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-my bed
-sleep
-coca cola
-cookies
-coffee
-my publication im in coming out
-photo likes
-new fb picture
-new ig picture
-B still hasnt deleted me from fb for some reason despite having been on
-lorazapam
-deciding to start messaging about 40 people on facebook chat out of the blue just to see what happens. some were pleasantly surprised to hear from me,some assumed i wanted something,a few no responses,and RC actually conversed back and forth with me a bit. The guy i liked before I met ex best friend. He even asked if i was seeing anyone. Was a very surprising and nice little convo.
-TV episodes online
-losing weight and clothes fitting better
-yoga pants
-my new cactus flower face mist and how great it makes me skin look
-finding H cat after worrying all day where he was
-T kitten
-all my outdoor cats
-doing my jobs today
-heels
-feeling like a primary career again i do again
-kind messages
-compliments
-going to yoga class the other day
-becoming better at conversations
-doing some reading
-alcohol samples and being fine with them
-uber
-night skies
-putting money aside for my next life coaching session
-M's D friend kissing my head the other day
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-my beauty
-aloe vera gel
-doing well with getting over ballistic B. He still hasnt deleted me from fb despite unfollowing me everywhere else
-being in a magazine
-lots of kind messages from others
-working today and getting done early
-my custom T cat pillow
-getting my recaps done
-wearing my new party dress i bought tonight
-leg makeup
-my cactus flower face mist
-a new picture for instagram
-being cool
-having sex for the first time in 3 years.i think this is very good for me.
-L being there for me when B suddenly departed
-going out for drinks with L and having fun and that he always covers the bill,takes control and is chivalrous
-compliments
-uber
-coca cola
-trying a new bar i've been wanting to try
-being social and how good that feels just to get out there
-naps
-overcoming old blocks
-having a positive dream the other day that said i dont have to move out
-hearing today ex best friend is moving which makes even more sense to why he shouldn't care i'm here
-lorazapam and how much it's changed me for the better
-vegan pizza from whole foods
-M's husband bringing me to work today
-M's husband doing something bad ass and going to 2nd location i was supposed to work at and getting receipt i needed and pics and product so i wouldn't have to after saving me a lot of time plus he was going by there anyways to get his wife's water from the store she likes
-that i was able to have 2 cocktails today with no problems
-friendly people
-my phone
-becoming more self sufficient and also coming back to myself again
-water
-cuddle time with T kitten
-the color of the sky before it turns to morning
-my bed
-blankets
-how much better H cat looks since giving him homeopathic nose relief medicine
-TV episodes online
-having updated facebook,linkedin,and instagram now and keeping it a goal to be on top of that more
-night skies
-peace
-sunglasses
-my prada bag
-style
-motivation
-my beauty
-fun
-going with the flow
-trying to believe in "magical" things
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-that RC asked if i was seeing anyone the other day and we had a normal conversation. this is huge.
-finally having sex after 3 years. this is huge.
-seeing L left me a hickey. i didn't even notice it until the afternoon
-aloe vera gel
-lemon meringue pie
-another old crush responding to a fb message
-lots of people happy to hear from me and wanting to meet me for coffee
-coca cola
-shopping
-getting my christian dior package in the mail
-doing some reading
-lorazapam
-doing some more studying
-sunburn being just about gone
-compliments
-feeling beautiful
-physical exercise
-cookies
-protein shakes
-cuddle time with T kitten
-a nice session with the animal communicator today
-rest
-getting some work done on current article i'm working on and getting excited about how good its looking
-getting my cover in the mail and how good it looks. i want to frame it.
-my beauty
-my cactus flower hydrating mist
-having nice eyes
-my primary career
-my phone
-R being so helpful with wanting to help find S kitten
-ideas
-confirming another job today
-confirming a makeup artist and hairstylist for another job coming up
-water
-quiet
-desires
-excitement
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-music
-the conversation with RC the other day. he is my current muse
-the jager shirt i've been wearing today
-seeing the law of attraction as weird and now always believing in it
-art
-creativity
-protein drink M made
-drinking more water
-deciding based on what doctor said to get some blood tests done
-love
-the hickey l gave me
-my room getting started painting
-cleaning the yard and raking under the front porch today
-naps
-friends to talk to
-my new yoga pants i got in the mail
-getting a preview of interview questions for tomorrow and making some notes on them so im prepared for tomorrow
-cleaning and orgranizing half my closet
-TV episodes online
-lorazapam
-taking things one day at a time
-my new fb profile pic and how perfect it is
-that B still didnt delete me from fb
-water
-pinterest
-peanut butter cookies
-coca cola
-naps
-cuddle time with T kitten
-my outdoor cats
-being intelligent
-getting some studying done
-my new christian dior eye cream
-looking young
-my accomplishments
-having a voice
-my phone
-my confidence growing
-my vibe growing
-staying strong
-adding money to my savings
-catching up on reading today
-inspiration
-motivation
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-TV episodes online
-honoring my feelings
-rags
-hot guys
-kissing
-people to text
-having all my teeth fixed
-buying myself something from agent provocateur on sale
-my interview today going well
-having a ride to work tomorrow
-lorazapam
-coffee
-staying more in the moment
-high vibes
-not believing something if it doesn't feel right
-my new gray bedroom walls
-cats
-cuddling with T kitten
-my desires
-how much i've upgraded my wardrobe in the last year
-getting my certificate for the course i was studying for the last week
-bananas
-the hickey l gave me. so cute.
-finally having had sex for the first time in 3 years.i really think this is forward movement for me
-prayer
-my heart chakra spray
-my bed
-my beauty products
-my escentric 02 perfume
-doing some reading
-feeling upbeat
-warmth
-adding money to my savings
-doing some reading
-my intelligence
-doing some rebounding
-getting a new article up on 2nd business career
-all the offers and opportunities coming
-feeling so much more confident and assertive and calm ever since being on lorazapam
-blankets
-my beauty
-music
-pinterest
-social media
-having a normal conversation with RC the other day
-inspiration
-getting more work done on article i'm doing
-some upcoming content coming up for 2nd business
-biotene
-my phone
-listening to some upbeat talks on youtube today
-friends to chat with on facebook
-compliments
-M making me protein shakes
-having nice hair
-art
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-i worked today and got a ride to work
-iced almond milk hazelnut lattee
-my strength
-B and I made up. He apologized. Made me feel like a winner.
-my beauty
-all my tearsheets
-when B calls me beautiful
-B following me back on ig
-meditation
-comfortable clothes
-cuddle time with T kitten
-getting the lingerie i ordered in the mail today
-lorazapam
-sending peace messages/emails to several people and all pleasant positive results back
-feeling more confident
-adding some people from my past to fb
-feeling really in sync with B when we were talking
-my new gray walls
-nice long naps
-my interview going well yesterday
-confirming a lot of jobs today
-coca cola
-eating a lot less calories lately
-seeing my weight go down little by little
-my bed
-deep cleansing breaths
-TV episodes online
-cleaning out my closet some more and throwing more things away
-makeup
-finishing up my book i was reading
-having nice hair
-M making me a protein drink again
-yoga
-my style
-updating my list of intentions
-water
-prayer
-high vibes
-my new christian dior eye cream making my eyes look really young
-feeling connected
-forgiveness
-my phone
-social media
-art
-entertainment
-inspiration
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-working today
-feeling relaxed and content
-lots of confirmed jobs coming in
-2 dates this week. A photographer i worked with before who is really hot matched with me on bumble
-that B and I are talking again
-TV episodes online
-my new gray walls and how soothing it is
-getting a ride to work today
-lorazapam
-iced hazelnut almond milk latte with extra sugar
-pillows
-rags
-fixing my eyebrows
-having great skin
-compliments
-losing weight
-being flirted with
-being in magazines
-the latest article i wrote getting compliments from the band
-cuddle time with T kitten
-cleaning up the room a bit
-space
-naps
-having possible design interns now
-having nice curves
-black leggings
-coca cola
-chocolate
-having positive dreams
-life having some movement
-forgiveness
-healing
-peace
-iced water
-spiced beyond chicken buffalo wings from whole foods
-stretches
-makeup
-body being sore
-christian dior eye cream
-blankets
-charisma
-heels
-taking things one day at a time
-smiling
-beauty
-my phone
-all my outdoor cats
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-nourishment
-having a little fun at my job
-self care
-being liked
-helping a mouse to be saved at work today
-my style
-compliments
-being called beautiful
-being told i have a beautiful smile
-mustard
-my lips
-my teeth
-lots of cuddle time with T kitten today and getting some really cute pics of him
-ice cold water
-food
-seeing ex best friend in his car(gf with him) and not even getting bothered and staying on the stairs while he stayed where he was parked waiting for stuff from his parents. i am growing and no longer letting him have power over me or her
-holding W cat
-how soft H cat's fur has been
-M's husband getting a porch light finally
-socks
-TV episodes online
-my new gray walls
-the wind
-how good my skin has been looking
-weight going down and m's husband agreeing
-yoga pants
-newness
-having 2 dates this week
-my be
-how pretty mom cat is
-doing a little studying
-doing a little reading
-lorazapam
-another work contact from the past contacting me online today
-doing some reflecting on this last year in my journal
-smiling
-laughing
-being appreciated
-night skies
-quiet
-nice weather today
-makeup
-sunglasses
-rest
-my christian dior eye cream
-M's husband bringing me to work
-uber
-physical exercise
-massage
-calm
-surrender
-acceptance
-taking things one day at a time
-gin gins
-decluttering the closet some more
-my cactus flower face mist
-aloe vera gel
-lights off
-all the forward movement lately
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-rest
-reflection and growth
-my new gray walls
-supposed to be meeting B tomorrow
-pictures
-adding more money to my savings
-cozy feelings
-cuddle time with T kitten
-hot guys
-feeling my feelings
-decluttering the closet some more
-M's husband bringing me some really good donuts
-rebounding today
-music
-physical exercise
-peace
-forgiveness
-healing
-doing some reading today
-breaks
-doing some studying today
-meditation
-coca cola
-how nice the neighbors were tohold the package for me when no one heard the door for something i've been waiting for
-people to text with me and message
-bumble app
-aloe vera gel
-homeopathic remedies
-confirming more hours for this weekend of work
-getting a new graphic design intern and new graphic teaser image which was the highlight of my day for 2nd business
-appreciation
-seeing things i've wanted to grow,grow
-TV episodes online
-being easy on myself
-stomach getting flatter and more sculpted
-eye stretches
-calmness
-my stomach starting to feel better
-kindness
-eye stretches
-lorazapam
-new clothes
-new beauty products
-blankets
-love
-the new porch light
-motivation
-stretches
-my christian dior eye cream
-dimmer lights
-my ambition
-biotene
-the supplements i take
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Please be careful with the Lorazapan Buttercup. I'm not medically trained to be able to give advice and I'm sure you have been professionally advised, but I just want to say to be careful. It seems to be one of those tablets that could cause dependency or so I read. Just saying so you can be aware if you weren't already.