some short attempts
26 apr 2011, 7 am
Dont remember anything but heard myself snoring..
27 apr, 5 am
after much labour to seperate..somehow i seperated and everything felt so solid that I thought it might be physical world. I walked on the street and saw 2 ladies approaching. I have been following celebacy in order to kill lust but it seems to be supressed; which surfaced after looking at them. i was still confused if i was out or not. I dont remember much of what followed next.
28 apr, 7 am
I woke up and decided to go out without disturbing the relaxed state. i visualized going down and falling sensation began quicklyand I visualized going up and felt like being seperated. while seperation, I heard some conversation which I dont remember at all. Exit failed.
I cry.. when angles deserve to die..
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