I understand what you are saying and I know about the oneness also but what have made my doubt deeper is that I was fooled totally, I was for a long time in the enemy camp so to speak, and I am now half way back home so to speak, but much did change from the experience I got and before the enemy experience I was so sertaine but what I learned was why doubt is healthy as you also mensioned, and I am not sure I will ever be sertaine about anything anymore, so as I feel I can´t be sure anymore, BUT I do trust on truth though and also my abillity to recognize it when I got to face it, I hope