Re: Beekeeper's Adventures in Consciousness
3rd March, 2012.
Saturday.
“Walking the long trip home.”
I’m walking home from work with my homeroom buddy, Paul. It’s a sunny day and he’s congenial company but we’re only at the beginning of the highway and I think it will take a long time to get back home. We’ve walked a certain distance and Paul asks if I mind stopping at a house where he needs to do something.
We’re at the front of the house where there are repairmen removing a pane of glass. Paul points out a British bulldog to me. It’s eating but it does so by running its mouth over spilled crumbs and vacuuming them up. We are both amused by this. ~
Note: It takes me 35 minutes to drive to and from work at highway speeds for a good part of it.
“To Morocco.”
~ I’m talking to my mother-in-law, Joan. It appears I’m packing for a holiday in Morocco and other places. She says something to me about if she ever should need to go to hospital all she’d want are nice toiletries. I say I’d bring them for her and there’s an exchange of loving feeling between us. ~
Now I’m with my “husband” who appears to be a dark-haired student from last year’s homeroom. He’s quite and shy and I’m being boisterous around him, excited about our upcoming trip. The setting seems to be plastic chairs in a double row, inside a room. It suggests a small assembly for students.~
I’m packing my clothes again. I take a series of unfamiliar tops out of a drawer and fold them for the suitcase. They’re colourful, comfortable and new and I don’t recall buying them but I’m happy to have new things. I search around for shorts and such. There’s a moment I find a scourer and a dishcloth, both of which are a bit damp, and it annoys me that they’ve accidentally gotten in my drawer of clothes. I also find a jar of unfamiliar, colourful toy-like things, small trinkets perhaps. I try to spill the contents of one through a hole in the top* but a little ballet dancer doll lodges in the opening.
* Slip- I initially typed a hole in the “time.”
I worry a little that I haven’t done my homework and I know nothing at all about Morocco. I wonder if I can just wear what I like or if there will be dress codes for women. I contemplate checking the government traveller-warning site online. I know it will come into winter and I may need to pack cold weather clothes as well as warm but I don’t know how cold it gets in Morocco and then I worry that I’ll be there for their winter and return in time for ours.* As I worry, I pull out my favourite black pants that come just past my knee and notice a streak of toothpaste on them. I toss them aside for washing. They seem to turn into an oversized pair of faded shorts as they fly through the air. ~
*I’m not a big fan of winter.
Now I’m with Sofie and Helen, who are also packing for trips. Sofie has a small paper gift bag in her hands and I know it holds cosmetics because I get a wiff of berry. She comments on the smell herself.
Helen seems to know about Morocco and perhaps she tells me some things about getting ready. ~
Note: I can’t remember my sense of smell working in dreams before.
“Ants.”
~ I’m in this house somewhere and I see Bella take her place on the wooden floor. Bella is in the form of a German Shepherd but it’s her nonetheless. As soon as she lies on the floor, ants swarm to the spot and up her paws. I call her away from them and sing out to Harry to bring fly spray but it’s pointless because the ants have disappeared.
"A dream is a question, not an answer."
(Therapist and dreamworker Strephon Kaplan
Williams)
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