this sighting was just a signal to get me lucid. (?) Once I asked an angel to help me to become lucid. That same night I saw a UFO in the dream but when it approached me (came further down) it turned out to be a being of light with wings looking like a butterfly (or angel!?) then. Maybe this was the answer or assistance given to me? I will make affirmations now like "I see a UFO. I know I'm dreaming" or similar. Maybe also ask an angel / helper to play this role for me. Maybe it really works for me.
I think her answer had something to do with the fact that establishing dream contact with you would have felt unsafe to her - like something her belief system does not allow. The translations are a bit off in general but getting much better - usually sensible short sentences now.
The readout on the screen suggests "abstractness" about the information - and you bring back your impression that it was "complex." Probably the same reason you didn't back any of the explanation. You did not have the (dream) vocabulary to translate it. "Photons" are a unit of energy and light, so any sort of directly working with energy might have been the subject of her explanation.
19/Dec/2012
Throat Chakra Activation For Overcoming Speech-Paralysis
Seems this one was repeated again, just for another purpose.
I get into the vibrational trance state and affirm I am looking forward to the Lightportal with joy. I get vibrations and wait til they are stronger and then try an exit. As usual recently, I have difficulties as I experience inertia and even tiredness (!) of my (physical?) body when trying to exit. Strange, I did not have this before. Never.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
I am out blind again (or not blind, actually I cannot even say what I saw, maybe it was again mindsight). But that is okay for my purpose as I had planned to work on my clairaudient technique again and thus concentrate on my hearing and 'speaking' to a helper. I might have grabbed for a hand but not sure if I really felt one, still I was sure of a helper being present (also since I asked for one the whole day in preparation).
I try (not telepathcally but really by articulating) but I cannot get out a word. Maybe a whisper or a soft croak, but not a voice. I can speak mentally but I want to move my speech organs and use my vocal chords, but it seems I have a paralysis or apraxia of my speech organs (not aphasia as I mentally could still understand and speak language).
Then it happens again: A helper taps with a finger 3-4 times on the back of my neck. I am reminded of this technique and immediately put my hand on this spot myself saying "chakra" once. I can speak immediately! I do not remember what I said then. I think I tried to activate also the chakra above for gaining sight, which means I had by then unfortunatly lost memory of my original goal - to try the astral hearing approach again. Then I lost lucidity again.
Comments / Afterthoughts
Interesting. Lesson repeated, only this time to overcome a dysfunction that made even more sense for the fifth chakra - being able to speak!
Still, it's rather obvious: I seem to have a problem with carrying over my belief to use my astral like my physical body. Or it seems I was not 'loosened' enough from the physical. First there's the paralysis and tiredness of the whole body and moreover it appears that secondly I had somehow 'carried over' the inert (asleep!) voice/speaking organs of my physical body into the astral. Strangely, the weariness I felt is really by far outweighing the paralysis / inertia aspect. I was just so very very tired. :shock:
Be that as it may, luckily the 're-taught' lesson to re-gain (astral?) abilities worked! :D
You probably wouldn't experience "exit blindness" in your astral body. By now it should be rather well-developed. If you can see in your dreams, "astral blindness" may not be what's occuring. Especially if you had lucid dreams in the past.
The third eye also is not so much about sight, but about coordinating your inner sense impressions from all chakras into a coherent mind picture. I believe for example that I had an experience pertaining to this where the 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 6th chakra were active - I could not see, but I had a sort of "touch vision." I knew how far things were away from me (impression of having a body, 1st chakra), where they were in space (2nd chakra - awareness of space) and I could move (3rd chakra). All that information compiled together (6th chakra) gave me a coherent picture of my surroundings, just not one like I would have expected it.
As for "exit blindness" - the "lights went on" for me around the time the 4th chakra would have come on in the energy body where I was aware of this developmental process unfolding. The heart chakra is about function, and that's why I think it has a lot to do with sight. Knowing what a thing or energy is is part of translating it into a picture. Before that I knew I moved, a relation to other things around me, but I did not know what these things were (their function) and could therefore not render them into images in my mind. (Imagine a world where you could not see a table if you did not understand what a table is...)
Knowing the function of an entity or thing means knowing its purpose. What is it for? What can it do? How does it relate to myself? How does it relate to other things? These impressions started to happen. I would find sign posts regarding my whereabouts and could read them (at least I thought I've read them - maybe I just knew what was on them and did not question that). The pictures my mind would render of places I could bring back and interpret to get a clearer understanding of where I had been. The important thing is that this translation process picks your brain for the closest physical thing to approximate the nonphysical experience. This process gets more accurate over time. It yields more information and gets closer to the energetic truth behind the picture. The picture is just for your own understanding - and also shows the limits of that understanding. How the world looks like in an AC is a reflection of what's in your mind and on your mind and what you know. It's as much a glance without as within.
Regarding the neck - all chakras are interconnected. A blockage in one might limit their overall interaction. Just a thought.
I have a theory: It's the Etheric Body. That's also why it felt so 'weary' which is normally the case for the EB (according to many authors!). I also know a guy from another forum who uses the etheric body to produce raps and other kinetic effects (and validations) and does deliberately without sight because he says then it works no more when sight comes on. He claims that in the EB sight is not possible.Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
But maybe physical-like hearing? If it is close to the physical body, which is the EB as the 'next' body, then it would make sense that I am able to 'hear' but still be in trance / projecting. I wanted to concentrate on my clairaudient ability discovered. So I can then 'hear' into the spiritual world already with this sense (connected to my EB or even the physical ears?). It always takes a while for the helpers to respond though. Seems they have trouble lowering their vibration in turn accordingly. Makes sense?
Yeah, we already had spoken about it a weeks ago: It is my weak spot. So I think the natural flow 'stops' there.Quote:
Originally Posted by Korpo
When I had the Astrophyllite experience on Nov 5th I might have gone 'through" them all the way up to the Star Chakra or 7th chakra at least. That's why I believe I spoke to a part or aspect of my HS, as I it is my constant intent to view past lifes - or maybe it even was the incarnation 'Samantha' itself.
On the other hand, this does then not explain the 'physical hearing' I also did with her because according to my new theory it should have been the Etheric body's sense then? *confused*
:shrug:
21/Dec/2012
Dr Walker
I produce my vibrations with my timer/laughing method in a kind of high building appartment. I first do a test flight in the flat then outside and fly above high over an unknown city. I land in a kind of suburban neighbourhood. I try to remember my goals but to my annoyment have forgotten everything. I try hard but it really is a shame. Then I decide to make the best of it and explore. I then am around a kind of scrap yard (for cars as it seems). I hear a child shout 'Dr Walker, Dr Walker' and decide to go there.
Then memory is blurred and I only remember bits of it. This doctor Walker seems to be a long-haired young shaman or whatever. In one scene in a kind of modest hut where he lives or has his 'practice' he holds my hand for a while, feeling 'inside' me maybe, while critically analysing / looking at me as it seems. Don't know if healing or examination was going on. Don't remember what he did then.
Later I ask a woman (his assistant or another client waiting?) about this address. She says it's "Einstein 3" and also mentions sth with "path" in it. I then go back to the 'doctor' / shaman to ask him his full name again. He tells me it's "Burnson Walker" (or Benson as this makes more sense as a first name?). I repeat it twice ("burn" ... "sen") in order to memorise and he says jokingly that now (finally) I would "sound Irish". I tell him that I need to do this memorisation and ask twice for names as he might surely now that I am currently projecting and have problems with memorising things. He seems to understand in an amused way. Then I discover a crystal with a leather band on a kind of display or shelf. It looks like my own, a Cyanite/Disthen, which I recognise immediately. Mine looks very similar to this one:
http://www.edelsteine.de/shop/images...nanhaenger.jpg
I say "Oh, that's mine, can I take it again?" which he confirms. Then I see another one (saying "oh, you've also got one") but it is only a picture on a kind of carousel display of more gemstone pendant pics, as if he would advertise, sell or offer them for free.
Comments / Afterthoughts
I'm using the Cyanite on my throat (chakra) during daytime for weeks now. I think that all my throat problems have become better. Maybe this was a hint to further use it and/or also apply (my) other crystals. Maybe I should also wear this Cyanite by night. It might aid in NV communications and with AP in general (it is said to do so).
I have no clue about this shaman / doctor. Burnson/Benson or Walker or Ireland or "Einstein 3" so far make not much sense to me. The scrapyard for cars might be related to recycling / renewing / refreshing / healing of energy bodies (=cars) maybe?
He might be on to something. I remember some etheric body experiences without sight, and with both physical and nonphysical sense impressions going on. I think if you affirm sight you might actually switch to the (more capable) astral body and "the lights come on." At least that's a possibility.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
Happened to me several times in connection with the etheric body. Once I would have trouble detaching it at the head, so I would have the feeling rotating around a fixed point - the feeling of movement and position was in the etheric body. But I still heard with my physical body I think.Quote:
But maybe physical-like hearing? If it is close to the physical body, which is the EB as the 'next' body, then it would make sense that I am able to 'hear' but still be in trance / projecting.
Similarly I would drift through the room in my etheric body but the sounds would get farther and farther away - as I drifted away from my physical body, I would hear what it hears, but as if from a distance! This also happened during a Monroe tape session where I was somewhere - not "in my head" - and could hear what my ears hear while being aware of not being close to them, so it was as if the sound came into my ears, but was far away from where I was.
Yes, but I think the etheric body is not necessarily a good vehicle for communicating with high-level spirits (as guides and invisible helpers are). I think Bruce Moen does it right - he has established an ability to go to higher focusses and still bring that immediately back to physical reality.Quote:
I wanted to concentrate on my clairaudient ability discovered. So I can then 'hear' into the spiritual world already with this sense (connected to my EB or even the physical ears?). It always takes a while for the helpers to respond though. Seems they have trouble lowering their vibration in turn accordingly. Makes sense?
18/Jan/2013
First Aid For Car Crash Victim (A Test)
This one mainly is a dream with some semi-lucid insight and a 'false awakening' in it, so I can put it here. It is also highly significant (see analysis below).
First I dream that I am in a kind of workshop or sales depot for wooden furniture and I am looking for a new chair. But no chair really fits me. I then decide on one but am not really convinced. One of the sales persons of this sales depot is a former boss of mine, but he's somehow not interested in me. When I finally make up my mind which chair to take (still not really convinced) they all seem to be out on their lunch break or so.
Then there's a scene change and I am either driving or walking on the street where the university library is where I am going for learning for my Heilpraktiker studies a few times per week. (Btw: Fingers crossed: Two months only to go til the exam!). Before me I hear a short crash and then I see that a car (which acutally looks like my own!) has crashed somehow although there is no other car involved and one does not see with what it collided as it only stands half on the street and half on the lawn (of the university campus).
I get there without hesitation to help (I am alone) and see that the front side is crashed and there is a tyre broken, so maybe this was the reason. I open the driver's door but do not see anyone, it is also dark inside. Then I go around and open the passenger door and I then see a young guy with long hair and (iirc) a white shirt somehow lying across the two seats. I do not remember if he was jammed between steering wheel and seats in this wreckage.
I decide to pull him out first in order to then apply the usual first-aid chain of measures. But first, I address him. He seems conscious but 'groggy' and (of course) in distress as he is lying there on the front bench. So I ask him if he understands me and if he's injured and hurts somewhere. I then grab him and at this moment it changes: He smiles at me and grabs a doctor's reflex hammer from the dashboard and gives it to me.
I am then laughing too and - also a bit relieved - say: "Oh, this was not real!". As we both are laughing I take the tendon hammer from him while I wake up. But it is a false awakening and I am lying somhow in the sales depot again where I bought the chair, as if I had fallen asleep and been dreaming there about this crash. All that remains from the car crash scene is the reflex hammer which I still hold in my hand. But it starts to crumble into little tiny mechanic-metallic pieces then, such as washers, balls, screws, bolts. They then seem to turn to grey dust and disappear thus rinsing out of my hands. I put the rest of a few remaining metallic tiny pieces on a kind of bed stand next to my "bed" (or whatever I lie on) then, knowing well then that 'by morning' it all will have disappeared. Then I really woke up.
Comments / Afterthoughts
"Not real" meant it was a test. Definitely. I was called to help and had to react and I did it. Maybe my Higher Self tested me because I had decided the night before that meeting "it" will be my only target from now on (until I have success). I now finally want to meet my other incarnations on a NPMR destination I created for myself in the Astral. It's a beautiful place. So I went to bed with the constant intent to get there (visualising it) and affirmation of "Higher Self Now!". I also applied the Amethyst dangling above my head chakra, which always connects me to my HS (at least in dreams to get messages).
And indeed, not just the car looked like mine, but also the guy looked a little like the "young philosopher", one of the persons I met and assume to be parts of me. I 'met' him shortly in my "Puncture" vision and also in dreams. He was the guy that said the strange words "Humanity still lags so much behind in its development. It has not even reached 60 points of its potential on a scale of 700-800." to me before he vanished again.
It is also amazing that this dream used so many recent incidents and develpments in my physical life. I had indeed bought a new chair and was not satisfied with it recently. But here, maybe the chair(s) that did not fit anymore was about my old life / job, this would at least explain the presence of a previous boss who was indifferent towards me.
Moreover, I really bookmarked (on ebay) a reflex hammer only days ago for me online since I am now gradually beginning to gather equipment for my practice. Probably this symbolic act was a kind of encouragement to show me I am on my right path and will succeed (hopefully).
And indeed, there was also a car crash in front of the university I witnessed, not quite at the same location where it was in the dream but just another street around the corner. 2 weeks ago or so I was just going back from the refectory to the library when I heard a loud bang on the nearby street. I could not see it first due to some grassy hills, but as also a car-alarm went off I knew it had to be a crash. I then got there to see. Concededly I was a little afraid despite my training that I could do mistakes if there were injured and first-aid was needed. Fortunately there were no inuries, just property damage, and also other people already standing - not in any agitation at all. So I was a little relieved. Maybe even this was already a test for me in physical life? I could have chosen not do go at all but of course that was out of question, especially as I am trained now. Maybe the dream repeated this test now for me and I passed it and was given a message by being given the reflex hammer.
Another (additional) message could be that I could also choose (and I am considering this) to also become a first aid instructor which is another possibilty of self-employed work for me. There is an offer by a company looking for trained healing practicioners to work for them as freelancers.
Last not least, coincidentally (or not), I had a doctor's appointment today in order to get an attestation of health for my Heilpraktiker exam. Of course, during his routine checks he also used a reflex hammer on me then. I somehow had to stare at it and laugh when he performed his tests with it then.
I think I should buy one now. It's about high time anyway.
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26/Jan/2013
Katja (Assistant Guide)
I come up to lucidity from a dream and am in sleep paralysis lying in my bed. My visuals however are a room I lived in when I was student in a shared flat with friends. It is dark or dim, at night.
I might have exchanged more words with her but what I remember of the talk is the following sentences. The voice is familiar. It is the whispering soft female voice I already know. So this is the conversation while I lay in this bed of the room of my past, as well as in SP in my bed:
She: "You can see me!" (repeated) "You can see me."
Me: "Yeah? I'll try. Ok."
(Stretching my head I see her then)
Me (difficulties): "What is your name?"
She: "Katja."
Me: "Are you one of the Reconnective healer teachers?"
Two very notable phenomena during this conversation:
First, I simultaneously feel in my physical body a goosebump / shiver crawling up the skin (or spine) of my lower to the middle back. More on this below as this is VERY significant - literally.
Second, in order to see her, I lift my head with difficulty and see a woman's shape sitting in the half-dark at a few steps away from my bed. First I do not see her face because it is so dark (and a little 'spooky' too, concededly). Then for a short blip of a second, I recognize her face out of the dark room smiling at me. I try to articulate another question but I have a hard time speaking as my speech organs seem paralysed.
Then I wake up and cannot get / await an answer.
Comments / Afterthoughts
I think I have met her before. Her face was familiar, too, so I believe. She is the one I have already been flying outside my portal over the city (hand in hand), e.g. in this lucidventure here, where both fit: first the voice and later the flight over the city. Funny how she told me then she'd been "on vacation" for a while.
And yes, it was indeed again the woman I called "Whisper-Lady" whose nice whispery voice I could actually 'hear' a lot (with my ears / brain / acoustic nerve) during many blind exits. It is still hard to differentiate her from Gálaca, as they might look a little alike. Katja's hair is darker, Gálaca is more fair or brown-haired. Or maybe I mis"heard" Kaja for Gálaca? Still a possibilty. Anyway, if they are different, both are quite pretty alike.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
:heart::P
Don't know why I asked for for Reconnetion healing teacher this time. Maybe I had done this before, but this time I had asked yesterday to be constantly sent a kind of assistant guide, but not my main guide necessarily. Rather s.o. to be "delegated" for some basic or 'dirty work' who would be willing to assist me in my data gathering attempts - e.g. for remote viewing (see thread) and past life or any other Akashic data. And this also by making use of the clairaudient etheric method I am currently trying to develop.
When I asked for the assistant during meditation the day before I also was asking to be given a body sign (e.g. a touch, or sting, or twitch) to recognise this specific guide. I then felt exactly what I felt during the sleep paralysis: the goosebump / shiver crawling up the skin of my lower to the middle back.
My voice organ not working was of course due to my mind-split and felt sleep paralysis. I heard with my ears (or brain) and thus it seems I wanted to speak with my physical organs of speech (mouth, vocal chord, larynx) too - which of course did not work due to the SP. Not the first time this happens in the obvious borderline state between "etheric" and "physical" for me. But I need this state as I want to use it for my new technique.
Wow, this is amazing. So it's several corroborating confirmations for me that it's the same person once again:
1. the specific (agreed upon?) goosebumps as a 'recognition signal' given by her,
2. her face/looks,
3. the "in-ear" voice which is very very unique and recognisable,
4. the coming together of 2. and 3. e.g. as in the quoted lucidventure above (first hearing / then seeing her).
I consider Katja now being a specific guide (probably an apprentice?) assigned to me for helping me developing any of my projection capabilities. It seems that she was the one who most often helped me out anyway already in the past. I'll address her more directly from now on.
Nice. :)
17/Apr/2013
Card Validation!
I get vibrations and am in my 'astral bed' experiencing blindness again. I immediately shout out to my helper(s) to be shown the card I had put 'blind' on a shelf two days ago in front of a little nightlight (for night view should I do the unlikely case of a "real" RTZ projection).
First I remain in darkness, maybe holding a helpers hand or not (don't remember exactly) as I do usually when communicating with my helpers and do not see anything.
I shout again "The card! Show me the card!" Then I see a card approaching me from far away. The background is still black. There is just this little card, still far away, a little to the right (Btw, it's also to the right in my physical room). I zoom in on it so it gets nearer. I recognise it and shout it out as an aid for memorising it: "It's a Nine Of Spades!". Then ask for confirmation: "Yes?". A guide answers telepathically (no in-ear-voice this time) "yes".
Then vision comes on and I am in my "lightportal" (for those who don't remember my previous entries: it's the name I gave to my childhood bedroom into which I phase quite often, sometimes almost automatically) and the same card is on a shelf next to the bed there visible for me.
The guide who answered is a woman. But if I remember correctly it is not Katja (see last post above) this time. I don't know or remember her. I look at the card again and it still is the Nine Of Spades. Then however I seem to lose focus and lucidity. It starts to fluctuate and the black Spades turn also into black Crosses/Clubs, the number unchanged. So it might also have been a Nine Of Clubs. The lack of lucidity also leads me then to defocus from the card validation and engage in a kind of semi-sexual encounter with the guide. But it seems to lead to nowhere and I wake up.
Being annoyed at my loss of lucidity and (again) indulgence in my astral sexual urge I expected a failure for the card validation. I did not look up the card immediately but went to sleep after I wrote the result on a piece of paper in case I should forget which card I saw. This morning, I went to the shelf and turned the stack around: Shock! A Nine Of Spades!
:whatthe:
This is the picture I took this morning. I know this does not prove anything to anyone (except me), it is just a little act of celebration and remembrance of this success for me.
It shows what I noted on paper that night and the turned around stack in its box with the 'astrally remote viewed' card on top: "pik 9" means "Nine of Spades". I also noted down the second "unsure" card which is "kreuz 9" (Nine of Clubs), but the call I made for this attempt was the first and "stable" one, of course:
http://s14.directupload.net/images/130417/e57qic8k.jpg
I did it !!!
:clap::party::D
Comments / Afterthoughts
Preliminaries:
I've made a "deal" with my Higher Self two days ago. Maybe THIS is what made it happen. I asked my HS to help me or send me helpers that would help me get the card validation done. Part of the deal was some things I would do in future and some I would no longer do. I will not reveal it all here for personal reasons, but one thing was that I would not try a validation again but use my projection attempts instead for 'higher' and less selfish purposes, such as retrievals and healings, but also to get to know ("meet") my HS (also past lives etc.).
Thus it was a last 'desperate' act. I really asked my HS "give me this one success and I will let it be for good". I had not tried a lot of card validations since the last time (see link below) when I had a second (!) "near miss" (see link in quote) in September 2012, which then made me speculate on the following:
Maybe this was true. Maybe the "deal" was now making me hit the mark with one shot, at last.Quote:
Originally Posted by Volgerle
After that attempt in September, I only did one or two more card tests last year, but always with fluctuations where I saw many cards, so I could not make a definite call, which is why they didn't count as a failed run in the statistics. Only if I could settle on a definite card I would make a call and thus determine on hit or miss.
Then, I also saw a few months ago (in October) a Jack Of Clubs in hypnagogic state. However it turned out to be the wrong card when I looked it up later. This was all. I did not do anything for months then.
The other thing regarding verifications was the RV experiments in eyeoneblack's thread very recently. This failed miserably for me because I used the AHM approach (astral hearing method) but did never understand what Katja told me as I could somehow not translate her words, they sounded "foreign" to me. There's not entry here for these attempts, I was just too plain disappointed. So I had become quite despondent regarding any verified perception attempts.
This was a last shot now, taking up the card challenge again. Yesterday night I tried this already but I did not get out of body (despite a short vibrational stage). Tonight it worked, however. And how!
:D
Again: I am skeptical enough and I believe I am not deluding myself by counting and disregarding many wrong calls before it. I swear: There were none! This new attempt with help of my HS and/or my helpers worked the first time. It was the first trial and the only and first call I made. And a clear hit! Wow! I know it's not a "RTZ validation" since I was not in my physical bedroom perception-wise, but that does not take away anything from me. Call it clairvoyant or astral remote viewing or whatever: the right card is the right card, true?
Epilogue (if you will):
Later this same night, I had a dream which is also part of the "deal" I suppose. One of my 'promises' was to try to work as a healer in or from NPMR too. Quite a few of my past dreams and projections already were going in this direction before anyway.
This time, I had the idea to try healing children or animals, which I though might be easier for me to do as to human adults due to affectional reasons. Moreover I am a state-certified naturopath (a "HP" = "Heilpraktiker") now and will treat only human adults in the physical - that will do ;).
The dream was as this: I was called out into our garden where a child or toddler was lying on the garden pathway, crying with severe problems. First (medical) aid was asked for in this situation. Other people were around but I don't remember if I knew some of them. One of them told me the child had been given tea before and maybe it did not agree with him. I started to speculate on too high histamine levels in the tea. This maybe reflects the topics I deal with in physical life right now. I checked if I remembered correctly in the dream: some teas indeed have high histamine levels and are not good for people with intolerance towards it. Anyway, I guess the dream was a sign from my HS that it's good to try working as an 'astral' as well as 'physical / HP' healer soon.
Summary: It's all good. :thumbsup:
I'm still so happy. I also added my own validation now to my own little webpage about anecdotal evidence from OBEs/APs. Just as a reminder, here it is again:
http://da-lai.lima-city.de/OBE/index.html
Being able to rely on my HS and/or helpers for 'reliable' info lends for me also more credibilty to other data / info I get from or via my HS, e.g. regarding past lives (Samantha, Sinera, the Indio, etc.), depite the fact that most of it will of course never be verifiable otherwise, by the nature of it.
Of course I had other verifications before, mostly as precognition and telepathy in dreams and projections. Some can be found here in posts, some not since they occurred in dreams. Don't want to devalue them at all!
Still, I feel I've made a huge leap forward now! I just wanted this so badly and also to be done and over with. (Darn! ... my ego has gotten hold of me again ... :wink:)
Off to new shores now...