In last night dream I was on a boat...huge....my whole family was there too...(this is mirroring my teenage) my mother wake me up and did push me out of the cabin and locked the door...I was in my pyjamas...she did not care...and suddenly I did not find my family at all....so I was wandering on the boat in my pyjamas and excusing me to people that I was not properly dressed....I found a young women in a bed with tubs...she was severly ill...cancer I think...I went to talk to her...and she told me that she has now come out...and soon her girlfrind was besides her...I felt that she had become ill because she had not dared to express her inner wishes...but is becoming better now when she is true to herself....