IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream my mother was visiting me and she said that she will not eat anything what is in my house...why I asked....because someone have bean here...I asked how do you know that...because they left some something on the table...I looked at what she was pointing at...and it was somekind of seeds...and in the same minut it did blow up like somekind of explosive and now turned up to small bits of cable and buring...???

[IA56]

In last night dream I was on a boat...huge....my whole family was there too...(this is mirroring my teenage) my mother wake me up and did push me out of the cabin and locked the door...I was in my pyjamas...she did not care...and suddenly I did not find my family at all....so I was wandering on the boat in my pyjamas and excusing me to people that I was not properly dressed....I found a young women in a bed with tubs...she was severly ill...cancer I think...I went to talk to her...and she told me that she has now come out...and soon her girlfrind was besides her...I felt that she had become ill because she had not dared to express her inner wishes...but is becoming better now when she is true to herself....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was visiting a co-worker when our boss did come to visit and started to put me down...he said...you are so stupid...and went on like this...so I said...if you really feel like that why do you not discharge me.....but he said...maybe I should leave....yes I said...leave and do not come back before you are more positive....and I continued to say that he has problem with alcohol....he admitted that he has...I said...why do you not do something about it??

[Antares]

In last night dream I was visiting a co-worker when our boss did come to visit and started to put me down...he said...you are so stupid...and went on like this...so I said...if you really feel like that why do you not discharge me.....but he said...maybe I should leave....yes I said...leave and do not come back before you are more positive....and I continued to say that he has problem with alcohol....he admitted that he has...I said...why do you not do something about it??

Do you think it could be a part of yourself, the boss?

[IA56]

Do you think it could be a part of yourself, the boss?

Hi Antares,
Yes of course it can be...but why does it appear now about the alcohol problem...I went sober in 1989...so in my mind it ought to be the man who abused me, he had sever problems with alcohol and he did say often to me that I am stupid.

Love
ia

[Antares]

Hi Antares,
Yes of course it can be...but why does it appear now about the alcohol problem...I went sober in 1989...so in my mind it ought to be the man who abused me, he had sever problems with alcohol and he did say often to me that I am stupid.

That's also possible. Both are possible. I think it really is important to verify what type of consciousness state you are in when the dream appears, it determines a type of a dream. Some dreams might have only reflective nature - i.e. the reflection of subconscious memories. Some may have a deeper symbolic meaning. It is possible that in this case it was the former, if it was a rather shallow type of dream.

[IA56]

That's also possible. Both are possible. I think it really is important to verify what type of consciousness state you are in when the dream appears, it determines a type of a dream. Some dreams might have only reflective nature - i.e. the reflection of subconscious memories. Some may have a deeper symbolic meaning. It is possible that in this case it was the former, if it was a rather shallow type of dream.

Do you have possibillity to try to explain how you mean by...shallow typ of dream...and a deeper symbolic meaning of dream...?

Love
ia

[IA56]

In last night dream a female doctor had a baby and she asked me about the babys skull....it was a bit lumpy...the baby was very bright and all the time smiling and was so happy baby...and did understand when I talked to him....so I said ...I do not think it is anything wrong he just has a bit different skull then ordinary....the doctor and few others was leaving and me and the baby did look when they where leaving....and I did see a male lion running fast...so I yelled ....lion to the right.....lion to the right....I was surprised over my voice...it was so powerful.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was sitting bare chested and it was totally okay for me...I was visiting a couple and the man and I had bean in sauna (for me this is normal as born in finland and sauna is very normal to be in both female and male, in my family we did divide that mother and my sister did bath in sauna together and my father and my brother together, but there are many familys who do bath sauna mixed)
The mans wife did react with anger...but day after she did come and say that the other neighbour had invite her and of course us to sauna..now the man reacted that he does not dare to do it again because of his wifes reaction....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was standing on a balcony in a house looking down...a black rather big dog with armor was rushing into the house...I said...I do not like pinchers....and I run into the house to hide...and I ended up in a sauna...to my surprise a man did keep me company...(this same man is in my dreams and gives his support to me) ..I tried to lock the sauna door with a key ...it was a bunch of keys in that keychaine...but it was stuck in the door but did ot work to lock the door...and the bottom of the door was not like a ordinary door going all the way to the floor...it had a gab like 5 cm and I was a bit afraid that the dog will try to bend the door open now when it can put his paws and nose under the door....here I awoke myself...

In this episode I was sitting on a tricycle..and comming down a hill...it was so deep snow that I sank into it to my neck...