My dream journal

[defectron]

So yeah if any of you have kept up with my obe journal you would know that based off of some information my guide gave me I have decided to have a past life regression, once I do I've been told I would be free to travel the astral if I work out whatever problem was in my past life. Anyway I had a dream about past life regression last night.

In my dream I went to the regressionist with a freind, not the one who is thinking of coming along in real life but one of my other freinds. I dreampt the hypnotist tried to put me under but all that happened was I breifly glimped a lighted sign that said "the 80's" while some funky music played in the background. My freind however fully went under, he then proceeded to jump on me trying to kiss me and I was like "what the hell man!" and pushed him off. If this dream is a message regarding the nature of my past life problem I've got to say this is worrying on multiple levels.

I was told I needed to forgive some issue my past self had, so this isn't my problem as I resolved to do so even if I was some kind of serial killer or politician, what worries me is that maybe there's some issue here my freind would need to know about for his life and how would I explain that. It said the 80's but I was born in the early 80's and him in the mid 80's so if our past selves were around in the 80's it wasn't very long. I can't help but wildly speculate that maybe his past self tried to rape me and I killed him and then couldn't take it and killed myself to. I hope it's nothing like that, that would be really awkward if I had to explain that to him and that's just something I don't want to do. Though hopefully the fact that I'm older then him would rule out that possibility, but then again time doesn't work the same way in the astral. Oh well I'll just have to wait and see what happens in the regression I guess.

[defectron]

Today I had a fairly creepy dream. I dreampt that I lit off some firworks that for some reason caused the wheels to fall off one of the neighbors cars. Anyway I forget some of the details in between but several other cars after that started losing there wheels as well seemingly completely unrelated to that. Anyway later one his wife shows up and damn does her face look creepy, she is all old with saggy flesh and her nose looks like a skelitons nose and she's all like "my husband killed someone trying to find out what happened to his car and its your fault" I really didn't want to look at her face , someone else behind her with an equally creepy face was there too. So I was like "nooo" and she started laughing, I then pointed my endex finger at her and said "pew" after doing this my index finger turned into a sharp metal spike much like the T-1000 from terminator 2 would make and impaled her as well as the indevidual standing behind her.

I'm wondering about what this dream could mean. Does it relate tot he issue from the past life I was told I needed to forgive myself for or is it completely unrelated?

[CFTraveler]

If I were to guess (*ahem*- interpret) I'd guess that this is a concern you have- that your energy development may be affecting the people around you adversely- not that's anything wrong with them, but you're leaving them behind, and you (subconsciously) worry about it. Maybe you're afraid that if your 'seeing' ability develops, you may not like what you see 'behind' the scenes.
Of course, it's all a matter of perspective.

[defectron]

I doubt that's it because I've been pretty much been putting all my effort into getting my seeing ability to work. I pretty much resolved to go foreward with this no matter how scary or awkward the things I might experience due to these things would be.

[defectron]

Had a couple interesting dreams lately.

In one I dreampt I had something weird that looked sort of like a tomato growing out of my left nipple I think it may have been supposed to be some kind of weird tumor or something. Also had something odd in my armpit that looked like poop. Dunno what else happened in that dream.

Later I dreampt I was trying to summon an entity that looked like a giant beatle. But my mom kept barging in and interupting what I was doing. I kept on having to hide it because I didnt want my parents to find out that I was doing occult stuff. But yeah I don't remember if I actually managed to summon the beatle or not by the end of it.

[Beekeeper]

In one I dreampt I had something weird that looked sort of like a tomato growing out of my left nipple I think it may have been supposed to be some kind of weird tumor or something. Also had something odd in my armpit that looked like poop. Dunno what else happened in that dream.

Be careful with that one. The body can communicate health warnings through dreams, so feel around in the area to make sure there aren't any lumps and carefully check any moles in the area.

[defectron]

There's nothing like that in either of those places in the physical, I think it most likely symbolic of something else.

Anyway I had a couple more interesting dreams today. I dreampt that I had some sort of magic inscense that was attached to an earing and also in a bag. And some online aquantence from a long time ago came by and was like "hey that belongs to my mom" and she proceeded to burn it and I was like "hey thats mine!"

Later on I dreampt I was in some house and was running around it real fast for some reason attempting to avoid this big muscular dude who looked sort of like the batman villain "Bane" he always seemed to be one step behind me but was never able to catch up.

[defectron]

For some reason alot of my recent dreams have involved me being in an antagonistic relationship with random indeviduals, todays dream was no different.

In this dream I went to a ghost hunter meeting but some sort of gang of black magicians had joined. I don't want to say a cult of black magicians because they seemed more like a bunch of thugish teenagers who just happened to use black magic. But yes one person in the meeting seemed to rub them wrong so one of them threw some magic flower or something in her face and this made her die. Later I was driving around with my freind and telling him about what happened when four of the people from the black magician gang drove up behind us. They then got out of the car and stopped us before we could drive away. They didn't like my freind and were going to kill him but I wasn't having that. So I got out of the car and single handedly began to beat the crap out of their entire gang. Then after I had beaten them all for some reason I made out with one of the female members of their gang. I don't really remember if anything else happened.

I also had another dream later that was fairly vivid. I was riding my bike over to some place, I think it was a school and it was situated next to a huge misty mountain. I remember thinking it was odd that a misty mountain would be in indiana. So I took my bike over to where it would be parked which was by a tall stone moss covered wall but there was no place to chain it.

[defectron]

I had a dream today where a railing had a piece fall off it by the stairs. I tried putting it back on but then it got shorter and the rest of the railing began to fall off but I held it back into the wall. I only noticed when I got up but that particular wall doesnt even have a railing in it.

Seems alot of my dreams either have me going up against things/people or situations, I wonder if these might be warnings for something , but unlike some earlier dreams I have no idea what they might be for.

[CFTraveler]

I've had similar dreams to yours but I'm afraid of heights (in some specific situations) and I think for me, these dreams afford a way to get over my fears, or perhaps as lucidity triggers.
And yes, it hasn't worked. But regarding yours, I get the impression it might also be something to do with 'going up'- perhaps you're subconsciously afraid that some technique to raise your awareness isn't going to work- or something like that.
Anyway, those are my thoughts.