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-♥♥♥♥♥ relief coming in
-getting my mom the cat tree to her
-taking my mom to starbucks
-having an empathetic heart
-kind, reassuring people
-unity
-drinking more water
-being productive today
-my package being found
-talking to M's husband
-growing as a person
-my femininity
-socks
-fabric refresh spray
-having beautiful hair
-prayer
-having beautiful eyes that are such a great color and shape
-having a nice sized chest
-being smart
-my former career that the seeds are being planted for me to return to and seeing how much potential i had and have
-great skincare products
-cuteness
-humor
-my acupressure mat
-my glamour
-fashion
-my style
-stretching
-hyaluronic acid
-having a baby face
-having a baby voice
-holistic wellness
-self compassion
-having a nice body
-my creativity
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-getting my beautiful dolce & gabbana sunglasses today in the mail
-getting my beautiful balenciaga socks today
-D responding to me today saying he's just been going through the motions lately
-stretches
-M saying she will be ready to go to the gym next week
-hairties
-charcoal mouthwash
-cleaning the living room air purifier
-using the humidfier
-getting starbucks today
-my beauty
-looking like a model
-having a great body
-working on creative projects
-having a baby face
-feeling more empowered
-finding another phone charger to use
-drinking more water
-self forgiveness
-prayer
-solutions
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-moisturizers
-cleaning products
-my acupressure mat
-having toned muscles
-my creativity
-having beautiful eyes
-learning
-being kind
-having a baby face
-blankets
-pillows
-humor
-unity
-strength
-colors
-great design
-decluttering
-reorganizing
-surrender
-peace
-inner peace
-reflection
-sunshine
-quiet
-feeling my feelings and almost feeling an aliveness
-tissue salts
-my wit
-having a baby voice
-newness
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-sweet things people say
-compliments
-my beauty
-D returning my clothes and bringing me candy
-friendly worker at starbucks who answered my call
-having beautiful eyes
-having a nice face
-starbucks putting a little heart by name on the bag which was cute
-unity
-fashion
-makeup
-earth decorated cake pops
-giving D an earth cake pop with a cutesy note
-art
-music
-my acupressure mat
-sweets
-warmed up banana bread
-cleaning the bath tub
-learning
-water
-pillows
-blankets
-getting my christian louboutin keychain in the mail today and how beautiful it is and the packaging
-yoga
-vitamins
-my talents
-cats
-having the humidifier on
-vitamins
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-prayer
-having a baby face
-eviction ban extended again
-baby wipes
-surrender
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-sleep
-staying rational
-going for a nice healthy walk today
-my lower body getting tighter
-seeing M's husband today and getting starbucks
-staying strong
-drinking more water
-earth cake pops
-getting ride to the store today
-prayer
-support from others
-♥♥♥♥♥ relief
-my acupressure mat
-being productive
-moisturizers
-showering
-de-cluttering
-cleaning the bathroom hallway floor
-blankets
-pillows
-felines
-cuteness
-hyaluronic acid
-tissue salts
-newness
-evolving as a person
-reflection
-self compassion
-kindness
-things normalizing a little bit
-stretching
-deodorant
-fashion
-unity
-cleaning products
-having nice muscle tone
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-compliments
-my beauty
-being considered a prize
-flirting
-fashion
-my fashion sense
-my acupressure mat
-listening to some heart chakra music
-being sexy
-leg warmers
-going for a short walk
-my starbucks drink i like
-having goals and things i want to work on to better myself
-drinking more water
-my body getting tighter and smoother
-hair ties
-having beautiful eyes
-great skincare products
-being kind
-cleaning products
-getting the living room air purifier changed
-the humidifier
-moisturizers
-baby wipes
-blankets
-healthy digestion
-night skies
-having nice curves
-music
-colors
-self compassion
-being rational
-surrender
-my femininity
-creativity
-innovation
-a new bill being proposed in my state that's awesome
-tissue salts
-yoga
-feeling ambitious
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-tissues
-baby wipes
-tissue salts
-drinking more water
-people being really sweet lately
-bandaids
-seeing M's husband and going grocery shopping today
-my acupressure mat
-having nice curves
-joggers
-compassion
-having a kind heart
-my body smoothing out and tightening
-my beauty
-looking like a model
-getting the sexy shot glasses of myself for D in the mail today and the pride i have in my epic ideas
-romance
-being told sweet things
-showers
-prayer
-people who can think for themselves
-music
-art
-sleep
-hair ties
-moisturizers
-finding a makeup artist for a project
-pillows
-cats
-cuteness
-animal lovers, animal activists, and animal heroes
-fashion
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-surrendering the D situation
-remembering things to calm me down
-root beer
-drinking more water
-compassion for self
-acupressure
-having a great body
-attractive guys
-joggers
-sleeping more in the nude lately for wellness benefits
-sportsbras
-coffee
-being productive and getting some stuff accomplished
-cuteness
-art
-felines
-my pants fitting very loose on me
-feeling very accomplished
-getting in contact with my new casewoker
-great skincare products
-baby wipes
-cleaning products
-my beauty
-fashion
-moisturizers
-being able to think for myself
-my femininity
-beauty
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-my prada socks
-my pants looser the last few days
-having beautiful hair
-having great style
-resetting my sleep schedule
-fashion
-going for a 2 mile walk
-coffee
-cleaning
-my beauty
-compliments
-being productive
-feeling ambitious
-showering
-wearing some lip gloss today
-sleep
-blankets
-cuteness
-charitable organizations that help others
-moisturizers
-drinking more water
-having apple cider vinegar with water today
-blankets
-hoodies
-wearing leggings
-donating to an animal charity today
-trying out a new cleaning product today and it working
-learning
-baby wipes
-kindness
-being able to think for myself
-paper towels
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-looking like a model
-others having empathy for others
-my beauty
-D and I running into each other and i tried to avoid it and i think he did initially and then he said hello, and i just walked past him without saying anything. I think i needed that to redeem myself for how much i always gave in to him and him ignoring me, giving him the snub.
-starbucks
-cool innovations and inventions
-being smart
-evolving my way of being and speaking
-getting an ipl the other day
-M's husband recovering well
-going to uber to see the ferals the other day
-ordering starbucks
-fashion
-having great style
-getting a pedicure the other day
-amazing beauty products
-the opportunities coming my way
-drinking more water
-resetting my sleep schedule
-yoga
-going to the gym
-sunshine
-going for walks
-being a kind person
-compliments
-weight going down
-having nice curves
-moisturizers
-putting the humidifier on
-hyaluronic acid
-makeup
-having beautiful hair
-cats
-cuteness
-being productive
-sleep
-doing laundry today
-animal lovers, animal advocates, animal heroes, and animal activists
-showering
-baby wipes
-feeling ambitious
-losing weight
-colors
-fun
-prayer
-amazing memories
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-my cease and desist letter on it's way to the awful tenant who's harassed and bullied me
-prayer
-surrender
-being smart
-my power
-fashion
-compliments
-sweet messages
-tenant union organizer reassuring me when i was heartbroken about harassement and needed advice
-sleep
-romance
-my resilence
-my sense of style
-ipl facials
-trying to better myself
-love
-cuteness
-realizing those who hate on me and make fun of me, are just jealous
-calming down and realizing the person who did something wrong and thinks he exposed me really only exposed himself
-sweaters
-beauty
-colors
-trees
-animals
-defending myself
-being resourceful
-my bastet plush stuffed animals
-my givenchy teddy bear
-kindness from others
-my upcoming job from my career having the date confirmed
-confirming 2 more jobs for next month
-slippers
-the internship i recently got
-my ambition
-art
-being offered a chance to submit some beauty articles for a magazine
-my starbucks drink i like
-cleaning products
-compassion for self
-having a kind heart
-vegan food
-switching to a different anxiety med
-being able to take accountability and be self aware
-animal advocates
-having beautiful hair
-hair ties
-being productive
-hoodies
-baby wipes
-showering
-deodorant
-doing some reading
-becoming stronger from the harassement and bullying the other day
-my cute dollar signs hair barette
-having a beautiful face
-retouching
-newness
-moisturizers
-growing as a person
-being able to think for myself
-being open minded
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-clean skin
-hip and pelvic stretches
-cleaning and vacuuming the living room
-having nice curves
-B cat doing better after his procedure and moving more, eating, and cuddling with my mom
-barq's root beer
-inspirational videos, quotes and advice
-how my hair looks in updo's
-surrendering
-prayer
-learning
-tissue salts
-using my acupressure mat today
-ideas
-people working to make the world a better place
-my fashion sense
-compliments
-benzodiazepines to chill out after a crazy week
-cuteness
-water
-a great yoga class yesterday
-moisturizers
-stain removers
-cleaning products
-beautiful sights
-intention seeding last night while listening to throat chakra music
-sleep
-blankets
-fabric refresh spray
-baby wipes
-having nice lips
-makeup
-learning
-being smart
-being productive
-starbucks banana bread
-holistic and homeopathic healing
-having goals
-love
-unity
-kind heartedness
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-my anxiety med i switched to, klonopin
-my therapist affirming it's ok to assert myself with psycho tenant just like M's husband and tenant organizer said
-pillows
-blankets
-my unemployment automatically extending
-fashion
-joggers
-dancing
-movement
-feeling my feelings
-getting a credit to my account
-great skincare products
-getting my botox and latisse appt made
-sleep
-my beauty
-hyaluronic acid
-lemon pie and lemon bars
-drinking water
-getting stuff for free
-boosting my twitter count
-all the jobs confirmed for this month and my job confirmed on the 14th
-developing and working my muscles
-going for a 3 mile walk yesterday
-showering
-feeling my feelings
-touching up my hair colors
-M's husband taking care of the cats
-prayer
-ipl facials
-innovation
-my acupressure mat
-surrender
-thinking positive
-great deals
-looking like a model
-beauty
-moisturizers
-compliments
-socks
-music
-art
-humor
-reflection
-hair-ties
-learning
-growing as a person
-having great taste
-having a kind heart
-becoming more resilient
-having goals
-being smart
-being able to think for myself
-my creativity
-animal advocates and activists
-those who help to make the world a better place
-calmness
-rest
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-stain removers
-having l cat here again
-getting b cat to the vet again and getting him on meds he likes
-cuteness
-W cat healing
-botox and getting a touch up done the other day and how amazing it looks. how smooth my forehead is.
-trying out latisse now
-physical exercise
-my new fascia roller
-showering
-coffee
-drinking more water
-seeing D's car tonight
-music
-fashion
-how great my hair color looks
-banana bread
-self compassion
-reflection and learning more about myself
-having a loving heart
-sleep
-cat cuddles
-compliments
-ibuprofen
-klonopin
-ipl facials
-evolving as a person
-feeling ambitious lately
-my beauty
-having a nice chest
-great skincare products
-making a new self hypnosis audio last night
-great design
-hair ties
-entertainment
-my jobs coming up
-prayer
-utilizing a to-do list
-inspiration
-ideas
-hyaluronic acid
-apple cider vinegar
-holistic and homeopathic healing
-deluttering
-my creativity
-makeup
-joggers
-taking the garbage out
-pictures
-becoming stronger
-staying motivated
-moisturizers
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-updating career things
-my job on sunday going very well
-looking like a model
-my beauty
-compliments
-being considered attractive
-people thinking my lips look big and full
-having great cheekbones
-people liking my new look and feeling like i look more exotic with it
-seeing my new hair color photographed professionally
-having big eyes
-seeing my hair pin straight blow out looking and how great it looked
-barq's root beer
-mobile photo editing apps
-socks
-having l cat here
-kind people and getting rental assistance
-my benzodiazepines which help me calm down
-getting back to me a little
-slippers
-joggers
-my tunic hoodie dress that says rad milano on it
-the cute dainty chortle sounds l cat makes
-sleep
-coffee
-great lighting
-having a baby face
-baby wipes
-showering
-great hair products
-botox
-doing a little reading today
-getting a little work again lately
-trying out latisse
-prayer
-gratitude
-surrender
-moisturizers
-hair ties
-self compassion
-mopping the dining room floor
-my acupressure mat
-fashion
-beauty
-yoga
-apple cider vinegar
-hyaluronic acid
-having a great personality
-having a sense of humor
-soul connections
-love
-physical exercise
-yoga
-setting goals for myself
-great causes
-animal advocates and animal activists
-heat warming moments
-my sense of style
-tissue salts
-decluttering
-blankets
-banana bread
-being smart
-being authentic
-my creativity
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-my strength and resilency
-compassion for self
-pillows
-blankets
-doing a nice journaling session tonight
-M's husband coming by to check out some things in my apartment and L cat being happy to see him
-L cat being here
-fashion
-makeup
-botox
-doing latisse
-drinking water
-barq's root beer
-yoga
-hyaluronic acid
-finding out what happened to my late packages
-slippers
-joggers
-kindness
-surrender
-band-aids
-cuteness
-prayer
-growing as a person
-my pills to calm me down
-my hair color
-compliments and support from others
-cleaning and decluttering
-having a caring heart
-having beautiful eyes
-sleep
-animal activists, animal advocates, and heroes for animals
-moisturizers
-cleaning products
-working to better myself
-my new phone charger working great.
-ideas
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-taking extra benzos
-starbucks
-going to the gym today
-beautiful things
-new social media posts to make
-art
-music
-yoga
-telling D my feelings again and just feeling my feelings
-water
-getting my beautiful gold dipped green rose the other day
-botox
-the latisse seeming to show up already
-inspirattion
-fashion
-how well l cat is doing being a house cat
-becoming better at being assertive in ways i needed to work on
-prayer
-beauty
-compliments
-the sound of the outdoors when the window is open
-animal lovers, animal activists, and animal heroes
-heart-warming stories
-people who choose to be a light in the world
-love
-romance
-poems
-cleaning products
-poems
-attractive people
-baby wipes
-moisturizers
-hyaluronic acid
-photo editing apps
-glycolic acid
-reflection and healing
-learning
-slippers
-kindness
-vegan food
-my power
-my intelligence
-my new internship
-compassion
-ideas
-my heart's desires
-surrender
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-self compassion
-benzos
-letting go
-sleep
-a nice meditation on the balcony tonight
-D still bringing my mail up for me
-water
-cleaning products
-l cat being here and doing well as a house cat
-fashion
-botox
-sleeping masks
-coffee
-the latisse starting to show up
-hairties
-cleaning and de-cluttering
-prayer
-reassurances
-seeing finished photos from my job the other day
-great affirming or funny or inspiring things online to share, or post or just look at
-humor
-vegan food
-my balenciaga socks
-the weather being warmer today
-cuteness
-talking with others and learning
-delivery services
-lint rollers
-slippers
-art
-inspiration
-great design and packaging
-compliments
-blankets
-pillows
-peaceful sounds
-beauty
-my beauty
-newness
-updating my resume and social medias and website a little bit
-getting an appt made for my lips.
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-cbd cookies i had tonight
-water
-trying to make an effort to piece my life together
-the breeze and sound when the balcony window is open
-starbucks
-latisse
-botox
-my hair color
-great skincare products
-sleep
-moisturizers
-going to yoga class tonight
-benzos
-getting free stuff
-showering
-slippers
-my beauty
-laughing and humor
-sunshine
-my ambition
-being productive
-baby wipes
-fashion
-my cute dollar signs barette
-hot guys flirting with me
-healthy digestion
-l cat being here and the cute sounds she makes
-entertainment
-newness
-reflection
-evolving as a person and healing
-compassion
-healing
-animal activists, animal heroes, and animal advocates
-de-cluttering and cleaning
-prayer
-being smart
-kindness
-my talents and accomplishments
-my goals and desires
-music
-
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-tissues
-tissue salts
-baby wipes
-cleaning wipes
-vitamins
-water
-benzos
-botox
-healthy digestion
-prayer
-moisturizers
-naps
-humor
-having an interesting personality
-fashion
-free stuff
-yoga
-having great style
-content to update my social medias and website
-getting a first draft done on an article with my internship
-an attractive guy at whole foods helping me flirting with me and calling me sparkles because of my shoes
-cats
-compliments
-being considered attractive
-buying new makeup today
-being productive and starting more planning for a business trip
-starbucks
-seeing my feral cats today
-being smart
-having a kind
-evolving and growing as a person
-having nice glowy skin
-makeup
-great beauty products
-feeling ambitious
-affirmations
-ideas
-newness
-my beautiful gold dipped green rose
-those delicious and somehow relaxing cbd cookies i had last night
-leggings
-my fendi socks
-slippers
-doing research
-being able to think for myself
-surrender
-my acupressure mat
-hyaluronic acid
-blankets
-having a bit of an activist in me
-pillows
-decluttering and cleaning
-surrender
-reflecting on ways to grow and heal more
-towels
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-apple cider vinegar
-tissue salts
-vitamins
-sleep
-ibuprofen
-benzos
-sending mullein and echincea to H cat
-hair ties
-my gua shua stone
-new social media posts and how great i've gotten at mobile phone editing and product pics
-seeing a sign D may have been keeping an eye on me
-hot guys
-new work pictures
-being productive
-blankets
-sleeping without clothing on
-my acupressure mat
-botox
-cleaning and decluttering
-listening to some third eye chakra music tonight
-botox
-starbucks
-vegan food
-water
-fashion
-deodorant
-baby wipes
-lysol wipes
-hyaluronic acid
-being kind
-being assertive
-glycolic acid
-meditating on the balcony today
-sunshine
-ideas
-getting a 2nd draft done for the organization i'm working for
-updating all my online platforms
-great skincare products
-makeup
-my hair color
-compliments
-doing laundry
-taking out the trash
-being able to laugh at myself and at life
-having goals and desires
-evolving as a person
-self compassion
-new ways of thinking
-my new incense holder i got the other day
-lighting
-slippers
-laughing
-blankets
-pillows
-prayer
-having a caring heart
-relaxation
-my beautiful green rose
-newness
-latisse
-having so many of my dreams come true
-pleasant memories
-prayer
-my laptop
-my phone
-activists for animals and other causes that make the world a better place
-kindness
-my new yoga mat that came in the mail today
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-benzos
-not ordering out today
-d and i having our first awkward interaction yesterday, and accidental running into each other since we first got together ,besides the time he waited to say hi to me and i walked past him without a word for having been ignoring my texts. My guess is, since i was waiting longer then expected, he didn't expect to see me. I looked behind me, and seen his face looking at me through the window door and then i moved to make space for him, and he said hello to me with the most F-you face ever. He had never looked at me like that before. And, I responded and said hello and for some reason had a smug look on my face. i'm grateful we had some kind of interaction even though it hurt and that at least it shows he has feelings. From his eyes through the door, to the anger when he said hi, there was no indifference there.
-ginger
-healthy digestion
-baby wipes
-slippers
-getting paid
-cleaning and de-cluttering
-makeup
-new work photos
-feeling like i look more exotic with appearance changes i made including my hair color
-fashion
-botox
-buying a ticket out of town for a short trip
-hyaluronic acid
-yoga
-using my fascia roller on my stomach today
-sleeping without clothes on
-my acupressure mat
-blankets
-slippers
-pillows
-wearing mascara yesterday and seeing that latisse is definitely taking on a little bit of an effect
-meditating on the balcony today
-hope
-feeling my feelings
-ideas
-being smart
-cuteness
-sex
-healing
-prayer
-colors
-art
-having nice lips
-deodorant
-having nice eyes
-learning
-evolving as a person
-water
-having talents
-beauty
-
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-my fascia blaster
-showering
-latisse
-sleeping masks
-going for a drive and getting starbucks and talking about the D situation with M's husband
-my hair color
-beautiful things
-benzos and my antidepressant
-water
-the lingerie i got in the mail looking really cute
-a new post for a social media i decided was a great fit
-glycolic acid
-water
-botox
-pillows
-blankets
-compassion for self
-naps
-having a warm apartment
-slippers
-moisturizers
-entertainment
-deodorant
-baby wipes
-being able to laugh at myself
-having goals
-beauty
-my beauty
-botox
-interesting reflections
-having an artistic mindset
-de-cluttering and cleaning
-listening to crown chakra music tonight
-guacamole
-my strength
-trying to focus on the good things
-inspiration
-
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-my strength
-entertainment
-learning
-my sex appeal
-sleep
-being productive
-joggers
-drinking more water
-dancing
-stretching
-lighting
-self reassurances
-baby wipes
-showering
-my beauty
-fabric refresh spray
-fabric conditioner
-lint rollers
-latisse
-compassion for self
-my acupressure mat
-fascia blasting
-my pills i take shortly after waking
-beauty
-cleaning and decluttering
-makeup
-hand wash
-blankets
-pillows
-slippers
-nightskies
-those who try to make the world a better place
-my intelligence
-prayer
-having goals
-cuteness
-smiling
-inspiration
-romance
-changing my ringtone
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-that D didn't accept the cashapp
-that i healed and recovered from my nervous breakdown today
-my laptop
-starbucks
-buying myself flowers, a beautiful new vase, and a bottle of rose champagne to love myself after D and i officially ending things last night/this morning
-hyaluronic acid
-my dolce and gabbana sunglasses
-booking roundtrip tix to miami work
-getting my lips filled yesterday
-walking around and window shopping yesterday
-drinking more water
-botox
-M's husband getting more info on resources/ new plans to get H cat and W cat to vet
-flowers
-beauty
-my beauty
-my femininity
-being smart
-updating online things
-cleaning and de-cluttering
-standing up for myself after D's b.s this morning
-ideas
-having beautiful eyes
-joggers
-yoga
-dancing
-newness
-my lower body feeling more toned
-benzos
-ideas
-evolving and bettering myself
-reassurances
-M's husband saying today when i said it's officially over with me and D that it's never officially over
-cats
-cuteness
-my laptop
-deodorant
-my hearts desires
-inspiration
-trying to put myself in a meditative mindset
-being unique
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-art
-learning new things
-sleep
-self forgiveness
-compassion for self
-my rad milano hoodie
-getting my juvederm done
-moisturizers
-switching purses and wallets
-cleaning and decluttering
-benzos
-coming out of my breakdown yesterday and everything working out
-my pretty flowers i bought yesterday
-showering
-starbucks
-coffee
-botox
-the new vase i bought myself
-buying myself rose champagne
-caring people
-people who care about and save animals
-new ideas
-solutions
-blankets
-pillows
-talking to M's husband
-felines
-people checking on me today
-hyaluronic acid
-water
-cleaning and decluttering
-fashion
-cats
-my acupressure mat
-my natural beauty
-having a nice chest
-fashion
-laughter and humor
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-having nice glowy skin
-hyaluronic acid
-juvederm
-sleep
-getting B cat to his vet appt
-seeing something very strange that looked propped like D is messing with me, which if so, shows he still cares
-yoga
-people caring and checking in on me
-baby wipes
-drinking more water
-moisturizers
-coffee
-lemon pie
-lighting
-cleaning and re-organizing
-fashion and my sense of style
-getting a gift for B cat
-skipping meals
-my beauty
-compliments
-kindness
-blankets
-meditation
-beauty
-inspiration
-hot guys
-my upcoming work/get away trip
-newness
-projects and ideas im working on
-slippers
-talking to M's husband today
-cleanliness
-prayer
-sunshine
-those who help animals, animal activists, and animal heroes
-being smart
-being able to think for myself
-healing
-entertainment
-wellness
-love
-reflection
-pleasant life moments
-fun
-pillows
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-having nice glowy skin
-botox
-juvederm
-hyaluronic acid
-doing some fascia blasting today and working with my acupressure mat
-drinking more water
-rest
-remembering me and D and D in general moments, like when he revealed he had been thinking about me and keeping tabs on me even before we first exchanged phone numbers
-romance
-love
-meditation
-chemistry between another
-sunshine
-compliments
-anxiety meds
-having great cheekbones
-my intelligence
-having dinner today
-my power
-the sound of the breeze and peaceful sounds when the window is open
-my accomplishments
-fashion
-my femininity
-showering
-connection
-cats
-colors
-flowers
-being unique
-decluttering
-beauty
-hot guys
-self renewing
-remembering fun and goals
-moisturizers
-having a unique sexy look
-having a large chest
-having beautiful eyes
-mobile editing apps
-blankets
-slippers
-being kind
-being assertive
-being kinder to myself
-pillows
-art
-heart warming videos, stories, and photos
-lighting
-sportsbras
-surrender
-intention manifesting
-working towards my goals
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-fighting for justice
-calming down
-tissue salts
-my beauty
-my hair
-getting underneath someone else to get back at D for not protecting me and feeling like he's not on my side
-being social last night
-embracing my truth and imperfection
-compliments
-seeing and experiencing new things
-getting an order of production
-fashion
-my style
-my resilience
-my faith W cat will find his way home
-getting some of my stimulus check
-being smart
-my pink pastel buttons bracelet
-how great my pink money robe looks on me
-sex
-makeup
-fun
-sleep
-calming down
-my determination
-using my pain as fuel
-booking hotel for my upcoming trip
-surrender
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-fashion
-botox
-fillers
-reflection
-my hair color
-trying to have faith
-hair ties
-my pink money robe
-tips and ideas
-sleep
-A talking to me and being a little nicer again
-fashion
-starbucks
-colors
-my acupressure mat
-deep stretches
-entertainment
-kind and supportive people
-animals
-animal activists, animal heroes, and those who make the world a better place for animals
-sweets
-moisturizers
-cleaning
-good skincare ingredients
-my resilence
-fighting for my rights
-finding away to fix my unemployment issues
-showering
-hyaluronic acid
-a new notebook for making to do lists
-colors
-my new gold marker
-newness
-my goals
-self awareness
-inspiration
-owning my crazy
-owning my truth
-slippers
-inspiration
-water
-pills to blank out
-showering
-being smart
-blankets
-creativity
-music
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-serendipity/synchronicity
-getting a manicure today
-reflection
-being high status
-being a kind person
-confidence
-my sense of style
-my hair color
-showering
-drinking more water
-self nourishment
-sleep
-the tenant getting a cease and desist that screamed at me the other day
-the other tenant getting her restraining order by now
-a lot of people coming out to support me and one colleague offering to get me story out there to several news stations
-kindness
-making others happy
-massage
-being strong
-my pastel buttons and fake pearls bracelet
-being productive
-compliments
-art
-inspiration
-soothing feelings
-love
-felines
-hairties
-hoodies
-my beauty
-talking to A.J on the phone today
-icons
-having a large chest
-colors
-trying to surrender
-nightskies
-the way the moon and trees looked tonight
-my dolce and gabbana sunglasses
-ideas
-dancing
-music
-baby wipes
-moisturizers
-tissue salts
-clean clothes
-appreciation
-empathy
-laughing
-working to better myself
-starbucks
-vegan food
-my new mint green notebook and the pink chanel gap tooth lips with drip sticker i put on it
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-trying to have faith it will all work
-looking for w cat with my good luck symbolisms
-remembering D and how we first met by texting him because it's been about a year now
-calming down and stabilizing
-my work accomplishments
-benzos
-compliments
-fashion
-getting a manicure yesterday
-my talents
-opportunities im being offered
-reassuring self
-M's husband's love for W cat
-my new gold marker
-burger king impossible burger
-hummus
-sleep
-lighting
-nightskies
-beauty
-art
-ideas
-colors
-meditating on my balcony
-working on feeling self empowered again
-coffee
-deodorant
-baby wipes
-my hair color
-my eyes
-my lips
-others being concerned for me
-a poetic mindset
-being a romantic
-love
-my new rose quartz heart
-jackets
-blankets
-glycolic acid
-setting positive intentions
-nourishing myself
-prayer
-hairties
-brushing my hair
-having a kind heart
-feeling my feelings
-looking for the good
-being reasonable and logical
-dancing
-music
-walking
-being a kind person
-animals
-animal advocates, activists, and those who help animals
-trees
-water
-
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-knowing i have resources
-letting go of D
-stabilizing
-only taking 1 anxiety pill today
-makeup
-sleep
-being flirted with
-my strength
-my talent
-icons
-inspiration
-goals
-blankets
-slippers
-my christian louboutin keychain
-showering
-cleaning products
-moisturizers
-laughing at life
-getting some positive phone calls today
-pumpkin bread
-vegan food
-drinking more water
-healthy digestion
-beauty
-my beauty
-hope
-goals
-cuteness
-my manicure
-my cloud print slides
-fashion
-water
-cleaning products
-laughing
-music
-finding out last night was a false alarm
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-drinking water
-starbucks
-taking things one day at a time
-getting things done
-trying to be patient with so many pending issues
-hope
-trying to trust
-catching ups and fedex for my packages
-entertainment
-sleep
-colors
-being smart
-my pink money robe
-great packaging
-getting my barbie brush in the mail today
-my manicure
-my glow highlighting spray
-ideas
-great skincare products
-socks
-hoodies
-getting over D
-my givenchy teddy bear
-compliments
-being blonde
-inspiration
-makeup
-my beauty
-reassurances
-talking to m's husband today
-flowers
-my ambitions
-air purifiers
-prayer
-feeling reconnected to my former contacts and creative pursuits
-blankets
-cleaning
-love
-my creativity
-my eyes
-my talents
-my beauty in general
-hip openers
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-pumpkin bread
-starbucks
-the guy i've been flirting with a little seeming really into me
-balancing my chakras
-making my amendments to restraining order I filed
-sleep
-heels
-being friendly
-nightskies
-getting my cute "i'm a mess" joggers in the mail
-stabilizing and going about 3/4 in a row of not overdoing on anxiety medications
-kind people
-seeing i should be getting my next unemployment check, albeit late
-reassurances
-drinking water
-healthy digestion
-fashion
-inspiration
-my ambition
-processing my feelings
-cleaning
-baby wipes
-looking like a baby/coming off very youthful
-leggings
-my cats
-my new gucci socks
-newness
-music
-evolving
-journaling
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-drinking water
-calming down after another anxiety attack
-fighting for my rights
-fighting for what i love
-my new i'm a mess joggers
-that i look new different now compared to before
-vegan food
-my therapist writing an amazing note for me
-fashion
-love
-listening to solar plexus music
-healthy digestion
-art
-goals
-kindness by others
-baby wipes
-being productive
-making a payment to electric company
-booking the next hotel for my upcoming trip
-feeling creative and poetic and artistic
-feeling my feelings
-my femininity
-having a nice chest
-having nice eyes
-night skies
-walking
-colors
-makeup
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-sleep
-blankets
-new ideas
-cbd
-moisturizers
-feeling ambitious
-rest
-working on my problems
-coming off very baby like
-the sound of birds chirping
-prayer
-positive affirmations and trying to change the narratives for the better
-my accomplishments
-being smart
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-reassurances
-people checking on me that care
-showering
-designing and ordering W cat stickers
-calming down
-walking
-connecting and vibing with someone nice
-drinking water
-healthy digestion
-baby wipes
-tissue salts
-night skies
-colors
-compliments
-chivalry
-my creativity
-fashion
-beauty
-art
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-proving A lied
-moisturizers
-naps
-orange flavors
-night skies
-good news about my lease, landlords, and living situation in that sense
-joggers
-my fendi socks
-praise and compliments
-pumpkin spice bread
-starbucks
-guy in nyc who's been there for me the last few days being really sweet and vibing with me
-changing my look up
-newness
-innovation
-great design
-hand wash
-unemployment seeming to be fixed
-prayer
-setting positive intentions
-getting letter sent to building management certified mail
-walking more
-drinking water
-goals
-being productive
-slides
-clean clothes
-being kind
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-stabilizing
-beautiful things
-having a positive dream about D
-my rose quartz heart
-being told i have champagne taste
-laughing
-music
-inspiring lyrics and quotes
-sunshine
-nightskies
-lighting
-makeup
-my beauty
-my strength
-being remembered by other creatives from years ago
-talking to other creatives
-eviction moratorium extending
-trying to tune into my higher self
-people who are accomodating
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-sportsbras
-sunshine
-my couch
-vegan food
-court going well and J looking dumb saying my order was rejected and judge correcting her
-having money to get starbucks after court
-3 miles walks
-drinking water
-M's husband and i starting to amend and him helping me when i locked myself out of my apartment this morning
-sleep
-my natural model beauty
-my acupressure mat
-music
-fashion
-cleaning products
-ideas
-re-arranging the living room for new good vibes
-being smart
-compliments
-mobile photo editing apps
-random acts of kindness
-a puppy bouncing onto my knee last night
-kind people
-having a kind heart
-my glycolic acid lip peel
-glycolic acid
-having full lips
-baby wipes
-great aesthetics and product packaging
-my creativity
-visualizing my intentions
-good lighting
-moisturizers
-my hair color
-being considered very attractive
-a colleague calling me a public figure today
-getting my electric bill paid of
-my heart shaped rose quartz
-hair ties
-prayer
-stabilizing
-M helping me and her husband amend
-cuteness
-my goals
-being productive
-newness
-laughing
-connecting with others
-support
-the breeze through the balcony window
-animal heroes, advocates, and actvists
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-me and m's husband amending
-walking 4 miles today
-looking for W cat
-feeling my feelings
-pumpkin bread
-getting serious on planning things
-stretches
-having beautiful hair
-working the other day
-great skincare products
-doing my recap today
-D still being here
-ideas
-prayer
-being considered very attractive by others
-sunshine
-blankets
-moisturizers
-hyaluronic acid
-tissue salts
-the air purifiers in my place
-ginger
-drinking water
-being kind
-when small dogs or any small animals crouch up to your knees
-being friendly
-being smart
-doing laundry
-cleaning products
-great voices
-art
-having nice lips
-botox
-rearranging the living room to bring some fresh new energy into the place
-night skies
-peaceful sounds of nighttime
-my beauty
-beauty
-my new brigitte bardot tote bag
-laughing
-my cactus water toner
-getting my recap done today
-my acupressure mat
-people who care for, help, advocate and are activists for animals
-people who care about me
-klonopin
-smiling
-love
-accomplishing all my dreams
-inspiration
-my creativity
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-looking for w cat
-somrus liquer shots
-starbucks
-new ideas for flyers
-stretching
-laughing
-humor
-botox
-preparing for my upcoming trip
-D bringing my package up my stairs for me, being the first acknowledgment from since we ended
-vegan food
-moistuizers
-blankets
-pillows
-compliments
-being considered above average in looks
-leggings
-hoodies
-making amends with M's husband
-being a caring person
-my talents
-stabilizing
-cats
-fashion
-aesthetics
-drinking water
-sportsbras
-my fashion sense
-cleaning and rearranging things
-having nice hair
-sleep
-music
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-my arms slimming out
-my body tightening
-flowers
-being smart
-my creativity
-great lighting
-being kind
-newness
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-band-aids
-massage
-walking for 4 miles
-doing a W cat search
-getting some W cat stickers in the mail
-D texting me randomly a pissy text which shows he may still be feelings jealousy
-clothes fitting looser
-fascia blasting
-good movies
-drinking water
-yoga
-M's husband talking to me and looking for W cat
-sleep
-having a D dream that felt intuitive
-planning for my upcoming trip and getting things together for it
-being brave
-property managers calling me about a day to come in
-moisturizers
-my talents
-blankets
-fashion
-hip openers
-cleaning and rearranging things
-being friendly to animals
-newness
-sunshine
-colors
-looking a lot younger then my age
-botox
-ideas
-cuteness
-tissue salts
-peaceful sounds when balcony window is open
-helping others
-those who help, save, advocate animals and animal activists
-decluttering
-cleaning products
-my creativity
-relaxing
-being productive
-night skies
-my anti-depressant
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-showering
-building connections with others
-brushing my teeth
-good movies
-learning
-baby wipes
-touching up my hair color
-getting W cat stickers
-doing W searches
-compliments
-my beauty
-being smart
-my accomplishments and amazing experiences i've had
-getting my ride to airport from hotel paid for
-my creativity
-pumpkin bread
-sportsbras
-M's husband seeing me today
-drinking water
-clothes fitting looser today
-copper sponges
-positive visualizing
-my style
-hair ties
-copper sponges
-rearranging things
-moisturizers
-reflection
-prayer
-night skies
-the breeze through my balcony
-my rose quartz heart
-kind people
-cuteness
-having a beautiful face
-my beauty
-fascia blasting
-blankets
-hoodies and jackets
-socks
-laughing
-art
-cat hugs
-looking young
-ideas
-newness
-arms slimming out
-clothes fitting loser
-people who want to work with me
-great lip products
-having beautiful eyes
-colors
-my body tightening up
-focusing on wellness
-being productive
-the internet
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-getting things done
-being productive
-feeling my feelings
-great sounds
-going to meet with detective
-my trip coming up
-being able to give praise where praise is due
-cats
-being kind
-my child-like side
-being smart
-having beautiful eyes
-flowers
-fashion
-being ambitious
-prayer
-showering
-sunshine
-having experienced a lot of awesome things
-my accomplishments
-hyaluronic acid
-naps
-meeting my goals
-winning
-starbucks
-colors
-great photography
-great lighting
-my creativity
-inspiration
-makeup
-leggings
-drinking water
-walking 5 miles the other day
-looking , sounding, and seeming way younger then i am
-acupressure
-fascia blasting
-tissue salts
-being thoughtful
-reflection
-baby wipes
-yoga
-comfort
-beauty
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-releasing tension
-looking way younger then my age and another person i was talking to thinking i was a student and guessing my age as over a decade younger then it is.
-getting another job done in one career
-compliments
-my beauty
-drinking water
-D suddenly wanting to see me again
-my love for fashion
-going to miami fashion district
-helping people and animals
-having nice glowy skin
-vegan food
-new experiences
-experiencing miami beach
-party atmospheres
-techno music
-how beautiful my first hotel was
-the private balcony and sunning on the hammock on it
-friendly people
-finding $20 randomly
-getting a free lyft ride
-the lady at the airport on the way home, i said i liked the color of her yarn and we talked for a minute about her knitting and she woke me up to surprise me she made me slippers in the color
-aesthetics. of buildings, packaging,cute things for home, scenery, etc, etc
-healing
-nail clippers
-forgiveness
-making a new self audio hypnosis
-being poolside and in the pool and having some pool cocktails the other day
-sleep
-acupressure
-fascia blasting
-hyaluronic acid
-face rolling
-glycolic acid
-having big blue eyes
-entertainment
-doing a skincare face mask
-having goals
-being smart
-music
-learning
-art
-new inspirations
-decluttering
-yoga
-my sense of style
-buying myself gucci tights today
-moisturizers
-lip scrubs
-hair ties
-sportsbras
-hand wash
-baby wipes
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-being able to say overall my trip was a success and staying in budget and safe
-sleep
-my anxiety medications
-prayer
-the holds off my debit card being removed
-the movie i'm watching
-the movie i'm watching just happening to be quite serendipitous a bit to me and D and how we met
-being proactive and assertive
-having glowy skin
-night skies
-hip openers
-retouchers
-showering
-drinking water
-trying new things
-a new lead on W cat
-a new idea on ways to get him located
-botox
-makeup
-having beautiful eyes
-being self-aware of what i need to work on
-inspiration
-fun
-parties
-moisturizers
-cats
-animals
-when my clothes fit loose
-cleaning products
-great design
-my little souvenirs from my trip
-stretching
-having big blue eyes
-being considered very beautiful
-being smart
-stabilizing a little
-meditating
-doing an extra long W cat visualization
-my rose quartz heart
-being there for others
-having a kind heart
-donating to charity
-pumpkin spice bread
-feeling more renewed as a person
-romance
-beauty
-learning
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-apple cider vinegar
-drinking water
-starbucks
-pumpkin spice bread
-sleep
-gin gins
-beautiful photos of myself
-self acceptance
-doing W cat searches
-ordering door hangers for W cat searches
-hip openers
-prayer
-reflection
-having goals
-watching a good movie
-leggings
-hoodies
-fabric refresh spray
-re-organizing, decluttering, and cleaning
-art
-inspiration
-romance
-love
-ibuprofen
-nightskies
-setting up my new humidifier
-pillows
-being productive and proactive
-having manifested my trip i just got back from
-my body getting nice and tight
-confirming a job today
-new ideas
-smiling
-my hair
-fashion
-great beauty products
-my gucci bag
-m's husband
-practicing driving today and pushing myself a little
-my heart rose quartz
-having a kind heart
-having beautiful eyes
-being strong
-beauty
-music
-nourishment
-holistic healing
-colors
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-discovering new things
-new ideas
-sleep
-feeling my feelings
-walking 2 miles and doing a W cat search
-my gucci purse i've been wearing some of the last recent days
-my beauty
-journaling
-being smart
-inspiration
-trying new things
-yoga
-deep hip openers
-baby wipes
-drinking water
-night skies
-peace
-showering
-getting my gucci package in the mail
-music
-cleaning products
-wellness
-my creativity
-laughing
-moisturizers
-hair masks
-having a caring heart
-cuteness
-coffee
-gin gins
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-healthy digestion
-healing from my allergies
-sleep
-tissue salts
-fashion
-beautiful things
-cleaning
-drinking water
-dr.pepper
-meeting another cute cat i got to feed and say hi to and give water to the other day
-my beauty
-moisturizers
-spaghetti
-pillows
-innovation
-baby wipes
-ordering a commission for an art piece i want done on D
-being a caring person
-starting the process for my next business trip
-new sheet on my daybed
-yoga
-physical exercise
-retouching
-humor
-cuteness
-my intelligence
-showering
-newness
-cool things, and being in on the trends
-compliments
-being productive
-meeting my goals
-prayer
-my rose quartz heart
-inspiration
-learning
-evolving as a person
-art
-music
-stabilizing
-swim tops
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-blankets
-pillows
-getting a new phone today
-self reassurances
-my beauty
-being the most attractive girl in a room
-compliments
-clean clothes
-having great hair
-awesome inventions
-people working to make the world a better place
-coffee
-being productive
-feeling my feelings
-doing an intention manifesting session
-doing some reading
-doing some ab work
-having nice lips
-the shape and color of my eyes
-meeting my goals
-potential opportunities coming my way
-being smart
-gingers
-my benzos
-my face and arms seeming to slim out
-drinking water
-decluttering
-kind and helpful people
-vegan food
-my heart's desires
-my creativity
-my diligence
-being able to think for myself
-having a baby face
-laughing
-learning
-evolving
-becoming a new person
-my ambition
-new ideas
-
Re: GRATITUDE LIST
-joggers
-my beauty
-my stomach getting more sculpted
-winning against J in mediation; she is moving because of me
-going on 4 days of not texting D
-doing laundry
-having beautiful eyes
-an excellent new social media photo
-being smart and composed and powerful
-my black and white poncho
-my creativity
-being productive
-things working out today
-having beautiful hair
-makeup
-getting help today
-banana bread
-starbucks
-cats
-fashion
-my talents
-my accomplishments
-having a new phone now
-walking
-sunshine
-nightskies
-hip openers
-drinking water
-finding barq's root beer at the store today
-moisturizers
-sweets
-being able to think for myself
-sleep
-cleaning
-beauty
-inspiration
-art
-bettering myself
-emotions, feelings, and passion
-those who love animals, animal advocates, and animal activists and seeing specieism slowly eradicate
-socks
-doing a nice mothers day the other day
-blankets