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-bananas
-water
-feeling good
-affirmations
-my mirror
-my eyeglasses
-having a nice chest
-almond milk
-being very pretty
-getting passport form filled out and finding out fees are less then i thought so i have money left over now
-music
-omegas vitamin supplement i started taking
-sertraline
-style
-snacks
-sleep
-meditation
-doing some reading today
-getting outside of the house for a bit today
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-bananas
-morrocan red clay
-green tea face scrub
-my new face wash i've been using
-the nightlight in my room
-solar plexus and thetas music playlist i'm listening to
-freedom
-the surge of excitement and freedom i felt realizing i am no longer held back by ex best friend and the freedom the pain of what he has done to me,gives me.
-that i get to go to my favorite place in december and how nice it will be to be out of town and that i get to be there for 10 days which will be a longer trip which gives me so much room to work with
-doing some reading today
-doing a job for primary career after the yoga studio
-ashwagandha
-water
-the diffuser in my room
-cats
-buying a train ticket by myself anxiety challenge and then going to a cafe for lunch and then ubering to my next job and how great it is that i'm growing,building,and overcoming my anxiety issue. eating that delicious lentil mediterrean soup tastes so good because of the freedom and the thrill of that,that it represents.
-my mind getting a little quieter,almost zoned out feeling at times. i actually like it,it's relaxing. i'm not sure what med i'm taking that is doing it.
-sleep
-excitement
-the possibilities
-getting a 2nd draft done on an article
-how great my skin has been looking and how young
-affirmations
-feeling relaxed and very tension free today
-becoming more and more independent and competant
-fashion
-fashion show videos
-art
-new life experiences
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-pumpkin brownies
-my confidence
-being able to promote things i can actually get behind and find interesting
-all the jobs i have lined up
-being able to travel to my favorite place this winter
-going to yoga class tonight
-having a really nice chest
-sleep
-my mind feeling quieter since starting zyprexa
-excitement
-the possibilities
-getting a ride to my job i was supposed to do
-being attractive
-how fascinating life is
-cats
-nightskies
-water
-seasonal things
-looking forward to the future
-how much younger my skin looks since the chemical peel i got.i feel like it's shaved a few years off my face. I am so grateful.
-passing the test to get the certification i needed and now having something new to put on my resume
-being paid attention to
-relaxation
-ginger candies
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-rest
-being done with work
-freedom
-working with products i support
-how amazing life is in taking care of us
-eating lunch and having wine with my lunch after my first job and how nice it was to do that
-doing my anxiety challenge of going from job 1 to 2 and carrying all the stuff i did and handling that
-my mind feeling quieter lately. i'm not sure which med causes it,but it's almost like a pleasant spaced out feeling.
-becoming more confident
-new goals and things i want
-all the awesome things i've manifested recently
-coffee
-how much money i'm earning lately and how amazing it is
-all the compliments i get
-my attractiveness
-putting more funds to my setaside account for my next thing i'm saving up for now that i got the other thing last week
-fashion
-the internet
-comfortable clothes
-my eyeglasses
-red wine
-good food
-my kindness
-inspiration
-the cute little newborn kittens exploring today
-nightskies
-being sent a table for work which is so nice
-seeing how life is always working out for me
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-healthy digestion
-my eyeglasses
-almond milk
-bananas
-chlorophyll
-solar plexus chakra and theta musics playlist
-finding perfect new songs to listen to
-getting my reporting done
-being done with work and no work tomorrow
-my mind feeling quieter and more mellow lately
-doing some mirror affirmations today
-style
-the whites of my eyes looking brighter
-selling a lot of product today at my jobs
-my cheekbones
-finding the pepsi ginger i really like at a store today and buying it
-ghee butter
-my favorite cozy,funky purple pants
-the new chic work pants i've been wearing lately
-beautiful nightskies and fresh air
-the cats that come to the yard and how much joy it brings me seeing the kitten who had the eye issue before being healed and happy now. He has such beautiful eyes and isn't very afraid of us anymore. there was even a time a week ago or so where he was curled up on the top step of the porch purring as i petted him.
-my skin looking so great lately and young
-cute socks
-appreciation
-really great articles i come across online
-coffee
-people who are easy to work with
-hip stretches
-water
-my strength
-feeling happy
-feeling relaxed
-my beauty
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-good food
-yoga
-chlorophyll
-naps
-getting more things organized
-the internet
-hope
-water
-one of the kittens returning
-ghee butter
-how bright my eyes are looking lately
-how smooth and young my skin is looking
-feeling like a new me
-doing some journal/reflection writing today
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-getting my colonic done with today
-good food
-getting a lot of reading done today
-feeling relaxed
-coffee
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-water
-watching some episodes of a TV show i like online
-my job at the yoga studio
-sleep
-kittens
-hope
-fashion
-yoga pants
-quiet
-doing some reflective writing today at the yoga studio
-sweets
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i get so lost and confused sometimes.i go back and forth with hating ex-best friend and thinking so low of him and wondering if he is a sociopath to feeling empathy and sad and guilty that i ruined him.i made him hate me so much that he lost all care for me. he would not care if i dropped dead. and,then other times,i think he did the most generous thing he could've ever done to me and made me hate him so i could accept the gift. today i learned his parents met up with him and he was actually alone. this made me feel kind of good. they were so shocked his girlfriend wasn't there. his parents have been pushing for me to be able to co-exist with him,and it seems the universe is popping him close to me from time to time as well with near misses or him seeing me or me seeing him or hearing his voice,that kind of thing.i think its more his manifestation then mine.
-deleting D's number. I kept thinking he liked me. I felt a pull towards him and he'd look at me like i'm magic. in his eyes,he seemed warm..concerned. but,he is just nice. it's better this way. what could've really happened anyways with him.
-being given more money today
-getting paid for working even though i couldn't do my job today at no fault of mine
-water
-my style
-fashion
-pinterest
-the delicious pizza slice i had today
-pepsi
-coffee
-my eyeglasses
-doing some practice driving today
-being so much more confident and fearless in ways then before. i feel like i'm not even me anymore.i can walk through a crowd like nothing whereas before,even if not in a state of anxiety,i was just thinking so much and so much more self conscious
-allowing myself to feel attraction and just have crushes again. maybe i'm really close to dating someone again. that would be nice.
-beautiful rain clouds.
-kittens
-how much younger my skin looks when i take my omega supplement.
-pinterest
-heart chakra and theta musics playlist
-my strength
-squats
-episodes of a TV show i like to watch online
-entertainment
-inspiration
-shopping
-whole foods
-happiness
-how freaking excited i am for trip to my favorite place this december and the length of time it is
-having a few jobs lined up for primary career which is so nice.i really want to make a comeback.i seen an old friend of mine doing big things,and it made me a little envious.
-finishing project 2 of second career thing i do which was nice.
-getting a 4rth draft done for article i'm working on
-cravings for a night out
-almond milk
-feeling content and confident
-my heart feeling open
-hip stretches
-having a model look
-adding more money to my setaside account
-doing some reading today
-seeing the beauty of life
-how nice it is to see old desires manifesting and on the path to manifesting. so nice.
-beauty
-hot guys
-seeing old pictures of my teeth,and how cute i think they look and attractive
-getting more things organized
-fun
-laughing
-the internet
-my phone
-deep cleansing breaths
-heels
-my beauty
-becoming more and more competant
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-reflection
-being able to work today
-my eyeglasses
-the vegan omega supplement i take
-my venus dimples
-going for a walk today
-going to the gym today and getting a little sweat in out of it
-the stairmaster
-beauty products
-my body starting to get sculpted again
-motivation
-getting another draft done for article i'm working on that may be a final draft
-happiness
-sleep
-the mom cat of the yard cats we take care of.i so appreciate her,and the connection i feel towards her
-my bed
-blankets
-pillows
-hot tea
-lattes
-good food
-vegan neopolitan icecream i found at whole foods that reminds me of a vegan version of a childhood favorite
-excitement in the air
-feeling attractive
-hip stretches
-deep cleansing breaths
-night skies
-fresh air
-kittens
-that my mom is ready to take my brother's cat as soon as this week as long as i can bring him
-things to look forward to
-fashion