In last night dream a women showed huge interest in me...I could feel that she is flirting with me....she all the time come very near me and in one occation she took my hand and put her finger cross mine...I could feel she was a bit moist/sweaty in her palm....Here come a thought to me...she is like me in my teens....very sweaty on my palms...when someone come too near me or spoke to me or took contact with me...I was terrifyed to take in others hands because of the sweaty thing....Did I connect with some part of me what I have lost in early ages of my life??