Date: 02/03/14
Time: approx. time on waking 2.20am
Notes
This dream was very clear, vivid, impactful & very real-like, however i was not lucid...
The details & experience of the dream were so 'full' that it would take a long time to describe / write it up fully & even then, would not do it justice, so for now i am just going to record a brief-ish outline of the story & add some extra notes after. i have missed out chunks of the dream experience throughout the below write-up.
non-lucid dream
i was visiting an old nursery i used to work in, my daughter was with me, it felt like we were on a shopping trip.
My daughter & i were about to set off on our journey home, we were some hours away from where we lived, we were in different cars, i was waiting for her to be ready, when i found she had gone. i drive off looking for her (dream events not included here) i end up where i am told she is, at a friends house, but she is not there & apparently has gone off with my friends sister.
i am shown my friends house ~ WOW ! this house goes up & up forever, never-ending stairs. he has amazing water views & owns a long stretch of water that is outside his house, we go swimming. We get to the very top of the house, only this part appears to be shared with others & is not available to look at now, but there was alsorts of weird & wonderful phenomena in there.
End up in a room with others, who i recognise from my life & from films i've watched. Someone in the room is doing subtle energy magic & it affects me & others making my hand /fingers tremble, then i get affected with pain. When the people in the room disperse, my friend has gone from where he was standing.
i spend the rest of the dream trying to find my way back to his house, navigating through an indoor complex with dangerous games & competitions situated everywhere.
i wake up during the finish of one of these games/ competitions, that i accidently got caught up in
Notes
the dream contained
- colours, textures,
- numbers, written names,
- voice sound
- sensation - the water was very cold
- awareness of clothing worn - i was aware of what i was wearing whilst swimming & later while walking around the indoor complex
- there is telepathy going on within the room full of people & when the people look at me they are giving me an understanding of 'how it is'
- the competitions are both physical & subtle energetic in nature
- My friend introduced me to his Ballet class as. 'this is my friend big mama'
Notes
i wake up in awe ~ WOW ! .... this felt like a dream very much orchestrated / set-up for me by others, more powerful than me ..... by the puppet masters or 'the powers that be'
Within half an hour of waking from this dream, the impact had diminished to that of a 'normal' dream recal impact, taking it from feeling like a real experience i just had to a 'dream memory'
This morning i was more sensitive to myself than the usual:
- catching (hearing) myself's own self-talk
- feeling more sensitive to my ability to feel
- more sensitive to my body's experience of stimulus
which allows me to receive insights, knowings, understandings & have more conscious choice in my life.
One understanding i got from a flash of insight & feeling has shown me that i should take some physical action to change something in my physical life, only a temporary change to make, but that doing this will take off the stress, pressure & burden that is causing a constant background 'worry' 'frantic' feeling within me, that is only adding to the difficulties for me in my attempt to function better.
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Originally Posted by eyeoneblack
..... yea, that darn 'sexual' just about gets everywhere, no matter how much you try & shove it away... 
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.... SO.... a BIG THANKYOU to ROBERT for Being there (here) & a BIG THANKYOU to all who made this 'POSSIBLE' .... 
....... i luv U all xxxxx
xX
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