Re: switching on the lights
yeah, you're right Tim.
normally i have no problem accepting what is, as what is.
yesterday was difficult for me.
i dunno why.
it was like a day-long "dark night".
i felt completely lost. unsure of everything.
the "little voice" that speaks from my heart wasn't there, and i was second-guessing all my decisions i've made recently.
i read over the dark night of the soul thread... i had nothing to add to it, but it did help me understand a bit (possibly) why i was feeling so out of sorts.
i think i am resisting some internal change, change that's not only essential, but wanted.
it's just hard leaving parts of what you consider to be yourself behind, eh?!
i've been receiving very clear "instructions" lately, internally.
instructions that are reprogramming my internal structure. which require me to leave behind some life-long old habits...
anyhoo, it's all good, just rough in the middle of the process i guess..
"We are spirits in the material world" Sting. The Police.
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