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In last night dream I saw a cat who had stuck in his/her´s whiskers stuff, it looked very heavy to carry around ...so I said to the cat, come and I will help you to wash that stuff off. I was fist thinking to cut it off, but as I know the cat´s need they whiskers badly not navigate in darkness....This dream awakened a feeling of my mother...she has cancer in her cheak..
I hope I did wash away it....
On this seekquense I saw Children stand behind a cow´s behind ...waiting something to come out ...??
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From last nights dreams I want to share this symbol.....Windows is steamed over...I have got my answer what I was talking about yesterday...when I try to look deeper into things to get the truth then someone is putting smoke rings into my vision for me not to see through....this night dreams are totally clear to me and the symbol too, thank you for helping me.
by giving me a clear symbol to help me understand that I am counteracted.
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In last night dream my father did call me and wanted to see me...I first did go to a place I thought he was on, but I had to look where he was and I found him
in his bed at his nurseryhome, he had seen me go to the other place and he asked my why...I only said I thought he was to the other place. There was other
people also wanting him to come to them, but he did not want to...the dream ended and I started to pray for forgiveness both to be forgiven but also get
forgiveness from all whom I have harmed or hurt in anyway....I did also ask more days for my parents because they do want to stay here more days.
In this episode my sons ex did be so angry at me, and saying that she want to be free, I have never stopped her freedom, but there is several things I have
not bean so happy about her doings and she has missundertood my worry and care about her and my grandchildren, it is always easier to point finger and
missunderstand than take full responsibillity over own missdoings.
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I have bean thinking back and forth if I should put my last night dream out here, because it is so comfusing....I went like this ...
I was working at a nursinghome for elderly, it was a long building and every old person had an own appartament, it was winter and I was taking the snow away
from every front-door and make the street clean too from snow. I noticed one door with so much snow so I could say, no-one have taken the snow away for
many weeks, and on top of the snow heep on the left side was a boom...I did not eighder take the snow away because I could see flachlightings shooting
from the appartament, so I went inside to ask my co-worker if she know what all is about....I asked her...what is it about the broom...she did be so scarred
and walked away and awoiding to answere me....I asked again but she went out and I did awoke me from the dreem, what is this about??
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Last night was again strange, I was called on my phone by a women who asked me if I can help her to feed her cat?? The cat was so ill and had to be force feeded??
When I was at that womens home she got a call from a man who was ill, she handed the phone to me and talked to the man and I hear he is mentally ill or need to talk
to an physic counseller, so I asked him if he will go to the hospital with me to get some help, he said yes, so I told him I will come and get him.
I was delayed all the time so when I at last got free to go to the man to take him to hospital, I did not find the way to him, suddenly I was lost, I did enter into a room with a
women who did not have any teeths and her private parts was so badly injured and poorly nurtured so I could feel the rotten skin smell very bad, I was in chock and went
out and did find me on the backside of the building...I was totally surprised....I started to try to understand where I was, it was much sand and I sat down to try to put my shoes
on me, it was sandals, when the man did spoke to me....he asked about me and I hear myself say that I have taken some karate lessons (I have not in real life only Judo lessons)
he asked how advanced so I told him only few...then I noticed the big mountain and that people did dissapear into the mountain through the stone, there was no doors, I was so
surprised and I tried to ask the man what that was, he did not want to answere me, and tried all the time to occupy my awareness for not to notice what was going on around me..
it did become so intence so I had to awoke me from the dream when not get any answeres and only got more questions then answeres.
This dream was too much....
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Last night dreams in the first sequence I left my car into a repair/service workshop, when I drow out the car it was downhill slope and I noticed that the break and gas pedal was not there, I was lucky that there was people who was able to stop my car without harming anyone, when the car was stopped and put on the side of the road, I went out and bended me down to look under the car, and I can
see that the pedals are under the car?? I bend them back but I can feel it is very delicat and I have to be very careful not to injure the pedals.
In this episode I see a child put on a stick to be carried, it was done in dark red velvet like a bag where the child was sitting and then attached to the wandering stick, I was thinking what was better, to put the child between 2 sticks and carried by 2 if the balance was better, or on one stick to be carried by one....I did not solve this so I did awake me from the dream....I was thinking in the dream if the child was Buddha...
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Last night just before I fell to sleep one or more down bowed hiding their faces it looked like coverd by veil or clothings like middle easten people are dressed, I tried to comminicate
with the person/s but no answere, I asked how can I help you, if you are deceased go towards the light, then I called upon Heaven to come and help and soon they vanished..
no clue what that was.
In this episode I was guardian a sink or some kind of toilet ..I could see some kind of creatures swiming in the water, when I did for a sek lower my attention a big one did emerge and
I knew I must do something to stop this creature to exist, so i poked on it and kept it under the water, and soon it did swell and floated so I assumed it was dead....I felt that I must do
this for the greater good??..It is so against my own will, I feel everyone has the right to live, but now I got the feeling, this was my own creating....wow...now I understand, thank you.
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Last night I was in very stressed dream ..I was working in a hospital and it was time for me to go home but I couldn´t find my key to the locker where I have my privat clothings and my home keys and my money...I instantly started to cry and running around and looking for the locker key, I also asked the lady in the kiosk but nothing..So I eventually went down
to the changing-room and to my surprise I see my locker be open and the key on the floor, I couldn´t believe my eyes ...I quickly checked if my money is still there and it was...phiuuf..
what a relief, thank you.
In this episode there was a crowd of people they did block my way out from the building, they where celebrating a person but to my surprise the singing champange botle was singing in Finnish language, I did feel little bit sorry for the celebrated person because she was not from Finland and I was sure she did not understand the song at all??...So strange dream.....
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Last night I had a dream that I was in a airoplane, floating in the cabin with one other women. I saw outside floating a microphone, I said to the other women to grab it,
the windows was like a net, it was soft so she could grab the microphone without breaking the net-window, here I woke up....??
Does it mean I need to get my voice heard into the voide??
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In last night dream I was making love with a man, my sister entered the bed-room and I tried to tell her that this is a privat area, can you please leave, but she did not want
to understand and just keep going on talking, so I did become so angry and shouted to her...go out of here....and she did...I told the man that I hate my sister doing this kind
of things total dis-respect like she thinks that my life is everyones property and can be handled what ever way she thinks it fits her.....
We where near the climax and another women entered the bed-room but now I was so angry that I shouted to her....go.....and she did only come and tried to rest in the bed,
so I took her sock and pulled it out and said....out....and she went out...mostly I was surprised he could keep it up all the time as we where interupted....
I feel this was a test, if my own life was of any value to me, if I just let people walk all over me, I did my best to get som privacy, but the feeling it left in me, that I just did not do
a very good job, becuase I lost my temper....
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In last night dream I did awake in the dream by someone invading my bed, the bed was small and for one person, I did turn around to see who have come into my bed, so I had
no place to sleep on. It was a man who was looking at his cell-phone, not giving me any attention, I asked several times, who are you, what are you doing in my bed, no reaction.
I was so frustrated so I bet him on his sholder, no reaction...Now I put my hand up towards him and started to pray, please God, take this man into your glory light, now he reacted.
his mouth turned to the Munk screem, and he vaniched.
Now my perceptions was more clear and I hear other people being in my apartament, so I went up to see who they where, I sensed they to be users of both alchohol and drugs,
they where so many?? I had also my grandchild the girl she was very little, and I did see she had not have any bath for a longer period, so I said that I will pore up a bath for her,
the bath-room was strange, very old fasioned and the bath-tub was nearly full of water, heavy water?? on the wall was a switch you could switch it both at left and right, when I
switche it to the left, the water did go out with a horrible loud sound, it did make me very afraid so I looked at my right and on the wall was another switch, I did turn it to the right
and the atmoshphere did change lighter and it did make me less afraid.....but I did awoke me from the dream because it was too much to handle and understand...
I do understand that this dream is showing me both of my inner and outer life still is in big trumoile and I need more time for rest and healing....the outer life is starting to lighten up, I have got my pension, so the preassure is lighter, but my inner is still heavy and I need time to heal and I will now get that time.
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Last night I had a dream that I was walking in a pasture with a female friend to me, I did see further down a water buffalo and one oxe...there was a barn, when the creatures did see us they started to come towards us, but we where able to climb up the barn wall to escape them, and they did leave us alone.
Soon I did see a man with a power shovel molding the earth , my friend did have a key to the other building, it was like a wall, it was dividing the pasture, we had to keep an eye
on the water buffalo and the oxe to escape them, she was so nervous and did not find the right key. here I awoke myself, it was too intence.
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In my dream last night I went into stable with a young man, there was a very ill horse, the young man did hadle the horse very gentle and with very slowly gestures, he did not talk, and I felt that I must be so quiet and not make one sound...I felt that the horses nervous system was broken and if the movements was to quick or hars the horse will fall to the ground. The young man had to hand feed the horse to keep it alive and it will hopfully heal.....
If this is me on one level then I understand how injured I did become from the big beating in 1981.
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Last night in my dream I entered a class-room or likely, I had an air-inhalator in my hand, and that did caught everyones eyes, it was reportered to the prinsipla or likely,
he did come to take a peak of me, he did look at me and turned around, I felt that "someone" had lied about me, that I was total healthy, but now they did get the evidence
that I had bean telling truth all along....I felt that do it has to be dragged this far to be heard....or to be believed in my word´s?
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I have nearly not had any Dreams after my parents passing....some nights ago I did Dream that my aunt (fathers sister) was sitting on my mother coucth in lila clothings and his husband (mothers brother) sitting on the floor and shuffle a deck of cards and he said...I am shuffling....he used this English word ....shuffling.
Last night I had a dream that I did see all kind of energy forms...I was so surprised because I only see if I focus, but now in the dream I did see with open eyes and not focusing, but what I notices
was that I was not able to communicate with them, they did do what they was doing without them seeing me??I did try very hard to catch their attention without any success.
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In last night dream I was again back to my old stress dream´s??
I was with my sisters husband and there was a threat against us, so we found a cave beneath the surface of ground,
the one who was "hunting" us did put his head into the cave and tried to locate us, but to my surprise I noticed that
there was a enterance into the cave further down, and he did come and caught us. He did put a net over my sisters
husband and did take me with him, I tried to lighten him up and I asked if he can dance with me, he was surprised
and he did dance with me, he did melt a bit and was not that threatening or angry anymore.
He did take me to a place where he lived and left me there, he went out.
I did put more clothings on me it was winter out, I walked on a road with much snow, further down I did see him coming
back, I started to look for a escape way, his friends did come in big trucks and tried to hit me so I would die.
But I was lucky and found a house where a window was open, Indoors was an old women, I told her my dilemma and
asked for help, she said she will help me, she gave me money and called for a man to help me and take me away.
He had a big boat, and I was very suspicoius of him, I was afraid he would take me back to the one who hijacked me,
The fear in me in the dream made me to wake me up....
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In last night dream I was again kidnapped....I was with a femal (no clue who she was) I was overpowered by an American African man, I could feel his chest-hair, and also see it was grey.
I was so afraid, OMG....is he naked??...I could not at all "feel" his body from the waist down??
The women did do something so his grip of me loosened and I took off.....I run into the bathroom and was able to lock the door....I did hold the turnable lock (you can open this kind of lock if you use a knife or something likely from the outside, but if you hold the turnable lock what is inside you can not force the lock open) and I felt he grabbed a knife and here the dream did become so intence so I awoke myself from it....
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In last night dream I was with a women, very beautiful and stable, I had in mind that I´d like to have an relationship with her but she did not want. She said she had a gf, I suggested that we
could be friends, but no she said...I did clearly feel that she was afraid her gf will see us together and that will make trouble for her....She went to meet her gf, now she did introduce me to her
like we just bumped into each others....I did play along to save her....the gf and me was waiting for her she went home to hers because I had forgotten my cellphone there, so we where
waiting for her and now a man did approache us, I did feel my heart make a big jump....he was so gourgeous.....I at once did go further away to look for some painting, the gf did come to me
and asked what happened to me...I was not able to tell her, that the man did make so deep impression in me that I bluched....aaah the gf said...did you fell in love with him...I denied...
but she did tease me for this...and now she come and gave my cellphone discrealy to me....and the gf told her what happened......
In this dream I could very clearly feel the difference what I like....
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In last night dream my cousin J told me that if certain things will happen then he will give his old car for free to me.....
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In last night dream I was with someone I can not say who it was, we where traveling by car everyday and took a ferry or a boat, but one day we did not be in time even we have not digressed from time, and not heard or got any information that the boat have changed time-table??
I was worried what has happened, so I said we have to go the the stop before our regular harbor, and yes this did solve it, we did make it to come ombord the boat. One day the one whom I have travelled with was sitting around a table and staring into something and was not contactable, I tapped on it´s shoulder (I say it becasue I can not say if it was a she or a he) No reaction, I tapped again and now it said, I had just one thought of my own, I was confused first but did understand that this was huge for it, this was a real revelation, to see the differece of own thought, this will make all difference from now on, I said, I have had it for a long time, now it become very angry with me, and said, I do not care how long you have had own thoughts, but mine has just started.
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In last night dream I was wrapped in a blanket and wearing my night dress?? I went out to visit my cousin P but did all the time be disturbed
and ending up in situation of various happening, like when I went into the house to take the staires up a book-schelf was blocking my way,
so I turned around to take the elevator but in the elvevator was a women moving out of the building and she was sitting in a Wheel-chair,
telling me that she have got to know a place with much lower rent than this flat she has in this house, and she was going into the garage,
I helped her with her bag´s out of the building.
I took the elevator and reached my cousins door, someone unknown opened the door, her appartament was in disaray and I was wondering
what has happened, she told me that one of her friends with several children has moved to live with her. I appologixed me not being dressed
properly and that I felt such a urge to visit her quickly and therefore I was not dressed and was wearing my night dress.
To my surprise she was knitting a jumper with many details, I tried to ask her how much did it cost her the material and how much does she
sell it out, she did not want to tell me?? But she said, I have already sold one. It was so much work with one jumper that I was thinking that
it is not cheep the yarn to it and it will take such a long time to knit it, I tried to help her but I am so much worse in my hands that I was so
dissapointed that my knitting was so bad that it did not have the quality what it has had before.
I am sad today......
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In last night dream I was helping my mother at her work, she was a cleaner whole her working life. I was reprimanded by her because I did clean on a area what did belong to one other cleaner, mother was so irritated and told me to stop, I did not feel it was that big matter as she did see it.
I did work very long time with a mirror what was full of poop from flies, it was hard to get real clean.
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Last night dream is really disturbing and I just wonder what does it say??
My sister and me had taken mother at home, dead, we did put her on the couch and I did make a bed for me besides her, in the head end, it
was that I could lean my head toward mothers. I did go out of the room and when I come back my mother had taken my place, I went out
and told sister to come and look, she only shook her head and sighned to me to be silent.
I went out for a while and now when I come back mother was sitting on the couch still with closed eyes, I again went after my sister to come
and look, she only looked without saying anything, and now mother started to talk, here I awoke myself....
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In last night seequencens the first I was walking on a road and lookin up on sky, I saw a beam of energy come towards me and hit me, I did be aware in the dream that I might project out of my body now, as usual I become to exited and now I lost my awareness but I awoke when I was
flying towards a car and now I closed my eyes and I went throgh it...
and now I was into a new seequence....I walked towards a food-shop,
out of the shop came an old co-worker to me, she did see me but was not sure if she wanted to talk to me so I said Hi, and she asked if I
was living here and I said yes.
Here I entered a somekind of collective living, I hear an infant crying and I walk to see what is going on, in the room is a father with his small
child both wearing a inhalator mask, the child cry no, no, no....I walk to face him and take his tiny foot and say, when you cry this much
it will take so much longer before the medicin will help, now the child stops crying and the father sighnals to me to stay, I make a bed for
the Child but he want´s me to also sleep with him so I lye me down and the child at once falls to sleep.
Here in this seequence I was sleeping in my bed and was again hit by the energy beam, and now I said I want the one who is this strong in his
energies to manifest, and to my surprise I see a man sitting besides me in my bed, and he puts his finger to my mouth to be quiet.....
In this seequence I was standing in a cue in a café when a man with a huge German sheperd dog enters the café, the dog spottes me and comes
so near me that I feel it total invasive, I tell the owner to take the dog away, but he does nothing, he feels that if he say to the dog to leave me alone he has offended the dog´s feeling....where ever I move my self the dog followes me and sits so near me that I can´t breath, he is so huge, but he does not be agressive but only invasive, total invasive ...
It was a busy night :-)
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In last night dreams I was in another location, I knew in the dream that it is another location, I was with others in a car, but we had to drive inside
another big it was like a boat or likely, every car had it´s own cage, I was looking up into eyes of the one who loaded this car´s, and he did nod
at me that we have to drive inside this vechile.....
In this seequenze I was carrying my grown up child, we have bean in Finland visiting family, and they did never tell us that there will be a selebration to the uncles house, so I find myself and my son alone left behind, and not told where they went, so I took my son in my arms
because he was so ill and not able to walk I had to carry him, when we are walking towards the uncles house we have to pass it to go to
the buss station, my aunt U does recognize what has happened, and she is so in shame, and she does shout to us to come and be with
them, but I said we have to take the bus to make it to the train to go home, she is now little bit agitated that she did this with the others,
against us, so she arranges someone to drive us to the town to our train.....
In this seequenze I was told that I had bean an hard worker....and I know I have.
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In last night dream I had full confidence in myself, it felt odd, I who always is so unsure and afraid, felt so confident, it felt good but stange,
It will take time to adabt to this feeling.
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In last night dream I was back to my aunt´s house to clean it up, I has few who helped me, I found a yellow rosett, and I said this I have to carry
downstairs, I noticed before the staires there was a string placed near the floor, if you go downstairs at night you will trip on the stairs?? I noticed this but did not say anything for not to judge in wrong way, the persons who helped me asked if he was a psychopath, I did not answer, I only said, I see there has been put poinson on the floors so do not put your fingers in your eyes or mouth. In the kitchen whas my mother and I showed her the bow and she said to put it in a plastic bag.....
I know what this is about, it is about the 1980-81.....
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Last night I have just fall to sleep I was awaken by first hearing some noice that catched my attention, it was pitch black but a light flached and I could see a symbol I can´t say that I can tell how it looked like, but it awoke such a trememdeous fear that I was clear awake at once.
I now started to listen and feel if someone was in my apartament, but it was none there, it was this "dream" that made me afraid.??
Then rest of the night was me like arguing with several persons, it was an atmospher of teasing each others....this is very unusual feeling for me, and it is hard for me to tell how it felt....like one person who liked the cat Garfield and he is holding the comic book in his hand little bit hiding it from me, and I go...so juvenile....so not me at all....or maybe very, but I did not recognize as feeling me ...or this part is unknown yet to myself??...
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Yesterday I started to say, I want to know more about my future...and this thought did be in mind the whole day, so when I went to bed to sleep last night, first I started to se images like a film but very distant, so I tried to see, but it was not seeable at all, so I give up, but my dream was like this; I went to gynecolog and I asked to tell me if there is something wrong, she took a swap stick and did dig deep, and the stick was black, she did look little bit worried but tried her best not to make me start to worry to much, so in the dream I was getting back flachbacks of the film before my sleep and I could see this seequence now clearly...so I felt that okay, it was this and that I now can trust more subtle images too, I can both see and feel right.
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The only thing I remember from my dream last night is this: I was inside a huge building, I was following some one out from the building,
I see it open the door out of the building, I feel the frech breeze but the door closes just infront of me and I was not able to forse it open??
Back ground info from waken reality: I had to go to emergency yesterday because I erupted a dominal muscel by only sitting on a exercycle and not at all forcing but pedal very slowly and gentle, my body is giving in, I can not do anything at all without injuries, I do long to go home, so I feel this dream did show me it is not yet time for me to go home.
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IA56
The only thing I remember from my dream last night is this: I was inside a huge building, I was following some one out from the building,
I see it open the door out of the building, I feel the frech breeze but the door closes just infront of me and I was not able to forse it open??
Back ground info from waken reality: I had to go to emergency yesterday because I erupted a dominal muscel by only sitting on a exercycle and not at all forcing but pedal very slowly and gentle, my body is giving in, I can not do anything at all without injuries, I do long to go home, so I feel this dream did show me it is not yet time for me to go home.
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In last night dream a person run to me and held a cellphone in it´s hand and told me that my mother is trying to call me....
I am very happy to have this dream, as my mother is not with us longer so she is trying to contact from the other side, this makes me very very happy....
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Last night dream was to show me that I am more in control of my body and life...my abuser from my childhood grabbed me around my thies and lifted me up into his arms... I had many of my relatives around seeing what happened... no one reacted...I first did keep me total kind.... I said...put me down you should be careful about your heart... as he had have heart trouble...but he just carried me around and then he tried to kiss my leg... as I saw his mouth coming nearer my leg I said firmly....back off...I will hit you...I had curled my pointing finger against my thumb, and was ready to give him a notch on his forhed.... this would be so hard that it would have injured him.... so he backed off.....he really did not understand that I fighted against him and did not let this happen.... so I can say that he has no clue still what harm he has done.... and inplanted such a fear in me with his behavings against me as a child....he is as intimitating still to me as he was in my childhood....he did decease for several years ago.... I couldn´t go to his funeral at all.
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I had a dream this morning that one ex-bf came to me and said that we shall drive with my car, suddenly I was sitting in the back seat and I looked who is driving my car and who is sitting on the front seat, it was some women I did not know who she was. We arrived to a strange place with much car´s both big and small, suddenly they vaniched with my car and left me behind. After a while I started to ask what place it is, and they told me it is a place where you can cell your car. I went angry and shouted I cancle the deal, why do you not ask for ID to see if it is the owner, I am the owner of the car and I will not cell it...I spotted the ex-bf and I run to him to ask what was he thinking, why would he do this behind my back?? but he run away and I let him run....it took very long time but I got back my car.
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What does it mean my last night dream, I found my mother in a room with only a crate cot with bars and my mother sleeping in it. I awoke her and said, have you come back, now you have no home left to live in?? I started to make plans where to put my mother and I said she can come to live with me....but she did not listen but behaved as she did when living, I will not go into that....but what does this dream mean??--The crate cote with bars was my sons when he was a baby?? I have given it away to my aunt who did have a baby born several years after the her other childeren and my son was so big that did not need the bed.
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Last night I dreamt that someone gave me a golden ring in shape of a elephant?? I did also lost my cellphone and had in my trousors pockets one in each of the pockets a devise totally unknown to me..I looked at the devises it looked like small hand controlls to tv or dvd recorders??
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Last night Dream was uncomfortable for me, I was walking with a man and a women, the man was so completely crazy and furious about how with good luck the women have had, he said.....Everything she does totally succeeds, I am so angry about that....I felt his anger and was worried about that he will hurt the women so I said...Haven´t you heard that eventually everyone will meet dÃ♥saster even she will, she looked at me with disapointment in her eyes, I tried to communicate to her that I have to say this so he will not hurt you, but this was my thought and I saw that she did not understand, but I was more fokused to calm down the man so he will not go after her in his anger and jelousy....I awoke myself before I had the chance to talk to her and tell her with by talking to her.....I just couldn´t be in that dream longer....His anger and frustration nearly killed me......
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Do not remember my dreams from the night, but I saw in the middle state before wakening, I was looking up and I saw a girls wiggeling her feets she was sitting on the air...and white cyllabells floating on the air...I did get my fokus too late to see the message ...
Then it changed to me loading luggage into a car trunk cover and the car tilted to the left so I jumped high and was clear awake...
Something is changing in me....it is like atmosphere is holding breath.....
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Only thing I remember from my dreams is that I had a massive nouse bleed...very dark blood came from the right nostrile more lighter red blood from the left nostrile.....my mother said....this must to be stopped.....
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IA, I hope you don't mind me commenting here but as soon as I saw your post I thought of a Mudra.
Reason being,
Light red blood suggests oxygenated blood
Dark red blood suggests blood with little or no oxygen.( got rid of oxygen....in nostril?)
A Mudra as you know is the sealing off of one nostril, sealing off the oxygen flow from one nostril at a time.
I always find things come in riddles to be worked out. The fact that you were told to stop this may just be part of the riddle to stop the oxygen/air flow.
You've started back up the throat friction technique again and I wonder if this is just a little hint to help you along?
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Originally Posted by
susan
IA, I hope you don't mind me commenting here but as soon as I saw your post I thought of a Mudra.
Reason being,
Light red blood suggests oxygenated blood
Dark red blood suggests blood with little or no oxygen.( got rid of oxygen....in nostril?)
A Mudra as you know is the sealing off of one nostril, sealing off the oxygen flow from one nostril at a time.
I always find things come in riddles to be worked out. The fact that you were told to stop this may just be part of the riddle to stop the oxygen/air flow.
You've started back up the throat friction technique again and I wonder if this is just a little hint to help you along?
No Susan I do not mind, I really am happy for all help I can get.
I am sorry but I do not know what Mudra is?
I have not studied any tequenics what so ever, I have done for short periods with mantras, but that was for some months and it was nothing for me. But this thorat (throat )friction tequenice is more my cup of tea....so I am going to do it for a longer period.
So I´d like you to be more specific with what you are saying...I do not get it, yet, please.
So do you say that the nostrile with the dark blood is blocked and no oxygen goes through it?
This throat friction method does get my whole body engaged, it is fantastic.
Love
ia
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A Vishnu Mudra is alternate nostril breathing, closing off one nostril as you breath in through the other. Then you close off the other and breath through the nostril.
Here's a couple of links.
http://sacred-earth.typepad.com/yoga...pranayama.html
http://www.expandinglight.org/ananda...shnu-mudra.php
I don't mean to imply you have a blockage, it was just the oxygenated blood from one nostril and the de- oxygenated blood from the other that got me thinking in that direction.
I realy don't know much on this , just what I read but I think this may be done before you start your throat friction meditation. ( 3-5 minutes)
Maybe someone here with better knowledge can add something.
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Originally Posted by
susan
A Vishnu Mudra is alternate nostril breathing, closing off one nostril as you breath in through the other. Then you close off the other and breath through the nostril.
Here's a couple of links.
http://sacred-earth.typepad.com/yoga...pranayama.html
http://www.expandinglight.org/ananda...shnu-mudra.php
I don't mean to imply you have a blockage, it was just the oxygenated blood from one nostril and the de- oxygenated blood from the other that got me thinking in that direction.
I realy don't know much on this , just what I read but I think this may be done before you start your throat friction meditation.
Maybe someone here with better knowledge can add something.
Thank you Susan :heart:
Love
ia
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In last night dream I was driving a car, I did drive on very high speed and suddenly I see a a car driving from the oppisite side, I drive on the left side of the road, the first thought was, they have the sighn to give preceed but then I noticed it is a 4 cross road and it is the same for me, so I hit the breaks and did succeed to stop the car in time.
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Last night I had a dream with my grandchild J...he was little and I hugged him and saying...grannys darling....and I shock him gentle and that made him laugh...so I did it repetedly...and it was so nice to see him so happy and hear his laughter.....thank you.
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In last night dreams my son was small like 3 yrs old...he was so sad...and I knew why....the abuse what has happened and I was not there to protect him...I asked to know for sure what he was sad about...and he comfirmed that it was the abuse...I told him how sorry I was to not be able to protect him...and he felt good to hear this...and I said...it was in the past...it is not so now...and I tried him to notice the difference...and that he is safe now...and that he can let go of the past.....
In this episode I was visiting a doctor...to my surprise it was the actor Peter Stormare...he was very flirty...and our lips did touch because he was turning his office chair with wheels ..he swept around that our lips touched...he did become embarresed...and when I looked straight into his eyes he did blusch...he talked about some substance what would benefit me...and he did drop his focus when our eyes did meet...so he asked what he was talking about..so I reminded him about the substance he wanted me to be aware of ...but I do not remember it now in awaked state...pitty...
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In last night dream I was in a classroom...we where prepearing us for a written test to take place...I tried to figure out what kind of test it was coming up...I had not studied any subject so I had no clue what test it would be...I was thinking if I will pull if off...but I woke up before the test started...
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Last night dream I was with 2 person they had a boat and we where going out to fish...I was sitting on top of the boat in a chair what was plased on a spring steel, it had a range of very wide how it could bend...I shouted...put out the net...and I did see how the net did be filled with fish...and I said...drag in the net....we did get the whole net of fish....they said...come down...they where standing on the deck...but I did not dare to do that it was so high up...so I bended the chair and said to she/he to help me, to grab the chair when I came down with it and help me out of it...I did climb down and held on she/he and we have to jump the rest to the deck...it felt in my whole body..but I managed with she/he´s help...the other one was preparing a sigh with the price of the fish we where going to the market to sell the fish...the one who helped me down started to make sandwiches to us to have with us to the market....
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Last night dream was strange...I hear myself say....the girl must have had an understanding with the zombie....??
In this episode I was talkning to my cousin O...I showed my purse and told him he can take what he needs from it...it was only things you could eat...?? I told him that this helps me to keep my focus??
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I hear someone saying....have bean there for the last 10 years....