-feeling attraction towards ex A again
-feeling love
-this awesome confidence subliminal which i'm pretty sure is a large reason i keep feeling love feelings
-my eyeglasses
-manifesting the two extra quarters in the way i did and the funny way of it happening being because L dropped a bunch of change by the side of the bed and on it last time he was here and remembering that funny story back then and seeing exactly two quarters right there when i needed them after affirming life always provides for me. it's stories like this that tend to inspire me the most with loa and that anything is possible
-feeling clean
-fashion
-manifesting the perfect spray bottle i had been wanting in a similar way to the quarters.i just kept saying it has to be here even though this store didn't have it before,and it was perfect to my requirements and in a lovely color.
-deciding to change my perception of R for the better and see the weird experience of yesterday as a good thing
-emojis and more people using them to me too and me using them as well
-getting a massage certificate which put me in a good mood today
-sleep. i really needed it for some reason today!
-feeling in a good mood all day today
-trying speaking affirmations sessions yesterday spontaneously and how good of a mood it put me in.i think spontaneous is more powerful for me,and scripted is good to help me remember new things i'm trying to anchor.
-getting to do laundry
-buying some cheap whole foods ideas today to work on my goal more i've had of eating more cheaply but still deliciously
-getting a box of hairdye to touch up my color
-my phone
-my stomach looking nice and sculpted
-mountain dew
-rationalizing guilts in my mind i get about things and realizing where they stem from.
-laughing at life
-getting ride confirmed for my class on tuesday
-manifesting things that reassure with best friend like him telling me on his own R bought him this sweater which eased my fears of if he is buying her things and her not buying him anything
-seeing best friend doesn't tell R everything
-me trying to explain core fears to best friend and seeing how i've possibly just been projecting my fears onto R and all getting better with R ever since i stopped thinking of her as a snake and chose instead an animal less fearful to me
-a lower grocery bill today
-the panic EFT on youtube by brad yates. it's one of my favorites.
-inspiring articles in my email. i've been dreaming about a sunny vacation but have no way to take one right now and then see an email about a girl who manifested a free sunny vacation. was very cool.
-being easy on myself
-embracing the snowy winter weather
-observing life without feeling bad,but instead amusement such as a guy on vday yelling and sounding so angry on the phone to someone that seemed like a lover or wife. it just seemed so cinematic
-gratitude
-surrendering to the situation more and balancing my perspective with best friend
-seeing R actually really does want me to be ok with her and seeing she does get insecure. little things like that just by reading her energy yesterday.
-getting dishes and kitchen clean before bed and how much it boosted my mood.it really had been making me feel more negative
-people from the past reaching out to me
-my amazing landlords and that the landlords husband always shovels the snow to my steps. what a nice little perk!