I've just found this thread while searching here. this has a lot of stuff for me to read....
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I've just found this thread while searching here. this has a lot of stuff for me to read....
I've never really gotton into ritual magick type stuff (and I've always stayed away from any dark themed stuff) but I got into reading an internet scanned version of his "Magick Without Tears" and...
I felt scared when I woke up but I'm not sure how I felt in the dream. Just weird and interested.
I'm going to add to this thread, instead of making my own thread, and I hope we both get some enlightenment. I had a very vivid dream last night.
I was in some kind of job interview with these 2...
I did search but couldn't see anything. I was only mildly into the blog with a half-open mind but I got really into one of the mediums on youtube and really fell under the spell of her show.
Erik Medhus was the 20 year old son of author/doctor Elisa Medhus, he took his own life in 2009, she then received messages from mediums that he had become a spirit guide, she (and the mediums)...
they may have earthbound negs that thrive off masturbation and whatnot, same as some bars probably have negs that want to hang around alcoholics. I wouldn't imagine they would be sexy. Any sexy...
any nice vacation spots or anything?
be kind shes trying to change which is more than a lot of people do
i agree ask and it is givin is a good book
Thanks lord. I'm noting all your advice. I believe myself to be skitzo and telepath but have never been diagnosed or putt on meds mostly because I never told anyone what's going on inside my head,...
I just had this horrible dream that some guy was molesting me..he looked homeless/addict but had lots of arms and stuck fingers inside me painfully..when I woke up it was so vivid and my body was in...
Did you try under bed, mattresses, sofa,cushions, drawers,all bags pockets,up on wardrobes,down behind furniture
I think this is what Chi Gung is all about - flushing out all excess energy to make room for new. You keep too much light/energy in it becomes stagnant, and you have no room for new energy. build...
I feel like I'm pushing back against lifelong lack of confidence and never winning. My parents always tried to push us down in confidence, they were always angry at anyone who stood out and acted...
Is it ok if I jump in this thread with a similar dream of my own I had a few nights ago. I was watching a woman hang out with 2 female friends. It was like I was watching it as a thriller film or...
DC have you heard the radio head song homesick alien?
Some people just don't have enough midichlorians.
I keep think ing about the warmth I knew in childhood. I remember being in my grans house with the rest of my family, hearing other relatives ring the doorbell and seeing them come in from the cold...
I've heard some people say that people with bad memories shouldn't do meditation or yoga, untill theyve had therapy first to deal with the issues these practices can bring up, I've heard others say...
Thank you, I will be watching this thread and will share my thoughts about my own meditating. thats very kind of you, I wouldn't want to put you out about sending me a book, unless it can be...
I feel sometimes when I read Tarot for myself theyre just reflecting back to me what my own thoughts are. Maybe this means I should listen to myself more.
Thanks, but a lot of this stuff is from my 20s, so I will adapt your techniques.
And, i have spoken back to them as an adult and said horrible things, things that struck their weaknesses like they...
Well, I have had some bad times with relatives and family in the past. I often, very often replay arguments and fights in my head where I "couldn't win" because the other relative had "ran rings"...
anyone got any tips for the kind of meditation that brings up bad memories? I'm trying RB's core image stuff but I'm not sure it's right for me, I just keep imagining more and more pipes and...
Thanks. I feel embarrassed now at all I wrote. Its stuff from the past that is finished, over. I've been having a great positive time with lots of friends. But I got down and poorly Fri and it all...