In last night dream I saw a seequence when my son was 3 yrs old....I saw it like I was in the air and looking into the car ...my father holding my son in his lap...and my mother was also in the car....my father let my son sit in his lap when he drow the car....they where living on the country side so this was possible to do so....I did forget the other dreams because this was so surprising because my son have never bean without me with my parents...but this must have happened during the 6 months period what is still hidden for me....what happened during the big beatening of me...my son have said I was in the hospital with infusion....I have no memory of this...I must have bean in coma and maby given some drog what makes me to not ever remember what happened...