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-fashion
-my beauty
-my style
-getting kybella done today
-seeing m's husband
-starbucks
-great deals
-being smart
-art
-music
-great movies
-the perfect things to laugh about or that fit my mood
-interesting people
-feeling my feelings
-my acupressure mat
-showering
-moisturizers
-retouching
-clean clothes
-some things working out
-going on 4 days now of no contacting D
-updating my resume
-sleep
-indian food
-banana bread
-leggings
-yoga
-socks
-dancing
-ab exercises
-ginger
-face massage
-hair ties
-compliments
-decluttering and cleaning
-sunshine
-colors
-my talents
-my accomplishments
-doing a W cat visualization
-my femininity
-growing as a person
-learning
-makeuo
-healthy digestion
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-ginger
-fashion
-my beauty
-my strength
-accepting imperfection
-getting dates confirmed for next miami trip
-pictures
-getting my first hotel booked for my next trip
-sweet messages
-sleeping masks
-sleep
-moisturizers
-sweets
-coffee
-pasta
-discovering new things
-cleaning and decluttering and rearranging
-copper sponges
-my acupressure mat
-night skies
-sunshine
-prayer
-pillows
-walking
-stretching
-dancing
-my body getting tighter
-retouching
-having beautiful eyes
-journaling
-great deals
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-my beauty
-entertainment
-the opportunities i'm offered
-spending time with cats
-looking like a model
-meeting a lot of interesting people
-drinking water
-showering
-starbucks
-rest
-feeling my feelings
-going on 7 days now of no contact to D
-sock
-people who fight for good things
-connection
-that J is moving out of my building
-my first official merch item arriving
-gucci fashion label
-great ideas
-inspiration
-makeup
-meeting goals
-fashion
-being an icon
-music
-my creativity
-my talents
-blankets
-moisturizers
-getting more W cat door hangers
-kind people
-beautiful packaging
-my goals
-my inner activist/advocate
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-my beauty
-staying strong
-standing up for things
-getting stoned for the first time by myself today
-trying out my astor valerian root chocolates today
-my creativity and talents
-that J is moving out
-interesting documentaries
-stretches
-sounding younger then my age over a decade
-showering
-makeup
-moisturizers
-drinking water
-walking
-cheeseless pizza
-my acupressure mat
-night skies
-going over a week with no contact to D
-coffee
-flavors and spices
-baby wipes
-ginger
-getting my kybella finally the other day
-fashion
-art
-lights
-cuteness
-relaxation
-evolving as a person
-starting to make payments on things again
-flowers
-have 2 jobs this month
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-ibuprofen
-breaks
-healthy digestion
-drinking water
-banana bread
-listening to 2nd chakra music
-sleep
-baby wipes
-showering
-being able to pay some bills
-getting some reflective clarity on things
-M's husband dropping off some things for me
-cleaning
-socks
-sportsbras
-blankets
-cuteness
-love
-leggings
-my taste in things
-flavors and spices
-prayer
-meditation
-moisturizers
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-my next miami trip planning coming along
-having faith
-trusting my judgement
-letting myself be a little crazy at times
-drinking water
-J moving out
-getting more info
-sleep
-valerian orange chocolates
-starbucks
-vegan food
-nourishment
-my face looking slimmer
-my arms looking slimmer
-having nice hair
-being creative and productive
-moisturizers
-cleaning
-going 10 days without talking to D
-leggings
-my sense of style
-hyaluronic acid
-glycolic acid
-being self aware
-my anxiety meds
-art
-my beauty
-face massage
-having jobs this month
-motivation
-listening to solar plexus chakra and theta music
-doing an intention setting exercise
-stretching
-cuteness
-animal lovers, activists, advocates, and heroes
-trees
-birds chirping
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-colors
-getting motivation
-getting things to work out
-reassurances
-ab work
-drinking water
-cleaning
-decluttering
-having a job tomorrow
-nourishment
-starbucks
-entertainment
-buying an ipl facial the other day
-meeting my goals
-blankets
-showering
-new ideas
-taking out the garbage
-getting upcoming trip planned out
-paying bills
-learning
-inspiration
-cats
-face rolling my chin
-getting more body confident
-my arms getting more slender and toned
-moisturizers
-self improvement
-going 2 weeks without contacting D
-my creative side
-sunshine
-being strong
-cutting out toxic people
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-staying calm
-being creative
-being resourceful and doing my research
-calming down
-deciding to start focusing on taking better care of my oral care
-drinking water
-being considered attractive by others
-working today
-starbucks
-smoking some weed tonight
-going over 2 weeks of no contact with D
-having some vodka samples at work
-laughing
-coming to my senses
-clarity
-reassurances
-self reassurance
-sunshine
-clean clothes
-getting the kitchen drawer i was working on organized and decluttered
-animals
-cuteness
-babies
-hyaluronic acid
-learning
-positive things
-beauty
-honest
-showering
-sleep
-good skincare products
-my chin swelling going down
-working on myself
-art
-music
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-doing a 10 minute ab workout
-doing a 15 minute dancing workout
-getting myself motivated
-doing a W cat search
-nightskies
-my balcony
-staying calm
-showering
-eyeliner
-having soft hair
-getting over D by doing no contact which is the point of it
-being high end
-birds chirping
-drinking some hard seltzers tonight
-banana bread
-making goals
-cleaning, decluttering, organizing
-entertainment
-beauty
-cluttering
-new ideas
-people who strive to make the world a better place
-being creative
-trying to get in the flow of things
-the breeze
-laughing
-art
-music
-having a dentist appt made
-walking
-holistic healing
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-calming down
-trying to follow my gut
-using my intelligence
-applying for a rental assistance on my own
-embracing my inner bitch
-cleaning and decluttering
-focusing more on my oral care
-weather cooling off a bit
-pillows
-starbucks
-eating less
-having all my lodging for my upcoming trip booked
-M's husband being there for me
-staying strong
-figuring things out on my own
-knowing how to say i'm sorry
-sunshine
-nightskies
-a label i like wanting to use my picture from ig for their marketing materials and website
-utilizing my resources
-being smart
-being creative
-getting my teal colored envelopes to send off my new merch
-having nice eyes
-booking more jobs
-being productive today
-drinking water
-kind people
-realizing with my monthly earnings, i should be able to get back on track within reasonable time
-playing things smart
-my clothes fitting a little better
-healing
-colors
-fashion
-stretching
-fasting
-cuteness
-animal advocates and animal lovers
-rest
-looking way younger then my age
-being a warrior
-
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-trying to take better care of my oral health
-feeling better today
-sleeping less today
-doing a nice meditation
-being considered beautiful
-starbucks
-being creative
-being determined and resilient
-seeing M's husband today
-being more motivated today
-vegan food
-my upcoming trip
-looking baby faced
-having a baby voice
-colors
-fashion
-delicious food
-sunshine
-baby wipes
-cuteness
-sweater and jackets
-people who make the world a better place for animals
-self awareness
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-being resourceful
-feeling more motivated today
-the first draft of my D painting i commissioned showing up today and looking great
-confidence
-pillows
-healthy digestion
-being productive
-seeing a new pill for mental health that changes how mental health is treated in my city
-feeling my feelings
-music
-my favorite teddy bear to hold
-cuteness
-showering
-touching up my hair color
-night skies
-baby wipes
-clean clothes
-spaghetti
-compliments
-sweaters
-sending a payment for my rental ledger
-my strength
-moisturizers
-taking better care of my oral health
-
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-feeling a little better
-chin swelling going down
-ideas
-sleep
-getting the painting of D completed
-drinking water
-laughing
-reassurances
-taking care of my oral health
-cleaning and decluttering
-stabucks
-having a baby face
-colors
-having a baby voice
-entertainment
-pillows
-beauty
-fashion
-music
-great innovations
-sending a tiny rent payment towards my rental ledger
-being smart
-looking up words, researching, and learning
-moisturizers
-self reassurance
-cuteness
-animal advocates
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-my art work of D being done
-sleep
-running errands with Ms husband
-getting a lot of positive attention today
-being considered very attraractive
-spaghetti sauce
-starbucks
-staying strong
-ibuprofen
-cookies
-taking better care of my oral health
-drinking water
-great weather today
-cuteness
-animal advocates and animal lovers and those who do nice things for animals
-felines
-using a lip scrub today to fix my lips
-getting a cute little chipmunk with a nut trying to hide his face balcony statue
-candy
-getting more W cat flyers
-laughing
-music
-art
-my creative side coming out tonight and being creative
-stretches
-new social media posts to make
-having nice hair
-compliments
-doing laundry today
-decluttering
-healthy digestion
-cleaning
-learning
-growing as a person
-feeling my feelings
-peaceful night sounds
-my heart's desires
-fashion
-trying to surrender
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-air conditioning
-getting my tooth fixed
-trying to figure out ways to heal all the pain in my life
-having a caring heart
-seeing that at least D's new girl isn't anything close to attractive
-getting revenge
-seeing my ferals the other day
-sleep
-preparing for my miami trip
-trying to surrender
-sheets
-preparing for my miami trip
-showering
-talking to m's husband again after all the new drama
-a tenant union member contacting me randomly to see how i'm doing
-new ideas
-beauty
-doing my 5 mile walk yesterday
-vegan food
-holistic healing
-detachment
-entertainment
-researching for B cat
-prayer
-relaxation
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-trying to think only positive thoughts for 24 hrs
-crest whitestrips
-sending a dieuretic for B cat
-getting another W cat possible sighting
-afterpay
-working on upcoming trip notes
-My cat who passed on B, being in a lot of my dreams last night. She hasn't been in them in awhile
-dancing
-ab work
-stretches
-contortion
-music
-drinking water
-semi fasting
-laughing
-birds chirping
-turning the a.c off for awhile
-beauty
-fashion
-inspiration
-yoga capris
-having beautiful eye
-having beautiful hair
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-trying to stay calm, in control, yet letting go
-trying to keep my composure
-trying to follow my inner guidance
-crest whitestrips
-dancing
-music
-listening to music while doing a 20 minute ab workout
-doing a ton of vet calls and emails
-sending a letter of intent to sue to the first instigating neighbor
-drinking water
-semi fasting
-the cat that's been coming by getting caught by paws today to get neutered and finding out he's a boy!
-cleaning the mattress in my bedroom
-sleep
-trying to think more positive
-m's husband saying i lost weight the other day
-cuteness
-cold sugary drinks
-prayer
-laughing
-supportive people
-showering
-being strong
-spending time with cats
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-staying strong through the abuse and pain
-getting b cat healed
-taking action to squash an abuser
-sleep
-cheating on my diet today
-cold sugary beverages
-feeling my feelings
-looking younger
-sunshine and warmth
-air conditioning
-mobile editing apps
-fashion
-my style
-having nice lips
-knowing how to take charge
-awesome recommendations on linkedin
-helpful people
-being considered beautiful
-good stain removers
-makeup
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-detoxing from abusers and those who don't support me
-self awareness
-sleep
-stretching
-toilet getting fixed
-cleaning
-feeling my feelings
-my beauty making men clumsy
-having a heart of gold
-B cat doing better
-injectables
-making efforts
-having beautiful eyes
-new social media posts
-hot guys
-love
-air conditioning
-birds chirping
-leggings
-socks
-blankets
-entertainment
-motivation
-making more effort to control my thoughts
-colors
-my friend in texas
-art
-electric toothbrushes
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-coming home
-the doctors working with me
-my mom being concerned about me
-m's husband picking me up from hospital
-getting my ipl facial today
-working today
-air conditioning
-blankets
-luxury things
a lot of jobs picking up
-drinking water
-electric toothbrushes
-compliments
-my beauty
-showering
-fashion
-flowers
-sleep
-having nice lips
-having nice hair
-cuteness
-people who help animals
-paying off things
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-getting work things done today
-reading positive, innovative things being done for the plant based industry
-animal lovers and those who make the world a better place for animals
-heart warming stories
-cuteness
-love and crushes
-my beauty
-compliments
-being considered attractive
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-finally having the hair color i want
-learning and inspiration
-entertainment
-music
-dancing
-being able to wear a top today from when my weight was down more
-fasting more
-vegan food
-starbucks
-going for a short walk and the weather feeling nice
-being smart, classy and a stand out
-packing and preparing for miami
-getting my painting of D in the mail
-staying calm
-blankets
-pillows
-colors
-trees
-vibrancy
-doing some reading today
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-drinking water
-my miami trip
-anxiety medications
-cats
-doing positive things
-sleep
-inspiration
-having crazy fun adventures
-newness
-getting drinks, smoking weed, talking and getting along well, getting drunk and sleeping with the photographer from my shoot in miami
-acceptance
-surrender
-telling d some last words
-travel
-having blonde hair
-realizing i have to not let overwhelment consume me
-the pool at my favorite hotel from my last trip
-fashion
-my style
-having beautiful eyes
-growing as a person
-doing fun things
-making a new audio recording affirmation hynosis while in miami
-hot guys
-doing laundry
-helpful people
-blankets
-pillows
-colors
-art
-stretches
-learning
-air conditioning
-cleaning
-hyaluronic acid
-cosmetic procedures
-mobile editing apps
-focusing on my wellness
-trying to get my career back
-moisturizers
-showering
-realizing i've been too hard on myself and im not as bad as i think i am
-being a kind person
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-kittens
-cuteness
-improving my patience
-improving my calmness
-proving im right
-cleaning
-vacuuming
-spending time outside with J cat
-J cat coming back
-drinking water
-goals
-nightskies
-trying to have more body confidence
-all the job opportunities
-how much the tiny kitten likes me
-the kittens sleeping with me
-being a humane person
-fun
-sunrises
-beautiful surprises
-my medications
-my heart's desires
-letting go
-beautiful song lyrics
-chargers
-trees
-handwashing some clothes
-blankets
-pillows
-skipping dinner today
-beauty
-having beautiful eyes
-looking way younger then my age
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-google
-not eating all day
-drinking water
-my new victoria's secret leopard print push up bra
-asking for help
-music
-my beauty
-photo editing apps
-finding a place i approve of for J cat
-discovering new things
-healing
-cleaning products
-taking better care of my oral health
-cat cuddles
-being honest with myself
-sleep
-having a kind heart
-arm stretches
-art
-my heart's desires
-knowing when to take it easy
-nightskies
-new social media content
-trying to do more intention manifesting
-prayer
-purging my feelings out to D
-seeing the tiny kitten's fur grow and that he's going to have some white on his back, like a white stripe
-beautiful lyrics
-composing another legal document
-being smart
-connection
-hot guys
-having beautiful eyes
-my cactus water toner
-cuteness
-getting good news from hud in the mail
-seeing more working in my favor then i realize
-deep cleaning the living room and apartment
-feminine hygiene products
-lint rollers
-decluttering
-starbucks
-goals
-having a lot of work this weekend
-trying
-entertainment
-learning
-
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-going 24 hours without eating yesterday
-starbucks
-drinking water
-being productive
-pulling up to my house today then seeing D and his new girl's car and refusing to get out so they would have to go in first, waiting like nothing, then sure enough 3 minutes later, they pulled out and just drove off. loving the power!
-decluttering and cleaning the living room and going through over 6 months of mail and discarding it. feeling the renewed mental clarity from that already
-my electric toothbrush
-cute little gifts animal charities sometimes send me
-naps
-pillows
-blankets
-making an effort
-finishing job stuff today
-m's husband
-finding a cute watermelon cake that works as a fourth of july cake and birthday cake at the grocery store
-ibuprofen
-having nice lips
-seeing the kitten's grow and the tinier kitten's fur starting to show more white
-being smart
-air conditioning
-goals
-believing in myself
-hyaluronic acid
-physical exercise
-feeling my feelings
-sunshine
-
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-my kittens
-doing a good job getting this house cleaned and being about 60-70% done.
-liquor infused chocolates
-fasting
-hot guys
-drinking more water
-my beautiful birthday flowers
-my beauty
-my appetite shrinking
-having a few bites of my watermelon decorated cake and sharing a few tiny bites with the kittens since they were begging for it
-finding a new living room carpet i like for my living room and ordering it
-sleep
-redeeming a $50 botox deal i seen into my account
-blankets
-air conditioning
-M sending me my pictures
-people who area actually nice
-being smart
-my creativity
-the concept of romantic love, romantic lyrics, and sweet things
-calmness
-feeling my feelings
-forgiveness
-wanting to grow
-my goals
-fashion
-decluttering
-moisturizers
-cuteness
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-sweets
-my starbucks drink
-sunshine
-warmth
-kind people
-genuine people
-not being sick anymore
-meditation
-innovation
-wanting to find my green heart D crystal and not being able to and after having a great meditation where i felt really ok without him, finding it right next to my couch. Then him home that same night after wondering where he had been. 2 nights prior i was moving my couch upside down trying to find that crystal
-surrender
-serendipity
-my pic from M shoot in M being chosen and how great they are
-getting approved for the erap rental assistance
-having my hud interview tomorrow
-facing my landlords that day recently and it going ok
-seeing i'm moving more naturally just by working more
-physical exercise
-finishing my book on surrender
-having a golf outing job this week
-my kittens
-drinking more water
-being a helpful person
-having beautiful eyes
-my hair
-getting rid of stuff in my apartment
-evolving into a new person
-goals
-being productive
-doing some reading
-learning
-doing a W cat search today
-taking care of my oral health
-having an appt for P kitten made
-seeing my kittens grow
-apple cider vinegar
-rest
-compliments
-being smart
-my talents and accomplishments
-the breeze
-peaceful sounds
-face rolling
-
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-delicious vegan food
-booking my tix for my next miami trip
-drinking more water
-realizing i need to relax and let go
-going for a 3 mile walk
-b cat motivating me to get up
-showering
-using my favorite deep conditioner on my hair
-smiling
-sunshine
-focusing on my health
-cuteness
-blankets
-not having allergies
-adding a crystal to my cat's water
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-models
-the modeling industry
-possibly another job in first industry i worked in
-smashing the idiotic bizarre letter i opened last night and canceling work to get a restraining order and getting it granted and this time deciding i'm not going to be wavered out of it
-kittens
-my kittens doing so well being home today while i was out
-one person wanting to cry and another give me a hug after two instances of them hearing what i've been going through
-sleep
-sunshine
-walking
-changing the filter in the air purifier
-forgiveness
-fashion
-blankets
-drinking more water
-trying to take better care of myself
-my botox holding up better then i thought
-my creativity
-being smart
-aesthetically pleasing things
-liquor infused chocolates
-coffee
-peanut butter cookie dough
-being nice
-being considered attractive
-being goal driven
-having beautiful eyes
-growing as a person
-ideas
-my lower body getting more toned
-physical exercise
-stretches
-cleaning
-makeup
-photoshop and retouching
-my pants fitting loose
-
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-calming down about another distressing thing
-talking to m's husband on the phone today
-spending time with my dad today
-being smart
-my beauty
-my kittens
-trying to drink more water
-mobile editing apps
-looking very young
-showering
-maintenance coming and all going well
-nightskies
-my starbucks drink and chocolate croissant i had today
-wearing my new burberry scrunchie today
-compliments
-physical exercise
-meditating today
-getting a new book in the mail today to read that's outside my usual genre
-watching a good mystery movie last night
-sleep
-feeling calmer and more grounded
-learning
-feeling like my chakras are opening
-makeup
-cleaning
-having great cheekbones
-having beautiful eyes
-seeing famous beautiful people's flaws and feeling better about mine
-entertainment
-botox
-blankets
-socks
-clean clothes
-fashion
-being productive
-being helpful
-being kind
-peaceful sounds
-newness
-pictures
-flowers
-plants
-moisturizers
-taking better care of my oral health
-baby wipes
-
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-my kittens
-healthy digestion
-sweet beverages
-working today
-staying calm
-having feelings for M
-next miami trip booked
-P kitten gaining healthy weight and his fur getting smoother and thicker
-being approved for rental assistance
-M texting me on his own today
-moisturizers
-starbucks
-pillows
-being told i have a little p
-B kitten being happy with his new toy i got him today
-having blonde hair
-eviction moratorium extending
-M's husband healing
-my dad getting a new job
-naps
-getting a new a.c installed
-fashion
-going to yoga class the other night
-focusing on my wellness
-nightskies
-yoga
-my lower body getting tighter
-looking at things and being intrigued at how some things play out
-music
-entertainment
-cat cuddles
-getting a porch cat tent for l cat
-love
-having more money then i thought today
-seeing my first syringe of kybella did make a difference,and did make my chin thinner
-decluttering
-being smart
-cleaning
-becoming more grounded
-my new antidepressant
-meditation
-showering
-water
-healing
-beauty
-feminine energy
-having a sweetness to me
-socks
-fun
-feel good passion
-having beautiful eyes
-having a skincare regimen
-makeup
-connections and bonding
-people who help animals
-
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-starbucks
-chocolate croissants
-my kittens liking their toys
-M's husband revealing info to me
-not making myself look like a fool
-seeing m's husband today
-going to therapy in person session today for first time in over a year and getting my letter for court
-sunshine
-having nice lips
-goals
-having blonde hair
-my aloe vera deep conditioner
-showering
-deep stretches
-my new antidepressant making me feel more grounded
-trying out my new retinol serum today
-finding joy in the little things
-fashion
-sweeping the floor
-cat cuddles
-cuteness
-photo editing apps
-pillows
-sleep
-making an effort
-walking 6 miles the other day
-taking out the garbage
-nightskies
-flowers
-trees
-vibrancy
-art
-heart warming animal videos
-innocence
-finding out my rental assistance is approved and nothing went wrong with it
-mischief
-confirming some jobs
-booking my first bar promo since 2019
-the sound of birds chirping
-kybella
-moisturizers
-ideas
-opportunities
-my allergies being better ever since air conditioner was replaced
-being kind
-colors
-newness
-decluttering
-meditation
-
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-my kittens
-cuteness
-animals
-taking my kittens to the vet and them getting complimented on being so calm and friendly and saying it's obvious they come from a very loving home
-that i might be able to get my stalker neighbor arrested for violating the restraining order
-self reassurances
-getting my pictures from M photographer finally
-naps
-the judge today seeming nice
-my resourcefulness
-brownies
-vegan food
-my clothes fitting looser
-fashion
-pillows
-my skincare regimen
-makeup
-drinking some caramel soothing tea
-putting my humidifier on
-feeling my feelings
-physical exercise
-being a loving person
-my burberry scrunchie
-believing in myself
-moisturizers
-showering
-cat cuddles
-mopping the floor
-my job this weekend
-putting some of my pretty stuff back out on display
-ideas
-getting merch set up to send to another friend
-fabric refresh spray
-getting a cash app sent to me
-kybella
-staying strong
-growing as a person
-my lower body getting tighter
-feeling like i won against my landlords
-feeling like i have enough to win my 2 year restraining order
-being smart
-my upcoming trip
-writing a nice linkedin review for m photographer today
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-naps
-cuteness
-cat cuddles
-turning my jealousy into inspiration
-entering W cat into a modeling contest
-botox
-a good skincare regimen
-pictures
-fashion
-sending out M's thank you card gift envelope and ordering him some chocolates for him to have that remind me of what he likes
-my burberry scrunchie
-having desires
-having nice curves
-writing out my affirmations yesterday
-my humidifer
-being smart
-physical exercise
-moving more everyday
-trying to drink more water everyday
-the cats doing things to make me laugh
-music
-peaceful sounds
-dancing
-awesome things i have planning/coming up
-my teal business envelopes i have for mailing out merch
-yoga
-feeling my feelings and processings
-my femininity
-my clothes fitting looser
-nice weather
-being great with words
-how nice it is transforming into a new person
-inspiring people
-being productive
-learning
-changing how i do some things
-trying to manifest bigger things
-rest
-kind people
-being able to start putting some of my pretty stuff back out on display again
-flowers
-people who save animals
-my grey leopard heart joggers
-socks
-showering
-colors
-sunshine
-vegan food
-connection
-newness
-healing
-meeting and having a nice talk with an inspiring uber driver the other evening
-empathy
-seeing more and more organizations and people who want to help animals
-self acceptance
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-fashion
-showering
-my determination
-my kittens
-getting some people who care about me to sign B cat's guestbook
-hope
-buying a new prada bag
-warm weather
-sunshine
-feeling my feelings
-my femininity
-my rental assistance check arriving
-masculine energy
-an old friend reaching out to me
-compliments
-my new portfolio pics
-things to look forward to
-air conditioning
-a friend putting up with me and cash-apping me when i was stranded proving more he is a real friend especially after being in a mood all day to him
-pink lemonade vodka
-art
-shapes
-blankets
-newness
-cat hugs
-vegan food
-my acupressure mat
-models
-calming my mind down
-moisturizers
-drinking water
-humidifiers
-cleaning the toilet
-taking out the garbage
-laughing
-doing some reading last night
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-music
-poems
-art
-romance
-sweet moments
-sweet memories
-getting some people including my dad and m''s husband and m's best friend to sign B cat's guestbook
-moisturizers
-physical exercise
-my kittens
-all my animals
-my femininity
-new portfolio pics
-my miami trip coming up soon
-love
-my humidifier/diffuser
-retinol
-drinking water
-digital activism
-good skincare products
-showering
-having a compassionate heart
-cuteness
-naps
-evolving into a new person
-botox
-my prada bag i ordered
-breaking the rules sometimes
-retouching
-fashion
-flattering pics of me
-hot guys
-having had interesting lovers in my lifetime
-newness
-coffee
-people who try to make the world a better place
-things that make me smile
-sunshine
-trying to move more
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-sweet drinks
-sunshine
-not having ♥♥♥♥♥
-walking 3 miles today
-tissue paper
-cleaning
-taking the cats out in the playpen today on the balcony
-coloring today
-fashion
-the fashion industry
-D being in my dreams the same day i also think i seen his car here
-drinking more water
-being smart
-attractive guys
-my trip coming up
-cuteness
-how cute my cats are
-coffee
-feeling my feelings
-heartwarming videos
-fun
-humor
-goals
-pillows
-blankets
-newness
-having new portfolio pics
-trying to stay positive
-defending myself
-art
-people making efforts to make the world a better place
-baby wipes
-learning
-love
-meditation
-prayer
-setting intentions
-moisturizers
-having beautiful hair
-being considered attractive
-beauty
-beautiful things
-
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-my last miami trip i did
-having money
-seeing my landlords returning checks as a blessing since it's illegal right now and deciding to just move asap
-being blonde
-telling m i have feelings for him
-moisturizers
-colors
-new inspiration
-apologizing to D after realizing he didn't leave that awful text, and realizing somewhere along the lines he finally did block me
-vegan food
-my humidifier
-drinking more water
-starbucks
-my lower body getting sexier and more sculpted
-compliments
-being considered very beautiful
-hope
-my new prada bag
-sunshine
-new ideas for my life
-doing my 4rth job of first career thing i do of the year which almost meets my goal for the year of at least 5
-new social media content to post for myself
-seeing my ferals today
-bring l cat over so my kittens can see another cat and get used to their big sister and learn more on how to be a cat
-sleep
-becoming more motivated
-being sent beautiful surprise delivery flowers from a merchant for the loss of B cat
-treating myself to new givenchy shoes and having my first luxury shopping purchase out of town and also my first luxury shopping purchase in store,i believe. it was impulsive, kind of wrong, but felt so right
-getting offered an art basel invite from a high end luxury boutique
-being given champagne after my luxury shopping purchase
-walking
-bows luxury merchants make on shopping bags
-ordering a pitcher so i can start making cucumber water
-throwing out my mattress because one of the kittens went to the bathroom on it when left in my room too long which works since i was planning on eventually upgrading to a new mattress
-throwing out some old things i no longer want
-art
-face massage and face rolling
-retinol
-cat cuddles
-times in miami spent in the pool
-showering
-being kind
-pillows
-blankets
-cat cuddles
-learning new things
-new experiences
-inspiration
-great movies
-oneness
-heartwarming animal videos
-buying my kittens a new toy when i got back from my trip
-fashion
-meeting new people
-setting intentions
-trying to be more positive
-laughing
-my style
-my phone
-pictures
-physical pleasures
-vitamin c
-finding more evidence to show the investigator that my landlords lied to her
-the w cat pillow for M's husband coming and it being beautiful
-good deals
-my new fendi bracelet
-reassurances
-seeing flaws in the most beautiful people
-beautiful things
-
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-how beautiful l cat is
-having l cat over and her slightly calming down
-drinking more water
-doing lunges
-sleep
-socks
-going for a walk today
-cuddling with my cats today
-cuteness
-affection
-compliments
-my beauty
-mobile editing apps
-learning
-being smart
-traveling
-croissants
-coffee
-moisturizers
-chivalry
-compassion
-masculine energy
-beauty
-my humidifier
-getting to a 1/3 of a 3 rent payments into my savings
-art
-fashion
-baby wipes
-cleaning products
-transforming into a new person
-peaceful sounds
-newness
-confirming another job for this weekend
-decluttering
-things to look forward to
-feeling a sense of openness
-organizing some papers
-being productive
-kind people
-
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-my kittens
-seeing how much my kittens love and care for each other
-going for a nice little walk at night
-reese pieces
-motivation
-my burberry scrunchie
-my hair
-face rolling
-B cat in his Batman costume
-starbucks
-being productive
-clarity
-goals
-cuteness
-sunshine
-blankets
-clean clothes
-face wash
-my beauty
-chakra balancing
-nightskies
-drinking water
-looking slimmer in work photos
-leggings fitting looser
-finding some booze popsicles to buy at work the other day
-good food
-retinol
-my humidifier
-pillows
-smiling
-laughter
-beautiful things
-makeup
-appreciating things in others
-fabric refresh spray
-
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-how cute my kittens look in their halloween costumes
-acceptance
-momentum with looking for an apartment and seeing an apartment today and getting responses and finding places in my price range
-getting a chemical peel today
-detoxing
-M's husband checking out the apartment i looked at for me
-drinking water
-coffee
-sweets
-my burberry hoodie
-my sense of style
-my anxiety medications
-being productive
-finding a juicy piece of new info i can use for my court case against J
-compliments
-my beauty
-confirming more jobs today
-blankets
-pictures
-feminine hygiene products
-my femininity
-my savings account building up
-growing as a person
-hair conditioner
-my skin looking good
-free samples
-hard seltzers
-learning
-yoga
-building a stronger body
-having a loving heart
-music
-no eviction notice thus far
-being clever
-having beautiful eyes
-passion
-art
-having nice hair
-having nice lips
-a nice journaling session the other night
-nightskies
-walking
-moisturizers
-new experiences
-cleaning
-brushing my teeth
-sleep
-newness
-
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-drinking water
-finding an appt i love and filling out the rental application
-being in the next phase of apartment hunting and how nice it feels
-the money i have in my savings account
-all the jobs i'm booking
-chemical peels
-being blonde
-fashion
-the beauty of black cats
-makeup
-colors
-jumpsuits actually flattering me really well
-strengthening my body
-art
-music
-learning new things about myself
-having an appointment for my cats to get neutered
-being productive
-cleaning
-showering
-being flirted with by guys that i find attractive
-my beauty
-having goals and desires
-balancing my chakras
-red wine
-chocolate
-creativity
-being smart
-beauty
-architecture
-newness
-being considered a fashion girl now
-cuteness
-trying new things
-manifesting my goals and desires
-coffee
-croissants
-making my first tiktok with my kittens in their halloween costumes
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-painkillers
-sleep
-cuddling with my kittens
-kybella
-starting planning for my next trip
-cuteness
-vegan food
-my kittens being neutered
-having a caring heart
-delivery services
-hand washing clothes
-blankets
-calming down
-my medications to help my mind
-viewing my third apartment
-face massage
-chemical peels
-baby wipes
-cuteness
-entertainment
-fashion
-rest
-breaks
-understanding mental health
-not getting any eviction notice
-compliments
-being considered very attractive
-payment installments options
-drinking water
-being able to see
-my hair color
-prayer
-meeting new people
-music
-moisturizers
-inspiration
-injectables
-great deals
-payment plans
-sunshine
-nightskies
-flowers
-learning
-being smart
-decluttering
-prayer
-hope
-
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-beauty
-art
-passion
-kybella
-face massage
-my cats being more affectionate lately
-being proactive and productive
-vegan food
-having a loving heart
-sleep
-hyaluronic acid
-blankets
-cuteness
-music
-inspiration
-showering
-buying a little pumpkin today
-trying to live my dreams
-my heart's desires
-manifesting my desires
-becoming more of the woman i've always wanted to be
-my first career
-retinol
-moisturizers
-buying my cat's a new toy
-trying new things
-being blonde
-stretching
-physical exercise
-hoodies
-shopping
-laughing
-my cats doing cute and funny things
-nourishment of self
-that my top choice apartment i still have a chance with
-letting myself feel my feelings and knowing i will move on and heal
-building muscle tone and curvature
-pictures
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-getting approved for both apartments i was waiting on
-paying the move in fee for my top choice apartment and that it's now mine and was taken off the market, off the rental listing sites right after i paid the fee
-being able to see people who pick on me, their flaws and hypocrisy
-cleaning products
-my cats
-walking
-going to yoga class last night
-me and my texas friend starting to kind of amend
-sleeping lip masks
-being smart and creative
-booking alot of jobs
-how much B kitten loves his pinata chaser toy and P kitten too but B kitten goes really crazy
-enjoying the feel of the halloween season
-fashion
-nightskies
-being objective
-prayer
-my pink clothing rack
-my next miami trip coming together more
-clean clothes
-blankets
-being a kind hearted person
-my new eye cream
-being able to delay a payment on payment plans
-feeling my feelings
-redeeming a botox and juvederm deal i have until january to use
-cuteness
-how excited i am to move
-art
-hairties
-learning
-entertainment
-beauty
-
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-being able to start moving into my new apartment this week
-drinking water
-getting a ride to my bar promo today
-learning new things
-someone who betrayed me last year randomly apologizing to me last night
-being smart and creative
-having beautiful eyes
-being complimented several times told i look way young
-blankets
-nourishment
-buying my art basel ticket
-doing work to get my next miami trip going
-my hoodie that's coming this week
-brushing my teeth
-doing my skincare regimen
-getting what i want
-fashion
-having great style
-having a lot of jobs this weekend
-feeling motivated and more energetic
-my starbucks drink i get
-taking things one day at a time
-retinol
-hair conditioner
-beautiful things
-hugging cats
-cuteness
-being strong
-colors
-ideas
-newness
-my determination
-compassion
-payment plans
-moisturizers
-music
-some of my family culture
-my burberry socks
-joggers
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-drinking more water
-candy
-getting more stuff moved into the new place
-intention manifesting
-working on my solar plexus chakra
-my ex J giving me $500 and a weed pipe in my favorite color
-my kittens
-cuteness
-heartwarming moments
-my starbucks drink
-having my kittens meet a dog
-helping others
-drinking a little and smoking a little weed with my ex J and his niece
-content ideas
-having the keys to my apartment and the place starting to feel more homey
-the neighbor J i have restraining order against moving at same time as me
-naps
-beautiful things
-being beautiful
-going for walks at night
-cats
-prayer
-my determination
-job opportunities
-taking care of my skin
-joggers
-blankets
-cleaning
-hairties
-humor
-reflection
-art
-getting a new flower in the mail
-fun
-inspiration
-my beauty
-people thinking i'm younger then i am
-my upcoming trip
-my item listed on poshmark selling
-vegan food
-healthy digestion
-style
-new ideas
-new experiences
-that i now will be able to say i have my 2nd apartment all on my own
-hyaluronic acid
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-having my 2nd own apartment
-finally sleeping in the new apartment
-cuddling with my indoor kittens
-cuteness
-love
-moving the couch to it's new rightful spot
-soda pop
-drinking water
-booking a good amount of part time work for this month
-rest
-motivation to become an "icon."
-walking at night
-showering
-putting pieces together and cutting out a bad vibes person fast
-humor
-music
-pictures
-blankets
-squats
-prayer
-inspiration
-beauty
-joggers
-art basel planning going well
-fashion
-hairties
-standing up for myself
-buying a chic new coat for winter
-planning new color scheme and mood ideas for my new apartment
-art
-hyaluronic acid
-therapy
-growing as a person
-utilizing my resources
-getting some payments i owe made
-my ex giving me more money again
-good food
-being smart
-my beauty
-having baby doll eyes
-having goals
-designer packaging
-sportsbras
-getting better at things
-staying positive
-new ideas
-embracing change
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-socks
-blankets
-clean clothes
-candy
-walking
-night skies
-reaching a new little self growth goal today
-great deals
-moisturizers
-D bringing the lion back in
-doing my apartment ritual yesterday
-waking up feeling more motivated today
-squats
-bandaids
-beauty
-inspiration
-prayer
-my thoughts getting more organized
-drinking water
-turmeric tea i had the other morning
-entertainment
-things to look forward to
-getting more stuff put away and organized in new place
-cuteness
-cat cuddles
-music
-fashion
-art
-being knowledgeable
-having jobs this weekend
-being powerful
-having my dreams come true
-my beauty
-people thinking i'm a lot younger then i am
-compliments
-filtering out toxic people
-love
-innovation
-my hair color
-having big, clear, baby eyes
-kindness
-calmness
-lights being off
-smiling
-having a caring heart
-having style
-fixing things
-roses
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-trying to be strong
-clorox wipes
-learning
-evolving
-baby wipes
-my hair color
-nice clothes
-rsvping to more art events
-eyeliner
-putting more stuff away and decluttering more
-having a baby face
-sleep
-cat hugs
-cuteness
-fashion
-k.r being found not guility
-my ex covering the k.r case as bodyguard
-the credit card coming
-flowers
-coffee
-blankets
-moisturizers
-weather being a little warmer today
-compassion