IA´s dream diary....

[thedevil]

Last night I did get lucid and was able to protect my self, I was invaded by neg like being´s...they did really invade my apartment and my bed, but when I raised my voice...strong and firm....OUT.....they did vanish at once....Off course this give´s me self confidence and the feeling I can take care of my self now...I did wake up from the dream and I was in chock and felt fear of being in a dangeres situation in the dream/astral or this was an old memory how powerless I have felt before, now my whole being felt the positive feeling ...that I can protect my self....so the shift has started deeper in me....thank you for all support just letting me be me.

i Had lots of dreams about fighting "things" last nite too. and it was like i had superhuman abilities...

[IA56]

Some night ago I dreamt that I was watching a pupil to have some test, the pupils own teacher was also there to support his pupil and the test teacher was to monitor that all is done in right way....The student did not get finnished and his teacher did notic it, so his teacher did go to the big clock and opened the glass what covered the clock and pushed the clock pointers backwards so he got some more time...here I started to laugh so I awakened me from the dream....and I am not sure what was so funny, that the teacher couldn´t bare his student fails and must give him more time, or that the teacher cheated...but for sure I felt that there was given more time so I can feel no rush and that someone has noticed I need more time....in that case ...Thank you.

[IA56]

This morning I had some dreams...one was that I was sure I was out of my body and when I tried to go through a wall I hit my
face and teath against it and I had to admit...No I was not out of my body

In this episod I was to my old work place and I was so warmth welcomed by ex co-workers, I did love it...so I thanked for theire bothored to come and welcome me, I was not working on theire departement, so I asked how did they get to know I have started to work there, so one women said...through the salary office....One said...that he was not as he used to be, I answered..we all have changed, non of us are as we where before...Then a man did come and he wanted to say something to me...so I introused me to him...and he was from Finland and I asked from where, he did become funny and did not want to say...I noticed that his face was brown/red under his eyes and cheekbone area and nose...

In this episode I did see a man little bit over me as representing that he is higher developed....I did understand that I have send him away and at first I did be afraid that I have made a misstake but then he changed and all his glory and beauty was only a mask....now he did show him as he is....and I only felt pitty for him...I had liked him more if he had bean him self ...but to see all the theatre play he have put up against me...I am happy now to get to see what I felt and knew and did follow my guts....this too gives me self confidence.....

I did also understand that I have still a bit arogance to work away from my inner ....I do not need anymore that as I have used it as self defence...but I see it more deeply now and it is only arrognace......

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that I was looking at a young mother with her baby an infant, the infant was bearly living, tiny, thin and I took a photo of her, she survived and I had photos in every year of her, when she was grown up she showed a very melancholy mind and was sad that her childhood had harmed her so she couldn´t develop normally...so I showed photos in what age she started to feel more alive and I had to remind her that she has to ovecome her childhood trauma and that she is perfectly okay today that she has to leave bad memories behind her....

This is totally my life and I feel compelled and so extra ordinary surprised....wow....

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that I was looking at a young mother with her baby an infant, the infant was bearly living, tiny, thin and I took a photo of her, she survived and I had photos in every year of her, when she was grown up she showed a very melancholy mind and was sad that her childhood had harmed her so she couldn´t develop normally...so I showed photos in what age she started to feel more alive and I had to remind her that she has to ovecome her childhood trauma and that she is perfectly okay today that she has to leave bad memories behind her....


This is totally my life and I feel compelled and so extra ordinary surprised....wow....

OMG!! I am all tears here to read this old dream and feel how bad memories has blocked me and how vital it is to solve and let go of old memories...I am in a cleansing fase.

[IA56]

Lately I have had such a strange dream´s, most of them I can´t dress in word´s but I will try last night dream if someone can make something reasonable out of it...

I was visiting some people whom I do not know in real life, the man in the house gave me a rotting dot....it was like 4 cm in diameter and like 5 cm high...he said to me....go out and put this on fire, you will se such a incredible flame....I did put it on fire but it did not flame up only white thick smoke did come out of it...I was compelled??

[IA56]

Last night I was playing football in my dream....but in a very odd way....I held my co-players in both of my hand so we did build a chain in front of the football goal...when the football did be kicked against the goal I did manage to take it with my stomach and I did not let go of the co-players hand´s???

In this episod I was watching my ex-husband buing some property, I was so surprised that he had to come to my place for the deal closer so I could see that he was getting more property to own, I could care less....but I asked him...what did you buy this time? he did not answere, I could see he had his cousin and his cousins daughter with him....I went away and really wondering why he had to do like this, then I hear him shouting after me....is this a grown up way to act....leaving without saying good bye to my cousin and her daughter??..I did answere....we know each others so they know...and I turned me against his cousin with daughter and they did blink their eye to me in understanding....and yes..it was him not understanding, I felt good.

[IA56]

Last night I only remember one dream....I was walking on a green grass path when suddenly I see a horse coming running towards me...I jumped aside but the horse did jump over me, I ended up under his belly, I did not feel panik or any fear, suddenly I feel the horse with his front hovs to raise me up??...very wierd, huh?

[IA56]

Last night i dreamt that I was standing behind my apartment door, I was looking for my key´s when I noticed I have forgotten them at home, I was terrifyed, how will I now open the door? Then I tested to open the door and to my big surprice it went open...phiuf......I was happy and relived.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was dancing with a very very tall man, I was like to his knee hight??..It was very difficult to dance with him because of our hight level.....

What will this dream tell me??