Neil Templar's Dream Journal
Golden sun disc
okay,i had this dream 3 nights ago..
i'm in the park by my mum's house-where i grew up.it's a beautiful sunny day-the park is full of people enjoying the day.as i stroll down the path i see 4 or 5 kids climbing some trees.they are all wearing plain white masks.some are watching me,others watching the sun.they kinda freak me out a bit,staring at me,so i go back the way i came.as i walk i look up and see a bunch of clouds,all brightly coloured-pink,blue,green,yellow.they form a straight line across the sky.as i look more closely i notice that behind the clouds i can see a few planets,all alligned perfectly.i walk further up the path and turn around to look across the park,and see some more of the coloured clouds.then i notice that the sky had turned dark.an older man next to me says there's about to be an eclipse,and sure enough an eclipse happens right then.the shadow crosses the face of the sun in about 4 seconds.then,as the sun regains it's brightness,a wave shimmers across it,and it transforms into a shining,golden disc,covered in what look like hieroglyphics.
the sun-disc then sinks below the horizon,only to reappear moments later over to my right,coming up from behind the horizon,making a huge circle in the sky and finally stopping exactly where it had begun.then it comes flying down towards us,rippling as it flies,like a magic carpet.it comes down to hang in front of me,in the air,about 2 m in diameter.i reach out and hold onto it.it feels friendly,and i hear a voice in my head ask if i have found the book.i respond "no" with my mind.i then let it go,but as it flies away a piece rips of in my hand-it's golden foil,almost like paper.i fold the strip up into a small square,and put it in my mouth-this seems to me a sensible place to store it for the time being.it flies around not far from where everyone is watching,amazed at what they are witnessing.it comes back down and attaches itself to a tree(i think,it may have been some other large object,like a van or something)
it then changes from disc shape to become a flag,waving in the wind.
i walk over to it,where 2 other guys are standing infront of it.
it waves back and forth infront of each of us,and i understand it's making a choice.i tell it with my mind that i am the one it is looking for.it then responds by waving directly at me,so i reach out to touch it again.
i an sent images in my mind,symbols/hieroglyphics,and am told "you will find the book".the golden flag then folds itself into a small square,which i keep in my hand.it is covered in text-which looks a little like sanskrit,and symbols.these appear and dissappear as i look at them.i see diagrams,of what i don't really understand,but they seem familiar.in amongst the symbols i see an ohm,which i recognise,but assume that i'm seeing it because i've recently started doing yoga.
does that make it a lucid dream??i'm able to think and relate things to my waking life??
anyway,with the golden cube in my hand,i walk away,hoping that no-one else saw or understood what just happened.one of the other guys from the selection follows me for a bit,trying to talk to me,but i know he's only after the cube so i quickly leave him behind.
now at the top of the hill i follow the road along to a row of houses,where i expect to turn right.but as i look along the road,the row of houses slide out and across the road,rumbling and shaking the ground,blocking my way.also,the houses are now 4 storeys high,and derelict,covered in ivy,broken windows,obviously not having been used in many years.this seems strange to me so i stop and have a seat on the grass by the road,where i am joined by 3 girls-1 of whom i recognise from work,tho we aren't really friendly or anything.i sat with them and tried to decipher the text and symbols.some of the text became ligible,and i saw a symbol repeatedly appear,and realised i had to go look for this symbol somewhere.
we all got into their car and drove into the street with the derelict buildings.all the streets were the same-completely run down,covered in plants,empty buildings all around.as we got deeper into this ghost-town,i looked for signs on walls,and eventually found the symbol i had seen earlier.it appeared on the side of a building when i looked at it.
i went inside,only to find a luxurious hotel lobby.in the centre of the room was a small altar/podium.on this was a series of symbols,4 of them,all looking like representations of old fashioned candlestick holders,very similar to each other,with very subtle differences.i chose the one that felt right and touched it.instantly a tiny purple covered book appeared on the altar.it was just like the golden cube-covered with ever changing symbols and text.as i held it in my hand i heard a voice in my head tell me "you will become very influential" and i recieved more images in my mind.the text and hieroglyphics on the book seemed to be in layers-on top of one another,taking turns in being visible to me. the more i looked,the more i saw.yet none of the other people with me could see anything in or on the cover of the book.
and that's where it ended.when i woke i felt elated.i wrote it all down instantly,which is something i don't normally do-tho i know i should.it really felt like i had been told something very important.
and during the whole dream,the colours,of the clouds,the golden disc,were so intense it was almost dazzling at times.
Neil Templar's Dream Journal
Kundalini kids/levitation
so this was a short one i had the other night.also i must state that i had been suffering from flu/cold symptoms for about 4 days leading up to it.
i was in the street,outside a house we lived in as young kids.
sitting on the pavement i met 2 kids-a boy and a girl.they told me they were gonna teach me how to raise my kundalini energy.
the boy concentrated,then told me to put my hands over his head.as i did this i could feel an invisible vortex of energy flowing up out of the top of his head,like an inverted tornado,pushing upwards.
then the kids stood up and we all concentrated on a spot on the ground,putting both hands in front of us-palms downwards.
the invisible energy came up from the ground-much stronger than before.i pushed down on it-i could feel it spiraling upwards-then said"watch this!"
i leaned with all my weight on the energy vortex,and lifted my feet off the ground,levitating myself.
we stopped for a moment because some other people were around and they might see-they weren't supposed to see this.
we found another spot and raised the energy again,and this time i sat right ontop of the vortex and crossed my legs,being held up in the air about 1 metre from the ground.i could feel the energy going into me from beneath.then a few people came near and we stopped again,and i woke up.
as i woke i could feel a strange sensation at the base of my spine-a physical feeling of something being different inside my body,like there was something new in there.this feeling stayed with me as i went back to sleep,for a few more hours,and until i woke again and showered.after that it dissapeared.
as i left the house and made my way to work i suddenly realised that i no longer felt ill,infact i had alot more energy than i had had in days!!
it was a really good feeling,and made me wonder if in fact i had had some small kundalini energy raised.there was no energy going up the spine or anything-i could only feel it entering me from beneath..
oh,i'm not sure but i also had the feeling that the boy and girl might have been myself and my sister,as youngsters.they were the right age,we lived in that street a long time ago...but i can't be sure about that part..
incidentally-when i went back to sleep after this dream,i had an excellent super-hero dream where i was leaping over buildings and kicking ass with some other random super-heroes(none of whom are actual comic book heroes)except spiderman-who was battling venom on the top of a building,while i watched.it was a really good,fun dream-which is always nice.i have so many dark dreams,the fun ones really stick out in my memory.
anyway,any thoughts??
Last night - 1 cool,1 strange..
so for some reason that i cannot fathom,i decided to do some energy work before bed last night.focused primarily on my brow.after a while i felt some pressure in my brow,so left it alone,and continued in a mind awake,body asleep way..
i found myself in a lane near my childhood home.hedges line the path,leading down towards a wooded area,where the path goes thru the trees,and it gets quite dark down there.i remember it being a little scary when we were kids playing there in the twilight.
as i looked down the path towards the woods,i saw 5 shadowy shapes emerge from the darkness.i immediately hid from them and retreated..keeping an eye on them as best i could.i went round the block of houses to watch them from a different place,but they were headed straight for me when i got there.i was about to run again,when i voice told me i was more powerful than them.i didn't feel too sure,but turned to face them.at that point i realised i was lucid,and knew what to do.
i stood up straight,outstretsched my arms,and with a command from my mind,grew a HUGE pair of white wings!! :shock:
they uncurled behind my back,and i was observing this from behind at this point.then i seemed to emanate white light,i rose up into the air with a couple of strong beats of my wings,and the shadow creatures departed.
it kinda reminded me of Gandalf fending off the Nazgul in LOTR.
it was kinda strange-watching the wings unfold from my back,while observing from a viewpoint BEHIND myself,and at least 5 metres in the air.
that was the cool one,this is the strange one..
i'm not going into too much detail because there was some sexual stuff involved,but - in this dream i played 3 parts.i was an observer,and 2 different characters involved in a short scene,in which there was 1 other character who wasn't "me"(i think).
it was very strange,and a little confusing,watching 3 people interacting with each other,but all the time doing the thinking for 2 of them,or maybe all 3,i can't be sure.
what do you make of that???
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It was an awsome dream! And a wonderfull message :D
MORE DOGS.... not for the squeamish..
okay,so animal lovers (of which i am one),you may not want to read this one...
i almost didn't want to post this but it was way too strange to not get some feedback about..
a couple of nights ago,this is what i dreamt..
i'm with some guy,can't remember who.he has these two dogs with him,whippets/greyhound types (a little like santa's little helper from the simpsons)
anyhoo,nothing remarkable is happening,when one of the dogs begins to take a sh*t.
what comes out is like a HUGE cocoon,which starts to writhe,then split open and some freaky lookin caterpillar beast emerges! :shock: this thing is HUGE,about the size of a large household cat's body!
now as if that wasn't wierd enough,the second dog starts to do the same thing,lays a cocoon,same thing emerges.
then dog no 2 starts again,only this time,as the cocoon,or what looks like the cocoon emerges..we realise that it's actually the dogs insides coming out!! :shock: it's disgusting!
then the owner has to physically push his dogs insides back into its cavity..
all the time the huge caterpillars are wriggling around on the floor..
what the????
Alaskans??Korpo?? any ideas?
Re: MORE DOGS.... not for the squeamish..
Way too much SciFi. :shock:
I know why you didn't want my opinion. :P
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My wife occasionally has dreams like that.
She is easily grossed out, so she is therefore always thinking of things that can gross her out. I think there is this subconscious thought that manifests her dreams thusly: "ooh, that is so gross, the only way that could get grosser is if _____ (fill in the blank) happens" then that happens, she has the same thought, and eventually she wakes up dry heaving out of being so grossed out.
i'll spare you guys the details.
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hehe,i think you're right CF,but just love that battlestar galactica!! :D
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I'm not getting the Battlestar Galactica reference - the original movies or that original lame TV series or that way more lame new TV series? ;) Ok, ok, I'm a geek. :lol:
Ever heard the phrase "the genie is out of the bottle"? Trying to push that things back into the dogs reminds me of that - an extremely awkward way that I actually see not having much of a chance to succeed.
Caterpillars (you chose the word, so it should actually have significance no matter what it turned into) denote change and transformation. Unfinished transformation. During the process of transformation "ugly things may come out". ;)
And there is surely not much point of trying to revert that process - would you actually want to shove those wriggling things back into the dogs? Not an appealing thought either.
So - transformation may get ugly. You may resent it and even want to revert it. Unknowns can happen. Transformation digs deep and "turns your inside out". What you find within comes to the surface.
Also note: Unfinished business within is often referred to as "old sh*t". But when that "sh*t" comes out it transforms into an opportunity for change - that's almost alchemical, turning the "sh*t" into gold. ;) But seriously - the same things you suppressed that now come back out as huge old problems can transform into something else - remember: Even the ugliest caterpillar is bound to become a butterfly. But you have not found yet how to transform them. You're on the verge, maybe. You have to transmute the old stuff into something new, something new IMO you don't even know yet (consciously). But your subconscious seems to know that change is about to happen.
I think it is no wonder you had dreams about gross things. Maybe you resist something that wants to be noticed, even if that means you dream about gruesome things to get your attention?
Now we need more details - did the dogs actually seem to miss the things they dumped? Or was it only the reaction of you two to think it was missing? Did the shoving it back in any good?
Take good care,
Oliver
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well,spot on Oliver.
transformation.
the past two months or so in my life have seen some of the most turbulent,life altering moments so far.
externally and internally.
the highs and lows have been epic,and i now feel like i've come thru the other side a different person. 8)
my spiritual development has speeded up,or i've stepped up a level of sorts.i've learned SO much!
i've managed to leave alot of "old sh*t" behind.bad habits,behavioural patterns,emotional problems.
i feel better/happier to be me than ever!
but transformation is a continual process,so sure,there's bound to be some other stuff that i've resisted leaving behind.
as for the dogs - they didn't seem to notice what was happening.even when the second one was about to turn inside out!
and as the guy pushed it back inside,it wasn't because i felt that what was coming out needed to go back in,it was simply to save the dog's life.
Re: MORE DOGS.... not for the squeamish..
So, the dogs weren't in distress but you were convinced you were saving that dog's life? Remember, dream land logic. :)
I think the reaction to what was happening was to show that the same old logic (shoving it back) is just a habit. The first dog did alright, but you still insisted on shoving it back (remember, you are the director of your dreams, behind the scenes). Maybe that is a sign that this habit is still in place (resistance) in spite of what has newly come to light it does no longer make sense (dog 1 being fine even after dropping a huge caterpillar)?
What is your personal relationship to dogs and how did you feel towards these dogs?
Oliver
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i have a very positive relationship with dogs.all dogs.
i grew up with dogs from birth.i miss having one in my life right now.
in the dream i didn't have any contact with them,they were just the other guy's dogs.
i got the feeling he was a farmer or something.
as they were laying these huge things,i was worried about them,as what was happening was obviously unusual.
and when the second one was turning inside out i was concerned for it's life.
i've been focusing alot lately on dissolving the ego.perhaps that's what's resisting the change?...
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Coincidentally I'm reading a book on metaphysical bible interpretation and it gave an interesting insight- apparently in the bible dogs are representatives of earth energies- especially scavenger wild dogs. So it's possible that they represent your 'base chakra' energies, or the 'earthy' part of your ego.
Just a thought. It's just interesting that I read this last night and thought of this thread.
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that is interesting CF.
i've never felt any sensations in my base chakra,apart from one time i dreamed about kundalini energy.
i've been wondering if maybe i have a blockage there.
to be honest i've been rather lazy with energy work in the past few months..