I was pretty depressed today, my daughter was up coughing and throwing up last night so I didn't get very much sleep yet again, and neither did she. She is fine now, but I called into work cause Im not all there right now and I had other reasons.
This morning I texted my ex asking him if he had the lawnmower so that I could borrow it to mow my lawn and get some $ taken off the rent. Well, his new girlfriend texted back instead telling me not to contact him unless its about the girls, she said he sold the lawnmower and told me to leave them alone. I told her to stay out of it, and it was between me and brian.
She told me that he wouldnt be so angry at me all the time if I wasn't such a c*nt who took his kids away, then she went on to say I should lay off the food cause I am pretty huge.
Which I'm not. But I didn't respond, even though that was almost the straw that broke the camels back. I was already having a crappy day. But then I was reading a bit of Frequency by Penny Peirce and that brought me back up.
I think Brian's girlfriend is acting like this because she feels threatened by me. When we exchange the girls she always has to make some sort of display, like grabbing his butt or saying something sexual. She needs to understand that this doesnt phase me at all, infact it's quite amusing! And I just realized she is probably insecure and feels threatened by me being in his life.
I know even talking/typing about her gives her more power. She is an energy vampire!
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