IA´s dream diary....

**IA56** · 19th January 2023, 05:14 AM

In last night dream I saw a women with 3 daughters...they where dressed in same way..dresses made by same fabric so you could see it was mother with her 3 daughters...oddly I saw this in black and white...??

In this episode I had a little girl on my back...this little girl was totally appathic...I tried to do trix so she would start to laugh but she just was lifeless??

The first dream is from my life...I was around 10-11 yrs old...The family with the 3 girls was living in same house...we lived on the 2ond floor and the family with the 3 girls on 5th floor...I was so depressed ...I think it is why I saw it in black and white...the mother of the girls asked me if I could look after the girls when she went to the dentist...I was so surprised to be asked...of course I said...she did show me if we went out to play where the spads and buckets are and if we wanted to be indoors what we where allowed to eat...all went well and she payed me 50 kr what was a lot of money that time...I was so happy and run home to tell mother...and she was so angry so angry...stop lying to me..and she snatched the money from my hand...and stomped out to ask the mother of the girls...and she come back but I do not remember if she gave back the money to me...mother did not say anything to me just looked at me with very angry eyes....There was another neigbour who "adopted" me as theyre daughter...this did also anoy my mother...but I think that others did see how I was treated by my family....and this neigbour lady did give me a silver ring as a snake...I do not remember what happened to that ring...one day it was gone...

The second dream is me trying to help my inner child who still is sad...but it shows how depressed and sad I was growing up....I am crying here today...it will be a day with a lot of tears...healing tears.

**IA56** · 20th January 2023, 07:50 AM

In last night dream I was 25 yrs old...I was with 2 other women...we where dressed up to go out to dance...one of the women grabbed the dress on my lowerback and said...this must be fixed....during the whole dream I was dragged from place to place...I tried to say that I must go home...I want to take a shower but was disrupted to do other things...I did not get my voice to be heard so I awoke myself from the dream....

**IA56** · 21st January 2023, 08:11 AM

In last night I have bean in and out of dream and awake state...I know I have had dreams but what is clear is the in and out state...maby this is what is called shadow memories...the dreams in the background...if it is...then I now know...thank?s.

**IA56** · 23rd January 2023, 11:14 AM

During my nap today I awoke when I saw all the light shooting out of my heartchakra...never seen like it before...wow

**IA56** · 25th January 2023, 08:45 AM

In last night dream I was dragging a green trolley..heavy...I felt in hurry because something comming at me...I felt nervous...and tried to lift the trolley inside my house...I had stone steps up to my house and from no-where I got help to lift the trolley inside my house....thank you who ever you are who helped me.

**IA56** · 27th January 2023, 08:22 AM

In last night dreams have bean so intense that I feel in my body like I have bean working out...can harly walk....It was many options in last night dream what I could choose to work with...if I wanted to work with a whole new system...no manuals at all...or if I wanted to work with children...or with some Asiens...did get totally dizzy of all options...

**IA56** · 28th January 2023, 10:10 AM

In last night dreams I was to a new place to look at a new appartament...I went up the stairs to see on what door my name is on....I did not find it...and when I was comming down the staires I hear some children saying...there is a grand ma on the staires....

In this dream I was to my sisters old appartament...they had re organized the cabins and it took some time to find what I was looking for...the thing you mince cheece with....I found it but at the same time my aunts husband (he is on the other side) started to slice cheece in a maschine...enormous mounts??

**IA56** · 29th January 2023, 06:20 AM

In last night dream one ex boyfriend luered him back to my life...after a while he was back to his old habbits...he just cant help him self...he did not understand that I could both hear and see what he was doing...I told him to go out of my life...he did try to not leave...but of course in the end he had to.

**IA56** · 30th January 2023, 06:42 AM

In last night dream I was wandering in a town I did not recqnize...I was dressed in a night dress and a towel wrapped around me...I met 2 women who was taxi drivers...one of them said she will drive me home...but first she want to have a cup of coffee at her home...when we entered her home...the dream went into another dream...it was my teen boyfriend (he is on the other side) I asked him when have he come to Sweden..one week...he is studing....my son was with me ...he looked at us and asked....are you in love...here I awoke myself...

**IA56** · 31st January 2023, 08:59 AM

In last night dream there was an old man...I saw him before and after image so to say...he had perced his earlobs and put gold earrings on him...I told someone about this...I said...he is really old and did do this to put ear rings on both ears...I was facinatied that there is no age to say..too old...