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niki123
No Tim,no more than I pray every night.I have felt better lately and I have no expectations or wishes or anything.Nothing has been happening lately except my landlord's wife telling me that she wants to make everything right with my electric meter being shared by me and the bsmt apartment and me paying for both.Considering that her husband has been denying everything,this is a major breakthrough.Too bad because I plan to move. I'm not ready for another winter without heat and the shared meter problem just makes this problem worse.It's so hot in here but I can't afford to pay any additional money for the electric bill so the AC doesn't get turned on.July 23 it is or not.I'm not going to expect that something happens that day because I know that if I do, nothing will happen,lol.A little girl with angel's wings ?
"No Tim,no more than I pray every night. I have felt better lately and I have no expectations or wishes or anything." - Niki
out of the mouth of babes, unawares in their humbled being of having done so much in a much trespassed faith.
wow, it seems to me that you are with prayer turning your uncontrollables over to god as opposed to having taken your own frustrations out on these and a whole lot more problems that you've faced. perhaps the weeping angel is within you, after all.
anywho...MATH is base ten....0123456789 (upon a ladder) , and to again begin in excess of 9 we need 10. so from nothing arrives everything, on into horizontal infinity.
now if we place this original ten, using '0' as our axis (verticle), we'd have a horizontal of '...9876543210123456789...', and at '0' we could take our index finger and flick it at 9 to watch it spin.
this would be math of our worldly juxtaposition, or "not 9, not 11, but 10".
now, the psalms are music, each psalm having its meter of being sung. these psalms reveal math.
but, we need to take the psalms back to judaism to put them in correct numbered order, to see the psalm 23. this is the psalm that speaks of the verticle ladder. its measure is ten.
the accepted title for this psalm would be "The ruler of the universe enters his chosen dwelling place". but, also to remember that at the time of this psalm the name of god was yet taught as being ineffable. but that doesnt mean that the name could not be seen from the ladder.
Psalm 23: 0-9 (the ladder of Jacob's God), 1-10 (horizoned world), but in the spirit of putting god first in all worldly matters, don't neglect to see the fractioned higher growth.
0/1 The Lord's is the earth and its fullness, the world and all its peoples.
1/2 It is he who sets it on its seas; on the waters he made it firm.
2/3 Who shall climb the mountain of the Lord? Who shall stand in his holy place?
3/4 The man* with clean hands and pure heart, who desires not worthless things, (who has not sworn so as to deceive his* neighbor.)
4/5 He* shall receive blessings from the Lord and reward from the God who saves him*.
5/6 Such are the men* who seek him, seek the face of the God of Jacob.
^^^^^^[following a natural break in this psalm for reflection]^^^^^^
6/7 O gates, lift high your heads; grow higher, ancient doors. Let him enter, the king of glory!
7/8 Who is the king of glory? The Lord, the mighty, the valiant, the Lord, the valiant in war.
8/9 O gates, lift up your heads; grow higher, ancient doors. Let him enter, the king of glory!
9/10 Who is he, the king of glory? He, the Lord of armies, he is the king of glory.
* reference to gender here may mean 'those of man', or that lighted masculinity which resides in the/any female of faith.
1-6 are the gates, the ancient doors of sentient being, the six senses of living the life.
from 7 descending is the call of the many, preceded by the six with which being chosen is qualified from the called upon quantity.
at 7 ascending is from the question of the name twice over. literally asking the one called, "what is his name?", for upon saying his name does one 'let him enter, the king of glory".
thus, is the MATH of present time for you, Niki. to lift up your head in this calling, take what is an angel winged child from the depth of holding back, where you have sworn not to deceive your neighbor, even as you have mentioned that a neighbor has been deceiving you, "Considering that her husband has been denying everything,this is a major breakthrough"; lift up your weeping head from out of your inward knees, stand with wings spread, and be chosen in the reciprocal calling out of his glorious name.
so, Niki, what is his name? for his name has been out and about for a very long long time now, that we may lift up our weary and bewildered childlike heads and from our gates, proclaim it on high through and through our ancient doors.
8 is asking for his name, 9 is him entering, and 10 is you and he face to face where again his name is exchanged in the meeting.
kinda daunting isn't it?
but, his revolving/spinning name truly is spelled out for any that would see it at 7 upon the ladder. everybody has a ladder. but the details of such might lose a person in it. it is enough to be, it is enough that your mother bore you.
that his name is undeniably out and about, and has been as such for over two millenium, is indication of where we all are 'at', and which 'from' is the calling ring questioning us each and every one, being sentient, to reciprocate his name in answer that he may enter.
life would be no mystery in such an open book test, don't ya think?
given the nature of the MATH herein this reply, there is much ciphering to be had in the fractioned wonder based in the first line of this psalm, for god's wonders are twofold, just as we humans are twofold...
ergo, does Paul in Romans 7 and 8 expose the truth (7/
of being human juxtaposed with god's love. "He and His Name are One", where "He" is his Nature, and "the two that are one", this "One" being the Nativity for both the within and the without , in and of any one of 'us'.
a penny's worth, 'possession is 9/10ths of the law', so sayeth very God Almighty
timotheus
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