IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I got a confirmation and appreaciation to me as a person...it went like this...In the dream I was with Kevin Costner...we where naked and very relaxed ..he knew I have bougt new outfits...so he wanted me to put them on me and show me what I have bought...he was really consentrated and giving me his whole attention...we have good laughs and I have never bean treated with such a respect and appreaciation of me as a person...Thank you...it boosted my selfconfidence a lot

[IA56]

In last night dream I saw 2 horses got loose...they where sadled so wondering if the rider have bean cast off...the horses come to me and suddenly there was a person who took the first horse and sat up the sadle..I said...I do not dare to ride...so the second horse morfed to an odd looking animal...with soft fur and very frendly face with long neck and in the body like a lama but with long tale...it was light golden brown...very tame...and talked...I do not remember our conversation but he wanted me to feel secure...it handled me the leach...

In this episode I was moving...again and this fiendly animal was helping me ...??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was working on a hospital...when I was walking to the hospital a young girl spoke to me and she said she is so happy to also work on the hospital..and she said...I want to learn to do what you do...and I saw a picture where I do something special I can?t even dress in words....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was buying leather things...jackets....purses etc...so beutiful things...

[IA56]

In last night dream there was a new born baby...the second day it stood up on s(he?s) feets....I took the baby in my arms and gave it to a women...and the baby spoke...I do not want this blanket it smells cigarett smoke....

In this episode I was looking down to the cellar in a housse ...I saw so beautiful paintings on canvas not framed...so I went down to see...the cellar was under renovation...huge...and I could see how wonderful it will be when it is done...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was visiting a family who where really weathy...they offered me to wear this branded clothings...but I said..No I want to wear my own clothings...and I went out and my way to the bus stop I met a women who said..you can come with me to the center...??

[IA56]

In last night dream I had a visitation..this man had visited me for several years ago...then he asked me if he can be my boyfriend...I said NO...but now he was back...he wanted me to follow with him..I really love this guy...but I feel that if I go with him I can not come back..it is so far away...he called me but it was so hard to hear what he had to say...so I just said...I wish you a nice evening....

[IA56]

In last nights dream was strange..I do not know if I can express it...I was in a mountain town...a croud of people show me eroded lid and they wanted me to listen to a recording...I couldn?t concentrate so I can not say what was recorded on the strange lid...I asked help to get to the central station...no one wanted to help me...if they said anything it was to point me into a wrong direction...so I went on my own to try to find my way to the central station...I felt something in my pocket and I pulled it out...I noticed me to have black leather glows on me...and what I pulled out of my pocket it was strange coins with strange symbols on them...no marks of the value of the coins only symbols like head of some kings or likely? I noticed also that
my hand was big like a mans hand??

[IA56]

In last night dream I was only a spectator...it had to do with wolfs...people hunting them...doing painful experiments on them...etc...it was very painful to watch and know that I can not interven only to watch??

[IA56]

I have hade these same themed dreams for a while now...I first thought if I ignore them maybe it stops...but it goes on and on....so I decided to put it out here and see if it will make difference...the dream of last night was like this...I am in a group of people...we are very high up on a mountain...and the only way to go further is to jump down to a lower mountain...the group of people place me always in the front line...I am first so to say to jump..I am very afraid of hights...so they come nearer and nearer me so in the end I have to jump or to be pushed out...this night the inviroment was with snow...on the lower mountain..to make me feel it will be soft to land on the snow...but what I notice is that the platoe is so small that it will be very hard to estimate my jump to fit into the mountain plaine spot so to say....and I have to awake me from the dream because I do not have confidence to make the jump and succeed landing right....It feels like they try to make me as bold as I was when I was younger...so in a way I have lost my courage...