Healing request for my dog

[newfreedom]

My dog is called Tod, he is a 14yr old sheepdog-cross and until recently was still full of life and barely showing signs of aging at all.

He has a growth on his back rightfoot pawpad (the big middle pad) that continues to grow and isn't responding permanently to any treatments so far. I do work myself with an energy system, but so far things are not improving with my dogs condition

This could be the end of his life, but i still feel there is a chance he can heal from this and things can be turned around

I go again to the vets with him tommorow, to see what they can offer now.

He has been off his food for some days now and is refusing to eat today.

Any healing energies sent for Tod would be greatfully appreciated

Many Thanks - Love Sha and Tod xX

[newfreedom]

After many months of more or less functioning from a daze-type place, with zero ability to be 'present', engaged or receptive, living in a space of constant 'absence' & continual distraction, i managed to 'pull' myself into a more mindful space yesterday.

Today my sensitivity has really opened up tremendously and i started to be able to feel, see, smell, experience and receive again........ Such a gift xX


A few hours earlier, my daughter uploaded some Floorfillas Party mix music onto my MP4 player, she also loaded a picture of our deceased dog Tod, wearing a red Santa Hat...

The song Alyssa Reid; Jump Smokers ~ Alone Again Uk Radio Edit (minus the male rapper parts) was playing and as i engaged with the picture of my dog, i was suddenly 'hit' in my stomach area with a blast of subtle energy...........overwhelming love flooded into me and i 'broke-down' (cried) deeply with appreciation

i still miss Tod's physical presence Soooo much xxxxx

Tod is still there for me spiritually and subtle energetically, just wish i could access it more of the time xxxxx

One of my favourite tunes from 2006 has just started playing on my MP4......

Cascada ~ Truly Madly Deeply radio edit ..... i am still filled with LOVE, awe, appreciation & JOY xx


Booty Callers ~ Chasing Cars xX

[newfreedom]

Zen, Tod's younger, smaller brother, or his little 'sidekick' has been diagnosed about a month back by the vets as having a really bad heart murmer. He had developed a constant cough.

Zen is 14 yrs 4 months, just 2 months younger than tod's age when he passed-on.

When Tod was given the '4 outof 5' figure for his bad heart i think he lived for another 6 weeks or so.

With Zen, there is no outward appearance of his condition, meds. off the vets have eased the cough alot.

Zen has been colasping a few times over the last few years, his back legs just go & he fails to get up, it only lasts for seconds usually and then he seems 'right as rain' though it is very distressing to see

Rome our Dalamation dog seems fine on his urine stone human tablets he takes

and Zen is being real fussy with food & is enjoying human food instead of DOG food, sound familiar ? lol

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ADDED NOTE:

mind chatter - 'crazy fool'

this is a term my young kids & i used for our sheepdog when he was alive. Nice to hear this term again, brought back memories of 'happiness', 'joy' & 'comfort' - 'Boy! - i miss that dog...... and those days!'