Re: Reading suggestions? K and sexuality
I wouldn't worry too much about your semen. I know there's a school of thought that gives it all-important energetic power, and it's been discussed on this board many times, but I just think too much emphasis has been put on it.
Some men feel that masturbation or sexual intercourse is energetically depleting. Some men feel the opposite. Most men seem to not be affected much one way or the other.
The thing about Kundalini and its effects is that while very general statements can be made about it, it's deeply personal and utterly unique to the person experiencing it. My story of Kundalini has many things in common with SOME other stories, and little in common with others, and I've never once see anyone with an identical story or experience.
Basically all you can do is talk about generalities, but it's always unique. There can be complications, or there might not be. It could be quick, could take years, might cause horrendous reality instability or be painless and blissful. Nobody can say, because nobody really knows. It happens uncommonly, and it happens uniquely, so most talk of what is or is not likely is pure speculation.
Also, I hate to say this, but I have NEVER found a book on Kundalini Awakening that was of use to me. Oh, bits and pieces here and there of some books have been interesting, but none of it ultimately amounted to a hill of beans, in the long run. There was some degree of relief that I could now see that this was a process that happened, that there was a very general sort of pattern, that people have been experiencing it (under many different names, too, not just the Indian Kundalini name) for centuries, etc., but since every mind is unique and has a unique perspective on a process which is unique... well... *shrug* Reading about it has been interesting, but I wouldn't call it helpful or even particularly edifying (the "I'm not alone" and "This has a name" and all that is purely ego-based, and ultimately of no real use except making the ego feel like it knows something, which egos generally like ).
Basically, I guess my advice is to read if you want to (search Amazon, search the net, whatever), and take away what you can from it, but it's not necessary, nor is it particularly likely to give you any guidance that you'll find useful (more likely to confuse the hell out of you; that happened to me when I first started reading on the topic and before I understood the vast spectrum of possible experiences!).
Best thing to do is rest your mind and your ego (i.e., meditate ) and wait for inspiration or intuition. With Kundalini, that's really the best course of action.
And now the disclaimer: At least, this is my experience. Your mileage may vary. Probably will, in fact. Hah.
May the light surround you, may you be blessed. May the light surround us, may we be blessed. May love and light surround us all, and may we all be healed and blessed. And so it is, and so it shall be, now and ever after.
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