IA´s dream diary....

[Antares]

Someone did send me energy...I did see huge energy waves poring over me...I know several techniques for sleep and did use them all...but was unable to fall to sleep...still I am not sleeping properly...ony small naps...and no dreams...when I got these energy waves as it was this time...it comes from people...when I get those what fluches through my crown chakra it comes from hights ...from universe...
Thank?s for your advices....do you feel it is something else then what I feel??

Not sure. Is the source of this energy disturbing your dreams, sleeping, and possibly life, of supernatural nature, or just a physical person, like mage, yoga practitioner etc.?

[IA56]

Not sure. Is the source of this energy disturbing your dreams, sleeping, and possibly life, of supernatural nature, or just a physical person, like mage, yoga practitioner etc.?

I am not sure who the sender is...I have experienced this before for many many years ago...and in that case it was human...but the mage I was in contact with did not believe that...he was not sure ...but I was...so maybe it was some supernatural nature...you make me unsure now....what do you think??..I do not feel ill of the lack of sleep because I am so energy filled ...I am bit disturbed when bean used to sleep x hours a night...maybe I should just relax ...and start to be used to another rhythm of sleeping...

[Antares]

I am not sure who the sender is...I have experienced this before for many many years ago...and in that case it was human...but the mage I was in contact with did not believe that...he was not sure ...but I was...so maybe it was some supernatural nature...you make me unsure now....what do you think??..I do not feel ill of the lack of sleep because I am so energy filled ...I am bit disturbed when bean used to sleep x hours a night...maybe I should just relax ...and start to be used to another rhythm of sleeping...

I'm pretty sure that this might be a supernatural entity. I.e. there's no clear cause for its activity.
This also might be connected to the yoga exercises you have attended to, which triggered the entity to get into this strange interaction with you from another dimension.

Entities who interact with matrix don't want themselves to show up and be recognized. I'm not sure why - if there is a law forbidding them for this, or what? But the fact is that the matrix (Earth system) was created millions years ago, and the lack of perception + lack of memory is DELIBERATE AND HAS BEEN DESIGNED.

[IA56]

I'm pretty sure that this might be a supernatural entity. I.e. there's no clear cause for its activity.
This also might be connected to the yoga exercises you have attended to, which triggered the entity to get into this strange interaction with you from another dimension.

Entities who interact with matrix don't want themselves to show up and be recognized. I'm not sure why - if there is a law forbidding them for this, or what? But the fact is that the matrix (Earth system) was created millions years ago, and the lack of perception + lack of memory is DELIBERATE AND HAS BEEN DESIGNED.

I did get little more sleep last night...I did awoke abruptly when I saw ...it is hard to decribe but it gave me a feeling of something what was forbidden....now when you say about the law forbidding them for this...make sense....I did not know how to write about this picture what come up when I woke up this morning at 5 ....I will start to "want to know" with time I am sure I will get some answeres......I have get to see through things before also....I will know more if it is as you say about deliberate and designed....and the cause of ...why....

[Antares]

I did get little more sleep last night...I did awoke abruptly when I saw ...it is hard to decribe but it gave me a feeling of something what was forbidden....now when you say about the law forbidding them for this...make sense....I did not know how to write about this picture what come up when I woke up this morning at 5 ....I will start to "want to know" with time I am sure I will get some answeres......I have get to see through things before also....I will know more if it is as you say about deliberate and designed....and the cause of ...why....

Did your sleeping improve recently? Do you feel exhausted or drawn when you're experiencing these issues?

Have you learnt more about this in the meantime?

I told you about my experiences before with the entity etc. However, I am very determined to get asleep even if this is very difficult, and altough I even sleep up to 12 hours a day, finally I get my goal acomplished.

[IA56]

Did your sleeping improve recently? Do you feel exhausted or drawn when you're experiencing these issues?

Have you learnt more about this in the meantime?

I told you about my experiences before with the entity etc. However, I am very determined to get asleep even if this is very difficult, and altough I even sleep up to 12 hours a day, finally I get my goal acomplished.

It fluctueats....some nights I fall into sleep...mostly I stay inbetween sleep and awake...I am surprisingly well....but start to lack motivation to do physical things...I have a rather quiete mind...but lately it has started to come words repetedly into my mind...words what I myself never would use...negative words even swear words....I do not put this into the account of alien entities...but more of my resistence to block out these words...and now it comes up so I start to handle them and not forcefully block them...like they do not exists....and if I do not think of them...they do not exists...like denyal.....

[Antares]

It fluctueats....some nights I fall into sleep...mostly I stay inbetween sleep and awake...I am surprisingly well....but start to lack motivation to do physical things...I have a rather quiete mind...but lately it has started to come words repetedly into my mind...words what I myself never would use...negative words even swear words....I do not put this into the account of alien entities...but more of my resistence to block out these words...and now it comes up so I start to handle them and not forcefully block them...like they do not exists....and if I do not think of them...they do not exists...like denyal.....

I had similar experiences with words - and also images - coming from outside of my mind. Frequently negative, but sometimes positive. I had strong suspicions that they come randomly to me - i.e. the words are not mine, but come from "something" else. I suspected a ghost or something, a non-physical parasite etc.

But all this thing appeared to be surprisingly a story similar to the ones which happened to many shamans, people channelings spirits (they are called "channellers" I guess) etc. This entity was gradually, for years, pressing on me, and was disturbing my life - all of that only to get my attention. Just like with many channelers that I read about. Similar to you, I had a feeling of resistance, and then handling them in various ways. But I learnt that these entities have A LOT of techinques and powers which make us thinking that something we thought is our thought - but it is not. They decide often for us, change our moods (to negative or positive), they are able to easily control energy in one's body etc.

Weird thing with such entities, to me. They feel like aliens anyway, but I guess they are able to control that feeling too.