Last night was adrenalin filled night...It was midsommar celebrating people who did awake my deep fear in me, I did have very hard to fall in sleep, and when I did briefly someone was screaming like someone was trying to kill em...this did go on sure until 4 o´clock this morning....then I fell briefly into sleep and awoke at 6.30 and still much worry and pain in both heart and body after the horror night.
I did have a dream or then it was a somekind of projection experience what was new to me....so hard to explain, but if have to try to say something...it was me waniching into a space and I was like the nothing after a bomb explosion, when the bomb is so big that it does not leave anytning more than like dust or small splinters, total vanisched but still something I can´t even describe....so strange....