Re: Learning to become self-aware
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Originally Posted by
newfreedom
Hi Ia,
it's all been resolved so far.....
more to budget on Mon. but my niece has sorted my Finances , so far for me..... she made it possible to keep electric, internet, t.v. licence, water rates using the benefit money i get .....
Looks like i was making a MOUNTAIN out of A MOLEHILL, once more :mrgreen:..... thankyou for your comment, support & love, helps immensely xxxx
Fantastic newfreedom... I am happy to here all is solved...very good.
I do understand you and where you are, I can only say I am sorry that I have not given you anything before back, I have felt your need so clear but I have not given you anything to lighten or ease you up, as you say I know it so well...that suport and love helps...it is all we need.
I am happy all is cleared up and you can be here and communicate if you like and in your time. I will be here for you if you need some love and support.
Love
ia
Re: Learning to become self-aware
boddhidharma sat for 9 hours. he did what you said, but he did it properly :)
It doesn't say whether or not he cared yet...
Re: Learning to become self-aware
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Originally Posted by
olyris
boddhidharma sat for 9 hours. he did what you said, but he did it properly :)
It doesn't say whether or not he cared yet...
Yeah 9 is a great number :-)
Wonder how one does it 'properly' then..........
Maybe it was not known at that point if he 'cared'....
interesting info. Olyris.... gud chatting with you.. :Px x
Practicing awareness of subtle senses
Exploring telepathy, clairaudience & channelling
A few weeks ago i began exploring telepathy, clairaudience & channelling with my inner self & my inner landscapes. [telepathy with our pet dog, some birds & trees]
I didn't get a lot, but it was fun & often interesting. i am still open to exploring these areas, but am not currently making the effort to practice directly.
Exploring internal landscapes
i have been listening to some of Tom Campbell videos the last few days & this has inspired me to put some energy & effort into exploring my internal landscapes again.
Method
Closing my eyes & observing
Visual
A large [approx. 1m x 1m] wire square mesh cage top [door] was dropped [shut] onto it's base, it did not fit well.
..... i was then 'pulled' into the scene
i am now inside the cage, the wire mess door top has changed & has extra wire around it's sides. i am closing it down over the top of my head, it so it fits snugly, without any gaps.
It appears to be a dug out pit, with brown soil sides & base & now is approx. 3 times bigger...
... i am out of the scene & back with my physical reality awareness.
Notes
We have ferrets that we allow out in our garden daily & i think the wire door not fitting well, caused me concern for that reason, hence i got 'pulled' into the scene as i felt i needed to put it right/ make it safe.
The wire mesh door & the dug out pit does not resemble any apparatus or equipment we have for our pets.
Visual
i see countryside images, then i see some sheep
......'pulled' into the scene
i am inside the back of a moving car, looking through a back / side small window & these images i see through the window as we travel along...
... i am out of the scene & back with my physical reality awareness.
Re: Learning to become self-aware
Learning to function with clarity
For the past 2/3 yrs, i have at times been in a 'better' space, where i have been learning & practicing how to function physically with awareness ['being present']
Finally it seems enough issues have been cleared now to allow this process to happen more easily, without all the physical chaos that always ensued previously.
So i am exploring where to put my focus, what to think, what to speak internally, externally and the emotional, physical & environmental responses to doing this.