In last night Dream I was with a friend to hospital, she have cancer. All her gland are already removed, she is tube feed and now they will take sample without giving any pain relives. I was not allowed to be in the treatment room. I hear her screeming and Crying, I feel her pain in my whole body. When I am allowed to come into the treatment room she is totally destroyed….I hug her and stroke her back....there is not more I can do but hold her and hope that will release some endorphines in her to meet the pain......I am so sad today to have met so much pain.