During my spiritual endeavors I have run into a few wonderful spirits and one amazing Japanease mystic/witch. Anyhow, as per visits in the noncorporeal I've come to expect feelings of energy and presences moving into my space and interacting with me. What bothers me is that I can "feel" those interactions but can't always percieve who/what is doing what. About two days ago something showed up that was inside of me for a while, moving from my chest to my throat and then I felt a sharp heaviness (I know, strange way to describe it) over my head and an acute pain. I can tell that sometimes the thoughts I have come from elsewhere, just from continous meditation and dealing with the monkey mind and the continous random thought packets it sends out.. To something strange like a sudden anxiety ridden thought and self-hurting thoughts. The energy of my current enviroment is hostile, and I expect to run into spirit-type things that want to mess with someone with open(er) energy than those who don't cultivate.
I'd like a few passive, low maintenance methods of dealing with this. Warding off such creatures and whatnot. It really is difficult to stop working in a busy office and deal with something that no one else percieves or may even believe in. I have to describe my actions to the onlooker becuase it takes me a while to settle in and feel out the situation, or to deal.
Otherwise things are good! I think it is mostly attempts to further my stress and give off that energy that "lower" beings feed on. Just speculation of course though, what do I really know about spirits, when it comes down to it?
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