IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

CFT..
..Do you mean a projection I did with someone els...like a guide??..or??
Yes the baby dream is very much for me to sort out still...I am melting it still...huh!!
Thank you for your input, continue please

[CFTraveler]

..Do you mean a projection I did with someone els...like a guide??..or??

Or a friend; I think we project unconscious all the time and interact and help each other without realizing it.

[IA56]

Thank you CFT..Yes I believe so too about us projecting and interacting with other´s...Now I know who the man is, thank´s again.

The baby dream are me all 3...I am the baby too and it is my son too as a baby...we have bean molested both as babies...I did have hard time to beleive he was hurting us...me I knew but he did promise not to harm my baby...obviously I couldn´t take care of me as a baby and I was unable to protect my son too, I believe all to happend so I could by my son see how big damage it make´s when be harmed in baby state...so how horrible it is what happened to my son I have bean able to see with my own eye´s...to understand, and through all this help my self too....as it is said...there will be a way out of it too....

Last night in dream I did come up with 3 explanation´s to this dream and it was said..there is an fourth explanation to it too...but I lost it....I am sure it will come back when it is time or when I can face it.

[thedevil]

In this episode I was walking with a man who had an orange long kaftan on him...he was talking about people and theire wants..He said...he always wants some ass...oh I said..I did not know he is homosexual...No he said...it is an expression...and I felt here that I am not good at all in symbolism and take too litteral everything...hm....

in the usa some people will sometimes say this slang language "I want some ass" as a kind of synonym for 'wanting sex'

It is generally considered an ignorant thing to say though by uneducated people.

I think its hilarious what you said about asking if was homosexual though

[IA56]

LOL...yes that is me in a nut-shell....I do not think so much stuff like sex or alcohol....for many years ago I was out for lunch with a co-worker and he did know I do not drink and he was ashamed to tell that his is going to licore store to by some alcohol....so he had hard time to say it staight to me...so he said...I am going to do some shopping after we have eat our lunch...okay I said...then the cuorisity did take over and I had to ask what he was going to shop...so he said...I am going to a store with the sigh "Systembolag" ( it is the licore store in in Sweden) I did not at all get he was going to buy alcohol...so I asked...But what are you going to do with that kind of sighn...where do you put it in your home...in what room..he looked twice at me with an expression on his face...are you kidding me...so it took some seconds for me to understand...

I am so childlessly naive....and this will not go away...not in this life now when I have lived more than half of my life...lol...

[CFTraveler]

That's a good thing, in my opinion.

[thedevil]

That's a good thing, in my opinion.

I totally agree. I am also a naive person. I think the inverse is ignorance which is the thing you dont want to be. I get a strong impression that you are very interested in truth which is really impressive!

[IA56]

Thank you CFT..you are so nice always....big hug!!

[IA56]

Yes I am a truth chaser ..Thank you td you are to kind too..

[IA56]

Last night in my dream I was visiting my mother and the bed in her bedroom where I always sleep when visiting her, was so high and the pillow heap was enormous, I started to remove several pillows when my mother called me to come to her...she was putting on her a waistcoat what I have knitted, to my surprise I have made it with lining, I was impressed my self too ...so strange...but when she was closing the buttons she wanted me to notice that the other side was longer, but I said...I do not think i matters.