IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dreams I finally think I am starting to understand my inner fears...The dream was like this...there was a pitbull and in the first dream I was afraid as usual...but then something changed and when the pitbull neared me I did feel it?s inner intention what was nothing but good...and the pitbull come and cuddled with me and gave me the opportunity to handle my fear...to control my inner fear...and to breath into my guts...it is not yet totally passed but I had an oppotunity to feel how it should be...

In this episode I was talking to a very old colored women...she had made some sort of chart...of future happenings...she did not tell me what will happen but she had write down dates and names....

In this episode was a old colored man and he predicted future catastrops..this made me so angry and I said with firm voice...better call the dogs back in...that we all can die together...(what is new for me in this dream is that I could feel anger...I have before acted or spoken angry but I have not felt my anger in the dreams...so something is sure happening in my inner to change in the depts.)

[IA56]

In last night dream the colored man from previous dream was looking for me...he passed by my window...I felt intimitated...and I pulled down the roller blind...I could see him pacing back and forth....and looking at my window...

[IA56]

In last night dream I had created a cushin and one detail was a crescent moon as a women who have jumped up with hands up and bending backwards in a pose of viktory....but on the backside there was a tear....one man who have bean in my energy space for very long time...I have always seen him together with some man company...he has never bean alone...and therefore we have never bean able to establish any near relationship...he wanted to fix the tear in the cushin...

[IA56]

In last night dream I noticed that the mailbox in my appartament was someone opening ..so I pushed it down to mark that I do not want them to do that...but this did repeat several times...so I started to hold it down so they could not open it from outside....soon a hand did come throught and try to grab my hand....here I awoke myself from the dream...I was in total schock and in fear....

[IA56]

In last night dreams was white rattle snakes....I was invited to Swedis royalties and I gave my last shrimp rose to the kings sister...I got a huge flower hamper with several exotic flower and also white roses and other wonderful flowers....there was so many dreams that I can not remember all ...I was living in my mothers old appartament...something with cars etc etc..

[IA56]

I have had so strange dreams lately...for instance...I was shown how the hallus valgus looklike...the doctor had cut of the toejoint and the bumb was inside and he showed where he had to saw off and then put back like a lid on the toe joint??




In this episode it was like a jet of water one smaller with cold water and one bigger and deeper with warm water...I saw 2 fishes swimming in the cold water jet...and the stream was rather strong so one of the fishes was nearly going down to like a out flow...the fish had the mouth wide open like in fear...so I helped it back to the jet...




In this episode I saw a soap floating in the cold water jet and I took it and thought that it would be better in the warm water jet...

[IA56]

In last night dream was like a apocalypse..first it was chaotic on the earth but when it started to be invation from the sky I gave in...one from the sky invadors capture me I said...I am afraid and gave in....soon I feel a slap on my face and I was out of the dream...and the feeling in the slap was...you do not give in...fight...




In this episode was a heard of horses going wild...they where in a guarry and I was so afraid they will injure them selves....

[IA56]

In last night dream I again was on a location and needed help to find my way back home..I asked several persons and no-one helped..suddenly my little brother was infront of me and he said I can go with him...I was so happy to get help...thank you.

[IA56]

In last night dream a women I know E asked me to stay with her into the end...I hold her hand..I knew what was going to happen her...she asked me ...do you know what is to come...yes I said...you will be hangd..and in that second she was hangd....

[IA56]

The only thing I remember from last night dream when I hear a voice say with a lot of guilt in hes voice when he said....What have you done...and this made me woke up in distress....