Thank you CFT for your caution note, so you think this was to possess me??
It did not felt like that for me...That something heavy did sink over me is this to be possessed??
I do not channel or let anyone use my body, ever
For me it was developing in right direction when be asked if he/she/it was allowed to enter my sphere, before they only did ente
without asking, now at least I was asked....I have said that I do not want to be walked over that they should ask me and also
say theire name, now I did forget to ask the name because I was so happy to be asked fore entering, I did feel very clearly
this was benefiting me so I allowed and I feel this was the first step to start working on my fear.

Love