Pulled Away
Ok so I'm currently working for a very bad boss. For some reason when he is interrogating me, trying to explain something to me, or just talking to me I seem not to be able to focus and concentrate on what he is saying. I'm not sure why this is happening but I have always had a feeling that his strong presence/personality is somehow shifting my "assemblage point". I love Casteneda's work but am not convinced of it's authenticity. This is the only way I could explain it at the time. Recently I was speaking to him in the doorway of his office and I noticed something strange....mostly because i was trying to figure out and explore what was happening. As we conversed I had a very strong feeling of being pulled to the right out of the office. It almost seemed dizzying now that I was focusing on the bodily feeling of the interaction. The way I can most accurately describe the sensation was that my energy body was desperately trying to escape, out of the door, away from him. Then I thought to my self....no wonder I cant focus on our conversations. Does anyone have a better explanation for this or has anybody experienced anything similar?
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience" ~Chardin~
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