There are some things I'm not allowed to talk about in society. Sex is ok...Jesus not.

My e-mail is natalie-1984@hotmail
I am bewildered by your post- it reads as a laundry list that you had ready to say, which is too bad, because almost none of what you have said has anything to do with this forum and it's moderators.
You have not been blocked from any thread, unless it was locked to everyone, and last time I saw it was open.
If you no longer want to be a member here, let me know and your wishes will be fulfilled.