...doubt....that sound´s familar..:-)
1980 I was told that I am more wors doubter than Thomas the doubter who was Jesus disiple...:-)
...I am working on it...:-)
Thank you for your reminder...AGAIN...:-)
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...doubt....that sound´s familar..:-)
1980 I was told that I am more wors doubter than Thomas the doubter who was Jesus disiple...:-)
...I am working on it...:-)
Thank you for your reminder...AGAIN...:-)
I find its best to use doubt to your advantage and not let it rule you. For example how you say in 1980 you are told you are a worse doubter than Thomas. You can't let a statement like this get the best of you in my experience. A certain amount of doubt is healthy to find truth but I would personally Doubt it if called The worst doubter :) AND CHOOSE TO BELIEVE SOMETHING BETTERRemember also that there is a lot of conflicting evidence regarding Thomas, with some accounts saying he was good,others bad. Doubt is the same, sometimes good, sometimes bad. I think its important tofind a healthy balance You will get to where you want to be, we all will just keep "taking in knowledge" :)
Yes, balance is everything, thank you.
Its literally my pleasure because I get good karma if I do something good like help you. You might get some good karma too for showing appreciate for the spirit of truth :) so you don't have to write thank you unless you really want to. Its the thought that counts and the great spirit sees it :)
I understand what you are saying, and yes the great spirit both sees and know´s, I do know this very well :-)
The doubt reminder was about me doubting my abilities all the time, and as you also said...if I can lead a tiger etc....I have not yet solved my self doubt ground so to speak...I am working on it....
You have to keep maintaining your awareness/mindfulness/sentience/thinking ability etc... and realize the truth as much as you can. We are spiritual beings having to fight a spiritual war and the enemy is ignorance a.k.a. hubris. Once you increase your awareness/mindfulness you start feeling more spirit energy for example then spirit comes and gives/opens up your abilities. One thing that really helps me is to talk to Spirit/God/Truth :)
I understand what you are saying and I know about the oneness also but what have made my doubt deeper is that I was fooled totally, I was for a long time in the enemy camp so to speak, and I am now half way back home so to speak, but much did change from the experience I got and before the enemy experience I was so sertaine but what I learned was why doubt is healthy as you also mensioned, and I am not sure I will ever be sertaine about anything anymore, so as I feel I can´t be sure anymore, BUT I do trust on truth though and also my abillity to recognize it when I got to face it, I hope :-)
To doubt this way I do is to destroy my self, ....hmmm.....
Last night I did hear my self saying to someone...I saw Brittney Spears in the wood´s....Two "hunter´s" with gun´s did overhear me and did hit for the wood´s, but they did try to hide there intention by acting in amuzing way ....like they did turn a sommersault....
I went confused.....because I did not understand the real intention of the hunter´s....
So much have cleared for me now.....In 2002 or 2003 when I met a shaman he said I must leave my belief...and I did...I was in meditation when Angles who was around me left me crying...I did not understand..I said...I am not in pain...why do you cry...I thought they where feeling sorry for me...they did questening..."why does she leave her belief"....this has stayed with me...but I did not leave my faith...but I did leave religion...because religion does box in...but faith does not...I am so happy to see this...or that I do see/feel it so clear now...I am sorry that I can´t put this in right word´s to be understood, but I wanted to share this with you all....This process did start when devil did give his input to my dream about he train...Thank you!!
Bless you all with love and faith.